Don't want to hurt him, don't love him, it's really worth fearing to be loved indiscriminately

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After assisting Cao Yun to obtain the original documents, within a few days, I heard that someone had come to the Governor's Mansion and politely "invited" Cao Dujun to go to Nanjing for investigation.

The temporary manager who took over was a dutiful person, and there was no chaos during the handover in Beiping City. After all, the neon was just outside the city, and it was really inappropriate to have side effects.

Because Governor Cao left Beiping, Cao Yun, the daughter of the Governor, naturally followed him. Before leaving, Cao Yun secretly met with Lu Zhu.

Without exchanging pleasantries, Cao Yun first sincerely apologized to Lu Zhu for the matter of repaying the favor, and after obtaining Lu Zhu's understanding, he kept one of her dominance guns for self-defense. .

"These days are getting more and more uneasy. Beiping City is now surrounded by enemies on three sides, and only the Marco Polo Bridge on the southwest side is open to the outside world. I don't know when I will return to Nanjing this time. You can keep it for self-defense. Boss Song will come back later, if something happens, go find him yourself, or ask him to inform me, I will do my best." Cao Yun urged.

The gun was fully loaded and still had six bullets. Lu Zhu thanked Cao Yun and returned to the peaceful days before.

Cao Yun has lived abroad since she was a child and is open-minded, and the small entanglement between the two can be seen, and the current national situation is really not optimistic. The righteousness of the family and the country does not allow her to fight for herself, so she left happily and freely.On the contrary, ever since Lu Zhu brought out Bai Niu's secret thoughts, the two of them are no longer close.

The reason for this is not only that Bai Niu has not come out of her heart for a while, but also because Hua Jinxiu has escaped and Chun Heban has no one to take the lead.Bai Niu's father was worried for a few days, and in the end he had to pick a few actors with relatively good skills to play the leading roles in turn. Although they were not as brilliant as before, they could still earn a living by acting.

Therefore, this also caused Bai Niu to become more and more busy. While studying, she occasionally played a cameo role as a cameo actor. Lu Zhu didn't have a good chance to mend the relationship. Drink tea and have a heart-to-heart talk.

There are a lot of costumes stacked and hung in the white girl's room. The simple and humble room seems to be dyed brightly by the colorful gold and silver threads. I fiddle with the charcoal in the brazier and hold a few sweet chestnuts. There is no fireworks. The leisure of the world.

Bai Niu poured tea for Lu Zhu and asked, "I heard that Governor Cao has left Beiping?"

"That's right, a lieutenant general took over the temporary management. He was very honest and didn't cause any trouble." Lu Zhu replied after taking a sip of warm tea.

"It doesn't matter who he changes, it's not the one with the surname Duan before." Bai Niu recalled that the notorious Inspector Duan didn't do anything good when he came to inspect the girls' high school. He said, he didn't dare to offend, maybe he wanted to snatch a few female students back to be concubines.

Lu Zhu is the teacher's darling, Duan Duan dares to look at him but dare not move, so he always wants to join Lu Zhu's side with a playful smile, hoping to impress the beauty's heart with his "sincerity".Later, the annoyed Lu Zhu and the classmates who had been harassed by him secretly rectified, and it stopped for a while.

Afterwards, this guy lost a lot of money playing mahjong and ran away. Cao Dujun took over Beiping, and everyone lived a comfortable life.

Doing bad things together can always deepen friendship, Lu Zhu laughed when he thought about it.

Thanks to this reminiscence of the joy of playing around when they were young, the embarrassing atmosphere between the two became closer. Bai Niu finally looked at Lu Zhu firmly, and said in a calm voice: "I heard that you plan to get married during the Chinese New Year. ?”

"Well, but we agreed to prepare for these matters after graduation next year. Brother, he understands me very well and won't be like other people." Lu Zhu replied with a smile.

These days, some of the students who were studying in the girls' high school dropped out from time to time, and upon inquiring, almost all of them dropped out to get married, which made those who stayed behind feel indescribably complicated.

"It's rare for a man in the world to have Boss Cheng being so reasonable." Bai Niu sighed, gently pressed Lu Zhu's hand, and said: "You two are childhood sweethearts, he has always followed you, indeed. A match made in heaven.”

After saying this sentence, Bai Niu smiled with relief: "You don't have to worry about me, this road is not easy to walk, even people like Miss Cao gave up, I was fascinated by ghosts at the beginning... I, I just I want to stay by your side well, just like Xiaoqing and Bai Niangzi, and be good sisters, okay?"

Lu Zhu held her hand back, and said very seriously and gently: "We have always been good sisters."

