The imaginary she is already there, the illusion of perfection in the past, how can I resist when I meet her

----------------

This morning was supposed to be a quiet morning.

Lu Zhu was sitting on the sofa, looking at the man who was frowning in front of the piano in surprise: "Why did you wake up so early today?"

"Tell me, when people are happy, what kind of reaction will they have?" Danny didn't answer Lu Zhu, but asked her the other way around.

Although this is more like his soliloquy immersed in his own world.

"I think...if you are really happy, you might shed tears." Lu Zhu thought for a while, and then said: "If one day you fall in love with someone from the bottom of your heart, and you see him, you will cry." You will be very happy, but you will not be able to hold back your tears."

Danny looked over with a troubled face of "what are you talking about?" Good upbringing finally prevented him from questioning Lu Zhu's words.

"There is no reason, but the feelings in my heart are too complicated, I can't even laugh, so I can only express it by crying." Lu Zhu gestured, "When I was in Xiangjiang, one night, Sam and I Dancing after having a candlelight dinner together, what did he say at that time... In short, it was very affectionate and affectionate."

"When he looked at me like this, I also felt very happy in my heart, but, I don't know why, I just want to shed tears."

"I know that he likes me, and I also like him, but I also know that at that time, I will not agree to him."

"I don't want to be his prey."

Wanting to find some references but being surrounded by Lu Zhu, Danny pressed his temple in distress, thinking to himself: he should do it himself.

In reality, the emotions between men and women are too complicated, but his fantasy love is more perfect.

He wants to write a new love song about love. Although he has searched and searched until now, he has not found the feeling of electric shock when he finally meets his love, but it doesn’t matter—he wrote it like this before, don’t worry about it now. Perhaps inadvertently, inspiration came.

In short, let's put the creation of new songs first.

He got up so early today, the most important thing is another very important thing.

"How much longer are you going?" Danny called, standing up.

Lu Zhu hurriedly covered the phone: "Please ask others for some private matters... Just finish this call."

After finally waiting for Lu Zhu to finish the phone call, and after obtaining her consent, Danny opened Lu Zhu's suitcase.

"Now is the time for you to help me." Danny said, picking and choosing for a while, and then he dressed Lu Zhu according to his wishes.

He is always the one who has won the Outstanding Clothing Award. He has good eyesight and good taste. He picks out from his suitcase. It is obviously different brands and different styles, and he wears clothes of different genders. Not only does he match them with a fashionable and gentle effect , and the details of the accessories and color matching are carefully matched with the one on his body, just like a couple's outfit.

"There are a lot of clothes here that Sam picked out for you, right?" Danny, who helped pack the clothes, asked with a smile.

It's not just clothes, that old driver Gu Jiaming can even choose a bra for her...

However, he has the legendary "flirty but not obscene" demeanor. Lu Zhu dared to say that even if she sat on Gu Jiaming's lap for an interview, as long as the two of them were generous enough, no media would write about their scandals.

Of course, the one that Gu Jiaming took the initiative to stir up before was the exception.

Thinking of this, Lu Zhu carefully looked at Danny's stupid expression for a long time, and finally nodded silently, vaguely.

Forget it, it's better not to abuse this "innocent boy" who writes love songs all by imagination.

After dressing up, the two came to the agreed restaurant together.

Listening to Danny telling this and that all the way, Lu Zhu held back the giggle in his heart, and patted his hand helplessly: "Don't be so nervous, okay? Now you are more like the one who went to meet the parents .”

"Please behave well. If my grandma is not satisfied, I'm afraid she'll beat us like a Cantonese flick." Danny was so nervous, "When the time comes, I'll always be with me. The blind date brought by my mother..."

"Don't worry, she definitely likes me." Lu Zhu persuaded him quite confidently.

"Don't be so confident, my mother is very demanding... Hurry up! Take my hand and get ready to go in..." He straightened his body stiffly, and let Lu Zhu hug her affectionately like a gentle little lover. his arm.

"Your acting skills are as 'wooden' as a piece of wood." Leaning against his extremely stiff arms, Lu Zhu couldn't help complaining.

