Break the high-cold personality

The author has something to say: Yi Shuli (fluffy): I declare that I agree to fall in love with him!Tian Sique (outside the situation): ...?

Most of the rice and eggplant left in Tian Sique's lunch box.

His heart, which had finally calmed down, "thumped, boomed" because of Yi Shuli's words, beating the drum very heavily.

There was an idea buried in his heart all the time, he didn't dare to touch it himself, and he longed for someone to dig it out for him.

"Do you believe in fate?" Tian Sique lowered his head, picked up the eggplants in the lunch box with his chopsticks, "What if someone says that I will bring bad luck to others?"

Yi Shuli sucked up the box of walnut milk.

Now he finally fully understood where Tian Sique's sense of disharmony came from.

He asked Tian Sique: "Have you joined the Communist Youth League?"

Those who have reached the age of fourteen can join the Communist Youth League.

Every year, the school provides a limited number of places to join the League, but Tian Sique has good grades, so there is no reason why he has not yet joined.

Tian Sique didn't expect him to answer the question like this, he was stunned for a while, and said with some uncertainty: "Add..."

"Then firmly believe in materialism, and don't think about those illusory things." Yi Shuli said seriously.

After finishing speaking, he opened another pack of yam chips and chewed them loudly: "Actually, you don't call it trusting fate, you call it trusting others instead of yourself. This is quite strange, after all, most people don't want to listen to what others say If it’s not my own fault, I’d rather believe the good words of praise.”

"I think it's not so much that you bring misfortune to the people around you, but rather that you absorb the misfortune of others. There is no one in the world more unlucky than you."

Yi Shuli's tone was not very good when he said this, and Tian Sique lowered his head when he heard it.

"Otherwise, there's no one like you who takes all the bad things on yourself with such unimaginable reasons."

Yi Shuli pinched Tian Sique's chin and asked him to raise his head so that he would not poke the tip of his nose into the rice, "Didn't I say before that you are not a broom star, are you a bird of good news?"

"But I..." Tian Sique's eyes began to drift left and right.

"Oh, your name is Tian Sizui, you're talking about 'Qi'," Yi Shuli gritted his teeth, "Then you are not a broom star, at best you are a piece of wood, why do you believe bad things about others and not good things about me?"

"I…"

Yi Shuli pulled out a truth stick from the sugar bowl at hand, and blocked Tian Sique's mouth.

"Actually, I'm also superstitious, but I only believe half of it." Yi Shuli looked at the bewildered Tian Sique, heaved a sigh of relief, and patted him down, "When encountering setbacks and narrowly dying, I only believe in the chance. It's proof that I'm lucky enough."

A truly lucky person may grow in blessings, with soft and delicate soil under his feet, the fragrance of flowers around him, and a clear sky above his head.

It may also be walking in the dark, braving the storm, and finding a peaceful peach garden under the abyss after being bloodied by thorns all over the place.

The criterion for judging fate has always been in one's own heart.

"Listen well, after I met you, I was stuck in the barrel and couldn't get out, but you discovered it in time. Although I suffered from back pain for a while, I escaped the physical examination because of it. Qu Ke invited us to a buffet, Although my stomach was ruined by eating, I also enjoyed VIP-level preferential treatment for a few days because of a blessing in disguise, and even skipped classes all morning."

"And the reason why Qu Ke treats guests to the buffet...in the final analysis is because of you." After saying so much in one breath, Yi Shuli almost lost his breath. He ate two pieces of yam chips to relax, "Tian Si Magpie, at least to me, you are a bird of good news."

"Your greatest misfortune is to meet those people who regard you as a bastard." Yi Shuli felt that Tian Sique might cry again, so he took a pack of tissues from the small shelf at hand and handed it to He, "Don't pay attention to them in the future, don't listen to them, you are not a broom star, they are all jealous of your handsomeness, and jealous of your face that can do whatever you want in front of fate. They just can't understand you, you can't let them The conspiracy succeeded."

