Day and night in the emotional struggle, really heartbroken for the character

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Lu Zhu was naturally taken aback when he slipped home in the middle of the night and was caught suddenly.

However, in this situation, what is most needed is stability.

So she slowly put down the small leather shoes in her hand, put her feet in directly, and didn't bother to fix them, she pulled the skirt cover like a slipper, moved to Cheng Dieyi in two steps, and waved Go to chase away Juxian and Duan Xiaolou and get up: "I have something to talk to my senior brother, you go to rest first."

Cheng Dieyi looked at her leisurely, didn't speak any more, and acted like I'm watching a show just to see what tricks you want to play.

Duan Xiaolou looked at Lu Zhu worriedly, as if hesitating whether to follow her words and let her face Cheng Dieyi alone, but Juxian pondered for a moment, then gently pushed Duan Xiaolou After a while, he said: "Since junior sister and junior have something to say, let's avoid it first."

After all, Juxian persuaded Duan Xiaolou to leave the room and walked away along the corridor.

Ignoring Juxian and Duan Xiaolou's whispers of "Why are you pulling me away? What if something happens?" Watching the secret conversation between the two of them "Maybe I can help you to say a few words" and "It's even harder to talk when you're around", Lu Zhu walked into the room with a sad face, and then covered the door with his backhand on.

"Is there something that needs to be so secretive..." Cheng Dieyi was thinking about talking and sitting back on the chair to start the "interrogation", but before he could finish a sentence, he was caught off guard by Lu Zhu mouthed.

It was obvious that panic and astonishment flashed in Cheng Dieyi's eyes, and his hands moved, as if he wanted to push her away vigorously, but also seemed to be afraid of hurting her too much, he raised his hands and then lowered them, but did not The corners of the silk gown touched the tentacles, but because Lu Zhu was too close, it fell into the lace soft satin of the dress skirt.

That pair of hands fell on the sides helplessly as if they lost their strength in an instant, neither advancing nor retreating, they froze in place like a statue made of clay or wood.

After uttering such a stinging and jealous word, Cheng Dieyi imagined a variety of ways to deal with Lu Zhu in his mind-this little junior sister is eccentric and flexible, once she moves her mouth, all kinds of All kinds of fallacies emerged one after another, or muddling through, or refusing to admit it, or being frank and lenient, or using her almost in danger as last time, so he had to change the topic...he had thought about it one by one. The method of cracking and the next plan.

However, the plan always failed to keep up with the changes. The little junior sister did move her mouth, but without saying a word, she was already blocked to the point that he, who thought he was confident enough to answer what he had to say, was also unable to say a word.

The worry of staying alone in the middle of the night for a long time, the grievance that she has not heard from her, the anger of finding out that she wants to sneak back quietly, all kinds of complex emotions are intertwined, and they are not comparable to the soft and boneless hands wrapped around his neck , and the soft red lips that are gentle and delicate.

I can't let her get away with it like this...

Thinking like this, but when he saw the pearl butterfly hairpin with trembling blue eyes approaching in front of him, he became angry again.

Cheng Dieyi slightly closed his eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, he also raised his drooping hand, and then, with his hand, he tore off the blue-eyed butterfly that was an eyesore and threw it aside.

Perhaps because of anger, the intensity was a little heavier unconsciously. Along with the clear sound of the butterfly falling on the wooden table, there was also a soft sob from the person in front of me as if crying out in pain.

This is her own fault, who told her to use this method?

Can't speak anymore, can't he just let out a whimper in the space between the corners of his mouth and lips?

In the middle of the night when there is no one around, it can always inspire the deepest desire and desire in the bottom of the heart, and the thoughts are only in the blink of an eye. After recovering, I am not satisfied with such perfunctory taste .

She pursed her lips and gently rubbed against his lips. This is not an apology and sincerity.

Obviously not long ago, the person who was snuggling in his arms obediently and saying that he likes him, how long has it been since he dared not return late at night to make him worry and worry?