"My acting skills are recognized as bad, but I'm not as good as you..." Danny lowered his head and leaned into Lu Zhu's ear, and whispered, "Anyway, you helped me pass this test, I can do anything...Mom!"

Lu Zhu was almost taken aback by his sudden "mom." Looking up, Chen's mother, who was sitting in the booth, was looking at them with a bewildered expression.

Danny is probably the type that is more suitable for free play on the spot. He smiled, and took Lu Zhu to sit opposite Chen's mother in an intimate manner, and then introduced with a smile on his face: "Mom, this is me in San Francisco. The girl I fell in love with at first sight is called Hong Hong, she came here on a trip..."

Seeing her silly son boasting about Lu Zhu's goodness and that goodness, Mother Chen silently put her hands on the table, desperately suppressing her urge to laugh out loud.

"By the way, Mom, the one you mentioned..." After Danny had finished complimenting Lu Zhu, he suddenly realized that there was only one person on Mother Chen's side.

"I'm in your arms..." Chen's mother finally couldn't help it, and burst out laughing, "I didn't expect you to think Hong Hong is so good, and you like her so much, I'm very happy."

Danny moved his head stiffly and looked sideways. Lu Zhu buried his head in his shoulder and leaned on him with a smile. His long curly hair was shaking non-stop because of his laughter, and then turned into soft waves.

Recalling what my mother said on the phone, the girl she wanted to introduce to him was Chinese-American, beautiful, lively, cheerful, kind-hearted and with a good figure, which perfectly met his requirements...

And when the two met for the first time, he asked to "help each other", her strange and cute smile with a little cunning...

Danny's face became paler and paler.

"You, you've been lying to me?" His expression was extremely weird, as if he had been betrayed and deceived by something, and his tone became more and more serious, "How can you play me like this?!"

"Danny!" Chen's mother shouted with a bit of sternness, as if warning him not to lose his composure and treat a girl like this.

"It's funny, isn't it?!" His face turned from white to red, and his breathing became short of breath.

"Danny, control your emotions!" Mother Chen looked at him and shouted again.

Danny stood up abruptly, turned around and ran.

"This child..." Mother Chen looked at Lu Zhu apologetically, "I didn't expect him to have such a reaction..."

"It's my fault. I should have made it clear to him from the beginning." Lu Zhu shook his head and explained, "It's not that he doesn't want to control himself, but that he can't control himself at all. Sometimes he can't recognize himself at all. Emotions and thoughts, his 'mood sickness' was torturing him."

"Auntie, go back to the hotel and rest first, I'll explain it to him." Received Mother Chen's nod, Lu Zhu also chased him out.

Chasing all the way back to the downstairs of the apartment, seeing Danny flashing into the elevator, Lu Zhu hurriedly pressed the button of another elevator.

Upstairs, Lu Zhu opened the door with the key.

The glass door that separates the piano practice room from the living room was locked from the inside - when Lu Zhu entered the small black room for the first time, because most of the things in the room were shiny black, he almost bumped into it. The invisible glass wall was saved from being hit by Danny's sharp eyes and quick hands to give her a quick pull in advance.

Now, this glass wall that once shortened the distance between the two has become the best obstacle separating them.

Seeing him sitting in front of the piano and playing chaotic notes heavily, Lu Zhu knocked on the glass wall with a little force: "Danny?"

He heard it, but there was no response—he didn't even turn his head.

Seeing that he was ignoring him, Lu Zhu took a small hairpin out of his hair, twisted it a little to change the shape, and put it into the keyhole to fiddle with it.

So, Danny suddenly felt someone approaching him.

"I didn't close the door..." He subconsciously glanced at the glass door—the lock had been picked.

"Have you forgotten, in "Across the World", not only Bozai Gao and A Zhan, Hongdou Amei is actually a thug." The two watched the "Across the World" video when they were paralyzed at home, according to Danny He bought it for his good friend Gu Jiaming, who has always admired Gu Jiaming's acting skills.

The lock on the glass door of his house is not a high-tech lock, you can get it done with just a piece of wire.

Danny didn't speak any more, and lowered his head to play the piano heavily.

Lu Zhu sighed: "I didn't hide it from you on purpose, it's just that I don't know how to react for a while... and I'm afraid that you will think differently about me because of this."