Bai Niu immediately clenched her hand excitedly, her eyes almost sparkled.

——It's also a good thing that Cheng Dieyi didn't take female rivals seriously, otherwise, once he knew the words and deeds of such a scumbag like Lu Zhu who was eating bowls and watching pots, he would probably be mad.

At this time, he was sitting in the living room, counting the annual ceremony with Juxian.

After counting the gifts for New Year's greetings, Cheng Dieyi looked outside at the yard, and the sky was almost dark.

"Honghong is a modest girl, and I have an appointment with you again, don't worry about it." Juxian persuaded with a smile.

"As long as there are no accidents, I'm naturally not worried." No matter how good the conditions are, Bai Niu and Cao Yun are still the same girls as Lu Zhu, so how could they beat him?

Seeing Cheng Dieyi smiling confidently, Juxian was right after thinking about it: Cao Yun and Bai Niu are a lady from a big family and Biyu from a small family. Even if you think carefully, you will never really take that step. In this case, you can only climb to the position of best friend or confidant if you are invincible.

If it was a girl in the flower building, Cheng Dieyi might not be so confident. Since ancient times, there have been a lot of women in the flower building who have sympathized with each other, and they have all crawled and rolled in the secular world. People like them are the most persistent when they become persistent. It is hard to guard against.

Just as he was thinking about it, he suddenly heard Cheng Dieyi cough twice.

Juxian immediately looked around, then lowered her voice and asked. "By the way, that matter... what are you going to do?"

"I'll take care of it." Cheng Dieyi glanced at her and turned away.

After a while, it seemed that Cheng Dieyi also felt that his attitude just now was not good. After putting away the annual ceremony, he looked at Juxian again and said, "Sorry, I didn't mean it, but I was just in a hurry... "

"It's okay, I didn't take it to heart." Juxian shook the handkerchief and smiled faintly.

During these times of getting along, she has already figured out Cheng Dieyi's awkward personality, which is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

Seeing Juxian's gentle smile made Cheng Dieyi a little dazed: "Mother..."

"Okay, how could I have such a cheap son like you, junior brother!" Juxian almost laughed angrily at his motherly sound.

When he came back to his senses, Cheng Dieyi couldn't help laughing, and after laughing for a while, he told Juxian about his mother Yanhong's old story, saying that both of them had such a temperament, and once they found the target, they went all the way to the target Work hard and run towards a better future.

Unfortunately, his mother Yanhong died of illness a few years ago.

"Parents always hope that their children will be safe and happy. If your mother sees you like this today, she will be very pleased." Juxian comforted.

Cheng Dieyi smiled and said nothing.

On the day before New Year's Eve in [-], the three brothers and sisters took Chrysanthemum Fairy and left the city from the southwest by car.

Unexpectedly, because Cheng Dieyi was captured by the neon army, the group was investigated for a long time, and it was confirmed that they were only able to go on the road again after visiting relatives in the countryside.

When they arrived at the remote countryside where Master Guan lived, Lu Zhu led Juxian, Cheng Dieyi, Duan Xiaolou and the servants who were carrying the New Year ceremony all the way into the courtyard.

Master Guan is very old and strong. On such a cold day, he still stands in the yard and watches a group of young people practicing opera—these are the brothers who were not good at learning and then went to the small stage to make a living and the younger generation.

Xiao Manzi seems to be on the list, as a chicken head, he has managed to get the posture of a "big brother". When he sees Duan Xiaolou, a real big brother, he immediately wants to jump over and have a good time with Lu Zhu and the others...

"Little man, have you finished your kung fu practice?" Master Guan said in a chilly voice.

The little mangy was startled by this sound, and hurriedly rolled back to the practice queue in desperation.

Master Guan greeted Juxian to sit down with a smile on his face, asked a few questions carefully, and confirmed that Juxian was determined to live a good life with Duan Xiaolou, and then told Duan Xiaolou: "You have a family and a career, please restrain yourself. Temper, it is your luck to meet the right person and stay together for the rest of your life!"

Duan Xiaolou responded with a smile.

Master Guan nodded, turned to look at Cheng Dieyi, his smiling face disappeared instantly: "Kneel down!"

Cheng Dieyi was taken aback when he heard the words, then without hesitation raised the corner of his robe and knelt down heavily, lowering his head as if he was at his mercy.

"Hey, what's going on, master?" Duan Xiaolou was also taken aback.

Ju Xian secretly tugged at his sleeve to signal him not to meddle: the apprentice who took care of the junior sister ended up dragging the junior sister into his own bowl, can the father give him a good face? !

