I stole the script of the abusive male protagonist

"Ability... can change?" Ji Fengwu had long been fed the common sense of abilities, and understood how difficult what Lu Zhuo said was.

"Generally speaking, it is not possible. Once the ability solidifies, it is like taking root and sprouting in the body. It is even more difficult to change it."

Lu Zhuo thought for a while, and continued: "But back then, I did think of another way. It didn't completely change the ability, but twisted it."

Lu Zhuo thought about it, and told a little bit about his past:

His own ability is not complicated, it is just a healing ability with very simple rules, manifested in two characteristics of [speeding up self-healing] and [transferring other people's wounds], which is in line with his family's ancestral healing ability .

The awakening time of abilities in Blue Star is mostly between the ages of ten and 15. The earlier the awakening is, the stronger the talent will be, and the more terrifying the potential and strength will be in the future... and the time of Luzhuo's awakening is his first time. The first time he was accidentally injured by something drunk and crazy, and he was only three years old at that time!

According to the normal situation, he will forget about the use of this ability, and will not be officially awakened until he is about ten years old... The earlier the awakening, the stronger the strength, but it will greatly damage the body and shorten the lifespan. (/competition/challenge/blame▽//home/)

However, he was injured this time, but he called back the gradually indifferent father. The other party seemed to have really recalled that little bit of family affection, but this little bit of warmth brought about a nightmare.

Later, he became a "reason", "serious illness" again and again, "injured" again and again, in the constant pain and torture, his ability was completely awakened, and he became the youngest boy in Blue Star's history. of supernatural beings.

And Lu Zhuo's mother wove two outright lies for little Lu Zhuo in order not to let this matter be exposed. The first is that [injury] does not hurt, but it is a very comfortable feeling. Benefits'; the second is that every time he is injured, he is helping his mother, so after the end, his mother will bring him gifts and praise him for being a good boy.

Therefore, in Xiao Luzhuo's unformed world view, two new concepts suddenly appeared. The first is the exchange of "gifts" with treatment, and the second is that the behavior of harming oneself is "good", which is a A very 'comfortable' feeling.

Later, when Lu Zhuo was found by his father to heal, and he replaced his father who had lost his healing ability to transfer the damage, these two lies were still not exposed, but became the tools used by the two adults to control Lu Zhuo.

Lu Zhuo's parents would regularly give him chemical drugs, poisoning Lu Zhuo into a disability, and then comforting Lu Zhuo with these lies and small profits. on his mind.

This is also the most special thing about Lu Zhuo. He lives in a lie, and he believes in it. Under the strong emotional distortion, the false worldview is integrated into his own abilities... and then it was born Powerful and weird ability 'Scale of Thorns'!

Among them, "thorns" were born because of his injuries. Every time he is injured, he will feel "happiness" and "pleasure", and at the same time, his body will develop resistance and gradually become stronger.And the other part is the 'balance', which was born from the countless lies, as long as he has a relationship with someone, he can manipulate and 'trade' through the balance.

These two abilities are special and exaggerated, but they are real, and because of Lu Zhuo's prematurely awakened talent, the upper limit of abilities is also terrifyingly high.

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"Then what kind of emotional accumulation is needed to form this ability?" Ji Fengwu's eyes were dark, and he finally understood why Lu Zhuo would 'replace' him as the new protagonist. He did not expect that what he pursued was actually 'pain' 'This feeling that others can't avoid.

He recalled the several times he and Lu Zhuo were injured in Qingliu City, the other party always enjoyed the pain with excitement, but unfortunately he couldn't see it at that time, maybe he could stop Brother Zhuo from going into the 'darkness' Take a risk.

However, after he knew the nature of the 'balance of thorns', he had already guessed how Lu Zhuo accumulated his emotions back then.

Sure enough, after he asked this question, Lu Zhuo directly threw out the answer: "Of course it is to bear the damage, whether it is hurting Lu Zhuo himself, or helping others to transfer the body... In short, it is necessary to continuously accumulate damage to promote the ability change."

