The indescribable "I"

"You found me."

Half of him said with a smile.

Bai Jiu didn't even know that he was a stubborn coward. He often avoided situations that overwhelmed him, and even refuted against his will.

He heard Yvette's passionate confession, and he was so eager to accept and be loved, but he built a barrier for himself early on, and made some rules for himself, and the phantom pain in his body was when his own rules were violated. touch performance.

No matter how real Yvette's love is, the rules do not allow it to exist.

He also subconsciously resisted, and both true and false love were rejected.

And does Bai Jiu really not love Yvette?

Bai Jiu made that crazy decision almost without hesitation, using himself as a bargaining chip, and got the help of the One Who Returns Everything.He crossed such a long distance to the ultimate abyss, and he had to endure many unknown dangers during the process.

He's an emotional coward, practically a brave man.

Although it is difficult for Bai Jiu to speak out in terms of feelings, when things come to an end, he will do everything for the sake of the other party.

Sacrifice and devotion, he understood the true meaning of love without knowing it.

Bai Jiu thought that if he died on the way, Yvette should be able to grasp the authority of the Lord of the Universe.

One day, he will forget himself, and Bai Jiu's name and person will become a deeply buried memory, not worth mentioning.

By then... Yvette probably won't be very sad either.

Can a simple sentence really define love?

Someone can never say "I love you", but he has done everything that loves you.

"Yes, I found you."

Bai Jiu stared at Yvette and responded gently.

Then he stepped forward and hugged Yvette tightly.

Being brought to this place by Nyarlathotep, Yvette didn't know how long he had been there. He listened to the concert that would never stop, and was so lonely that he could count how many hands his followers of Azathoth had. .

It may not be long, but if you just miss someone all the time, the time will become very long.

It is very difficult for Bai Jiu to come here to find him as a human being, but Yvette has a feeling that he is destined to be so.

It seems that Bai Jiu will definitely find him.

Like the end of every fairy tale, the protagonist must have a happy ending.

It was rare for Yvette to see Bai Jiu being so active, and his face was smeared with a layer of blush again, and he really felt the feeling of being about to melt.

He was hugged tightly, and couldn't help whispering: "Bai Jiu, I really like you the most."

Although you are allergic to the word "love", the same is true for your favorite.

Bai Jiu heard it, lowered her eyes, and moved her fingers.

He could vaguely perceive that Yvette was confessing to him, and his sensitive heart ached, with a sourness that could not be ignored.

If you continue to escape, the final scene will not be too embarrassing, and Yvette will tolerate him.

However, Bai Jiu's stubborn character finally improved, and he fought a kind of resistance in a short period of time.

—he shouldn't run away.

And reason, trapped in love, advises it.

Bai Jiu seemed to have a premonition, worked hard, and said, "I..."

Lead-heavy lips and teeth.

"Love……"

The tormenting phantom pain hit.

"you……"

After Yvette finished speaking, he habitually waited for Bai Jiu's silence or awkwardness.

But no—

In disbelief he heard words he almost thought impossible to hear.

Even if it is a few broken syllables, if you piece them together, you can completely understand the connotation.

"Bai Jiu, what did you say?"

He asked again, afraid that it was his own hallucination.

The irrefutable confession awakened people, and Bai Jiu finally realized that his brain was a little too dim.

The heavy shackles wound Bai Jiu airtightly and tightened step by step. He felt the pain of suffocation, making it difficult for him to move an inch.So, he was thinking, since this rule hurts me so much, why not try to break free from it?

"I say--"

He raised the volume.

The rules that bind love are broken, and the love that cannot be ignored is so obvious and real.Bai Jiu looked at Yvette as if she was looking at her sweetheart, and she really felt that he really looked like her sweetheart.

He realized that he might be in love with each other.

So, he is no longer a timid coward.

He said, "I'm in love with you."

At that moment, he seemed to be able to hear the sound of the shackles breaking, and suddenly felt relieved.

