I want to have a relationship with you

When Su Jingming came out of the haunted house, he was still in shock. From the time he entered to the time he came out, he kept holding on to Wen Yan's clothes.His screams in the haunted house were no less than when he was on a roller coaster, and his legs and feet were still shaking when he came out.

Wen Yan looked at him amusedly, "Didn't Ultraman be afraid of these things?"

Su Jingming was startled, "... who... who said that?"

"Really... I don't know much about Ultraman, so I thought I wouldn't be afraid of ghosts and monsters." Wen Yan dragged Su Jingming to the resting place, and ordered him a glass of juice.

Su Jingming was just like a child, clamoring for Coke.

Wen Yan refused softly: "You screamed so badly just now, drinking Coke is not good for your throat."

Su Jingming was also obedient, his throat was indeed dry and painful when he called out just now.

There were not many tourists in the amusement park, and the two teenagers just sat quietly on the chairs.Wen Yan lazily raised his eyelids, Su Jingming licked the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue, he had a panoramic view.Originally, it was the most common movement, but in Wen Yan's eyes, it looked different.

Mixed with the heat of summer, with a bit of bitterness.

Su Jingming's life was long and sad.The remaining ice cubes in the glass in front of him gradually melted, and the air was filled with the smell of summer.

It's summer, but I can't feel the heat.

After sitting for about an hour, Wen Yan lowered his head and tidied up the corners of his clothes, and casually asked Su Jingming, "Where else do you want to go?"

Su Jingming finally waited until Wen Yan asked himself, rubbing his fingers against the glass, "I want to go home."

Wen Yan was slightly taken aback, before he could speak, Su Jingming said again, "It's going back to my former home."

Under Su Jingming's expectant eyes, Wen Yan was silent for a while, with a hoarse voice, "...Okay, I'll take you back."

Wen Yan led Su Jingming towards the old street.The green light along the way was unobstructed, and even Wen Yan was a little dazed.

Take him back, whether it is right or wrong.

He couldn't figure it out, and he didn't understand it.

Wen Yan thought, he is still selfish.He wanted Su Jingming to think about it, and wanted Su Jingming not to leave him. This kind of method was cruel, so cruel that he could not make up for the fact that he split his heart in two.

That's right.

I'm not wrong, I just want to keep him.

Without notifying Cheng Hui in advance, Wen Yan pulled Su Jingming's men out of the car, and patiently and gently arranged Su Jingming's clothes.He said softly: "If you feel uncomfortable in a while, you must tell me, and I will always pull you."

Su Jingming didn't understand what Wen Yan meant, so he turned his head to look over.

The endless long street ahead is a familiar look in my mind.The mottled walls of the surrounding vendors are traces of time.

Su Jingming took a deep breath without leaving any trace, just about to take the first step.Wen Yan pulled the man into his arms with force.

Under the watchful eyes of everyone, Wen Yan lowered his head and kissed his forehead.

"Su Jingming, you should forgive me, right?"

His words were so soft that Su Jingming thought he was hallucinating.

The next moment, Wen Yan let go of the person in his arms, and the emotion in his eyes became deeper and deeper, which meant that Su Jingming couldn't understand.

Wen Yan let go of his hand, "Let's go."

Su Jingming was like a marionette, after hearing Wen Yan's words, he lifted his feet and walked towards the familiar scene in his mind.

Whether it's the human fireworks hidden in the long alley, or the hustle and bustle of the world, Su Jingming feels as if he is in the scene every step he takes.I feel a sense of reality, and the sense of reality that was missing during this period of time runs through my body one by one.

He couldn't tell what it was like.

Suddenly, he stopped, and Wen Yan also stopped and stood beside him.

There was a startling scream from the hair salon ahead.

"You little bastard, you seduce my husband all day long. Are you short of men?" Aunt Li was wearing tight short-sleeved sleeves and a pair of men's underpants, with her hands on her hips, standing at the door of the hair salon, cursing at the little girl inside.

"It's your husband who can't control himself and comes to my place to wash his hair all day long. I want to ask, is Aunt Li's shampoo gone? Can't control his own man, and blame others? It's better to have this time Go look in the mirror and see what you look like now, which man would like it?!"

Su Jingming didn't see what the little girl in the hair salon looked like, but she sounded young.

Aunt Li spat on the ground, and rushed into the hair salon as if she wanted to die with her. Not long after, the sound of two women screaming and beating was heard.

Su Jingming lowered his head silently, rubbing back and forth with his fingertips hanging beside him.Wen Yan kept his eyes on Su Jingming from the beginning to the end, and he asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Su Jingming sniffed, "It's nothing, I just think that life for Aunt Li and Uncle Li is quite difficult."

It's not like what Su Jingming can say now.Wen Yan was slightly taken aback, holding back the corners of his trembling mouth, "Did you remember..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Jingming looked up at him, "Little monster, so whose fault is this?"

Wen Yan saw the innocence of the child in his eyes, and the touch in his heart just now was instantly disintegrated, destroyed into dregs, and nothing remained.

