Then he became my boyfriend

When Song Yue said these words, he kept his eyes on Jin Yu, waiting for his reaction after listening to the words.

I thought that Jin Yu would understand right away, but Jin Yu looked at Song Yue, and didn't show a surprised expression. He was still the same as before, with a blank face.

He didn't quite understand Song Yue's words.

Or it's not that I don't understand, but that I can't react.

Excluding the years of parting in the middle, his brother used to be very kind to him. Of course he knew that his brother had a deep and special affection for him, otherwise they would not have called him a brother-in-law before.

But where to start with the abnormality, he wasn't sure.

Could it be... that my brother likes him too?

No way……

He always thought that his brother had very pure feelings for him, even though his feelings for him had deteriorated now, but he never thought that his brother had such thoughts for him.

Song Yue looked at his bewildered look, obviously he didn't think it through, and couldn't help feeling speechless because of his dullness, couldn't help but shook his head and sighed: "Why are you both so slow on this matter?"

Shen Yi is like this, and so is Jin Yu.

But thinking about it, Song Yue understood again, too, after all, Shen Yi single-handedly brought him up, so it's no wonder.

Jin Yu didn't move, just looked at Song Yue, still waiting for him to answer his doubts, waiting for him to say the answer and verify his own thoughts.

"Shen Yi clearly likes you, can't you feel it?"

Song Yue saw that he couldn't figure it out, so he had to explain everything clearly by himself, and when he made it clear, it indeed verified Jin Yu's guess.

Jin Yu was dumbfounded for a moment.

After Song Yue finished speaking, he was probably afraid that Jin Yu was not even sure what kind of liking he liked, so he added another sentence: "It's not the kind of liking between brothers. I think you should understand what I mean! If you don't understand, you can squeak , I will explain to you again."

Jin Yu didn't say anything.

Of course he understood what Song Yue meant.

However, he couldn't believe it.

Brother likes him...

Thinking about it is still an ethereal dreamlike thing.

Seeing that he understood, Song Yue turned his head and looked out of the glass window again.

Today's weather is not bad, the sun is outside, and you can even see pedestrians on the road with umbrellas for sun protection.

Jin Yu held onto the railing, lowered his head slightly, his eyes were out of focus.

He didn't believe Song Yue, nor did he doubt what Song Yue said.

Song Yue has always been his brother's best friend, and he will not lie about this matter.

Jin Yu suddenly felt a little regretful, if he had heard Song Yue's words earlier, he should have spoken out when Shen Yi visited before the operation, maybe his brother would be very happy, and the effect of the operation would be better.

Jin Yu fell into a strange silence.

"Actually, I discovered early on that his mind was abnormal. At the beginning, I only regarded him as a brother-in-law, so I wholeheartedly took care of you and watched over you. I didn't like you to have too much contact with others."

Song Yue didn't care either, his eyes fell on the distance, and he seemed to start to recall: "But then it slowly changed."

"Actually, Shen Yi and I already knew about the fact that you are not from the Shen family eight years ago."

Song Yue threw a mine lightly, the power was not small, and the smoke almost engulfed Jin Yu.

Jin Yu looked at Song Yue in surprise: "..."

He didn't expect them to know it so early, he thought that his brother knew it a few days earlier than Shen Fangming and the others.

If he knew so early on that Shen Yi treated him so well in the middle, it meant that he really didn't abandon himself because he disliked him for not being close to him, nor did he feel that he was a burden so he abandoned himself.

Song Yue didn't ask him anything, but just told him the past as if he was telling a story, as if he was an audience.

"Eight years ago, Shen Yu somehow found out about your identity, sneaked to Nancheng, and even told Shen Yi about your fault."

Jin Yu didn't want to say anything at the moment, but just listened silently.

In fact, Song Yue didn't know what happened that day.He wasn't there.

But he remembered that when Shen Yi called him, he said he wanted to ask him for a favor, which really shocked him at the time.

He had never seen such a side of Shen Yi.

In the past, Shen Yi was only worried because Jin Yu was in a hurry, but there was never such a time when he was at a loss and panicked.

"At that time, Shen Yi drove him away, but he was also worried, but he didn't dare to ask the people from the Shen family to investigate this matter, so he had to ask me for help."

At that time, Shen Yi was worried that the Shen family would know what was found out, so he asked Song Yue to find someone to investigate.

Song Yue said while recalling: "I had someone check Shen Yu, and found that he was indeed from the Shen family, and that he and Shen Yi were brothers. I told the result to Shen Yi. At that time, I asked him what he planned to do, and he said To hide it..."