Cheng Dieyi slightly tilted up her ring-wearing thumb, as if she was afraid that the ring would scratch her with extreme gentleness, but when the remaining four fingers, which were well-proportioned, were inserted into the hair on the sideburns, they ran along the hair. The movement of the flow went deep, holding down a piece of the back of the head.

Be tough and not allow the other side to back down.

There is a shallow old scar on the side of his palm, which divides his past and present.Different from other hand skins that are well-maintained and fine-grained, that scar always has an indescribable subtle roughness, and occasionally it will cause a bit of pain.

Sometimes, pain is also part of the source of stimulation.

The eldest brother usually said that he would not survive if he was not crazy, maybe he was indeed on the verge of going crazy.

He obviously didn't want to hurt her and force her, but he didn't know why tonight, he had such a terrible evil idea.

It seemed that she also felt that the scar was different from normal skin. At a close distance, Cheng Dieyi stared intently at the slender eyelashes and trembled slightly, like frightened butterfly wings, revealing Somewhat pitiful and weak.

And, the dying struggle that could not bear the wind and rain.

The hand that threw away the eyesore was once again driven by the evil thoughts in his heart, and suddenly, it gently covered Lu Zhu's eyes like a butterfly falling into the flowers.

Covering those eyes, as if covering the last bit of rationality in his heart, the hand that was already holding the back of Lu Zhu's head increased his strength to squeeze her into a closer distance, and then began to turn against the customer...

The more depressed you are, the more powerful you will explode.

Lu Zhu knew this very well of course—Cheng Dieyi had never been a good person to get along with. In the past, his gentle and kind brother's appearance concealed a paranoid, narcissistic, sensitive and suspicious soul.

Pure kindness but meanness, hesitation and stubbornness, extreme sensibility, all emotions seem to magnify the tentacles of emotions, a little bit of subtle action can make the beautiful wings tremble. Override the restraint of rationality.Occasionally, for a moment of being wrong, you may be trapped in a cocoon woven by a certain self, and you will never be able to return to the present world.

He covered her eyes, but took off his whitewashed "veil", revealing a more real "Cheng Dieyi".

Her breath lingered and blended, her lips and tongue were deeply entangled, and the hand clasping the back of her head cut off her retreat, and her covered eyes could no longer see everything in front of her, which made the rest of her senses doubled after she lost her vision.

The jerky but irresistible kiss even brought a bit of biting force, all the breath of breath fell on the skin of the lower half of the face, and when the entangled lips and the hands covering her eyes left at the same time, it was smooth. Spread down the neck with the corner of the mouth.

The hand clasping the back of Lu Zhu's head moved, forcing her to look up forcefully but gently.

Cheng Dieyi still does not allow his current appearance to appear in her eyes.

Because of Cheng Dieyi's bowing of the head, the black and fine short hair smelled of sweet-scented osmanthus in this extremely intimate space-the two have similar hair quality, and the sweet-scented osmanthus hair oil they used is naturally from the same time-honored brand The product, Cheng Dieyi's housekeeper for a long time, seems to inadvertently infiltrate everything about her in his way bit by bit in the daily details.

After years of patient planning, he has just created a brother-sister relationship that is almost defenseless against him now.

No, he never just wanted her to be a so-called little junior sister.

The blood vessels under the lips were bursting with the pulse of life, gradually widening the gap with his intense heartbeat.

I am passionate, enthusiastic, and eager, but the other party just treats me calmly. This kind of unequal emotion makes Cheng Dieyi's eyes darker and darker.

He let go of the hand behind him, slid down the junction of the shoulder and neck to hold Lu Zhu's shoulder, and the other hand that no longer covered Lu Zhu's eyes touched her waist, and then there was a strong, almost half-dragging His gesture drew him closer to the bed.

The shoes were originally not fully worn, and this also inadvertently made it easier for Cheng Dieyi to do things. When the small leather shoes fell on the ground between hugging and letting go, Lu Zhu's head touched the soft pillow, and his body was also crushed. Into the silk quilt surface.