"We can't judge right or wrong about their affairs. After all, we are not them, and we can't judge right or wrong from an outsider's perspective."

Su Jingming seemed to understand what he heard, and he no longer cared whether Aunt Li won or the little girl in the hair salon lost.He glanced indifferently at the door of the hair salon, and continued walking forward following his feeling.

Su Jingming remained silent, and Wen Yan was equally silent.Every time he took a step, Su Jingming felt his heart beating wildly.Dense sweat gradually came out of his hands, until the pace under his feet became faster and faster, so fast that he started to trot.

"Su Jingming!!!"

Suddenly, someone called him.

Su Jingming heard the sound and looked, but the oncoming person made him speechless for a long time.

Ren Wei and Wen Yan nodded tacitly at a certain moment, and Wen Yan vacated a seat sideways.Ren Wei stepped up and patted Su Jingming on the shoulder, "Where did you go to play during this time? I can't even find you."

"...You are." Su Jingming pursed his lips, but did not call out Ren Wei's name, "I didn't go anywhere."

Ren Wei raised his eyebrows, looking foolish, "You don't bring good brothers with you when you go out to play, have you forgotten about me?"

Su Jingming was at a loss for words, he did not have a deep impression of Ren Wei, and he realized it later, the Aunt Li he met before was also different from what he remembered.

Seeing Su Jingming like this, Ren Wei didn't say anything more, he patted Su Jingming's shoulder vigorously.

Su Jingming looked at him in pain, just about to complain when he saw his eyes gradually turned red.

Ren Wei said, "Brother Ming, it's alright."

Before Su Jingming could understand what Ren Wei meant, Ren Wei walked away from his eyes.

Until Su Jingming stayed at the bottom of the living building, he slowly looked up at the old building in front of him, it was the same as in his impression, but different.His Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he hesitated to speak, and the words stuck in his throat did not come out for a long time.

Later, Su Jingming was surprised to find that it wasn't that he couldn't speak, but that he didn't know what to say at all.

Obviously there are a lot of things to say, but at this moment it becomes blurred again.

Su Jingming subconsciously took a step back, and his back hit Wen Yan's chest directly.

June in Liangcheng was too hot, the bodies of the two teenagers attracted each other hotly, and it seemed that they had conveyed their inner emotions through a thin layer of clothes.

"What's wrong?" Wen Yan asked him.

Su Jingming covered his eyes with his hands, "I seem to see something."

"What did you see?"

Su Jingming was silent for a few seconds, "Blood."

After receiving such an answer, Wen Yan didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.

He put his hand on Su Jingming's shoulder, almost restraining his emotions, and asked softly, "Is there anything else."

Su Jingming shook his head, "It's gone."

Wen Yan squeezed his shoulders tightly, and said in a discussing tone: "Su Jingming, maybe you think I'm cruel, but at this age, I can't do anything. I can only use the most selfish way to keep you. Even if I Please, can you be brave once, go upstairs and have a look."

Finally, Wen Yan took out a key from his pocket and put it in Su Jingming's hand, "You should be happy today, but I...I really..."

Wen Yan's throat choked up, and even his eye sockets turned red. There was no room for time, and it was time he couldn't fight or hide.

With his back turned to him, Su Jingming didn't see Wen Yan's red eyes, but he could feel that the people behind him were full of sadness and pain.

He is begging him.

Beg him not to go.

Su Jingming clenched the key in his hand, he lowered his head, was it his illusion, the road under his feet suddenly became nearer and farther away, and he was clearly right in front of him, but he still didn't take the first step.

Su Jingming was waiting, waiting for the moment when he really dared to take the first step.

Wen Yan is also waiting, he is waiting for his little hero to come back, as long as he can come back, no matter whether he blames him or hates him, he will bear it.

The two stood in place for more than ten minutes. Su Jingming felt numbness in his limbs, and even taking a deep breath did not relieve the numbness.Suddenly, his eyes went dark, and a pair of cold palms bent down in front of his eyes.

There was a tremor in Wen Yan's words: "Please."

As soon as Su Jingming felt pain in his heart, the feeling disappeared in an instant, and he hadn't had time to grasp the feeling of pain.

He raised his hand to remove Wen Yan's palm, "Little monster, I'll just go up and have a look, right?"

"Ah."

Su Jingming swallowed, and finally took the first step under the anxiety in his heart.

This step seemed to take all the strength out of his whole body, and he almost fell down.Wen Yan gave him a hand behind him, and it was only when he raised his eyes that he could clearly see the emotion in the young man in front of him.

disturbed.

Forbearance.

restraint.

There is even remorse.

Su Jingming patted the hand supporting him twice, he stabilized his figure, and stepped up to the first step.

The old residential building is like a scene from an old movie. The dusk cast from the cracks in the side window hits the wall. It is a slow-motion shot in the movie, and scenes flashed before Su Jingming's eyes.

He has lived here for ten years.

The pictures of more than ten years are like a revolving lantern, playing slowly, and the feeling of lightness under the feet has returned.

Again he felt unreality.

Where on earth am I living, why is there no trace left by me.

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