Then he became my boyfriend

However, Shen Yi did not get Jin Yu's answer.

Jin Yu suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged him, just like he did countless times when he was a child, throwing himself into his brother's arms.

I can't tell who I am wronged for, and I can't tell who I feel sorry for.

Shen Yi was stunned, surprised by his sudden movement, Xiaoguai hadn't hugged him for a long time.

He didn't know what happened, so he temporarily suppressed what he wanted to ask, put his hand down, and gently patted Jin Yu's back as a comfort.

He looked sideways at Xiaoguai's classmate who was completely confused, with doubts in his eyes.

Suspected that the other party said something bad to irritate Xiaoguai.

In fact, the reason why I had to accompany Xiao Guai to school tonight was because I was worried about the impact of the Internet on him, and on the other hand, I didn't want him to get into trouble at school.

Shen Yi knew Jin Yu's life in this school, and also knew that he was not happy.

In those years, his powerlessness was fully revealed in front of this school.

If it wasn't for that time when he was in college and no one took him seriously, he wouldn't be stopped outside the school again and again, and he wouldn't have no way to take care of Xiaoguai, let alone let Xiaoguai live in Jin's house like no one days of concern.

The classmate already realized that something was wrong, but he was an adult after all, and he said he would invite Jin Yu to dinner, but he didn't leave.

He just stood there awkwardly, looking at Jin Yu and Shen Yi.

But maybe because the shadow left behind was too deep, Shen Yi took a look at him, and subconsciously raised his hand to signal that he didn't do anything.

There was still a hint of fear that Shen Yi would hit him in the body language.

Jin Yu buried his face in Shen Yi's neck, he did not see this scene, nor did he answer Shen Yi's question.

The clothes on Shen Yi's shoulders were wet with his tears, but he didn't care.

He just raised his eyelids and looked at the still brightly lit teaching building in the distance, his eyes that had just wiped away his tears became hazy again.

Shen Yi definitely didn't know that a certain window in the middle of the teaching building used to be where he sat for three years.

Because if he knew, he wouldn't have climbed the fence over there in the dormitory.

Because on the other side of the dormitory building, his room is in a very remote location, and he can't see it from outside the school, and he might not be able to hear it even with a loudspeaker.

Jin Yu could even recall that every time in the past, he sat by the window and uncontrollably recalled his school life with Shen Yi when he was a child, looking at the empty campus outside the window in a daze.

Contradictory and tangled, nostalgic and resentful.

When Shen Yi first returned to China, Jin Yu thought that if Shen Yi left him, he would completely abandon him, but later he saw the chat records in Shen Yi's mobile phone and dispelled this idea, but at that time he just thought that Shen Yi had been studying and working abroad. He would send messages to his mobile phone, but never returned to China to look for him.

But he didn't expect that what he thought was not true.

It turned out that Shen Yi had been looking for him all along, but he had never succeeded.

He tried again and again to overcome the obstacles and barriers between them, but he never succeeded.

Just now a classmate asked him if he still remembered the rumors in high school, but he had actually heard of them.

At that time, he was withdrawn and independent, he didn't like to talk, except Yu Miao who dared to sit next to him, no one came near him.

I remember one day, he was lying on the table looking out the window in a daze.

The table next to him was suddenly bumped by someone, which woke him up. He took off an earplug and heard the commotion in the class, which was rarely the case. He thought it was noisy, so he couldn't help asking Yu Miao what happened.

Yu Miao actually didn't know, and was about to ask someone, when the students behind him explained their doubts——

"Oh, just now a psychopath outside the school climbed over the wall of the dormitory building, and was found by the security guards and beat him up. They all spread that this psychopath is a pervert, and asked the girls in the class to close the windows and doors at night."

After the classmate finished speaking, he looked at Jin Yu and asked Yu Miao: "Everyone went over there to watch the excitement. It is said that people haven't left yet. Are you going to take a look?"

When Jin Yu heard this, he felt that these classmates were really boring. They all knew that they were psychopaths, so what's so interesting about them?

