My buddy always flirts with me

◎After a hundred years, they will be in one grave. ◎

The next day, I informed Wan Chengfei of the confirmed departure time, and he was very excited about it.

The child didn't realize the seriousness of the matter at first glance.

Recently, the affairs of Huangtian Jianmen in my hands have basically been handed over. The next ninety years are said to be out for inspections, but in fact they are more of a rest.

——Although I suspect that Emperor Tianjian will still increase my workload remotely.

I was thinking about going to the Melting Fire Hall to find the refiner of the Huangtian Sword Gate to order some life-saving armor for Wan Tufei, but my mother stopped me halfway and forced me to go to a place where no one was around.

She asked me straightforwardly: "Duan'er, is there something wrong with your natal sword?"

I was a little puzzled: "No."

My mother frowned slightly and looked straight into my eyes: "Qinan went to see Emperor Tian Jianjun some time ago, and said that he hoped to read the core inheritance of Huang Tian Sword Dao."

Hearing this, I froze for a moment.

Seeing that I was silent, my mother's tone became serious: "With his identity, he can come in and out of the library pavilion of Huangtian Sword Gate at will. Only the core inheritance of Huangtian Sword Dao is not there. If he wants to check it, let us take him there."

"I thought he just wanted to start studying the inheritance of the emperor, but then I felt something was wrong." She said, "He had already read it once when he just became the third elder, and he didn't mention it again for thousands of years, and it seemed that he didn't care about it." Continue to study further. Why do you suddenly want to watch it after your sword casting period?"

"Duan'er, tell me the truth. Is there really nothing wrong with your natal sword?"

I shook my head: "Nothing."

The natal sword of the Huangtian swordsman is connected to the soul, if there is a problem, then I can't feel any abnormality now.

To make sure of this, I just checked with my spiritual sense.

It's really normal.

Mother looked at me for a while, then relaxed a little: "Show me your sword."

I called out the sword as promised and handed it to her.

Originally, she seemed relatively relaxed, but when she saw my natal sword Jiansui, she froze for a moment.After counting breaths, she sped up her speech slightly: "This Jiansui——"

Me: "It's always been like this."

Mother opened her eyes slightly: "Not before."

……what?

The mother was a little anxious: "How could there be an extra Jiansui suddenly!"

I'm still a little overwhelmed.

I lowered my eyes to look at the long sword in my hand, only to see that it was silvery white all over, the body of the sword was translucent, the illusory light and shadow flowed in the sword, it seemed that mountains and rivers could be seen, and everything in the world seemed to have experienced several springs and autumns in one breath.There is a thin silver chain hanging from the end of the hilt, and the silver chain below is coiled up naturally, forming a delicate diamond-shaped pendant.

Hasn't my natal sword always been like this?

My subconscious mind let me bypass this question to think deeply about it, and just said casually: "It's normal to have slight changes after the sword casting period."

Mother frowned: "No, in the past, those monks whose natal weapons changed after casting swords all suffered major changes during the sword-making period! What did you encounter? And so far only one thing will suddenly appear..."

In the middle of the speech, she suddenly stopped, and after a while, she said anxiously, "You just said...it's always been like this?"

I looked at her blankly.

She raised her voice a little in disbelief: "How could you not know that it suddenly appeared?"

I:"……"

My mind was blank for a moment, and then something invisible seemed to be broken, and a little bit of hidden memory flashed by.

A person exactly like Qinan looked at me with unusually indifferent eyes and said: 【Don't come near me. 】

My pupils shrank into a line in an instant, and I suddenly raised my hand to cover my forehead, and my chest heaved violently.

……what is that? !

"Duaner?" My mother took half a step forward and grabbed my wrist.

I closed my eyes, pursed my lips and said nothing.After a while, I took a breath, suppressing my panic: "I'm fine."

"You don't look okay."

I looked at her again, and tried to calm down: "A small problem, I just remembered it, and I will solve it now."

Mother stared at me for a while, and then let go of her hand after a while.

I bid her farewell and turned to leave.Everything seemed normal.

But after leaving her sight, I couldn't help clenching my teeth.

... I remembered again.

Those memories that were sealed up by myself.

In fact, I should have known that this method of drinking poison to quench thirst is useless. As long as people around me still remember it, then as long as they accidentally mention it, I will realize that my memory has made a mistake.

And if I seal it so tightly—so tight that I can't even undo it myself, it's only going to get worse.

Because I knew I would tell Qinan and ask him for a way to get back my past memories.Then all my doubts about him will be exposed directly in front of him without my defense.

He will be angry.

Maybe you will be so angry that you want to break the contract with me.

