[Comprehensive Film and Television] I made an appointment with you at the wrong end

Don't laugh at me, I'm obsessed, at least I'm not afraid of pain

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The darkness covers everything that the eyes can see, and when the sight is completely blocked, the rest of the senses are greatly enhanced instead.

Therefore, no matter how loud the sound of the wind whistling outside the window and the sound of the train running, it cannot hinder the ups and downs of the violent heartbeat.

Through the quilt and the darkness, I don't know what he looks like now, but there is no resistance to the touch in the palm of my hand, telling Lu Zhu a fact clearly.

Song Liling's upper body, at least the upper half of her body, was completely free of any clothing and fabric constraints.

It's not like I haven't been hugged by him and leaned on his chest before, but at least there are barriers such as starched shirts, woolen coats or smooth silk satins, and it won't be like this now...

In this way, completely and directly touch the skin, to touch the heart of another person under the skin with the palm covered with a large number of tactile nerves.

Song Liling's performances on the stage are all female roles, so the maintenance effort will naturally not be lost much.Similar to Cheng Dieyi's habit of controlling his body shape, he has always maintained a slender body shape for the sake of his lightness on stage.

However, no matter how charming the stage is, no matter how glamorous it is off the stage, he is still a man. A thin layer of flesh is removed from the heart, and underneath is the bone that can be directly touched and felt, and the one that contains The heart that beats with the source of life force.

This moment of grasping the source of other people's life can greatly lure out the evil thoughts deep in people's hearts.

Even though there was darkness in front of him, Lu Zhu seemed to be able to complete in his mind the picture represented by those tiny rustling sounds just now—the long and slender fingers loosened the tie knot that was tied neatly and tightly, silky The satin tie was pulled off smoothly by the master, and the crisp shirts were undone one by one, the belt buckle made a metallic sound, and the hem of the trousers was pulled out, and then , the collar that was released from the bondage passed across the Adam's apple, the skirt passed across the chest and arms, and was finally thrown on the ground...

Accompanied by extreme humility and pride, he showed his truest side so sincerely, just to express his heart.

So desperate and hopeful, begging for a moment of greed and joy, begging for a dream in the past.

It is undeniable that this butterfly outside is also extremely beautiful, especially that it takes no effort to get it, with a kind of desolate beauty like a moth flying to a flame, and it falls into the palm of its own initiative so that it can be slaughtered.

However, the reason why people are human is because they have the adherence to the moral bottom line.

After you have made a promise, what you need to do is to maintain and stick to it—this is the burden and motivation of responsibility. No matter how many temptations there are outside, you should not waver too much as before.

"Do you... know what you are doing?" Lu Zhu wanted to withdraw his hand, but he refused to let go of the restraint of his wrist. Instead, he still held her tightly and continued to swim upstream.

This time, her hand was drawn to his face.

The young and elastic skin is comparable to the best silk satin in the world, and even more than the cold and smooth silk satin, it has a little more warmth and tenderness from the vitality of life, so fresh and eager, it tilts the balance of people's hearts.

The tip of the index finger touched the thick end of the eyebrow, and with a slight movement, he felt the slight protrusion of the small mole above the end of the eyebrow.

The mole of a beauty has always been the existence of adding luster to her own beauty, but Song Liling's facial features are too colorful, and her eyebrows are quite heavy. People ignore the sexiness of the hormonal shock brought by the opening of the eyebrows at the end of his eyebrows, and add a little lively mole.

This small mole is only the size of a grain of rice, but the composition of the mole is not like normal skin after all. Pigmentation and hemagglutination are piled up. In general, when it is touched, it is much more sensitive than ordinary skin.

Song Liling obviously felt the touch, and subconsciously involved a slight twitch under the eyes and forehead.

He came here with strong emotions, and for the first time, he did something that he couldn't believe he would do in his fantasy. It was a time when he was extremely easily touched by external stimuli.The distance between the two people is so close and so close, it is normal for the reaction to be bigger and bigger.

The finger was pulled down a little more, and the index finger that had touched the mole covered the extremely soft lips, and was kissed with an extremely soft and affectionate force.

The sound of the train clanging and clanging drowned out the soft sound of the kiss, and a long light passed by from nowhere, and between light and darkness, those bright pupils burst out in the darkness. Qingyao is like the dawn.

These two peerless actresses are extremely similar but different, they are both beautiful and beautiful, Cheng Dieyi is as transparent and elegant as the cold moonlight singing the wind and playing shadows, Song Liling exudes the beauty of the rising sun The bright and beautiful.

