I want to have a relationship with you

It was almost at the teaching building that Wen Yan let go of his hand. The moment he let go, Su Jingming felt a corner of his heart suddenly empty.

It took a few days to confirm the relationship. In these few days, their brief and ambiguous contact was more often gentle and proactive, which made Su Jingming seem very coy and reserved.

Su Jingming wrinkled his nose, and what Wen Yan said just now kept echoing in his head.

Their mutual love is very simple, you like me, I like you, I have you in my eyes, and you have me in your eyes.

It's just that the world doesn't allow it.

As Wen Yan said, I like you, regardless of gender.

Su Jingming never thought that his first date would be a boy.

It never occurred to me that my sexual orientation was a boy.

He has never understood how love between same sexes should be managed.I've never been in a relationship, nor have I ever been in a same-sex relationship.

He has always been the passive side.

Su Jingming followed Wen Yan, looked at his back, and felt an inexplicable sense of security under the incandescent light.It seems that everything is not so important anymore.

Almost subconsciously, Su Jingming stretched out his hand to hook Wen Yan's clothes, Wen Yan was just slightly taken aback, he lowered his eyes, there was a small smile in them, Li Yang and Ren Wei beside him saw Su Jingming bowing his head Hold Wen Yan.

Ren Wei: "Why, don't hurry up, I'll be late later."

Li Yang: "Since when have you cared whether you are late for evening self-study?"

Wen Yan stopped, and his voice was cool: "What's the matter, we'll talk about it later."

Su Jingming looked down at his shadow, hummed, and let go reluctantly.

In fact, I also think the same as you, aboveboard.

Evening self-study is all about self-consciousness. Zhou Hong was called to the office by the grade director after walking around.The classroom gradually became noisy.

Su Jingming and Wen Yan tacitly did not speak, and quietly brushed up the questions.Only at this time, the tacit understanding between the two broke through to the peak.

Even the students around couldn't help clicking their tongues.

"That's how Xueba solves the questions, right?"

"It's not scary for a top student to do the quizzes, what's scary is for two top students to do the quizzes silently together."

"They never seem to be right about the answer, they are just so confident."

Ren Wei and Li Yang started the mobile game proficiently from the first night of self-study. Ren Wei chose the hero he wanted to play, and he asked casually, "Just now, was it because I was dazzled?"

Li Yang frowned, choosing the skills to use.

"No, you don't have vertigo."

Ren Wei tightened his grip on the phone slightly, "Actually, I had a vague feeling that something was wrong before."

"So I'm not the only one who discovered it." Li Yang frowned, "Tell me, do we look like that or something?" He pointed to the light bulb above his head.

"Like!" Ren Wei took out two lollipops from the drawer and gave them to Li Yang, "It's the first time I've seen him like this... a little bird is so close to someone?"

"It's not just you, I'm surprised. I haven't found out with him for more than a year."

"Have you been able to discover that he has this aptitude for more than a year?" Ren Wei lowered his voice, "I've been playing with Su Jingming for more than ten years, but I haven't found out that he also..."

Li Yang looked up at him silently, at this moment, the two seemed to exchange some decision.

The revolutionary friendship was once again sublimated.

Ren Wei obviously had sugar in his mouth, but there was no sweetness at all.Ever since he lived in school, he occasionally saw that the small movements between Wen Yan and Su Jingming were not normal, so abnormal that they were not friends.

To this day, see their interaction again.It's very natural, so natural that it looks like a young couple in love next door.

Especially Wen Yan's doting tone, and Su Jingming's blushing and unconscious actions.

Ren Wei's heart is very heavy, gay men are by my side?

He is not a pedantic person, what's wrong with this age?It's just that Ren Wei didn't dare to think about what would happen if Su Qicheng knew that Su Jingming's sexuality was different from others.

Ren Wei was operating the game with his fingers, but his eyes were on the group of top students who were lowering their heads and brushing the questions.

Suddenly, the phone screen turned gray, and Li Yang was cursing beside him: "Ren Wei, what are you doing? Is the promotion competition a distraction for you?"

Ren Wei paused, Li Yang's voice was too loud, even Su Jingming and Wen Yan turned their heads to look over.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'll bring you back to life later." Ren Wei bit the candy in his mouth and lowered his head to play the game again.