That is, the moment he broke free from the shackles, the phantom pains disappeared without a trace, perhaps they should not have existed in the first place.

Bai Jiu understands love, even without the prefix of instability, he just said it bluntly.

Once the decision is made, he is a superb straight ball player.

Yvette was dizzy for a moment, suspecting that he had become a fool in the performance of a group of fools.

He said blankly, "It must be because I didn't wake up..."

Otherwise, why is it so dreamy now?

What did he hear? ! ! !

——Bai Jiu said he loves herself! ! ! !

And he still confessed in person, so loudly, he never dared to have such a big dream!

As he spoke, he was about to hit his head, but Bai Jiuyi, who was gnashing his teeth, grabbed both hands, "What are you doing?"

"Shouldn't you say something?" The first time he confessed to someone, Bai Jiu never expected the other party to react like this.

"I thought I was dreaming." Yvette said weakly, "I really want this dream to accompany me forever?"

Bai Jiu laughed angrily instantly, bit his lips hard, and then threw him away.

Yvette sat on the ground with a dazed expression, and heard Bai Jiu condescendingly say to him: "There is no dream, but there is one in reality, do you want it?"

"No, I'll just—"

It's a pity that before Bai Jiu could say this, Yvette rushed forward while nodding wildly, shouting: "I want it, I want it!!!"

"Bai Jiu, I love you too!!!"

His voice was almost broken, and the uninterrupted performance was interrupted from the melody.

It's completely believable how sincere he is.

"Why don't you call me brother?"

Yvette kissed him very unseriously, and then said seriously: "Because love must be serious."

Bai Jiu wiped his saliva in disgust, but Yvette added another one, maintaining his current identity with an innocent face.

Bai Jiu: "..."

The way you look now is very unprincipled.

But he found himself a little helpless.

So, he decided to ask something, "When did you fall in love with me?"

Yvette didn't think about it, and asked him with a smile: "Does it take time to love you?"

"But if there must be a deadline, I think it will be from the moment I was born."

"There is no reason to fall in love with another self."

The ignorant horror woke up in the ignorant darkness, and immediately searched for the source of his desire.

Yvette has been in love with Bai Jiu for a long time, and he has been waiting for Bai Jiu to find his love.

Bai Jiu thought for a few seconds, paused for a moment and said, "That's right."

Bai Jiu didn't tell Yvette that his heart was beating, just like every time his heart beat for him, there was a smile on his face that he didn't even know.

It seems to say, me too.

Do you need any reason to fall in love with another self?

--Need not.

So, the moment Bai Jiu saw Yvette again, she couldn't help falling in love with him.

And this love was buried in the bottom of my heart, and because of this specialness, it was shackled heavily, until its owner gained a little courage, and today finally had a chance to break out of the ground.

A pair of hard-to-talk lovers recognize each other's hearts, which is a very good ending.

But it's not perfect.

because--

"Are we going to stay here forever?" Yvette said, "I'm afraid Nyarlathotep will still trouble us."

It's a bit of a shame to say this now, but Bai Jiu did think about this problem, and he also said: "We can't beat him, you were brought here all at once by his body."

Although, Nyarlathotep is being troubled by a group of foreign gods now, and he has no time to come to them in person.

But if he waits for him to recover, the two of them will suffer again.

The personality of Yog Sothoth, who returns to oneness, can be equal to that of Nyarlathotep, and it was he who blocked Nyarlathotep's body and sent Bai Jiu over.

But they can't completely rely on each other's illusory goodwill. To be honest, Yog-Sothoth only helped Bai Jiu because of his own interests. It's really ridiculous to talk about kindness with such a high-level life.

How could they know that Yog-Sothoth could keep Nyarlathotep from doing harm to them even if all things were one?

If He is also negligent, it will undoubtedly be an unstoppable natural disaster for them.

And they also need a little strength to protect themselves.

Just like that, the two were meditating together, and Bai Jiu said coldly, "Azathoth."