"Father, what are you doing? I brought it up first!" Lu Zhu looked at Cheng Dieyi distressedly, seeing that half of the cloth shoe on his right foot fell off when he knelt too hard, and couldn't help but speak for him .

Master Guan glared at Lu Zhu angrily, and then looked at Cheng Dieyi who was kneeling on the ground, feeling rather complicated.

Before he returned to his hometown, he specifically told Cheng Dieyi to "take good care" of Lu Zhu, which meant that he had acquiesced in Cheng Dieyi's future son-in-law.But today, after Cheng Dieyi really came back as the future son-in-law, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that this gentle-faced apprentice turned out to be deliberately sinister, as if there were "Master, I will take you from the corners of his brows and eyes." The daughter was abducted" breathless...

If I don't let him kneel down for a while, it will be hard to dispel the hatred in my heart for seizing a daughter!

Cheng Dieyi generally understood his master's awkward mentality, and knelt on the ground obediently, but firmly held Lu Zhu's hand tightly.

Lu Zhu knelt down next to Cheng Dieyi, offering the most effective gesture of looking up at Ren Dafa with tears in his eyes, and looked pitifully at Master Guan.

Master Guan looked at Lu Zhu, then at Cheng Dieyi, and heaved a long sigh, but he was finally defeated.

"Forget it, female college students are not allowed to stay!" Master Guan sighed and motioned for the two to stand up.

With Master Guan's approval, Cheng Dieyi smiled happily, and whenever he looked at him, he always looked at him with a look of affection and affection, and those who didn't know thought that he was the groom official who got married in the early spring.

Duan Xiaolou, the official senior official of the future groom, and Juxian, the future bride, are not so sticky!

Xiao Lingzi was still gossiping, leading his juniors to laugh at Cheng Dieyi: "I can't blame him, he has been thinking about my junior sister for so many years, once he gets what he wants, let him be proud for a few days!"

Cheng Dieyi had been proud of the spring breeze for several days, and it was only when he returned to the city and got off the car to get home on the third day of the new year that he showed signs of fatigue.

I don't know if it's because people are prone to accidents, seeing Cheng Dieyi as weak and dazed as if he was motion sick, Lu Zhu scolded him with a smile, and went to the kitchen to make some refreshing soup for him.

Unexpectedly, when he came to the living room with the refreshing soup, he saw an unexpected scene.

"What are you doing?!" Looking at the smoky bong, Lu Zhu placed the tray of refreshing soup heavily on the table.

Duan Xiaolou and Ju Xian couldn't make a sound, and Cheng Dieyi, who was in a trance, was awakened from the illusion of drunkenness and dreaming by Lu Zhu.

"I..." He just said a word and then couldn't speak anymore, his eyes were blurred, and his face was completely flushed.

"Why do you touch this thing?!" Even if it is only a rudimentary drug, the harm of opium smoke cannot be underestimated.

"Here, many people smoke, and we can still afford it. Dieyi is too uncomfortable for him, and he really can't bear it..." Duan Xiaolou retorted in a low voice.

"Those devils arrested him, but Dieyi didn't want to perform for the Neon army. Those people shouted and killed with guns on the one hand, and on the other hand said that this is a good thing. It is very energetic after eating people. He really has no choice but to choose one of them..." Ju Xian suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and explained to Lu Zhu why Cheng Dieyi became addicted to opium.

The limitations of the times prevented them from fully understanding the dangers of opium, and even though they knew it was bad, they didn't take it very seriously.

Lu Zhu let out a long sigh, approached Cheng Dieyi who was crouching in the innermost corner of the couch like a child who has done something wrong, and stroked his face: "It's not your fault."

"Fortunately, you haven't been exposed to it for a long time, and the symptoms are still mild. Let's quit it, okay?" Lu Zhu understands this feeling of extreme torture, but at that time, she had no cure for the "happiness" , and Cheng Dieyi is still saved.

Cheng Dieyi raised his hand to hold Lu Zhu's hand tightly, and agreed lightly, "Okay."

It's easy to say, but it's not so light and easy when it comes to really starting to get rid of drug addiction.

Hearing the roaring and smashing sounds in the room, Lu Zhu couldn't help but push the door open a little. Seeing this, Ju Xian hurriedly pressed her hand: "Don't go..."

In the past, the gentle face and gentle conversation became crazy and unreasonable, and the foul language was endless. Duan Xiaolou was much taller and stronger than Cheng Dieyi, and he could hardly hold him at this moment.

Not like a person, but like a irrational beast.