Along with the weight of the heavy body, there is also the blazing... hot. Rolling. Hot lips falling on the collarbone.

Lu Zhu blinked, and looked straight at Cheng Dieyi's face at the moment.

The corners of his eyes were red, but it wasn't the rosy face that was made up when he was acting on stage. Leng Xing's bright eyes seemed to be stained with this blush, thus transforming into charming eyes of temptation.

Those pupils were black as if there was an invisible vortex in it, trying to suck everything in his eyes into his body and rub it into his flesh and blood.

He was extremely excited, fiery hot breath wandering chaotically on his cheeks and forehead, and the non-resistance of the person under him made him extremely emotional. When he kissed all the way to the side of the ear, the entanglement was too hot and even careless Pulled down the curtain over the bed.

The white gauze bed curtain fell, covering everything outside, the blue-eyed butterflies on the table, the cold tea that had long lost its smoke, the small bowl covered upside down on a white porcelain plate...all were submerged in the vaguely translucent In light gauze.

"Are you afraid?" Cheng Dieyi lowered his head and took a bite under Lu Zhu's left collarbone. After seeing a red mark made by himself on the fat nephrite skin, Cheng Dieyi raised his body slightly and held it with one hand. On the pillow, looking down at her condescendingly.

"Answer me? Didn't you answer my senior brother's questions?" While speaking, his lips pressed together again, not giving Lu Zhu a chance to reply at all, and the chuckle in his words contained a bit of teasing malicious.

It was time for her to face up to this fact.

Cheng Dieyi is not only a senior brother, but also a man.

Don't look at her being pampered and followed by her on weekdays, at a certain point, a man will always be a man, and a beast will always be a beast.

The love of family and the desire for love have never been that the east wind overwhelms the west wind, but they are planning for the future, accumulating emotions, and waiting for the opportunity to explode.

When he left again, Cheng Dieyi, who had won many praises with his long breath lingering in the opera, began to feel a little unstable.

Seeing that Lu Zhu was panting harder than him, Cheng Dieyi smiled lowly again, the laughter mixed with soft gasps, like a flexible little hook in the middle of the night, tickling the heartstrings and trembling, surging The heart lake circles and circles.

Neither of them spoke, and they looked at each other for an unknown amount of time before Cheng Dieyi lowered his head again.

This time the kiss was free from the previous punishment, biting and malicious teasing. It restored the tenderness and tenderness of the two when they first got close. With extremely strong love, they kissed delicately and entangled to death.

"Do you still dare to just 'Flick the Butterfly'?"

"How dare!"

As he spoke, he was lightly bitten from the bottom up.

They all knew that someone was going to rehearse tomorrow morning, so this bite was not serious, it was purely to vent their dissatisfaction at being counterattacked.

Cheng Dieyi laughed a few more times, and finally placed a soft kiss full of affection on Lu Zhu's forehead.

Burying her head in Lu Zhu's neck to calm her breath, Cheng Dieyi let go of the hand that was holding Lu Zhu, and turned her face to look at her: "Stop making trouble."

The voice was low and hoarse.

Lu Zhu took advantage of the situation and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Cheng Dieyi squinted his eyes annoyed by this behavior of wandering on the verge of death.

Patting her on the cheek lightly as a small punishment, Cheng Dieyi sat up halfway on the bed, straightened the scattered gauze bed curtains, and hung them back on the brass hooks at the head of the bed.

Seeing that Lu Zhu was also sitting up, Cheng Dieyi bent down to pick up a small leather shoe on the ground, pressed down on Lu Zhu's ankle, and was about to put it on for her.

Lu Zhu lifted up the hem of the skirt generously, thinking that it would be more convenient for Cheng Dieyi's movements, but this defenseless attitude fell into the eyes of the other party, but it made him slightly taken aback.

People of the older generation say that a woman's feet are the most private part, and those who can see them in her life, except her family when she was a child, are her adult husbands.