Song Yue paused when he said this.

Jin Yu turned his head slightly to look at him, but his eyes were not focused at all, and he didn't know what he was looking at.

He had already been bombarded by Song Yue's words in turn, and his thoughts went blank.

Song Yue didn't care about it, he still remembers it now.

At that time, Shen Yi told him very seriously that he had to keep this matter a secret, saying that he would not let Jin Yu leave him to live in an unfamiliar place, he could not let Jin Yu leave him.

Song Yue said, his tone changed again: "But...he changed his mind later."

"I think you should have hated him all the time, because he gave up on you at that time, but you didn't know that it was the result of his struggle for a long time." Song Yue said.

At that time Shen Yi really struggled for a long time.

Even though the matter of Jin Yu's life experience was concealed, he still knew that Jin Yu was not his real brother.

This secret is like a thorn in the flesh that can't be removed no matter what, but gets deeper and deeper.

As a result, his original lack of thoughtfulness also changed, becoming entangled and withdrawn.

"I don't know how you felt at the time, but from the perspective of a bystander, what I saw was that his attitude towards you slowly changed." Song Yue said.

Jin Yu didn't answer these words, he quietly looked out of the glass window.

In fact, he has feelings. That year, my brother cared more about him and cared more.

However, at that time, because he knew that his brother was going to get married in the future, knew that his brother was going to study abroad, and thought that the two of them would live separately, he was full of reluctance, so he was clingier than ever, so naturally he didn't feel that his brother's behavior something is wrong.

He just thought that his brother was also reluctant to bear himself.

And after being abandoned by his brother, he was full of resentment, and he didn't even think about whether there would be other things behind these things that he didn't know.

Jin Yu was in a daze, but Song Yue didn't stop talking.

"Actually, when I first found out about your life experience, I persuaded him to let you leave the Shen family, but he didn't listen." Song Yue said, "At that time, I didn't think it was wrong."

He had a very clear view of Shen Yi at the time: "But then everything changed slowly. Before, he was just a brother-in-law, and it was still within the scope of understanding. However, after this incident, his The intensity of brother control has obviously upgraded."

"Maybe in the eyes of your younger brother, he just cares more about you and is more patient with you than before. But behind the scenes, our group of friends, accompanying him, has done so many so-called bad things behind your back. "

"He doesn't want to see you playing with girls, and he's not happy when he sees you getting too close to boys. At that time, I already felt that something was wrong with him, but I didn't think much about it."

When Song Yue said this, he couldn't help laughing, "Speaking of which, the thing that really made me find out that he was thinking differently was because a girl gave you chocolates. You should remember that when I tested him, it was just a joke. When it comes to your puppy love, he can't even control his expression."

"At that time, I thought he was very strange. It was not a simple brother's care and love for his younger brother at all. It was a possessive, selfish and hopeless possessive desire."

Song Yue's tone changed as he spoke, recalling what happened at that time, he still felt that Shen Yi was really poisoned.

"For your sake, he even acted like a car with his arms, boldly resisting Shen Fangming and Qi Hui. Not only did he not want to go abroad to study, but he also wanted to go out and stand on his own for you, but it's a pity..."

When Song Yue said this, he paused.

Jin Yuxin couldn't help but pause together, he looked at the ground, his memory was far away, he knew what Song Yue was sorry for.

At that time, Shen Yi was too immature, his wings hadn't grown yet, so he wanted to protect Jin Yu from the wind and rain, but he didn't know that he couldn't resist the wind and rain himself. When the strong wind blew, he was just the first the one that fell,

Song Yue obviously meant this, and sneered slightly.

"On your birthday, I was planning to go to Shen's house. I saw Shen Fangming's angry face at the door. At that time, I knew that what Shen Yi had always wanted to do would not succeed."

So, when Shen Yi was guarded upstairs by Shen Fangming, he called Shen Yi.

At first I thought I couldn't get through, but I didn't expect that Shen Fangming didn't confiscate Shen Yi's mobile phone, so Shen Yi still answered the phone.

Until now, Song Yue still remembered the content of their chat that day.

Song Yue asked Shen Yi on the phone: "What are you going to do next?"

Shen Yi was still a little dazed, suddenly his parents found out what he was doing, he was slapped by his father, and he had no privacy at all. These things piled up and made him uncontrollably flustered

After all, he was just getting close at that time, and he hadn't reached the time to block everything alone.