This move shocked many people.Even Zhang Jia, who was sitting in front of Ren Wei, turned her head to look over. She frowned and pursed the corners of her mouth, as if hesitating to speak.Ren Wei didn't pay attention to Zhang Jia's gaze, and when he raised his head again, everyone around him started to study hard, making him and Li Yang seem extraordinarily useless.

The evening self-study time passed quickly, Ren Wei successfully led Li Yang to advance to the next division, packed up his things and prepared to go back to the dormitory.Li Yang patted Ren Wei on the shoulder, raised his chin, "It seems that they should write for a while."

Ren Wei pursed his lips, "Then let's go back first."

The two of them just greeted Su Jingming and Wen Yan briefly, and then went back to the dormitory.

In the entire classroom, fewer and fewer students remained, until Su Jingming rubbed his sore neck and raised his head, only to find that he and Wen Yan were the only ones left in the classroom.

Seeing him gently rubbing the back of his neck, he put his hand on the back of his neck, his fingers were slightly cool, "Next time, don't lower your head too much."

Su Jingming raised his eyebrows, enjoying Wen Yan's massage of the back of his neck.He gradually narrowed his eyes, seeing his appearance, Wen Yan smiled lightly.

"This set of questions is really difficult."

"Then you won't persuade me to go back to sleep?" Su Jingming turned on his phone and saw that it was almost 11:30, and the school building closed at twelve o'clock.

"I advise you, will you listen?" Wen Yan looked like he knew him well, "If you don't solve the problem, I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep well all night."

Wen Yan gently pinched the back of his neck, "What do you want to tell me before class?"

Su Jingming met his deep eyes, which were even darker under the incandescent light.Swallowing, the Adam's apple rolled up and down, Wen Yan stopped the hand that held him back, slid to the front, and gently pressed his Adam's apple.

Su Jingming was slightly taken aback, just as he was about to open his mouth, Wen Yan's fingertips slid lightly on his Adam's apple.The skin on the neck seemed to be poured into the scorching sun, and the whole body became hot.

Suddenly, Wen Yan tilted his head slightly and leaned down, kissing Su Jingming's neck lightly.

The kiss was very light, and the lips stayed for a short time.

It was only for a moment that Su Jingming's whole body was stiff, and his head was like colorful fireworks.

Wen Yan's lips were cold.

The kiss was very gentle, so gentle that I fell deeply in it, and... wanted more.

Wen Yan's eyes were parallel to his, and his fingers caressed the place he had kissed just now intentionally or unintentionally.

He whispered, "Little hero."

"Ok?"

Su Jingming stared at him in a daze, and murmured: "...Can I kiss you again?"

Surprise flashed across Wen Yan's face, and for just a moment, he lowered his eyes. He didn't know if it was Su Jingming's illusion, or the incandescent lamp had become dim. The desire bursting out of Wen Yan's eyes was so clear that Su Jingming realized it. He fell into Wen Yan's eyes very early on, and he couldn't leave him anymore.

After listening to Su Jingming's words, Wen Yan kissed his neck again.

This time, he was not gentle, and his liking was mixed in the delicate kisses.

Su Jingming buried his head in Wen Yan's neck, and said, "Actually, I think the same as you."

Just like you think, hold hands aboveboard and tell others.

you are mine.

I'm yours.

Teenagers like to be young and naive, and want to tell the world that the person I like happens to like me too, and we are fine.

Su Jingming and Wen Yan returned to the dormitory on time at twelve o'clock.

As soon as the door was opened, Ren Wei, who was sitting on the bed, and Li Yang, who had just come out of the bathroom, paused for a few seconds on top of them.

Finally, Ren Wei threw a pack of papers from the bed to Li Yang to ease the embarrassment.

"For your use, this brand of paper wipes the cleanest."

Li Yang stared at the tissue in his hand, but didn't react at first, so he was silent for a moment.

"Grass, Ren Wei, you really don't give me any privacy!"

Su Jingming: "..."

Wen Yan: "..."

Li Yang walked into the bathroom cursing, and Ren Wei said good night in a muffled voice.Tonight's 505, there is such an awkward atmosphere.

Even a nervous person like Su Jingming realized that there was something wrong between Li Yang and Ren Wei.

