I want to have a relationship with you

Everything is back to where it was, as if it had never started.

When Su Jingming recalled the autumn in October, it was only in a dream, and he described everything scribbled, and even that person gradually became blurred.

The cold winter is long and short, the relationship between Su Jingming and Su Qicheng did not gradually disintegrate because of time, just like the freezing weather, it was cold without cracks.It's just that Su Qicheng spends more time at home, like a normal father, he will care about Su Jingming's study and life.

Su Jingming and Wen Yan pressed the pause button, and even the last sentence stayed on that night in November, and no one contacted anyone.Even at school, the two just nodded and went back to the beginning.

At first, Su Jingming was not used to the sudden absence of a person in his life. In order not to let himself care about certain things and certain people, he devoted all his energy to studying.After going through a monthly exam, the score difference between him and Wen Yan was only a few points.

Only then did Su Jingming have a sense of reality, an indescribable sense of reality.

Ren Wei didn't know why he suddenly went crazy studying and locked himself in another world all day long. Except that he could see the normal Su Jingming during class, Su Jingming was a different person from before during the rest of the time.

Only Su Jingming knew in his heart that he learned the course of "escape" well.

Until now, Su Jingming didn't know what he was running away from.He didn't dare to look at Wen Yan, he didn't dare to look at Zhang Jia, he didn't even dare to face everyone who saw through him.

He was suddenly frightened, so frightened that he panicked and couldn't control it.

It seems that only in this way can Su Jingming regain a little bit of his true self.

Near the end of the term, Su Qicheng deliberately took a few days off to come back to make up for his son. Knowing that he studied hard, he changed his mind to cook some light and healthy meals.

Su Jingming had to admit that during this period of time, Su Qicheng did look like a father.

But he didn't look like a son.

Just after eating that day, Su Jingming cleaned up the dishes as usual, and Su Qicheng was the first to stop him, "I'll just do these things, you should go back to your room and rest quickly, the final exam is about to take place during this period, so pay attention to your health."

Su Jingming raised his lower eyelids, but still said yes.

Back in the room, Su Jingming lay on the bed and looked at his mobile phone. He opened WeChat, and the person who was placed at the top never sent any new messages.

Su Jingming didn't take the initiative to send a message either.

It was the kite line that was broken in mid-air, and it couldn't be connected no matter what.

Su Jingming lowered his eyes, still opened the top chat box, and slowly scrolled up.These records are a key to unlock the shackles in Su Jingming's memory. The story of October and Autumn slowly came to mind.

What it looks like when you take the initiative to add WeChat.

Haunt him and say you want to know what he looks like.

Give him the look of Altman.

Holding him down the stairs.

There are always stars in the sky hidden in his eyes, with a gentleness that makes people unable to move their eyes away.

However, after just getting along for a month, Su Jingming felt that they had known each other for a long time, leaving a long mark in their lives.

Turning to the very beginning, Su Jingming's eyes felt sore, he took a long breath, and threw his phone aside.The lights in the room were not turned on, and the lights on the opposite side reflected on his window, reflecting the shadow of the street lamp outside the window.

Su Jingming grabbed his hair vigorously a few times, and when he took the phone back into his hand again, he canceled the sticky chat that had been stuck in November.

In an instant, the message box was submerged under countless group chats, leaving no trace, and no one knew that someone had occupied the first column of his WeChat.

The beginning of the growth of all things is a secret that no one knows. For example, when Su Jingming got No. 1 in the final exam, others were more excited than himself.Everyone thought that Su Jingming must have eaten something to nourish his brain or done some exercises with high gold content in this short period of time.

On the day he went back to school to get his grades, Su Jingming was surrounded by his classmates.

"Su Jingming, did you go to cram school secretly? Which cram school is it, so awesome?"

Su Jingming: "There is no tutoring."

"Then what do you eat to nourish your brain? Recommend it, you are really awesome to be able to squeeze Wen Yan to the first place."

Su Jingming seriously recalled the meals that Su Qicheng cooked for him during this period, "The most eaten during this period is tofu pork ribs."

"What exercises have you been doing these days? Is the gold content particularly high and difficult?"

"I didn't do any exercises, I just picked it up from the bookstore outside."

In conclusion, it is Su Jingming who is awesome.

Ren Wei laughed from ear to ear when he learned that Su Jingming had passed Wen Yan's exam. He didn't know that he thought he was the one who got No.1.

"Can you stop laughing so obscenely?" Su Jingming managed to get out of the crowd over there, and faced Ren Wei with a gratified smile, especially like the smile of an old father looking forward to his son's success.

It looks really bad.

Ren Wei patted Su Jingming on the shoulder vigorously, "Brother A Ming is awesome, even though the difference is two points, but he can push Wen Yan off the altar, the small one is really admired, let alone me, many people in the class admire You, let alone people in the grade."

Su Jingming was not so happy to get the first place, on the contrary he was a bit disappointed.This No.1 is not justified in his heart, it is more like he gave it to himself.

Su Jingming looked around, but he couldn't find that person in the small and big classes.

It was as if the person evaporated after the final exam was over.

Su Jingming stood up, and just about to lift his foot to go out to have a look, Song Yifei walked in from outside the classroom.