"Let go of me! I. Fuck. Your uncle..." Cheng Dieyi smashed all the small objects in the room, and the costumes hanging on the wall were also ripped off on the small couch, embellished Pearls, sequins, and rhinestones were scattered all over the floor.

"You are all bad people! Do all kinds of evil! Heinous!"

"I hate you guys so much! Especially you!"

He just looked at it with such resentment, grabbed the small things like beads and rhinestones and threw them at Lu Zhu's feet: "How did I treat you, and how did you treat me?!"

"It's said that infatuated women in the world are fickle, but you are a fickle and amorous woman! You have deceived me so much!"

"Honghong, don't listen to his nonsense, he probably doesn't even remember who he is now." Ju Xian hurriedly persuaded.

Seeing the beads exploded brightly at Lu Zhu's feet, but she still stood there refusing to hide, Cheng Dieyi's eyes flickered, and she shed tears again: "I remember! If you don't want to be nice to me, Why did you come to provoke me! You also provoke so many people..."

Lu Zhu looked at him steadfastly, without saying a word.

"But even so, I still can't give up..." Cheng Dieyi burst into tears as he spoke, and wanted to hug Lu Zhu in a staggered way.

Halfway through, the guilty look on his face disappeared in a flash, his facial features were distorted again, his face went crazy again, he turned around with red eyes, and started a new round of smashing.

"It'll be over if we endure it any longer!" Duan Xiaolou roared, and came to arrest him again.

After finally waiting for Cheng Dieyi to slow down this trip, the exhausted Duan Xiaolou walked to the door, pinched his arm that was bruised and purple from the beating: "It seems that some sedative medicine is needed , I’ve already tied him up, you guys come over and hold him down, and I’ll pour him down.”

"The medicine has been prepared, I'll go get it right away." Lu Zhu hurried out to get the medicine.

Duan Xiaolou touched a small stool and sat down to rest. Juxian, who was terrified by Cheng Dieyi's mad appearance just now, opened the curtain tremblingly, and looked at Cheng Dieyi who was trembling on the small couch.

"I'm so cold..." Hearing Cheng Die's words, Juxian didn't care about being afraid, and hurriedly pulled the scattered costumes and casual clothes to cover him.

"Mom, it's so cold, the water is freezing..." He seemed to be unable to distinguish between the present and the past, and his whole body was shaking all the time.

Juxian struggled to lift Cheng Dieyi's shoulders and put them on her lap, hugged him like a mother hugging a child, and then pressed his hand with the scar.

This reassurance calmed him down.

Lu Zhu brought the medicine, and worked together with Duan Xiaolou to pour it down on Cheng Dieyi, and Juxian loosened the rope for him to avoid bleeding marks.

After Cheng Dieyi drank the medicine, it was rare that he was in a daze and half awake. Lu Zhu sat on the couch and said to Duan Xiaolou and Juxian who were tired all day: "Go and rest first, I'm here Just watch it alone, at least he won't have the strength to make a fuss until tomorrow."

No matter how worried he was, he knew that now was the time to rest. Duan Xiaolou nodded, told Lu Zhu to call someone immediately if the situation changed, and then took Juxian out of the room and closed the door behind closed doors.

The night was getting deeper and deeper, when Lu Zhu moved his position and wanted to pull the quilt at the end of the bed, Cheng Dieyi grabbed her hand.

"Don't leave me..." Mingming didn't even open her eyes completely, but she begged her not to leave with a trembling voice.

"I won't leave you." Lu Zhu hooked the corner of the quilt and covered the two of them with the quilt, held his hand under the quilt, inserted it between his, and clasped his fingers.

"Those words just now were not sincere...not my intention..." Cheng Dieyi's voice was so small that he could hardly hear it, "I'm afraid..."

He has long been used to two people walking hand in hand on the ice, and if he loses his companion, he will fall into the abyss forever.

Worrying about gains and losses, worrying about everything, trying my best to express myself with generosity and tolerance, as a result, once the darkness in my heart is freed from the shackles of reason, those ugly things such as domineering, exclusive, jealous, mean, and resentful hidden in the deepest Mentally, all were released one by one.

It sounds good to say, and it is not difficult to perform, but it is difficult to understand after all.

Lu Zhu embraced his neck, and comforted him softly: "I understand."

"In this life, I will never leave you, unless you let go first." Lu Zhu raised his hand and brushed away the sweaty and messy hair on his forehead.

Cheng Dieyi seemed to be dissatisfied with the one being protected, so he got angry and moved his hands with difficulty, and with Lu Zhu's helpless cooperation, he hugged Lu Zhu into his arms.

Lying in the same bed, sleeping in the same quilt, with four eyes facing each other, silent.