After briefly telling the story of helping Chen's mother deal with cheaters in the Las Vegas casino, Lu Zhu looked at him very seriously again: "You have been emotionally unstable since then, and I dare not provoke you .”

"Is this still my fault?" He raised his head.

"It's not your fault. Your illness will cause your emotions to fluctuate greatly, and you don't want to. I can understand." Lu Zhu replied.

Hearing this sentence, his brows stretched a little.

Even his biological mother thought his emotions were strange and difficult to get along with, but only this girl in front of her would tell him that it was not his fault, it was just caused by her illness, and understood his irritability that even he could not understand .

"In short...it's wrong to play with emotions." He was silent for a while, and then he managed to say something.

"I'm not playing with feelings, I'm sincere." Lu Zhu put one hand on the edge of the piano, "It doesn't matter if it's for Sam or you."

He suddenly opened his eyes.

"I know you also have a crush on me, although it is very likely that it is the emotional empathy between the healer and the healer in psychotherapy... But I am not a professional psychotherapist, and I can't fall in love with my patients moral bondage." Lu Zhu said bluntly, "I like Sam when I'm with Sam, and I'll be attracted to you again when I'm with you..."

"You see one and love the other!" Danny interrupted Lu Zhu hastily.

"Hey, it's hard to be single-minded in human feelings. I like Chinese food. Could it be that I will never eat Western food in my life?" Lu Zhu made a contemplative look, "Ten fingers are still long or short, I don't know. What I can guarantee now is that Sam is the one I love the most among the ones I have seen."

Seeing this poor child with a foreign-looking appearance and a traditional heart was about to be dumbfounded by what he said, Lu Zhu straightened his face again: "Why do men praise one who loves the other as flirtatious, and women get scolded when they see one who loves the other?"

"You said you liked him, and he liked you too..." He tried to struggle.

"So what's the matter if we like each other? We haven't promised anything, and we may not be together if we like each other. If no one is willing to work hard and sacrifice for this relationship." Lu Zhu spread his hands carelessly, "Marry Get married, and divide when you’re done—this is the way it is now, even if you get married, you can still get divorced, and there are only moral commitments and constraints between male and female friends.”

"Sam is very good to you..." Danny was very touched when he thought of Gu Jiaming's earnest request back then.

"Of course I know that Sam is very kind to me, but love is not a business. It's not that you will get something in return." Lu Zhu stood up straight, "You are all pursuing a feeling of being electrocuted by someone, so you should Understand that the most important thing in love is the instantaneous impact of hormones."

"I have a good impression of him now. If he is willing to take the initiative, I will try my best to go on with him; if he treats me so well and wants to repay me, then everyone is just setting conditions for each other to test each other. How can you talk about it with a flirtatious heart?"

"It's like buying shoes. The first thing to consider is whether the size of the pair of shoes fits your feet, not how far you can walk in it—"

"However, it seems that there are too many sizes that are suitable for me at present, and I like every pair, so I haven't decided which pair to take home."

Faced with Lu Zhu's "I'm a scumbag", Danny was speechless.

He is not stupid, he can vaguely feel that she has a little affection for him, but she also likes Gu Jiaming... Generally speaking, girls will try their best to hide her "favorite" and slowly infiltrate his through the opportunity of the two of them getting together. Daily life deepens the relationship between the two little by little.

Even if the boat capsizes at that time, he will say with an innocent face that he didn't do it on purpose, but he can't stand the temptation and push the blame on others, but he is still a pure white lotus.

Never before, like her, she didn't need any conspiracies or tricks, she just straight-up understood that she was a flirt, and she just liked everyone, so it caused difficulty in choosing, and she had to wait for others to take the initiative... Such a clear conspiracy made him unavoidable .

She clearly said "casting the net is my skill, it's up to you whether you get into the net or not", if she knew this and bumped into it, what would it matter?

The extreme entanglement turned into anger and unspeakable complex emotions, and he subconsciously retreated into the ocean of music.

Music can best reflect the heart of an artist. His notes are messy and ugly, which is completely different from before.

He couldn't talk to her, so he had to use his best method to express his thoughts.