"I don't know, I will persuade my parents to keep my little boy..." Shen Yi said uncertainly.

But Song Yue directly shattered his unrealistic idea: "Don't forget, your parents already know his identity, they will definitely not keep Xiaoguai to stay in Shen's house, your parents I miss you It's still clear. If they send Xiao Guai away forcibly, what will you do then? You can't stop it at all."

"If it's really not possible, I will leave the Shen family with Xiaoguai..." Shen Yi actually knew that it was not feasible for his parents to keep Xiaoguai behind.

Song Yue guessed that he would do this when he called him, it was still Shen Yi, the same style as before.

But he felt inappropriate: "I don't suggest you do this."

He didn't directly explain Shen Yi's thoughts, but just asked Shen Yi a few words: "What will happen after you leave the Shen family with Xiaoguai? Go out to work? You haven't even graduated from high school! What do you plan to do after you stop studying?"

"Even if you don't talk about this, you and Xiaoguai plan to live together, right?"

Shen Yi didn't speak, obviously acquiescing.

"But, Shen Yi, I have to remind you of one thing. Xiaoguai now regards you as his own brother. He still doesn't know his own background. If you keep taking him like this, he won't separate from the Shen family. Then he will always be an accessory by your side, always your brother. You will always be his brother in his heart." Song Yue said without exaggeration.

After finishing speaking, he gave Shen Yi a soul torture: "Is this really the result you want?"

Shen Yi was silent for a long time without speaking.

Song Yue knew that he was conflicted, so he persuaded him again: "The conditions at Jin's house are good. He went to Jin's house. It happened that you separated. If you are independent, he can also be independent. You can become two independent people. In this way There will be other possibilities in the future.”

"I know it's selfish for me to say that, but I won't be this villain, I'm afraid you will regret it in the future."

"My suggestion to you is to let him go back to Jin's house. It's up to you whether you want to decide or not. "

He waited quietly after saying this.

However, Song Yue no longer remembered when Shen Yi hung up the phone that day.

He didn't know exactly what Shen Yi thought and did.

He just chatted with Shen Yi afterwards, and at that time, Shen Yi had already regretted it, so he came to borrow money from him again, and he thought that what he said originally would be in vain.

Who knew that Shen Yi could not see Jin Yu.

That afternoon he suggested that Shen Yi's decision caused them to stagger for so long, which Song Yue did not expect.

He originally thought that they would not see each other a few times a year at most, but who would have thought that they would be separated for seven years.

In fact, Song Yue thought about it later, and felt that his opinion to Shen Yi was too absolute.

Even if the two were still together, it might not be what he said, but at that time he really thought so, and at that time Shen Yi really couldn't figure out what he was thinking.

Impulsive decision-making at the moment will lead to all kinds of later.

Song Yue couldn't help but sigh when he thought about it.

Jin Yu was no longer on the railing, he was squatting on the ground, hugging his shoulders, staring at the smooth floor in a daze.

At that time, he was as innocent as he was, just blindly stuck in his own emotions, he just enjoyed his brother's care and care for him, but he was afraid that if he left his brother, no one would love and treat him well.

I don't even have reason, I never thought that my brother would have so many thoughts that turn back and forth.

In fact, Song Yue said that he was selfish in persuading Shen Yi to make this decision, but he was not selfish.

Didn't he never think about it from the perspective of his brother?

He has always lived from his own point of view, feeling that he has been abandoned, that he has been wronged, that he is the worst person in the world, and that all of them are sorry for him.

That's why he kept ignoring his brother, deleted all his contacts, and lived alone.

Jin Yu suddenly felt out of breath. He used to think that his brother had broken his heart, but in fact, his brother was tortured by him.

He thought of the cruel words he had said to his brother. At that time, he felt angry, but now that he thought about it, those words were all the knives he personally stabbed into his brother's heart.

"Anyway, I was also responsible for breaking your heart at that time. I caused you to suffer so much later. If you still want to hate someone, just hate me."

Song Yue explained what happened back then, and finally gave Jin Yu this sentence.

Jin Yu didn't care about Song Yue's last sentence at all, he didn't hate anyone anymore.

Later, he figured it out. Some things were wrong, such as the plane not catching up.

There are some things that he was born to face, such as the Jin family.

Shen Yi's fault was that he said that sentence.

But other than that sentence, he didn't do anything sorry for him. On the contrary, he couldn't count the good things he did to him, and he couldn't finish the injuries he had done for him.

He didn't blame him at all.