Now that the times are open, young people have long since lost the old-fashioned notion that Ju Xian just took off her shoes and came barefoot on the way to redeem herself.

When he was a child, he kept vigil in Lu Zhu's room, and what he did was also take care of her.At that time, the theater troupe was poor, and he was almost used as a servant girl. The children couldn't stand upright, and he was already quite good at dressing himself, so he did a lot of things for putting on the shoes for the little girl back then.

But, no matter what, after Lu Zhu was seven years old and the two of them stopped sleeping in the same room, he never encountered such a scene again.

In memory, the chubby little legs and feet like lotus root have grown into slender and graceful arcs, white as snow and frost, skin radiant and delicate like spring beauty.

This is the first time he has seen this kind of small western-style leather shoes. Unlike embroidered shoes and everyday cloth shoes, you can just set them up casually. The tiny straps on the upper must be carefully worn one by one.

"What are you laughing at?" Hearing a chuckle from above his head, Cheng Dieyi raised his head.

"It's a little itchy..." The script is a part with a lot of nerves, and it's the first time Cheng Dieyi has seen this type of shoes. No matter how clever he is, he can see the way the thread is wrapped, but he always feels a little confused.

Cheng Dieyi glanced at Lu Zhu sideways, and quickened his movements to help her put on the shoes. After finishing this, he didn't stand up immediately, but put his hands on the layers of soft skirts, half kneeling He raised his head on the ground, his eyes filled with tenderness that couldn't be melted away.

Lu Zhu held his hand and asked tentatively, "Aren't you angry?"

"Not to mention being angry, but being angry..." Cheng Dieyi took her hand back, interlocking his fingers, and said, "The outside world is not peaceful these days. You come back so late, which makes people very worried."

"No need to explain, I know you have a sense of proportion, but I am always worried about you... But I also understand your thoughts, believe me, I will never force you."

"You have to remember one thing - you are not my property, on the contrary, I am your suitor."

When he said this sentence, Lu Zhu lowered his head and looked at Cheng Dieyi who was in a low position because he was half kneeling.

His posture was extremely low, and his overly strong love made him understand the respect that many people in this era can't learn.When getting along between men and women, the man is naturally predatory and possessive. When he falls in love with someone, he subconsciously regards the other party as his own.

But Cheng Dieyi said such a sentence - he automatically lowered his role to the position of a suitor at a lower level, admitting that the other party's thoughts are the main ones, whether it is sincere or deliberate, it is enough to surpass everything in the world. thousand.

Led by Cheng Dieyi to the basin in the corner to wash his hands, after sitting back at the table, Cheng Dieyi uncovered the upside-down white porcelain plate on the table, and then very smoothly, with a white The porcelain plate held the blue-eyed butterfly hairpin on the table.

He is tolerant in the big details, but Xiaofei doesn't eat less in the details.

Lu Zhu secretly smiled helplessly, and looked at the small bowl on the table. There were a dozen small and round sesame glutinous rice balls soaked in the light golden syrup, which looked really cute.

Compared with the cold tea on the side, this bowl of glutinous rice balls is still lingering with thin smoke. Obviously, it has been heated countless times and kept warm, so that she can have a warm and sweet taste when she returns home.

"It's the Zhang Ji black sesame glutinous rice ball that you like so much, eat it quickly, or you will have to reheat it later." Cheng Dieyi smiled.

"Thank you, Senior Brother!" Lu Zhu took a spoon and fed a glutinous rice ball into his mouth, and then monopolized all the rest.

"That's all?" Cheng Dieyi raised his eyebrows, apparently dissatisfied with this insincere "thank you".

Lu Zhu quickly drank the remaining sugar water, put the small bowl back on the table, and looked at Cheng Dieyi seriously: "When I go to the countryside to pay New Year's greetings..."

"—Just propose marriage to my father."

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PS: Zhang Ji black sesame glutinous rice balls - one of the flower names of Heitan Rong period 23333

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