The candlelight was flickering, and after throwing all the coldness of the winter night into the warm bed, Cheng Dieyi's eyes still had a layer of blur like water mist. The tear film reflected the candlelight, like starlight falling into the eyes, passing by The world of mortals is gone.

And all these thousands of romantic, rich and confused, were all given to one person by him.

Cheng Dieyi showed a satisfied smile, and lightly placed a feather-like kiss on Lu Zhu's forehead, then meandered down along the eyebrows, with the tip of the nose a little softer, and finally imprinted on the corner of the mouth.

The medicine he drank was very bitter, he was afraid that there would still be a bitter taste in his mouth, and he was reluctant to let Lu Zhu taste the bitterness together, so he suppressed his inner appeal, only yearning for the rosy corners of her mouth.

The tips of their noses touched the tips of their noses, their breath blending and warm, Lu Zhu kissed him back: "Go to sleep, I'll wait for you to recover, and then sing me a song about going out in the garden."

When you visit the garden, you will surely be greeted by the warmth of spring and the blooming of colorful flowers.

Winter went to spring, and cicadas sang in early summer. Seeing Cheng Dieyi getting better day by day, everyone's hearts gradually became clearer like the weather.

As Lu Zhu was about to graduate, Cheng Dieyi's mood became more and more stable.

The exams have already been passed, and there are very few classes in the school now, only the graduation ceremony is waiting; and after the graduation ceremony, the female students of their class are considered to have officially graduated.

"Are you really going? It's so far away..." Hearing that Lu Zhu was going to the Guangfu area with Song Liling in order to repay the favor, Cheng Dieyi squeezed her hand to pack her luggage.

"I asked others to get those sedative medicines, and I have to pay them back. That is to go to the concession to see a gambling game held by foreigners. I just went to beat them to open my eyes. Don't worry, I will be careful." Lu Zhu skillfully kissed him on the cheek to show comfort.

Not only to open your eyes, but also to investigate and develop future escape routes.

After all, it is almost the summer of [-] now.

"What are you pretending to be?" Cheng Dieyi asked again.

"Maybe... brothers and sisters, it's not like you haven't seen Boss Song before." Lu Zhu replied.

Recalling Song Liling's long hair, long eyebrows, soft eyes, and elegant long gown, she really doesn't look like a lover or couple with her own junior sister.

The hair is so long, with a braid?He looks like a foreigner, but he looks like a remnant of feudalism.

Cheng Dieyi glanced sideways at himself in the bronze mirror. His short hair was combed neatly, and he was dressed in a gray robe that looked extremely gentle—well, this is the correct way for Chinese men to combine classic and modern.

"You have to remember your current situation." Cheng Dieyi finally warned.

"Understood, my Mr. Cheng!" Lu Zhu put on his hat and teased him.

At this time, people in the new school often refer to their husbands as "Mr."

Cheng Dieyi angrily and amusedly took the suitcase to Lu Zhu and took it to the car, and then scratched her nose: "You are the one who can mess around the most."

The serving is as sweet as the honey of the newlyweds.

Lu Zhu waved goodbye to Cheng Dieyi with a smile, and drove all the way to the dock.

The wharfs of this period are most often seen with new-style people, western clothes and cheongsams, robes and suits, modern ships and old low buildings, as if strayed into the intersection of time and space.

One of the men wearing a long windbreaker has a particularly outstanding back view. He wears a fashionable top hat and a long windbreaker. He has wide shoulders and a narrow waist. He has a straight figure. It is unknown whether he is a returning Chinese student or a foreign tourist.

Lu Zhu looked around, and finally found the mother of Song Liling's family.

"Mother Yan, you're here, where is Boss Song?" Lu Zhu greeted, and walked over there with the box.

Madam Yan took the box from Lu Zhu's hand with one hand, and pointed to the back of the long windbreaker standing next to her that made Lu Zhu amazed when Lu Zhu looked out in the car with the other: "Isn't this?"

Following Madam Yan's words, that figure also turned around.

The waist-length black hair was trimmed into neat short hair and combed behind her back, and all the makeup that she had put on in a soft and gentle direction in the past was washed off, revealing the original deep eyebrows and contours that were as sharp as a knife.

It completely runs counter to the restrained and gentle beauty in the traditional Chinese impression, domineering and flamboyant, but the slightly downward eyebrows and eye tips give people a feeling of melancholy and sternness.

If Song Liling in the past was a gorgeous sword with a scabbard full of rare treasures, even if she knew that she might get hurt if she touched it, countless people would rush forward for this gorgeous scabbard...

So now, this sword is out of its sheath.

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