The indescribable "I"

Li Wen's loud voice made the whole class look this way.

Jingle Bell--

At this time, the morning reading bell rang.

Faced with Li Wen's astonishment, Bai Jiu's dark eyes were rippling peacefully, and he tapped the pen tip on the table, motioning him to turn around.

"The teacher is here, what's the matter, let's talk about it after class."

"oh oh."

Li Wen hadn't recovered from the fact that the boss was actually my back desk, but these days he had a conditioned reflex to Bai Jiu's cold voice.

He scratched his hair twice, turned around quickly, and was disturbed by this matter all morning.

The rest of the class saw that the two of them stopped talking and had nothing to say, so they all turned their attention back to their books and did what they had to do.

It's just that occasionally two or three girls would pretend to be casual, look at Bai Jiu for a few times, and then all of them blushed in unison.

The teacher did come in.

Their homeroom teacher is a middle-aged man who also serves as a math teacher. He is a typical Mediterranean, very kind to students and always smiling.

For early reading, he allows students to review independently to make up for the knowledge points of weak subjects.

"The college entrance examination is going to take place in a few months, and I would like to wish you all good grades in the exam." He continued, "I will take the lead to invite you to dinner so that you can feel the teacher's love.

The whole class roared with laughter, and then started booing.

"Teacher, you must keep your word!"

"It's rare for Lao Ban to be polite once, tsk tsk tsk, I have to prepare early."

"Hey, is that kind of thousands of restaurants okay?"

The teacher in charge, Zhao De, told them to be quiet, and said with a grimace: "Okay, okay, shut up your yelling, hey, Wang Yu, don't whistle when you are at the same table with you! Be careful when the inspector teacher arrests you two later." .”

The white countdown numbers for the college entrance examination are written on the blackboard, which will be updated every day, giving people a sense of urgency all the time.

The desks in the classroom are all piled up with review materials, like undulating mountains, and people's heads can't even be seen at a glance.

In this top class, most of the students are merit-based students from poor families. They all hope to pass the college entrance examination to change their destiny.

So I spend every minute of my time preparing every day, and almost every student has become a question-making machine. They never leave their hands when they eat and go to the toilet, just for the major exam that will determine the fate of life in a few months.

The students were a little numb, and it was rare that there was something interesting to vent about, so they discussed it endlessly and chatted with close friends.

The whole morning reading was very lively.

Bai Jiu was not among those discussing enthusiastically. He sat quietly in his corner, reciting English vocabulary and science formulas.

From time to time, I checked the review plan I made before, and lines of neat and clear handwriting flowed out from the tip of the pen, and I used sheet after sheet of draft paper.

Out of tune with the lively atmosphere.

Li Wen glanced at his situation in the gap, and couldn't help but froze.

Was he always that lonely?

It wasn't until lunch that Li Wen found a chance to talk to Bai Jiu. The schoolwork was tight, and the teacher liked to procrastinate between classes.

Secondly, he seemed to find himself in an awkward situation every time he was with Bai Jiu.

They are neighbors who used to have entanglements, and they are the front and back desks who have been classmates for three years and still don't remember each other's faces.

"Can I sit here?"

Bai Jiu always has a table for one person, and he is used to eating alone.

He heard the question and looked up.

Today is a little different.

Li Wen stood aside and asked hesitantly.

He finished the meal, took the plate, and said hello to a few classmates who usually eat together, and will not eat with them today.

"I remember you, your name is Bai Jiu, right?"

He pronounced the name without hesitation, and he was not very unfamiliar with the name Bai Jiu. The owner of this name was the unshakable No.1 in the class, who received a school scholarship every year, and was also a famous freak.

He has an indifferent personality and is extremely withdrawn. He sits in a corner and keeps a look of staying away from the people around him. When he meets his eyes, he always feels something inexplicably terrifying, which makes others dare not look at him for the first time. Face.

Because of her own weird traits, Bai Jiu deliberately avoids the crowd, and doesn't talk to others unless necessary.

As a result, the two have been serving as front and back tables for three years, and they didn't recognize each other these days. In order to prevent any oolong,

Li Wen even checked the seating chart several times.

That's right, that's the name.

Right now, he was anxiously waiting for the other party's answer.

"I have nothing to talk to you about. You have a supernatural physique and can't learn magic." Bai Jiu calmly put a chopstick of rice into his mouth.

