[Comprehensive Film and Television] I made an appointment with you at the wrong end

Before the farewell, the unknown face-to-face, that day was so good

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In the dim light, looking at the two sitting at the end of the bed hugging each other intimately, Gu Jiaming lowered his eyes slightly, turned around and left without saying a word.

"Ah Sam..." Lu Zhu was about to get up subconsciously to chase after him, but just as he stood up, he staggered again, but when he looked back, Fang Yanmei inadvertently held down the hem of his long skirt.

Seeing Lu Zhu look back, Fang Yanmei lowered her head and moved her legs to release the pinched skirt.

"Go." She raised her head, the tears in her eyes hadn't completely faded, her expression was full of sadness, but she still managed to force a smile uglier than crying at Lu Zhu.

"I'm sorry." Lu Zhu whispered and left quickly.

Seeing the figure with the flowing skirt finally disappear into the light at the door, Fang Yanmei fell on the bed numbly.

Sometimes twisting his limbs, sometimes curling up his body, trying to suppress the unbearable pain in his heart but unable to do anything, in the end he could only turn into unconcealable whimpers.

If someone saw the current appearance of Fang Yanmei, the most loyal and impeccable in the eyes of others, they would probably be shocked, right?

It is clear that Lu Zhu should be the type she wants to take care of, but for some reason, when facing Lu Zhu, she can't help but reveal her weakest side, looking for love from the protection and warmth given by Lu Zhu. Feel at ease.

Since her sister left Xiangjiang, she has never felt such peace of mind.

Thinking of this, Fang Yanmei moved her body on the bed, dialed the phone on the bedside table: "Hello, sister..."

"Amei?" It happened to be a familiar female voice on the other side of the phone, which finally made her feel more at ease in her helpless heart.

After a brief chat with Sister Fang, when she was about to hang up the phone, Sister Fang suddenly asked, "Have you... returned to Xiangjiang?"

"Well, yes, what's wrong?" Fang Yanmei asked.

"There's something I've always wanted to tell you, but I've never dared to say it." Sister Fang's tone was a little hesitant, but with determination, "A few days ago, Xiangjiang's private detective contacted me and said they found my little girl... ..."

Hearing the name on the phone, Fang Yanmei hung up the phone in a daze.

On the other side, Lu Zhu, who followed Gu Jiaming back upstairs, was about to speak, but Gu Jiaming spoke first.

"Tell me, I'll listen to whatever reason you came up with this time." Gu Jiaming turned around to look at Lu Zhu with a calm expression, unlike others who were excited and refused to listen to the explanation, and his tone was even more unbelievably calm.

There is no light in the room, but it is not dark at all—heart-shaped candles are dotted on the dining table, a bouquet of gorgeous red roses is safely placed on the pure white table, and a small velvet box is opened Quietly nestled next to the red rose, exuding dazzling brilliance in the candlelight.

It was a diamond that Gu Jiaming brought back from Africa with his own hands. She said that the rough stone had not been polished and cut and could not see its beauty at all, so Gu Jiaming sent it to the jewelry design studio, waiting for a miracle birth.

In addition, there are several scores, the top one is "Chasing" - after the two met each other after recovering their memories in Africa, he said that he was inspired to compose this piece of music, in order to commemorate this period of chasing from Xiangjiang to Africa, from He will write a song called "Chasing" to chase after the feelings in this life from the previous life.

"What if I told you that Fang Yanmei...is my own sister?" Lu Zhu's tone was extremely light, as if he was afraid of shocking the person in front of him.

Sure enough, Gu Jiaming showed a look of surprise at first, and then added a bit of doubt and confusion.

"My admiration for her... from the very beginning to an idol, until today when I learned the truth, it has turned into affection for my relatives." Lu Zhuwei raised his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes, "I used to imagine that I What will happen to my loved ones..."

"Even though my father has always been very kind to me, I know that I am still an adopted daughter, even though we all regard each other as real relatives... I have also imagined how I would deal with my blood relatives one day. ..."

"After I came to Xiangjiang, I thought I didn't have this worry anymore, but I didn't expect..."

"Maybe the reason why I always come here is not only you, but also because of this blood bond..."

"Because of this reason, it is absolutely impossible for me to give up on her... But please believe me, I never intend to leave you."