"You said, can we borrow his power?"

Yvette looked at the huge chaotic body surrounded by countless slave gods.

He rolls formless darkness.

——The body of Azathoth is close at hand.

Yes, the Lord of the universe is omnipotent, and his personality can completely suppress Nyarlathotep.

It can even be said that Nyarlathotep is a son in front of him.

If they can master the power of Azathoth, then all their immediate problems can be solved.

"Maybe." Yvette said softly, "We can try together."

"Nyarlathotep said that each of us has half of the authority, and he said that I am also the incarnation of Azathoth, if we use this authority together." Bai Jiu also lowered his voice, "Yes, we can try Try, together, of course."

The two of them stood in front of the main body, followed that instinctive call, and began to try to use the power of Azathoth——

And they did.

A whole-body immersive experience, a full sense of tolerance and indescribable warmth, they have returned to their original bodies.The authority that was split in two became one, they became one at that moment.

——Azathoth, lord of the universe, god of blindness and ignorance.

They are unquestionably Him, and He is omnipotent.

He has consciousness.

He's about to wake up—

At the end of time and space, there is a second crack, which will destroy everything with the awakening of the Lord of the Universe.

Strong or weak, high or low, will be considered equal.

"Father God." Yog-Sothoth, who was confronting Nyarlathotep, noticed something strange and said softly.

"He is about to wake up." The most loyal fanatic of the blind and ignorant god said with a smile.

Is Azathoth awake?

--Won't.

The two humans who controlled him didn't allow this to happen, and they would also be destroyed. After letting go of the control, Azathoth lost the idea of ​​waking up and continued to sleep.

After a short period of control, the two of them opened their eyes at the same moment, and there was a compelling, cold divinity in their eyes.

Like two gods standing face to face.

But the pair of gods stared at each other and never let go of their hands.

They are still in love, so divinity cannot affect them.

Divinity must leave enough room for humanity, or there is a special possibility.

Even if humanity is gone.

I will also love you with my divinity.

——This is an unspeakable miracle.

"Now we are sure." After the matter was over, Bai Jiu also smiled happily.

Yvette laughed directly, "We can borrow His authority, and it is complete."

"As long as we can control together—"

"We are together now, and will be forever in the future." Bai Jiu said.

After a short return, they have already learned a lot. Even if they are not in front of the main body, they can call Azathoth's power anytime, anywhere as long as they want.If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have to be so embarrassed when facing Nyarlathotep.

They're just missing a chance to try.

"First of all, with this power, we need to do something serious." Bai Jiu said.

Yvette said quietly: "Shouldn't we go and beat Nyarlathotep first?"

Then, he wanted to come back and marry Bai Jiu on the spot.First of all, let this power be used to satisfy selfishness. He made sure that the entire Ultimate Abyss would be filled with festive flowers. There was even a ready-made wedding band, which was the followers of Azathoth.

Both Bai Jiu and Yvette have some kind of unknown filter. They think the music that makes people die on the spot is extremely beautiful, and they never get tired of listening to it.

"Yes, I really want to, but there are more important things to do now." Bai Jiu didn't know what Yvette was thinking, otherwise he would hit him on the head with black lines all over his face. He couldn't deny Yvette's proposal Very exciting.

But the entire universe is Azathoth's dream, and this dream has shown signs of instability when the owner is on the verge of waking up many times.

"We cannot awaken Azathoth."

They are part of Azathoth, but part of everything.

When all things are destroyed and Azathoth wakes up, they will also perish with them.

"You're right." Ivette nodded, and asked deliberately, "What should we do?"

"Let's talk together."

Bai Jiu's indifferent look was rare when the ice and snow melted, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly.

Yvette winked at him and stole a kiss next to the arc.

For the sake of love, Bai Jiu decided not to care about it.

They looked at each other and smiled, and shouted in unison: "Then let him sleep forever."

Together they made the greatest wish the universe has ever seen.