He ignored it, put on his earplugs and just got down on the ground and continued to post his daze.

Of course, Yu Miao didn't join in the excitement and rejected the other party.

This matter was quickly forgotten by Jin Yu, and when he heard this topic later, he didn't pay attention at all.

It's just that at that time, he never thought that after many years, he would hear such words from his classmates, and would suddenly find out that the rumored perverted psychopath he didn't even want to look at was his brother.

He and him used to be only separated by a few walls, so close and so far away.

If he had gone to take a look at that time, if he had paid more attention to inquiring about it at that time...

Will everything be different?

It's a pity that there is no if, the fact is so cruel.

Now he can only be thankful that he did not completely cut off contact with Shen Yi, thankful that he agreed with Shen Yi to accompany him to school, and thankful that he met a classmate this night.

Otherwise, he may never know the truth.

Shen Yi patted him for a long time before Jin Yu let go.

He rubbed his eyes, sniffed his nose, and withdrew from Shen Yi's arms.

Shen Yi put his hands on the back of his neck, slightly lowered his head and looked at him sideways.

"I'm fine." Facing Shen Yi's concerned eyes, Jin Yu shook his head, and then looked at his classmates: "Shall I treat you to dinner?"

As he said that, Jin Yu looked at Shen Yi again: "Is that okay? Brother?"

Just now when he yelled out his brother, it was as if being wet by the surging tide, Shen Yi felt a throbbing in his heart that could be called a high tide.

But now when the elder brother shouted out, it seemed like a surging wave completely submerged him, sweeping away all the throbbing in his heart.

Jin Yu's attitude towards him seems to have returned to many years ago, and he is once again regarded as his brother, the dearest and most respected brother.

Compared with before, it seemed that he was farther away from Shen Yi's goal.

Shen Yi's face paused slightly, and then his eyes dimmed a bit.

He quickly lowered his eyes, nodded, and said in his usual voice, "Yes, little boy has the final say."

The classmate on the side looked at Jin Yu in a daze. The classmate didn't know how to speak, and his face was uncomfortable. He didn't know that Jin Yu and Shen Yi actually knew each other, and they were still so close.

Thinking of the messy things I said to Jin Yu just now, I just feel extremely embarrassed.

"That... Jin Yu... this is..." the classmate asked shyly.

"Thank you for telling me these things." Jin Yu suppressed his emotions, turned around, took Shen Yi's arm, and said to his classmates: "I forgot to introduce you, this is my brother who grew up together. He's normal, not a pervert."

Shen Yi glanced sideways at Jin Yu, and then at his classmates.

"Ah,...hehe, hello brother! Hello brother!" The classmate greeted Shen Yi with a dry smile.

Shen Yi also nodded politely at him.

The classmate said to Jin Yu embarrassingly: "I was talking nonsense just now..."

But he still felt very strange in his heart, Jin Yu's elder brother certainly didn't look like a psychopath, so wasn't that person back then Jin Yu's elder brother?

impossible.

He had seen it with his own eyes, and it looked like this. The security uncle in the school security room told him that it was a perverted neurosis. Could it be that the security uncle lied to him?

He was full of doubts in his heart, and couldn't help asking the question: "Brother Jin Yu, did you climb over the wall of our school before? It was the years when Jin Yu was in high school?"

Shen Yi didn't expect to hear such a question, but he didn't hide it, he looked at Xiaoguai, and said softly: "Yes, I've turned over before."

"That's right! That's you! But..." The classmate couldn't figure it out: "Our school has always said that you are a..."

The classmate was embarrassed to say those words again.

"...Perverted neuropathy?" Shen Yi took it by himself, saying nothing wrong.

Jin Yu turned his head and glanced at him, "Brother...you know?"

Shen Yi gently pulled Jin Yu's wrist, and said "Mmm".

Of course he knew, after all, he was called that in person.

In fact, although Mr. Jin told him back then that he would be able to control his own life before picking up his younger brother, he still wanted to see Xiaoguai and talk to Xiaoguai.