He is not a bosom sister, he thought it was a restlessness in adolescence, and he didn't ask too much.

Still the same as usual, study hard, for fear that the second grade will put pressure on yourself.

April left, took away the spring breeze, and also took away Su Jingming's No. [-] grade.

When Su Jingming saw the monthly exam rankings, he was silent for a few seconds.

This time, there was a full twenty points of distance between Wen Yan and himself.

Then the problem is coming.

Where did the twenty points come from?

Wen Yan seemed very satisfied with his grades. He propped his chin with his hand, and the smile on his mouth didn't fade away all morning.

Seeing this, Ren Wei and Li Yang could only shake their heads silently.

The two looked at each other, it seemed that Su Jingming was eaten to death by Wen Yan.

The number one in the grade returned to Wen Yan's hands, and Su Jingming took the second place in the grade again.

Zhou Hong walked into the classroom with the report card, and subconsciously looked at Su Jingming and Wen Yan over there.

Su Jingming propped his chin with one hand, looking listless.

Zhou Hong suddenly felt a little sad. This child Su Jingming did not go well in the second year of high school. He managed to get the first grade in the exam, and now he was overtaken by others.Now that he is like this again, it seems that it is necessary to give him some psychological counseling.

"Everyone has seen this monthly exam. The difficulty of the questions is indeed a bit high. Don't be discouraged if you don't do well in the exam. You will continue to work hard next time, find out your shortcomings, and strengthen your consolidation. Students who have made progress also need to make persistent efforts. There is only more than a year left, and if you work hard, you will definitely be admitted to your ideal university."

Zhou Hong named and encouraged a few students who made great progress, and customized an intensive training for each of the students who did not keep up with their studies.

After arranging this series of things, Zhou Hong walked to Su Jingming's desk, "Su Jingming, come to the office with me."

Su Jingming followed Zhou Hong into the office, and Zhou Hong poured him a glass of water.

"You sit first."

Su Jingming took the water that Zhou Hong poured for him, and sat silently on the chair.

Zhou Hong brought the report card and cut straight to the point: "This time, you and Wen Yan are [-] points behind. I know it's a pity, but I hope you don't feel too much burden on your heart."

Su Jingming: "..."

Zhou Hong continued: "Of course, you are the first in the grade. There will be many exams in the future. You will definitely be able to defeat yourself and Wen Yan."

Su Jingming: "..." This scene is very similar to how you fooled me into participating in the math competition training.

Zhou Hong: "I believe that one day in the future, you can surpass yourself and not let yourself regret. The teacher believes in you very much, and you will definitely be able to do it!"

After Zhou Hong finished speaking, he squeezed his fist and hit his chest twice.

Su Jingming: "Teacher..."

"You said, I know you must be very disappointed, Wen Yan is so relaxed... No, he took the number one back from you, don't put too much pressure on it, I've read it for you, it's just lost in the language There are more points, go back and take a good look at the language, and strive to win the first place next time."

Su Jingming opened his mouth, Zhou Hong continued to clench his fists, and his words were full of positive energy, "Learning is endless. People are learning all their lives, not just in school. Do you understand? Su Jingming .”

Su Jingming: "...I understand."

"It's good that you understand, a person's life will go through many tests, and this time, as long as you can turn over the test, you can see the new sun, and..." Zhou Hong paused slightly, full of emotion Intonation: "Also, your future!"

Su Jingming was sent out of the office by Zhou Hong with loving eyes. If he hadn't been fooled before, he would have been moved by Zhou Hong's positive energy essay.

Only he himself knew why Wen Yan took it back for the first time this time.

In the words of that dog Wen Yan.

"Since the first exam in the first year of high school, you are destined to be suppressed by me."

Su Jingming just raised his eyebrows slightly, but didn't say anything.

Zhou Hong chatted with Su Jingming for about 10 minutes in the office, and this class has already started for 10 minutes.Su Jingming simply skipped class and went to the rooftop, leaning against the stone wall beside him, soaking up the sunshine.

Suddenly, the phone in his pocket vibrated several times.

Su Jingming raised his eyelids lazily.

It was Cheng Hui who called.

Su Jingming pursed his lips and pressed the answer button.

"Jingming, I'm mother, can you go home for dinner tonight?"