Thus, the blind and ignorant god fell into a longer dream.

He will never wake up again.

And in a section of the ultimate gate.

The evil god "White Nine" from another world is fighting against Nyarlathotep's avatar.

They caused chaos in countless spaces and times, and the energy currents continued to oppose each other. In this battle, they shattered an unknown number of stars located here.

"Bai Jiu" not only does not lose to Nyarlathotep's avatar in terms of force value, but is also very capable in verbal ridicule, not inferior to the cunning Outer God at all.

For a while, they were inseparable in various senses.

Suddenly, the face of Nyarlathotep's avatar changed, he murmured, and gave "Bai Jiu" an inexplicable look.

In the next second, he distanced himself from "Bai Jiu" and disappeared.

But "Bai Jiu" didn't chase after him, he also felt something, floating in the void for a moment, he sneered and said, "Well done, another me."

He knew that the other Bai Jiu had achieved his goal, and the abnormality of Nyarlathotep's avatar was the evidence, and he didn't need his help in the future, so Bai Jiu also disappeared here and returned to his original world.

It is still the red moon and the drowsy sky.

He was sitting on the Black Iron Throne. All the monsters didn't dare to look up when he left, and they still maintained their kneeling posture. He yawned sleepily, and he didn't have to worry about being in danger at all.

The loyalty of monsters is always more reliable than that of humans.

- There are no more humans in this world.

And "Bai Jiu" itself has broken away from the category of human beings.

He Jue exists in this timeline, but there is no time travel.

"Bai Jiu" was naturally suppressed by the opponent, and his character became slightly distorted. He Jue's humanity could not defeat the divinity, and the cold side awakened in him. Human beings were bewitched by He Jue, and the whole world changed. Get crazy.

"Bai Jiu" was going to die too.

But Nyarlathotep in another world discovered in advance that the existence of "Bai Jiu" is special.

He felt that he wanted to make the game more interesting, so he came to this world, wiped out his offspring, and turned "Bai Jiu" into an evil god through sending power, wanting to see where he would go.

All kinds of monsters wake up on the earth, and human beings are almost dead.

And "Bai Jiu", as a high-ranking person, naturally became the king of all monsters.

His life form has changed, he knows some parts of the truth, but not all, and his indifferent heart is no longer able to react to this, and it is a joke to think that he will be devastated.

He knew that Nyarlathotep was using him, and that the indirect murderer who caused the destruction of mankind was also the other party.

So he had been having trouble with Nyarlathotep, so he decided to help himself in another world, to see if he could make the Outer God deflated.

It turned out to be better than he imagined.

It's rare that there are no annoying guys, "Bai Jiu" is going to have a good night's sleep, and now there is only this kind of pastime.

But he was just about to close his eyes.

Suddenly, "Bai Jiu" felt the familiar fluctuation of life energy again.

There is no doubt that it came from Bai Jiu, otherwise how could he be so familiar with it.

——Because of this energy fluctuation, he "sees" Bai Jiu who has crossed the ultimate gate, and chooses to help him in another world.

"Can you make people sleep well!" Unintentional anger turned into coercion, making his subjects tremble.

He was ready to stand up cursing, with an impatient face: "What is it this time?"

But he didn't stand up, a black figure jumped into his arms, and there was an unusually heavy feeling on his legs.

"Bai Jiu" froze for a moment, then lowered his head with an angry face.

Then--

He saw a face exactly like his own.

The owner of this face was sitting innocently on his lap, not caring that he was surrounded by monsters, and greeted him.

"Hi, I'm Yvette."

The other party blinked, and unconsciously kissed him on the lips, "I am an evil god. Although I don't know why I appear in such a place, I seem to have fallen in love with you at first sight."

He was on a trip, and he came to this place for some reason, and then fell straight down and ran into the other party's arms.

Moreover, the moment he saw the other party, his heartbeat was out of balance, and he had an urge he had never had before.

——He thought about it, maybe he fell in love with the other party.