Lu Zhu listened patiently for a while, and then slowly smiled: "Maybe I have caused you some trouble, and I apologize to you."

"I'm sorry." After saying this, Lu Zhu withdrew.

He watched secretly - she answered the phone, and then walked out the door with a large travel bag.

She is leaving here?

Danny almost played the wrong key in a daze. Danny stopped his jumping hands on the black and white keys and sighed silently.

It doesn't matter if he left, his mood was too unstable to talk to people.

But why was his mood suddenly unstable again?Is it because I feel that I have been deceived, or... Is it because I dare not face my heart?

Gu Jiaming asked him to take care of his little cousin. He should put himself in the position of "brother" instead of...

Wait, Gu Jiaming asked him to take care of... her?

Then she left alone, if something happened, how would she explain to her old friend?

After thinking about this, Danny immediately stood up from the piano.

Because the movements of getting up were too large, the stool under him almost fell over with the movement. After finally standing still and pushing the stool away a little, Danny rushed out the door immediately.

When I took the elevator downstairs, I was still praying silently in my heart, hoping that when the elevator fell downstairs, I could see that person near the door...

However, there was no figure he was concerned about at the door.

An inexplicable panic suddenly rose in my heart.

Danny walked out of the gate with empty eyes, looked at the roads extending in all directions outside, and began to regret why he chose to live in a unit in a prosperous area.

If there is only one way, he still has hope to catch up with her...

Looking around now, there were paths in all directions that could make her leave him, and he had no way of judging in which direction she was heading.

"Sir, this flower is for you!" Just as he was standing there in a daze, a blond child suddenly stopped him.

He was a little puzzled, but he took the white rose in the child's hand skillfully and naturally, and asked, "Why did you send me flowers?"

The blond-haired kid let out a "huh" and made a pensive look with his hands behind his back: "A beautiful sister asked me to give it to you. This is the first time I've seen a foreigner! Her black hair is so pretty! "

Here in San Francisco, Chinese people have in turn become "foreigners".

Both of these features point to Lu Zhu, Danny squatted down quickly, looked into the child's eyes and asked, "Where is she now?"

"Over there." The child pointed sideways in one direction, and then said, "Did you quarrel with her?"

"I lost my temper with her, I must find her and apologize to her!" Danny immediately ran to the direction the child pointed.

"If I had known it earlier, I wouldn't have told him. I would have no chance if he ran over!" Looking at Danny's hurried back, the child suddenly realized, and stomped his feet angrily.

Regardless of how annoyed the blond kid was, Danny, who ran away for a while, ran into a kind old woman again.

"Son, it's for you." The old woman handed over a branch of pink lily, "A cute little girl asked me to say something to you."

"What did she want to say to me?" Danny took the flowers.

"She said, I'm sorry." The old lady looked at him gently, "Although I don't know what happened between you, it is very rare for people to meet and get acquainted. Don't leave the person who loves you because of a temporary quarrel." people."

"I know, I also want to find her to apologize." Danny held the flowers and lowered his eyes.

"She's right in front, go over quickly." The old woman nodded her head.

With guidance, Danny continued to move forward, and harvested calla lilies, forget-me-nots, and sunflowers along the way...

All his favorite flowers.

When I comforted him that night, I said that I had read his information, but it was really not in vain.

The people who held the flowers were old and young, men and women, but without exception, they were all kind-looking people. Amid the voices of support and liking for him, he seemed to gradually relax.

She knows that he likes to be pampered the most, and it is best for others to express it to him clearly and generously, not to hide, and to ignite his desertion with enthusiasm.

From the few words of those people, Danny slowly assembled Lu Zhu's description of him: a person who unfortunately encountered slander, was in a bad mood, but wanted to get up from the mud and touch the light.

The quarrel was mentioned in a few words, and his misfortune was not publicized to win sympathy. What moved the flower bouquet was purely the deep friendship of this worried friend.

On that drunken night, she said that as a friend, she would always support him; but he was too desperately hurt by the unscrupulous media, so he just laughed at himself, and then questioned the people on his side in turn.

"What's the use of supporting me alone?"

"Then I can help you get a lot of support, can't it?"