"As I said before, ordinary people know too much and will die quickly." He mixed the bean sprouts and cauliflower, and drank the last sip of tomato and egg drop soup.

"It's not because of this, I think you're lonely by yourself." Li Wen put down the plate and said hastily, "I just want to come and eat with you."

"So... are you pitying me?" In an instant, Bai Jiu's expression seemed to be frozen, and the words that passed his lips and tongue seemed to be frozen.

He suddenly tightened his chopsticks.

"No, no, I just..." He was incoherent, he could only lower his head, and said in a low voice, "I think we owe you an apology."

Bai Jiu: "Is there anything else you want to say?"

Li Wen: "Yes, I..."

Bai Jiu signaled him to stop talking, picked up the empty dinner plate, his sharp eyes seemed to be able to cut out the secrets in people's hearts, and understood clearly what Li Wen had been organizing for a long time.

"Don't apologize to me, you didn't do anything wrong."

He passed him by with a plate.

Li Wen's body froze.

He watched Bai Jiu's back disappear in front of his eyes, he lowered his head and muttered to himself for his previous indifference and ridicule, "But we didn't do anything right."

After realizing that Bai Jiu had been sitting so alone, he suddenly felt that there was something wrong with him.

Sometimes you don't even know it. Invisibly, indifference and indifference will pile up and form a knife that can kill others.

Bai Jiu has tried her best to blend in with the crowd.But others regarded him as a crow breaking into a flock of white pigeons and tried their best to repel him.

He had long since given up forcing himself into a world that didn't belong to him.

It was the same now, he didn't want anything to change.

At the same time, at home, Yvette threw the phone aside and said to himself boringly: "Brother, why haven't you come back!"

Rubbing against the quilt with his legs, he buried his whole face in the pillow, and took a greedy breath, "Well, it's the smell of my brother."

This continued for a long time, and his face often forgot that he had no biological physiological functions, and a bright flush appeared from transpiration.

"I miss him so much." He huddled under the quilt, rolling around on the bed where Bai Jiu's breath remained, like a lazy cat.

bang bang bang-

There was a loud knock on the door.

Then, there was the sound of a key being inserted into the lock, the door opened, and someone came in cursing.

Yvette rolled over and got out of bed, walked to the living room, and stared at the visitor.

The man was middle-aged and bald, with a beer belly and the smell of alcohol. When he saw Yvette, there was a ferocious expression on his greasy face.

"Little bastard, you didn't go to school?" Yvette didn't speak, and then, a trace of anger flashed across his face, and he scolded uncleanly, "Are you dumb or deaf? Your father is talking to you, why not?" Show me this face, if the wings are stiff, you will be frightened, right?"

Yvette listened quietly, without saying a word, with a shadow brewing in his gray pupils, which might turn out at any time.

"I'm telling you, don't leave your old man alone." He sneered, raised his strong arms and raised them, "I'm in a hurry, I have the strength to kill you."

"What...that's it."

Yvette laughed suddenly, the slightly hoarse chuckle tinged with chills, and the corners of his mouth suddenly curved strangely.

Like a hunter who has caught a prey, just waiting to bite open the blood vessel, watching its struggling performance with great interest.

night.

Bai Jiu came back from her evening self-study and stood under the building.

Looking up from downstairs, the floor that belongs to his house has a small light shining through the glass windows.

It was as if telling him invisibly that someone was waiting for him.

People who come home late always have expectations in their hearts.

Someone will leave a small lamp for him, waiting for his return in the middle of the night.

Bai Jiu looked at the light, which seemed to shine into his dark pupils, and he had an inexplicable feeling in his heart.

Perhaps moved.

And that touch continued when he opened the door and saw Yvette was standing at the door to welcome him. He was still wearing an apron, matched with the simple dress of another world, making it nondescript, but he smiled brightly, giving people a kind of homely warmth. feel.

"Brother, welcome back," Yvette said.

"I am back."

He said that his mood improved unconsciously.

Then, as soon as he stepped through the door, he saw it.

——There was a man whose hands and feet were tied, and a rope was connected to the ceiling and him. He was hung upside down, his mouth was gagged, and he made a "whoop, whoop, whoop" sound.

Bai Jiu: "..."

I don't know why the excitement suddenly disappeared.