Tian Sique gave a muffled "hmm" and crumpled up the tissue bag at hand.

"Don't be blinded by this misfortune anymore, deny yourself, and shut out luck, do you hear me?"

"Then if, I really..."

"Stop!" Yi Shuli once again blocked Tian Sique's mouth with the truth stick, and he scratched his hair a little irritably, feeling that the more he talked, the more chaotic he was, he was really not good at reasoning, nor could he comfort others . "Get the three words 'broom star' out of your little head, listen, and when you see something unfortunate happen in front of your eyes in the future, don't think about whether it's your problem, and rush to retreat, You want to..."

Yishu Li got stuck.

Tian Sique carefully wrapped the tissue packs and lollipops that had been moved, and stuffed the corresponding change into the cash drawer. When he looked up, he happened to meet his somewhat divergent eyes.

"Want to...?" He repeated, waiting quietly for Yi Shuli's next words.

"You want to be their savior," Yi Shuli quickly regained his composure, and put a few yam chips into his mouth, "Do your best to reach out and grab them. You must know that real misfortune is not suffering. Suffering, but being helpless while suffering."

Tian Sique was silent for a while, then nodded solemnly: "Okay."

Yi Shuli dug out the thought that Tian Sique had buried deep in his heart.

In fact, he doesn't want much, he just hopes to be affirmed by others, to affirm himself as a person worthy of being needed, cared for, and loved.

He doesn't want to bear the notoriety of "broom star" anymore.

The words "You are their savior" was something he had never imagined, but it was like a well-timed stream of clear spring water that broke through the soil in his heart and dug out his thoughts buried deep in his inferiority complex. watered his heart.

From then on, the warmth of spring and the blossoming of flowers made him relieved.

At the same time, there is another emotion that is very strange to him, which sprouts quietly under the infiltration of spring water.

After Yi Shuli accompanied Tian Sique to change shifts in the afternoon, the accumulated water on the road had almost evaporated, leaving only a few shallow puddles.

He dragged Tian Sique to Dian Dian, Dian Dian sniffed Tian Si Que's scent, flicked his tail twice to express his approval of the smell.

"This is my dog, named Dian Dian." Yi Shuli introduced it very proudly.

Diandian barked twice at Tian Sique very imposingly.

Yi Shuli turned his head and introduced Tian Sique to Diandian: "This is my roommate and deskmate, named Tian Sique."

Tian Sique: "..."

Tian Sique: "Wow?"

"Pfft." Yi Shuli almost choked on his own saliva, he coughed twice with a smile, "You don't need to greet it like this, your grammar is wrong if you bark, it can't understand."

Tian Sique lowered his head in embarrassment, and gently pulled the corner of his mouth.

Yi Shuli squatted down and untied the traction rope tied to the brick, humming a song in a good mood, and suddenly asked: "I invite you to lunch, don't you want to reciprocate?"

Tian Sique nodded without thinking: "What do you want to eat?"

Yi Shuli thought for a while, he was still very greedy for the fat head fish in the restaurant, but the price was a bit expensive compared to Tian Sique's 30 yuan a day salary, and there was too little meat, it was not worth eating.

So he said, "I want to eat tomato scrambled eggs made by Aunt Jiang."

"Okay, I'll make it for you." Tian Sique said, taking the shopping bag from Yi Shuli.

"Is Aunt Jiang not at home?"

"They travel."

"Don't you take the trip with you?!" Yi Shuli was very surprised. He always thought that Jiang Meng's family had a good relationship with Tian Sique, so he shouldn't leave him alone when he went out to play.

Tian Sique shook his head: "I invited, but declined. I have to work and study."

That's right, it's not Tian Sique's style not to refuse.

Jiang Meng's family's attitude towards Tian Sique was as good as he imagined, and Yi Shuli's hanging heart fell, and he kicked a small stone on the side of the road: "Then someone will invite you out during the holidays. Play, don’t say no. At this moment when learning and making money are not bad, if you miss the opportunity to play somewhere with certain people, you may never meet them in your life if you miss it.”