It's actually meaningless to compare different people, but if you don't make a comparison in your heart, your already shaken heart will easily deceive yourself to find the so-called similarities, and then use a hint of the same deception to prompt others Mistakes are made through confusion of consciousness.

In this situation and the situation, it would be false to say that you will not be shaken. The question is whether you will be tempted after being shaken, which is the most difficult choice.

"Of course I know." He replied, his cold voice was surprisingly hoarse at this moment.

He almost fell into Lu Zhu's ear before he continued, "But...a fake show may not be impossible to do for real."

Trains are always unstable, especially early old trains like this, wobbly and quite normal.

But now there is someone else by her ear, and the hot air of her breath is blowing onto her face one after another, the extremely soft two thin lips are also driven by this shaking to move away from time to time and get closer, grinding the skin cartilage of the ear, grinding Tightened nerves.

At this moment, the traits of angels and demons seemed to merge in him, full of contradictions and harmony-the mixed blood of different races confronts the pure traditional blood, on the one hand, he has the bitterness of obsessive and infatuated love like a mother, on the other hand On the one hand, it continued the evil that the father used strong and powerful means to deceive weak and weak women into sinking together.

In fact, many people will never get out of their childhood. Every choice and practice after adulthood, when they are not aware of it in the future, a large part has already been influenced by childhood.

A miserable life has created his unique beauty with incompleteness and regret, but he has different views on the miserable childhood in the eyes of others.Knowing that I can't get those warm and happy endings, so in this night where the darkness seems to cover all the influence of external factors, I feel like being possessed, and I want to succumb to the desire in my heart.

However, if he continues like this, Mr. Butterfly, who has always been full of sorrow and anger for the story of Madame Butterfly, will eventually repeat the same mistakes as the fate of blood, continuing the ridiculousness of the previous generation. Sigh.

"You once told me that there are still infatuated and bitter lovers like Madame Butterfly in the world..." Whether he saw it or not, Lu Zhu stared intently at the darkness above, and said in a regretful and helpless tone: " You are the victim, but you want to continue in the footsteps of the perpetrator and recreate the tragedy of Madame Butterfly?"

"No, I won't." Song Liling replied affirmatively, before continuing: "I took the medicine."

"No matter what happens tonight, you or I will have nothing to worry about." He smiled as if mocking himself, and added in a very sad tone: "I am already an orphan, and I will not let you His own child also becomes an orphan."

After saying such a sentence, Lu Zhu naturally understood what the effect of the medicine he just took was.

It is a drug that is three-point poisonous, not to mention this kind of drug that can temporarily change the normal physiological functions of the human body-that's why he appears extremely humble, and under the impact of foreign and traditional ideas, he has not been able to shake the deep-rooted human reproductive nature since ancient times In front of his selfish nature, he resolutely chose to hurt himself instead of hurting the person he loves deeply but will never get.

"In my twenty years of life, I have lived from living to living to living for the country... only this time, I want to live and choose for myself, for the person 'me'..." His The voice was extremely low and hoarse amidst the chaotic wind and cars, perhaps emotional or sad, carrying a desperate dullness and determination.

Unlike the icy coldness of the night when we first met, the kiss he landed on the fingertips was so warm and lingering, spreading down the curve of the fingers, from the root of the finger, the palm to the pulsating pulse.

The steady ups and downs seemed to have aroused the unwillingness and ferocity in his heart. He showed his resentful fangs, and took a hard bite at the point where the blood intertwined and converged, causing Lu Zhu to let out a small cry of surprise before he was satisfied. He licked... licked the skin that he was reluctant to bite, like comforting, but also like seductively sucking gently. Sucking, teasing people's hearts.

"You will soon belong to another person, and I don't want to destroy other people's marriage... Only before that, let's fight." He bit the small piece of skin, and his words were a little muffled.

Just kissing the section from finger to wrist seemed to melt away the accumulated resistance of Lu Zhu.

I have to say that the man in front of me is like a goblin who can use beauty to kill people and absorb people's energy. In the darkness, he looks even more gloomy and enchanting.

"I don't belong to anyone... I'm just me, my soul will not stay and give selflessly for anything." Only the mouth can move in the whole body, and Lu Zhu can only rely on the words that barely maintain a clear consciousness to communicate with him. "For me, I will never be someone else's appendage, and self-righteous admiration is just an annoying trouble for others, not a sweet burden-so, what I have when I encounter these It's the right to choose, not my obligation to do something for it."