"I didn't know you prepared such a big 'surprise' for me tonight, if I knew, I would definitely come back as soon as possible..."

Candlelight dinners, roses, diamond rings, and before contacting Gu Jiaming, he had been using all kinds of lame reasons to prevent her from going home early, the truth of which was already revealed.

On the night when he was preparing to propose, he caught his lover "cheating", and Lu Zhu felt tired for him.

However, she had to solve the current situation. After the explanations, quibbles and other countermeasures had lost their effect, the only thing she could do was to show weakness to the greatest extent to turn Gu Jiaming's other emotions into distress for her.

It is undeniable that Lu Zhu, who has always been smiling and welcoming, has tears in his eyes and pear blossoms with rain, which makes Gu Jiaming really feel distressed.

Yes, why did he forget that no matter how strong his heart is, in the final analysis, the girl in front of him is only in her early twenties.

Isn't it quite common for young people to be temporarily lost in the face of temptation?Even he himself, back then, would look for inspiration for composing and writing songs, and dated many women for dinner and fun, just to use their beauty to inspire his creative inspiration.

The world has long been different from the old days. Married people can still get divorced. Between two people who love each other, there will always be cold wars or quarrels when encountering conflicts. There is no one party who is all right or all wrong. The only way to maintain The key to this relationship is only that tolerant heart.

Seeing Lu Zhu sitting on the sofa crying and choking, Gu Jiaming stretched out his hand and hugged her very tenderly: "I'm sorry..."

"The one who should say I'm sorry should be me. I didn't consider that caring too much for a person would give him the illusion. It's because I didn't handle this matter well, which made you sad again..." Lu Zhu curled up in his arms , sobbing softly.

"It's none of your business. I pushed you too hard." Gu Jiaming sighed: Just like back then, he deliberately approached him step by step in order to keep the little junior sister who had read foreign books and was well-informed. The ancient city of Peking.

Stay with the "old" him.

Now, he has also unconsciously done the same wrong thing as before, strictly guarding against all those who are good to her or who she wants to care about, controlling her social circle, and only asking her to focus on him alone.

But the other party is a person, and not the private taboo he imagined, which is his own!

Times have changed, but the possessive desire hidden in his heart has not disappeared, and has been suppressed under his gentle and elegant appearance, waiting for his lover who still knows nothing about it to fall into the net of tenderness again.

Then, fry the skin and tear apart the bones, not willing to spit out any scum.

It was so aggrieved and uncomfortable until I saw her tears of difficulty making a choice.

He always said that it was very hard for him to defend against this, and maybe...the other party was actually very hard.

Just imagine, your partner is always on the lookout for you to interact with other people, suspicious every day and jealous every day, and you have to be careful when you come into contact with anyone, lest your partner get jealous and make troubles. On such a day, Who can stand it?

After everything was spread out, it seemed that everyone could calmly face the chaos in front of them.

In Lu Zhu's crying, Gu Jiaming also gradually understood the whole picture of today's events: Lu Zhu also suddenly learned that she and Fang Yanmei are sisters today, and then ran into Fang Yanmei one after another and was surrounded by the best family members She went to rescue, wanting to unravel this long-lost sister, but was mistaken by the drunk sister for the closeness of family affection for the love of love. She couldn't see Fang Yanmei's sad appearance, so she excitedly gave her a hug and comfort.

"I never expected that my family would be as good as Sister Mei, but I also never thought that my family would be as bad as Mama Mei and Brother Mei... But I met them both." Lu Zhu leaned against Gu Jiaming's arms Li, chattering.

"It's all over, you still have me." Gu Jiaming gently kissed the top of Lu Zhu's hair to comfort him.

"Yes, I still have you..." Lu Zhu looked up at him, and responded by kissing him lightly on the chin.

"You are also very tired today, go and rest." His gaze is the tenderness of a drowning person, as if he wants to burn the other person deeply in his eyes and heart, "I will watch over you by the side, wake up , It's a new day."

However, when Lu Zhu woke up again, the person who promised to stand by her side had long since disappeared.

"Ah Sam? Ah Sam...Ah Sam!" Lu Zhu walked out of the living room from the room in the morning sunlight while calling his name.