"Same kind, do you mate?" So he said seriously.

For evil gods, confessing desires is probably the most sincere confession.

"Bai Jiu": "..."

aha?What are you talking about, you idiot?

The handsome face contorted for a moment.

"Death to me!!!!"

He sneered, wiped his lips hard, and shouted.

It was also from that day that the monsters had to learn to adapt to having two uncertain masters.

Monsters: QAQ

Not just in this world, as long as there is a world where Bai Jiu exists, a Yvette appears.

Like a bonded pair, they were meant to be together.

There is already a pair of lovers on the highest timeline, so Bai Jiu in every world will meet his Yvette no matter what form he takes.

Of course, their love will experience a little twists and turns.

But the result is yes.

The pale death star keeps spinning, spilling thin light.

Everything is silent, greeted by the sound of giant drums and flutes, no normal creature can survive in this area.

Azathoth is doomed to have a dream that he will never wake up from, unconsciously dancing from the gods around the dark throne, tirelessly and never resting.

No one knew that rose-colored love was born in this barren and gray void.

Maybe not so great, not so vigorous, just ordinary love.

But as long as the new lovers love each other, that's enough.

They are just a pair of ordinary lovers who love each other.

"I love you!"

"Me too."

A romantic miracle in which two halves of the soul are united in another way.

Like all fairy tales, this is the perfect ending.

The author has something to say: It's over!There are no extra episodes, you can imagine their future stories, and there are some small details, such as reconciling with mother, and beating up Naia, the main text will not be written, as I said in Chapter 1, thank you The treasures who support me have been with me here~

If you can, bookmark the pre-collection in the column, I hope we will see you next time!

It is the same type of theme as this book——

[Gram] plus [Narcissus]

2025 8 Month 6 Day.

A seemingly normal day.

The sun suddenly disappeared into the darkness, and when it reappeared, it cast a cool purple light, planting mutant seeds for the illuminated animals and plants.

The sky tore a long and narrow scar, the edges were black and red, and the monsters from another world were salivating for this world on the other side of this passage.

This is the beginning of the disaster.

on that day.

Tan Li was judged to have delusional disorder by a psychiatrist.

He claims to have dreamed of himself in another world.

"Unlike me, he is a very gentle and lively person."

"Since dreaming about him, I feel like I'm living like a human being."

A faint smile appeared on Tan Li's long-sorrowed face.

He raised his hand to support his chin, and wrapped gauze around his white wrist to cover up the scars left by him, criss-crossing, ferocious and cruel.

After the death of his parents, he was extremely passive and world-weary.

Therefore, Tan Li hopes to see a happy ending for the other party.

But after the disaster day, he never dreamed about his experience in another world.

Tan Li lost his desire to live and decided to leave this world.

Unexpectedly, after a few days.

He meets his self in another world.

The other party is almost exactly the same as he imagined, except that his unusually gentle personality is easy to be bullied in the post-disaster world.

Tan Li seriously promised: "I will protect you."

Anvis was very interested in this and smiled slightly.

So, he said meaningfully: "Then you must... protect me well."

Talking about Liming is unknown, so he nodded.

But when the crisis really came one day, Anweis directly tore off his gentle appearance and killed the enemy.

He was wearing a hunting suit and pitch-black leather boots. He inserted the dagger into his belt with his backhand, and the sharp blade spattered blood.

The monster knelt down and surrendered, silent like a cicada, while he naturally flowed through the sea of ​​blood, stepping on the bones of the defeated, with dark eyes.

Bloody, cloudy, twisted...

He looked at Tan Li with a smile, and his voice revealed a strange joy, "What are you afraid of, aren't you going to protect me?"

Tan Li, who was deceived by his own brain: "..."

What about being kind and gentle? ! !

Very abusive beauty Shou vs optimistic and cheerful (?) Crazy attack

I have to say a word, I have already saved the manuscript hahahaha, I will remind you on the copy when the opening time is finished.