I want to tell Xiaoguai that my brother is wrong.

I want Xiaoguai to know that he doesn't want him.

Therefore, after he went abroad to improve his health, he found a chance to go back to the country once, but that time he still failed to see Xiaoguai at Jin's house, Jin Boyang and Xu Yan were not there, and even Mr. Jin was not there.No way, he had to go back abroad.

Later, it was not until he had dealt with the matters related to university admission, and in the increasingly busy studies, he was out of the sight of the Shens and his wife, that he found the time to return to China.

At that time, he felt that he would definitely be able to meet Xiaoguai. Although he couldn't enter the Jin family, he found someone to check Xiaoguai's school. If he wanted to go to the school, he would definitely be able to meet someone.

But he really thought too well.

When he arrived at the airport, he took a taxi to the school, but got lost three times on the way to the school, and finally found the school gate after a local showed him the way.

Forcibly tossing from noon to the afternoon, I didn't even bother to eat lunch.

That day, like today, he handed over his ID card to the security guard in the security room, and wanted to enter the school to find Jin Yu.

At that time, the security guard sat there and turned on the computer, and asked him calmly, "What are you doing at school?"

"Looking for someone." He replied.

The security guard asked again, "Who are you looking for?"

"Jin Yu."

After he finished speaking, the security guard looked up at him, and asked while typing, "Are you looking for a student? Who are you?"

"...I am his brother."

As a result, after Shen Yi finished speaking, the security guard shook his head with disapproval: "I'm sorry, according to the student's information, he doesn't have an older brother. Our school rules are very strict. Non-parents are not allowed to visit the children, and it's during class. If you want to see him, you can call Jin Yu and let him come out to meet you. Otherwise, I can't let you in to harass the students."

But Shen Yi came to this school because he couldn't get through to Jin Yu's phone number and couldn't get in touch with Jin Yu.

All he had to say was, "Can you accommodate me?"

The security guard ruthlessly refused: "No, I can't help it. Otherwise, you can call the school leader."

This is the school's regulation, and Shen Yi could understand it, so he didn't continue to argue with the security guard.

It's just that he didn't have the phone number of the school leader, so he asked the security guard for it, and the security guard said he didn't have it.

Shen Yi had no choice but to leave with his ID card.

But it was so difficult for him to come here, and he was not reconciled to just go back like this.

So, he walked around the perimeter of the school and saw a wall that was relatively short, so he thought about climbing over the wall and entering.

He didn't want to do anything, and he didn't want to disturb anyone. He just wanted to find Xiaoguai and be able to talk to Xiaoguai.

But who would have thought that he was seen by the teacher in the school just halfway through the book, and the other party happened to be strolling nearby, saw him, and found that he was not wearing a school uniform. It was a bit messy, the teacher thought he was some kind of bastard from outside who wanted to sneak into the school to do bad things, so he subconsciously picked up the stick next to him and poked Shen Yi off the wall.

He was caught off guard and fell off the wall, hurting his arm, and now even if he wanted to go to school, he couldn't do it.

He had to go back first.

Later, after he went back to take care of himself, he found someone to check the number of the principal of their school, and when he returned to China, he called the principal and said that he was looking for Jin Yu. As soon as the principal received his call and heard him say that he was Shen Yi, Just reprimanded him, "What a mess, call him if someone comes out of nowhere." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for Shen Yi to say anything more.

Shen Yi had no choice, he knew that he would not be able to walk on the right path.

This time he didn't go directly to the security guard, knowing that it would be useless, so he still came to the wall last time, thinking that he wouldn't be so unlucky every time and be bumped into by the teacher.

As a result, I was not bumped into by the teacher this time, but was bumped into by the cleaning uncle. As soon as the uncle saw him coming out, he raised a big broom and beat him, and shouted into the distance: "The psychopath who climbed the wall last time is here again!" !"

Shen Yi had no choice but to fall off the wall again, when he heard someone talking about him from the other side outside the courtyard wall.