Song Liling laughed softly: "Yes, self-righteous admiration is always thought to be rewarded by someone, what a stupid idea."

This era is intertwined with light and darkness, and people like him who walk in it inevitably encounter many self-sacrificing and dedicating loves, just like the beautiful traditional ideas of this country and the obsession in the story of Madame Butterfly Persistence, in the end, is often only exchanged for tragic stories with similar themes and different endings.

He carries too many secrets, a wrong step is the abyss, it is impossible to live a happy life in the normal ethical concept, and the cold mystery created has been infinitely close to the villain and the driving force of the tragedy in the story.If you can't bear the pure heart to be controlled by love, the best way is to cut off all possibility of development from the beginning.

He had long thought that he had lost the ability to love someone.

Unfortunately, it turns out that people never lose love, but they just haven't met the other soul that touches their soul, and they don't know how to love.

Once you encounter that flash of light and flint, you will inevitably sink into the eternal and mysterious word love, and you will learn without a teacher the series of extensions such as tolerance, sacrifice, dedication, etc. that are full of beauty. And sad beautiful emotions.

In the same way, selfishness, extremeness, jealousy and other negative emotions that sometimes even I can't believe that I can be so bad will also be extended.

"There may be a gap between your soul and mine, but I'm still the person closest to your heart." Song Liling said while thinking: Even Cheng Dieyi couldn't do it.

He was doing intelligence work, even if Lu Zhu didn't go into details, after learning about Cheng Dieyi, he couldn't help but investigate the past of the two of them.

Cheng Dieyi was extremely lucky. He also had the same fate of being sent to an opera school to learn opera at a young age, and also lived a life full of suffering and shortcomings. When he was alone and helpless, Cheng Dieyi had his junior sister by his side.

When Xiaodouzi was protected and led to find out the untimely soul and the point where the world was in harmony with the times, and transformed into Cheng Dieyi; the "dog bastard" called Little Johnny was unwilling to be changed by the times, unwilling to be changed. When the world gave up, she broke through the shackles of fate and turned into a beautiful shadow in the darkness with the scars from disputes and fights.

After confronting each other for so long, he can certainly feel whether the other party has wavered at a certain moment.

But this momentary wavering cannot shake the weight of responsibility.

"I've made a correct choice, and I don't want you to make a mistake." Lu Zhu focused his scattered eyes on the front.

The eyes seem to have adapted to the darkness, they are blurry, and they can see the general outline.

It’s not like a fake show is real, it’s not that you are too deep into the play and can’t extricate yourself. Mister Butterfly has come here step by step across the times and traditions. She doesn’t want him to choose a wrong path because of a momentary impulse.

"Can't... just make mistakes?" A drop of hot liquid fell on his face, and his voice contained a sense of hopelessness, like a drowning person deceiving himself to grab the life-saving straw that has no effect at all, just like grabbing A phantom of all the good things in the future...

He knew it was just a phantom, so he tried to struggle for death in his words, but he gave up resistance in his movements, and slowly retreated from the small single bed in the box, curling up and kneeling by the bed in a self-protective posture. on the carpet.

"Once you make a mistake, you can never go back." By the time he said this, the effect of the medicine on Lu Zhu's body had almost faded.

Sitting up slowly, Lu Zhu groped to identify the general outline and direction. After turning the quilt over Song Liling's body, Lu Zhu looked at the sky outside the window.

A trace of silver and pale gold has appeared on the horizon, and soon, the long night will pass, and the morning light will shine on the earth.

"Buddha said that there are three thousand worlds. Is there a world where the time is wrong and the people who are supposed to be right also meet the right time?" Song Liling asked softly while wrapping herself in a quilt.

"It's hard to judge right from wrong." Lu Zhu shook his head.

In the brighter and brighter private room, the pupils of the person in front of him fluttering with a sense of loss were reflected. Lu Zhu's fingertips looked down from the small mole at the end of his eyebrows, watching him calmly closed his eyes, and leaned helplessly on the After holding her hand, she continued: "If there are really three thousand worlds, I think there should always be a world in which the world is touched by your miracle and bravely made all the choices for you—— In our current world, even if you lose the happiness and beauty that you recognize in the world, you can rebuild the full life you deserve in these years of walking."

Finally, as if a dragonfly had just touched water, Lu Zhu placed a light kiss on those closed eyes.

Charming without any lust, it is purely a comfort full of pity and blessings.

I hope that when these eyes are opened again, the countless dark sorrows contained in them can fade away, and turn into the gentle and bright morning light.

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