Everything in the living room was still the same as yesterday, Lu Zhu came to the dining table blankly, and the petals of the bouquet of red roses had already turned a decadent yellow.

On top of those music scores, a letter lay quietly.

Lu Zhu sat down quietly, opened the envelope, took out the letter paper, and read it carefully——

"Red Red:

When you read this letter, I should have boarded the plane leaving Xiangjiang.

Sorry, I broke my promise and failed to stay by your side until you woke up.Because I know that once I see your eyes, I can't help but repeat my mistakes all over again.

I once said to you, let you remember one thing - you are not my property, on the contrary, I am your suitor.

In the relationship between men and women, the man is naturally predatory and possessive. When he falls in love with someone, he subconsciously regards the other party as his own.In fact, I have always known that when you face other people, you have tried your best to grasp the proportion of communication.

I've made you believe me too, that I'd never force you to...

But it turns out that no matter which one I am, there is no way to do it.

You said before that you didn't consider that caring too much for a person would give him an illusion. In fact, it is not necessarily true. At least I have never had an illusion for you, no matter if it is more than ten years in Beiping or more than half a year in Xiangjiang.

I am too greedy for your love, you are such a good person, when you look at someone with concern, your eyes are so beautiful, so fascinating, more beautiful than the most precious gemstones in the world ...It is impossible for anyone to resist your charm.

Fortunately, I own, I own, and this beauty chose me.

When a person owns the most precious and beautiful treasure in the world, he will have many negative emotions, fear of losing, fear that this is just a dream in the cold and difficult, and fear that the real self is still just the one in the world of ice and snow. Xiaodouzi, who was walking alone in the city, did not get the most beautiful red to illuminate, lead, and accompany me on my way.

I have always been very grateful and glad that I met you, and I think you are the luck of my life...or two lifetimes, until last night I found out that you are not as easy as I imagined in this relationship.

I am too selfish, from before to now, in fact, you are tolerant of me, tolerant of all my bad temper and shortcomings, rather than me "tolerating" your spiritual escape time and time again - that is just your sympathy for others. Friendly love, but I interpret it as a sign that you are leaving me.

Do the math, you have never said "I love you" to me (don't say that my mother-in-law is like a little woman who cares about love or not, I really need such tacky and obsessive " affim".)

I'm so scared, afraid of losing you, I never imagined what would happen to me without you, but I have to let go - because I love you more emotionally than the fear of losing you.

So, I will leave first and give you a choice.

Please don't worry about me, because I am no longer Cheng Dieyi, but Gu Jiaming.

Regardless of whether you will decide to choose me with many shortcomings and an overly exclusive mentality in the end, at least at this moment, I have given you the most sincere love I can do.

Love you forever, Sam. "

Of course Lu Zhu understood the reason—he insisted in the letter that he was already "Gu Jiaming" and no longer "Cheng Dieyi", just to let her know that she could choose according to her heart, rather than choose because of grievances. Someone who loves her so much that losing her could cost her life.

Cheng Dieyi is the scorching, intense heat of moths flying into the flames, while Gu Jiaming is the tenderness of long streams of water. The love born for protection is always more difficult than the love that dies for embracing, but he wants to tell her : As Gu Jiaming, he has grown into a brand new Cheng Dieyi that she hoped to see back then, and he can already bear the pain of loss alone, without her needing to stay by her side and try her best to enlighten him.

Putting down the letter paper, Lu Zhu picked up the music score that he hadn't had time to read last night.

Three songs were played in order from top to bottom of the score, from "Crazy love has many mistakes and more mistakes, if I can do it again" from "Chasing" to "Tell me IDoIDo, would you like I've made me happy"

In the end, it was the new song "May You Decide" that he hid and refused to let her see——

"I always hope that you decide to live life with me

Even if I came without love, parting is full of love

Pray that fate is destined, no matter how much wind and rain

Allow this and I will be with you in this life, and I will be happy in love..."

This is the way things are in the world, there is no such thing as a perfect person. In the two lives, Dieyi is as beautiful as a dream, and the family is full of chicken feathers, but in reality, the one who is often by my side until the end has such and such flaws. "Jiaming" who is willing to change and tolerate for you a little bit.

Even if he is bad in every way, the only thing that loves you and is willing to face everything in the future with you has never changed from beginning to end.

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