"it is good."

The two of them, one carrying big bags and small bags, and the other leading the dog, walked side by side through the streets with cars coming and going, stepped into the community, and passed through paths that were scented with flowers.

Not long after walking, Yi Shuli stopped beside a tall and sturdy locust tree.

Tian Sique also stopped, and the two looked up at the tree of white flowers hanging like a wind chime.

Yi Shuli said: "I changed my mind, please treat me to that first."

"Which one?" Tian Sique squinted his eyes, thinking that there were some rare delicacies such as ganoderma lucidum and bird's nest on the tree.

"Sophora japonica," Yi Shuli shook Tian Sique's arm, "Haven't you eaten it?"

Tian Sique was startled for a moment, then shook his head.

Ever since he was a child, whether he was with Grandma Tangdou, Jiang Jia and his wife, or Jiang Meng's family, he rarely ate out, but he had also heard of rare delicacies such as caviar and matsutake, but he didn't know about the common tree flowers that can be seen everywhere. , can also be imported.

He hesitated, "Did you eat nectar...?"

"You can eat the whole flower. Haven't you ever eaten it? Then I won't show you my hands," Yi Shuli handed the leash to Tian Sique, poohed twice on his palm, and rubbed his face eagerly. Rubbing his hands together, "This time I count you as a treat, turn back and beat two more eggs with tomato scrambled eggs!"

"Wait...!" After realizing that he was going to climb a tree, Tian Sique subconsciously stretched out his hand, trying to stop his dangerous move.

But there are too many things in his hands, which get in the way.And the little bit on the other end of the leash seemed to be more excited than its owner, jumping around under the tree with its tail flicking, completely blocking his way.

After Tian Sique put down the shopping bags in his hands, he could only watch Yi Shuli climb up under the tree helplessly.

Yishu carp climbed very fast, and soon reached the fork of the tree trunk, and moved up carefully holding the branch, reaching out to reach the Sophora japonica flowers hanging on the branches.

Tian Sique looked up at him with only two thoughts in his mind.

One is that Yishu Li is very proficient in crawling, obviously this is not the first time he has committed a crime.

The other is that the bark seems rough, and I don't know if his hands have been scratched.

"Hey!" Yi Shuli yelled.

Tian Sique raised his head when he heard the sound, and saw the branches shaking violently, releasing a scent of fragrance.

"Okay, you can't eat it right away if you drop it on the ground." Then, he snapped the flower stalk with his nails.

Tian Sique hurriedly cupped his hands to pick it up, a gust of wind blew gently, and the string of Sophora japonica flowers hung on his fingertips.

"Try it," Yi Shuli lay on the tree very enchantingly, and shook his hand at him with a smile, "I guess you will be amazed."

So Tian Sique twirled a small white flower, hesitated for a moment, and put it in his mouth.

There is a faint astringent taste in the mouth. After chewing carefully, a trace of delicate sweetness overflows, bringing the coolness of spring, quickly filling the mouth.

Tian Sique opened his eyes wide and commented in disbelief: "It's delicious!"

"Right!" Yi Shuli smiled proudly, "Just wait, I'll pick a few more strings for you."

As he spoke, he tried his best to climb up again to reach the Sophora japonica flowers in full bloom.

This is an old locust tree. It is clear that it has just reached the season of flowering, and the branches are covered with white wind chimes.

But the Sophora japonicas hang too high.

Tian Sique looked at Yi Shuli hanging on the thinner and thinner branches, making the branches crumbling. Although he was worried, he didn't dare to call him loudly, for fear that Yi Shuli would be frightened by him and would really fall. down.

Yi Shuli almost pinched all the Sophora japonica flowers he could reach.

He couldn't climb any further up, and when Yi Shuli waved his hand to decide to call it a day, Tian Sique also heaved a sigh of relief, and carefully smashed the Sophora japonica flower into the fresh-keeping bag containing melons and fruits, and was free to prepare for Yishu Li Meet him when he comes down.