"Is that pervert?"

"It's him. I just saw the perverted psychopath that Mr. Liu mentioned last time, and it looks the same as the photo shown to us in the school announcement."

"He looks like a dog. Why is his brain bad! Hey, you should pay more attention. This wall is the shortest. He shouldn't be able to get in if it's not easy to get through other places."

"I'm worried. What if he comes again in the middle of the night and we're not here? Students can't have any accidents. I have to ask them to fix the anti-theft facilities."

Later, when Shen Yi came again, an anti-theft net was installed on the courtyard wall.

But Shen Yi didn't give up at that time, and even raised a small loudspeaker to shout at the school a few times, but unfortunately, he didn't know that his location was too far away from the students' teaching buildings, and the students couldn't hear him at all. Besides, even if he could hear him, Jin Yu, who sleeps with earplugs every day after class, wouldn't know.

Later, when he came, he didn't climb over the wall anymore, he just sat outside the school gate and stared at the teaching building inside the school in a daze, so he was the closest to Xiaoguai.

In those years, he found many opportunities to get close to Jin Yu, from Jin's house to school, but none of them were successful.

It seemed like God just didn't want him to see Xiao Guai, it was like a kind of punishment, punishing him for saying that sentence, punishing him for having thoughts that shouldn't have arisen.

Shen Yi just briefly talked about his experience, while Jin Yu listened in silence.

On the other hand, his classmate felt something was wrong and asked, "Then when you first went to school, you told the security guard that you were looking for Jin Yu?"

Shen Yi nodded: "En."

"That doesn't make sense!" The classmate frowned and said, "Even if you can't let you into the school, the security guard can pass the message to Jin Yu for you."

"..." Shen Yi and Jin Yu looked sideways at him at the same time.

The classmate was stunned by his two looks, and then smiled: "Really, when I was in school before, when my junior high school classmates came to me, they didn't have my contact information. They just asked the security guard to contact my class teacher and then asked my class teacher to tell me someone Find me, tell me who is so and so, and I will go out to meet you! Although the rules of the school are dead, people are alive!"

As he said that, the classmate made a conclusion: "There must be something wrong at that time, you don't know!"

"Besides, even if you climb over the wall once, you won't be classified as a perverted psychopath!" The classmate said, and added: "The rumors about you in the school at that time were exaggerated, saying that you stole the girls' dormitory in the middle of the night. The underwear on the balcony, what else is there to steal valuables from the classroom while the students are doing exercises at school... What is it that scares the girls by urinating next to the school dormitory building..."

The classmate embarrassed himself when he said this, looked at Jin Yu embarrassedly, and made amends: "...the rumors are always outrageous."

Jin Yu kept silent with a cold face.

On the other hand, Shen Yi couldn't help smiling, and there seemed to be a hint of clarity in his voice.

Jin Yu heard it, and he glanced sideways at Shen Yi.

The classmate couldn't think of any reason, and finally felt that this topic was not suitable to continue, so he didn't talk about it.

Jin Yu and Shen Yi did not continue to bring up this topic.

When the three of them left the school from the security room, they looked at the security guard several times, making the security guard look nervous.

But I also know that a security guard must not be able to do such a big thing.

Jin Yu didn't intend to embarrass the other party, and had a meal with his classmates nearby, and after leaving each other's contact information, they got on the car for the return journey.

It was completely dark, and the car was driving on a quiet road.

Jin Yu looked at the trees passing by and realized that they were getting farther and farther away from the school.

There was silence in the carriage.

He suddenly turned his face to look at Shen Yi, and asked him in a low voice: "Brother, does it hurt?"

The walls of their school are very high, three to four meters. In the past, classmates would jokingly call their school a prison, because the walls are too high and no one can dig out.

Although Jin Yu has never turned it over, he also knows how difficult it is to turn it over, let alone fall from the top.

It must have hurt.

Shen Yi looked at the road ahead, drove the car quietly, and after passing an intersection, he replied, "It doesn't hurt."

It doesn't hurt anymore.