Abilities are Maths

My name is Yukishiro Midori.

Because my mother likes the green spring most, she gave me such a name.Green means freshness, brightness and vitality.

I also have a sister who is three years older than me, her name is Clover, yes, it is also related to green.And the meaning of luck contained in it is the best wishes from parents to sister.

Unfortunately, my sister was very unfortunate.

The rest of my life was also lifeless.

My life has been divided into two parts.

Before the age of 13, the colors are bright; after the age of 13, my world is gradually smudged by thick gray.

For the first half, I was a happy boy.

A mother who is a strong woman who can make money, a dad who is good at housework, and a tsundere sister who likes to hate me but treats me the best in the world.

At school, I wasn't exactly a popular boy.My grades are good but I don’t have any good sports, my somewhat shy personality and what can only be called a handsome appearance are destined to not be the one who shines in the crowd.Luckily, I still have a buddy or two with the same hobbies who walk on the way to school every day and occasionally drink my favorite passion fruit smoothie.

You must be wondering why I am called "Little A", right?

I still remember that in an English class before, I was distracted by recalling the plot of the game.The sharp-eyed English teacher noticed at a glance that I was wandering, and then——

"Yukishiro-kun, may I ask how to answer this question?"

"Bah--" I hurriedly stood up, pushed the stool away from the back of my bent legs, and made a harsh sound by rubbing against the ground.

God knows I don't even have a clue what she was talking about!While lowering my head and panicking, my kind deskmate said:

"Choose A, choose A!"

Out of trust in Xueba at the same table, I confidently looked at the teacher:

"Teacher, I choose A!"

"Pfft——hahahahaha!" As a result, the whole class burst into laughter, among which my deskmate laughed the most.

The teacher twitched the corners of his mouth, his eyes were not kind,

"Yukishiro-san, I'm asking a fill-in-the-blank question."

And because my height is not enough for boys of the same age, and I can even be called petite, so I got the nickname "Little A" from then on.

Of course, after a long time, I regained my confidence in height in Mafia's gravity in the port, and this is all a later story.

Unlike me, my older sister, Clover, is a highly sought after campus goddess.

She is bright and flamboyant, enthusiastic and loves to laugh. When she speaks, she is in high spirits, and her golden brown eyes seem to be shining.At the same time, my sister is also the captain of the school's cheerleading team. Both boys and girls like her frankness.

At that time, my campus life was dull and warm.

At that time, she lived a fulfilling and happy campus life.

If it continues like this, maybe I will spend my whole life in a normal way.Finish college step by step, find a job that pays neither high nor low, and that is not boring, marry a lovely girl, have one or two naughty children, and live an ordinary and happy life.

If it goes on like this, my sister and I won't become pawns in other people's hands by awakening our abilities.

If it goes on like this, my sister won't die painfully in the flames.

If it goes on like this, I won't become a sad and shameful Avenger.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

Unfortunately, my parents were involved in a mafia fight and died.

With that amethyst bracelet, my sister and I recognized my mother's severed arm.As for the father's body, it may have been blown up to ashes.

At that time, the leader of the port mafia was extremely brutal. Under his leadership, so many innocent people died, and the whole of Yokohama was shrouded in blood, which made people extremely frightened.

Since then, I have harbored a deep hatred for Mafia, the port rooted in this city.

At that time, my sister and I were hugging each other, and our dusty white shirt was soaked with big tears.

I don't know if it's luck or misfortune, or the last bit of mercy from God.Having lost our parents, the opportunity to study, and our normal life, under extreme grief, my sister and I awakened our abilities.

Still a very rare and powerful ability.

My sister has the healing power to turn trauma into a cold, and I have the spiritual ability that everyone fears.

When I was confused, and by chance, I met a black-haired man who was willing to extend an olive branch to me.

He said he was from the group 'null', an organization that "has nothing to lose because it's all gone, full of desperadoes.

He said that my abilities are very powerful, and he also likes the way I look in my eyes.He can arrange for me to join the organization, work for it, and get a lot of money to support myself and my sister.