However, when he raised his head, Yishuli was still hanging in place, holding the branch tightly, refusing to move a step.

Tian Sique waited under the tree for a long time, and the more he waited, the more impatient he became, so he shouted at him: "Come down!"

Yi Shuli muttered a few words in a low voice, but Tian Sique didn't hear clearly.

"Come down!!!"

Tian Sique shouted so loudly that he received Yi Shuli's response: "I said I dare not!"

Yi Shuli has a fear of heights, and the fear is very strange. He loved going to Jiewa when he was young, climbing trees and climbing to the sky, but he dared not go down.

As soon as he said he wanted to go down, he felt dizzy and felt uncomfortable all over. He was trapped in a high place repeatedly and asked others to rescue him, but he still remained stubborn and yearned for the thrill of climbing.

But at this moment, there is no doubt that his old problem of fear of heights has recurred.

Tian Sique said helplessly: "Then you, let go."

With that said, he walked right under Yi Shuli, and took two steps back, "Jump down, I'll catch you."

"I don't!" Yi Shuli hugged the tree even tighter, "It must be three or four meters high, what if you don't catch me and knock me down?"

"No, jump down."

"Then what if you were crushed?"

"It's okay, my bones are hard."

"Ok."

Yi Shuli compromised.He pouted his buttocks and began to calculate the angle and how much strength he would need to ensure that he landed precisely in Tian Sique's arms.

Tian Sique waited for him under the tree with his head up for a long time, until his head was sore, and he didn't dare to move, for fear that Yi Shuli would decide to jump off as soon as he relaxed, and then fall into the mud.

Yi Shuli pouted his ass for a long time, but finally gave up: "No, I dare not."

He closed his eyes, and his lips kept trembling, "As long as I think about jumping down now, I feel like the mountains are shaking. I don't think it's possible for me to land smoothly. If I go down, I'll be in a coffin."

"Then hold on tight," Tian Sique rubbed his sore neck, "Wait a minute, I'll go up and save you."

"Don't come up!" Yi Shuli almost screamed, "It's fine for me to stay on the top for a while, you go and call the fire brigade, it's too dangerous, you may not be able to climb up safely Make sure we stay safe together!"

"It's okay, don't bother."

While speaking, Tian Sique had already climbed to the branch of the tree trunk, resting against the branch.

It was his first time climbing a tree, and it was easier than he thought.But the bark was rougher than he imagined, and the splinters got stuck in his nails, which was excruciatingly painful, and the palm was cut several times.

Tian Sique did not flinch or panic because of the unknown and the pain. He firmly looked at the Yishu carp hanging on the high place. Hold out your other hand.

"Give me your hand." His tone was undeniable.

Yi Shuli hesitated for a moment, relaxed his embrace, slid down a few inches, and gently grabbed Tian Sique's fingers.

Then Tian Sique tightly held his hand in his arms and pulled it down hard.

There was a bang, and the frightened branches shook violently.

Yi Shuli crashed into Tian Sique's arms, and led him to fall backwards.

Just after Yi Shuli thought that both of them would fall from the tree and closed his eyes in fear, he obviously felt that Tian Sique let go of his hand, replaced by a strong force around his waist.

He noticed that Tian Sique's body tensed up for a moment, but the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground and the severe pain did not strike him. Except for the two entangled heartbeats beside his ears, the only thing that haunted him was A reassuring aroma.

It was the smell of washing powder on Tian Sique's clothes, but it wasn't limited.Because ordinary laundry detergent is just a fragrance, it will not make people feel safe and reliable like this.

Yi Shuli slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was Tian Sique's violently heaving chest.

Tian Sique begged for stability, and after he calmed down his heartbeat, he bent down, put his arms around him, and carefully released Yishuli from the tree.

Amidst the anxious barks, Yi Shuli raised his head and stared blankly at Tian Sique's tall and thin figure, thinking, even if Tian Sique is a coward who dare not express his feelings, skip the confession step and go straight It's not impossible to be with him.