"Don't be silly, most of my fans are in Xiangjiang, okay? Except for those paparazzi, no one will chase them all the way..."

"That's right, I have to think of another way..."

She does what she says.

Even if they are not fans who adore and love him unconditionally, the kindness and warmth in the eyes of those bouquet holders are enough to comfort the bewildered heart in his chest.

When he was thinking this way, he was stunned on the spot by an elated "Danny".

"Danny! We have always loved your songs! We will always support you!" Dumbly took the flowers sent by several fans, among various shades of purple flowers, a card lay quietly in it.

"ToDanny: Where there are Chinese people, there is a Chinatown. San Francisco's Chinatown is the largest Chinatown in the world, so I was there and found some friends who like you to visit you."

A few simple words, without any mention of the hardships involved, as if it was an understatement like a little effort.

He has always paid attention to Cantonese songs, unlike A Lun, Gu Jiaming and others who live in both Cantonese and Chinese music circles, it is not easy to find his fans in a foreign country.

"It's from the silly girl." Looking at the card, he couldn't help laughing.

The expression of enthusiasm makes people feel happy. Unexpectedly, when the moist things are silent, there is also a special feeling in my heart.

Continuing to follow the guidance of the fans, we walked for a while. The bustling road was crowded with people, and many people who liked to join in the fun also followed the team of fans to explore their brains.

"With sincerity, I bless you, you will embark on that bright road ahead, and I would like to give you my enthusiasm and encourage you always..." Seemingly feeling his gradual cheering up and gradual clarity of spirit, those fans who followed him Spontaneously sang his song, encouraging him to move towards the brighter sunshine ahead.

The sunshine in the autumn afternoon is no longer as warm as summer, but the light is still dazzling. Walking towards the light, the people around seem to have become blurred and beautiful illusions.

He fell into the net of light step by step, and the hustle and bustle around him seemed to be far away, except for the voice in front of him that pulled him out of the darkness, a soft call pierced the dazzling net of light.

"Hey! Danny! This way!"

In the haze, in the crowd, he stared forward again and again, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

She is holding a light yellow forget-me-not flower in her hand, revealing the vitality and the hope of new life.

This is a flower that represents vitality and vigor, against which she gently purses her lips and smiles in the backlight. She is obviously glamorous and unparalleled, but because of this little dimple, she reveals a childlike innocence.

There is no shortage of beauties in the entertainment circle, but she is the only one who is so beautiful.

He stared blankly, and couldn't help laughing.

I just don't know why, the happier he is in his heart and the bigger the smile on his face, the more blurred his vision becomes.

The wind picked up again, and he stood there quietly, watching her raise her hands and rubbed the large fluffy scarf around her body, and then exhaled contentedly.

"Why did you come out with so little on?" Lu Zhu looked sideways at the thin long-sleeved shirt on Danny's body, then quickly untied the warm scarf from his body and wrapped it around him.

Originally, he was kind enough to pass on warmth to him, but in the end he let out an inaudible "hiss", trembling slightly as if he had been hurt by something.

Before he had time to be confused, Lu Zhu was also electrified by the static electricity on the scarf.

"This kind of material is prone to static electricity..." Lu Zhu let go of his hand, a little embarrassed.

He still didn't speak, his moist and clear eyes were as soft as a deep pool, and he casually threw a corner of the hanging scarf behind him to wrap it around himself.

The subtle static stimulation seemed to carry a bit of unspeakable pain and heat, which reminded him of a touch in the cold night in confusion.

Even if the other party is not aware of it, but the joy of finally meeting, and the touch of love being finally liberated, this mood brings a kind of hazy beauty that seems real and unreal, and the beauty is mixed with a trace of sadness born in vain .

The perfection that used to exist only in fantasy, at this moment of electric shock, the soul passed through the emotional heat wave.

I have searched for you thousands of times, and I am already beside you before you know it.

The crowd was like flowing water, but she was the only one who shined in it, making him stare at it again and again.

After staring at it for too long, he blinked his eyes lightly, and a trace of moisture was drawn on his face.

It turns out that when people are too happy, they will really cry...

The author has something to say:

感谢在2020-03-1623:00:20~2020-03-1822:57:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: lovingGD5 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like