"Desperate eyes filled with hatred, that's what we love the most."

These are the man's exact words, very strange, but also like a curse, a curse that I will lose everything and become a slave to despair and hatred.

I comforted my sister and started to work for this man, or 'null'.

Use the ability "Drunken Dreams" to create one false dream after another for others, no matter whether the dream is bloody, frightening, or beautiful.In mission after mission, I became more and more familiar with my abilities, smuggling, defrauding, stealing, debt collection... I did these dirty black affairs more and more smoothly, and at the same time, I got more and more money. After half a year, I even bought an apartment and let my sister live in it.

However, because of being desperate and busy, I have less and less time to go home, and less and less time to spend with my sister.

I feel like I'm falling into a dream I've woven.

To say the thing I regret most in life is that I didn't spend more time with my sister during this time, didn't pay attention to her emotions in time, and didn't have a good chat with her.

When I react,

"Ah Lu, I want to join the port mafia." She said so with firm eyes.

"Pa—" The spoon in my hand fell hard to the ground.

"Why, why?" My throat tightened.

"Mr. Dazai, only Mr. Dazai can give meaning to my life, whether alive or dead."

I noticed that when she said this, her tone was excited, the tiredness and numbness in her eyes were swept away, and a little bit of starlight lit up, and her high spirits seemed to return to the past.

The words of objection were swallowed back like this.How long has it been?How long has it been since I saw my sister so happy and radiant?

I heard a lot about her and that Dazai, the encounter under the Ferris wheel, the tearful comfort, the philosophical words and the suffocating tenderness.

Everything, everything that Mr. Dazai did touched her very much.It was also Mr. Dazai who made her cheer up and had the motivation to continue living.

Although some doubt whether Mr. Dazai from the port Mafia is really that good, and it is reasonable to guess that he may come for his sister's ability.

But, forget it, join port Mafia and join in.As long as my sister is happy, it will be fine to become that flamboyant girl again.

So, my sister joined Port Mafia just like that.And, because of her practical ability and excellent work ability, she soon became the head of the medical department.

To be honest, she was promoted much faster than me.

During that time, my sister became more and more confident and beautiful.

Occasionally, the bandaged boy with dark brown hair would send her home. It was that Dazai. I saw the gentleness in his kite-colored eyes and his gentlemanly demeanor. I can't hide my deep love, and the atmosphere is beautiful and harmonious, so I feel relieved.

As it turns out, I was wrong again.

When I was busy and found out that my sister's mood was not right, it was already irreparable.

"Midori, why didn't Mr. Dazai reply to my message?"

"Midori, why doesn't Mr. Dazai want to talk to me more?"

"Midori, why did Dazai-san ignore me?"

My sister's eyes were red and swollen, covered with red blood, and tears were still shining, and her tone was trembling with fear.

It seems that Mr. Dazai's attitude has cooled down, and my sister also saw him talking and laughing happily with other women in the coffee shop.

Dreaming is always the furthest distance.

Not listening to persuasion, as if the signposts of life had collapsed, my sister had an emotional breakdown, and as Dazai's attitude changed, she became more and more hysterical.

I feel like she was brainwashed by that Dazai Osamu.

After that, I received news that my sister's cancer was terminal.

I was almost going crazy, watching her who was originally beautiful gradually thinner, her complexion was sallow, her pain and confusion overwhelmed her reason, and her sister's depressed and crazy mental state made it impossible for her to cooperate well with the treatment, let alone Accept the fact that you are terminally ill with optimism.

"I haven't become Dazai-san yet, I can't die!"

"But why doesn't he want me?"

The elder sister on the hospital bed was sobbing softly. She had become skinny, muddled and delirious.

A member who can't work for the organization and is about to die can only be a burden, and the port Mafia has abandoned her.

I have searched all over the doctor!I have used various methods!

But how should I save my sister who is in a daze and dream!

That day, I had just completed the urgent task of 'null', and hurriedly rushed to her side with the locator I installed on my sister.