Ji Fengwu asked: "Is this any different from treating people in the hospital...?" Being locked up in the hospital is also doing these things.

"Of course it's different. I was tricked into being treated in the hospital. Those two people would give me anesthesia injections." Lu Zhuo sighed, and his tone became erratic: "They probably also know that they are lying. I was afraid that I would die from pain, so every time I transferred a major injury, I would be injected with anesthesia."

"At that time, in their eyes, I was probably a very useful tool person. If I hadn't enrolled in school, I might have been used up before I became an adult...so they shouldn't have the aftereffects of anesthesia injections." Will consider it."

Lu Zhuoyouyou added: "I even suspect that I can't walk. Apart from taking medicine, it's also related to too much anesthesia."

Listening to the heart attack, Ji Fengwu couldn't help holding Lu Zhuo's wrist.

Lu Zhuo glanced at it, and didn't care, but went to Ji Fengwu's side and said: "After I entered school, I served as the 'school doctor' of the High School Affiliated to University A, helping the students to transfer the harm...but these are not enough, I also have to try new things from time to time.”

He showed a disgusted expression, even if he said it himself, it would still make him feel irritable in retrospect... Before his pain was reversed, those new things didn't feel good.

"Since you want to stay, I will leave this part to you. Your task is to give 'me' some unforgettable feelings every day."

Lu Zhuo looked at Ji Fengwu's ugly face, and finally showed a playful smile: "Knife wounds, whip wounds, fractures, drowning, blood loss, dizziness... Anyway, you are still in the dreamland of the demon, you can try some new ones." pattern."

"Don't talk about it." Ji Fengwu frowned, he didn't expect that the task Lu Zhuo mentioned was actually like this.

Lu Zhuo asked him back: "Do you regret it?"

Ji Fengwu calmed down, he felt that there was a problem with this method: "No... I don't think the dream of the demon is so simple, it is impossible to repeat the previous method to solve it."

Lu Zhuo thinks that in this dream, what he regrets and fears is his supernatural ability, or the pain of being suppressed and restrained without freedom.

But Ji Fengwu has some new ideas.

"If it is still the same as before, this method is indeed the only solution, but now we are in your inner demon... Can we really get through this illusion with the previous method?"

"This is just a recurrence of the past. I have experienced these things before. It's not a big deal." Lu Zhuo recalled the memories of those years, and now he has almost forgotten the unforgettable pain and hatred, "And wake up tomorrow morning The commander who came, Lu Zhuo, is just me in the past, you don't need to be soft-hearted to him."

"But this is not Blue Star, let alone going back to the past. Lu Zhuo is not just you in the past, he is yourself." Ji Fengwu shook his head, and Chen Ken said firmly: "This is an environment constructed by demons, which represents Brother Zhuo, your regrets, but in the past you have changed your abilities and gained freedom... so what are you regretting?"

Lu Zhuo was slightly at a loss for words, yes, he had already changed his abilities...even sent that man to prison with his own hands, so why did he dream about this period of time?And what kind of mood did you have to turn him into a demonic realm?

"Instead of repeating the past, it's better to start a new path." Ji Fengwu held Lu Zhuo's hand: "If possible, Brother Zhuo, can you trust me once, and let's find a new way to change the past together?"

Lu Zhuo was silent for a moment, then closed his eyes lightly, his mind was full of thoughts, and finally he just let out a chuckle.

"Since you have the courage, how about I trust you once?" Lu Zhuo held Ji Fengwu's hand with a smile on his face, "Anyway, if the dream fails this time, it's just another one, but you If you get sucked in, you can't escape."

The heart demon's dream is aimed at Lu Zhuo, so he fabricates the nightmares in his memory time and time again, constantly wearing down his will... and Ji Fengwu is just an outsider, if he fails this week, he will also Being dragged into this demonic dream, like Lu Zhuo, he cannot escape.

This is what Lu Zhuo said, the reason why the two will perish together in this failure.

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