For a moment, I couldn't figure out why things turned into the way they are now. Obviously, the 8000 years before have passed smoothly, haven't they?

Even if it's just me unilaterally deceiving myself... I can believe that we love each other, can't I?

Why should I find these exceptions.

I didn't let anyone find me, I quietly returned to my palace alone, and sat down in my study.

But I soon discovered that I have no official documents to approve now.

I propped my elbows on the table and shielded my eyes with the back of my hand, feeling a little tired.

I don't want to seal my memory anymore.

It didn't seem long before the seal had been broken twice.I can foresee that even if I still seal the memory, it will still be like this in the future.

An inexplicable astringency spread from the base of my tongue, making me suddenly out of breath.I stretched out my hand from memory and touched the amber at the corner of the table.

I held it up to my eyes and stared at it in silence.

There is a blue flower in this amber, which has no spiritual power and no special medicinal effect.But I have carefully preserved it for more than 8000 years—just because it was the first gift from Jinan.

It's strange to say, but in retrospect now, the fate between me and Qinan seems to be forced by me.When we first met, he acted as if he didn’t want to be with me, and after taking the resources he agreed to give him, he walked away without giving me a chance to keep him; the second time he was even more heartless, and he clearly agreed to be my Taoist partner I can still turn around and leave.

Obviously at that time, my status in the source world was much higher than his, but the one who was left behind was always me.

If I hadn't been obsessed with him, perhaps he would still be his casual cultivator.

I couldn't help but imagine such a world.

Qinan is so powerful, he will be famous in the source world - although he may not use the name "Qinan", but he will become the first casual cultivator of the source god level.All casual cultivators will regard him as an idol, and all sects will try their best to win him over. He will change the world, but I only remember that I once liked a casual cultivator in the out-of-body period, but finally gave up.

Every time I think about him, I feel a little sorry, but not as painful as it is now.

However, I soon realized that such a scene could not exist.

Because Qinan was plotted once, and wanted to die with hundreds of Yuanjing monks.And it was because I saved him at that time that he later agreed to form a bond with me.

Even when we formed the contract, the ectoplasmic liquid in the contract of spiritual source was changed with the elixir that he didn't use in the end.

If I hadn't looked for him at that time, he would have disappeared like countless geniuses who fell halfway.

So he changed his original intention and said to me, "The grace of saving my life should be promised with my body."

But I don't want any repayment, I just want him to love me like I love him.There will always be a day when the grace is repaid. Only feelings in this world can be immortal.

The light penetrated the amber and fell on the still petals, reflecting faint bluish spots on my fingers.

I looked at it, and suddenly I hated the eternal life of monks in the origin realm.

If we will age at any time like ordinary people, then I can use all means to delay the time when Jinan said "unlock the contract" until after death.I'm younger than him, so we'll probably close our eyes on the same day and be buried in the same grave.

Our names will be written on the tombstones, and nothing will ever tear us apart.

I couldn't express my current mood, but I didn't know why I pursed my lips and smiled.

The author says:

According to the outline, this book has only written less than one-third of the content so far, but unfortunately, it may not be able to continue writing from the No.1 perspective.In the past few days, I have thought about it calmly, and decided to end it after solving their emotional problems. As for the plots related to the source world that were not written in the outline, I will open another book and continue to write from a third-person perspective.

At the beginning, I just wanted to write a post-marriage extravaganza, but I couldn't resist stuffing too much thinking and case content into it when I was writing the outline.It was okay to write at the beginning, but the more it goes on, the more difficult it is to go on, because many things can only be presented from the perspective of a third party, and once the sword master knows, it will not go on at all.Just like the Cui Yueqing incident, in order to make it appear from the first perspective of the sword king, it was almost like a law enforcement record of the case. I don’t know how many things have been castrated. I wrote it very painfully, and you should have no taste for reading it.

I have already written a lot about the setting, outline, and preliminary preparation of this book. I believe that comrades who can read this book should be able to see my intentions.I am also very sad to make this decision, but I already know that if I continue to forcefully write it, it will only become more and more ugly, so I might as well stop here.I believe that telling this story from a third-person perspective will be much more exciting. If anyone is still interested in the follow-up, I will open an advance subscription in the next few days, and you can pay attention to it.

Finally, let's summarize the key points:

1] This article will end after the protagonist's emotional problems are resolved.

2] The follow-up plot will be finished with another third-person perspective novel with Sword Lord as the protagonist.

3] I'm sorry, it's because I'm too good-for-nothing. I didn't expect the No.1 scale to be so restrictive. If you are not angry, leave a comment in this chapter and send you a red envelope to get your money back orz