However, there is only fire, only bright red, blazing flames, and Dazai Osamu, whose eyes are empty and indifferent, without a trace of light.

I vaguely saw the figure of sister Huoli, she was lying on the ground, her face was completely changed, but she still tried her best to reach out to Dazai.

Desperately, I rushed in.

But, but, my sister's skin has been scorched, and she is about to turn into ashes and leave the world.

I really belong to 'null' now.I've lost everything and there's nothing left to lose.

In a trance, I was dragged out by the Mafia personnel at the port later. The skin all over my body hurt, and my face seemed to be falling off, but there was no heart throbbing that made me desperate.

The moment he touched the Mafia member at that port, intense hatred swept through his heart. "Drunken Dreams" is launched, and from now on, I will weave a dream for them, and I will take revenge in this last dream.

I'm a disgraced Avenger.

It took a few months to change the impression of everyone in Port Mafia. In their eyes, I was the way I was before my disfigurement. In their eyes, I have a new origin that has nothing to do with my sister. No one will go Look through relevant records and materials.

I acted like I was before I was 13 years old.I like to wear white shirts, I am easily shy, introverted, and work hard. Slowly, I got acquainted with the logistics department of Mafia at the port.

At the same time, 'null', who promised to be my backing for revenge, also used the port Mafia information I provided as a return and benefit.

There is nothing to say about such a process, the daily life of the Avengers is extremely boring.

Until, the last light in my life appeared.

The girl who suddenly came to the port of Mafia was like a bright color suddenly appearing in the gray space, flashing before my eyes.

She is Yizhi Yixiu, who is said to be a Chinese black household who came to Japan by mistake.

She was beautiful, unassumingly beautiful.

She has a strong affinity, and she always makes people feel like spring breeze when talking and laughing.

She always says weird things when she is nervous, although it is quite heart-stopping, it is also very cute.

She is very smart and can always solve some difficult math problems in my opinion.

She loves to compliment others, and sincere compliments always put everyone in a good mood.

She is very caring and can make me feel caring and warm in some small places.

She was kind, and her principled kindness softened my heart.

However, she is not suitable for port Mafia, not suitable for this bloody place.

So, I imagined that when I succeeded in revenge, I would take her out of here and send her to the university she always wanted to study.

However, it was that Osamu Dazai again, and I watched her interact with Osamu Dazai more and more frequently.

How dare he!How can he!

The overwhelming hatred and anger almost swallowed me and crushed me.

But then I thought about it, how much better can I, a disfigured monster filled with hatred and despair, be better than Osamu Dazai?

Even though I mocked myself like this, and the inferiority complex grew wildly in my heart, I still couldn't help but contact her.

We all grow towards the light.

As it turns out, I wasn't the only one drawn to light.

Many people, I can see that Dazai looked at her with complicated eyes and unexpected actions, which are completely different from when he treated my sister.

There is also a gravity user, who seems to have a special attitude.

Jealousy almost blinded my eyes, crawling hysterically in the dark.

As Dazai's reputation became more and more famous, I gradually came to a sad conclusion:

My revenge must fail.

Although the game has been set up, I still suspect that I am already in another game.

This lack of self-confidence made me completely give up the idea of ​​taking Axiu away and pulling her to my side.

Now it seems that this is the only right thing I did.

Moments before I died, I figured it out.

From the moment I had the ability, my sister and I were pawns on the chessboard.

From now on, we are just going according to the situation set by others.

I have long been in a quagmire, unable to choose my own life.

Maybe the Russian was right last time, this world shouldn't have abilities.

Powers are errors.

When I was dying, I saw Axiu's gaze towards Dazai, and I understood it instantly.

She chose to help, or save Dazai.

I'm so unwilling to fall on this man twice.

But in the final analysis, it is because of this hateful supernatural world.

But he must not know, I quietly put a small note inside the four-leaf clover necklace, hoping that Axiu can see it soon.

About the black-haired man who has the ability of the space system and controls the 'null'.

See you no more, Axiu.

Dream, it's time to wake up.