"It just so happens that you're here, so I'm looking for you." Song Yifei came in with ease, and pulled Su Jingming down to the corridor outside.

During this period of time, Su Jingming didn't have much contact with Song Yifei, but Song Yifei asked him to have barbecue several times during the period, but he refused.

"looking for me?"

Song Yifei scratched his head, "It's like this, Wen Yan can't come today because of something, and Wen Miao will have a parents' meeting in a while, see if you can attend instead of him?"

"I?"

"Yes, their parents have been out of town. I can't find anyone else, so I can only find you."

Su Jingming raised his eyes, "Can't you go?"

Song Yifei shook his head, "I didn't do well in the exam this time, my mother is watching me at the school gate."

"Then Wen Yan..." Su Jingming wanted to ask Wen Yan what's the matter, but swallowed the words, hesitating for a few seconds, "Okay, which school and class is her sister."

Holding the address and class given by Song Yifei, Su Jingming stood hesitantly at the gate of the third and fourth classes.

"Sorry, please step aside."

Before Su Jingming had time to get out of the way, someone hit him from behind.

"Oh, I told you to let me go, why is it..."

Su Jingming turned his head to look, Wen Miao was wearing a white down jacket, a high ponytail, and a short skirt on the lower body...?

Generally speaking, the whole person exudes a youthful exuberance unique to this age.

"Brother Jingming?!" Wen Miao looked at him suspiciously, "Why are you wearing glasses again, you look more handsome when you don't wear them, hurry up and let my classmates see how handsome you are."

Wen Miao said so, and really wanted to get Su Jingming's glasses.

Su Jingming was slightly taken aback, and he also bent down slightly in cooperation to let Wen Miao take it off.

Wen Miao muttered: "You don't have to bend down, you are not as tall as my brother."

"..."

Su Jingming coughed twice in embarrassment, "Your brother and Song Yifei are not free, I'll help you hold a parent-teacher meeting, okay?"

Wen Miao raised her eyebrows with a look of joy, "Of course, I can wish for it."

Half an hour later, Su Jingming finally understood why Wen Miao had such an expression just now.After seeing Wen Miao's exam paper, he had a headache, and even began to wonder if Wen Miao and Wen Yan were two siblings.

Needless to say, Wen Yan's grades are excellent.The seemingly gentle grades are mediocre, and even a little bad.

Su Jingming casually flipped through the test paper, and found that the most basic questions were pretty much wrong, let alone the more difficult ones.Su Jingming began to imagine what kind of expression Wen Yan would show when he saw Wen Miao's test paper.

The homeroom teacher on the stage talked endlessly, but Su Jingming didn't listen to a single word.It wasn't until the parent meeting was coming to an end that Su Jingming regained his composure.

"Is Wen Miao's parents here? Please stay for a while. "

Su Jingming, who was called suddenly, looked at the head teacher on the podium with a puzzled expression.

The parents' meeting ended, Su Jingming waited for the surrounding parents to leave, and then went to find Wen Miao's head teacher.

Wen Miao's homeroom teacher is a young female teacher who looks to be in her 20s and has just graduated.

"You are gentle..."

"...I'm his brother." Su Jingming coughed twice.

The female teacher nodded, "I know you, I heard that you are the first grader in your school."

"..." This time it's the first in the grade, that's right.

The female teacher continued: "It stands to reason that with a brother like you, your grades should not be bad. I don't know if you have paid attention to your sister's study status. This child is very smart, but his self-control is not strong enough and he needs someone to supervise him. Nowadays, adolescent children are always ignorant and prone to puppy love, I wonder if Wen Miao has acted strangely during this time?"

Su Jingming understood it, and for a long time the female teacher thought that Wen Miao's puppy love caused her to decline in her studies.

His gaze was leisurely looking outside the classroom, Wen Miao quietly poked his head over to look over, and even mouthed Su Jingming: Help me.

Su Jingming sighed silently, and he raised his eyes to meet the female teacher's eyes, "Teacher, you misunderstood, my parents are away from home during this time, and my elder brother is busy with studies, which is also my negligence, don't worry, Wen Miao will not fall in love early. As for the progress of her study, I will pay attention to it and try to bring her back to her previous level next semester."

As for what level Wen Miao was before, Su Jingming really didn't know.

The female teacher was relieved when she got such an answer from Su Jingming, "After all, the senior high school entrance examination is coming soon, and I hope you can supervise and assist me a lot after class. Wen Miao is a good student, so there is still time."

On the way Su Jingming sent Wen Miao home, Wen Miao breathed a sigh of relief: "Brother Jingming, fortunately it was you who came. If it was my brother who came, I would definitely be doomed."

Su Jingming raised his eyebrows, "I think you won't be saved if you go home."

Wen Miao said, "Brother Jingming, can't you tell my brother?"

Su Jingming glanced at her lazily, and signaled with his eyes, do you think you can hide it?

"If my brother knew that the test was so bad this time, he would definitely lock me up at home and give me lectures every day."

When Wen Miao was disappointed, her eyebrows and eyes were somewhat similar to Wen Yan's, Su Jingming was somewhat aware of it, and thought it was Wen Yan.

"Your brother should give you lectures. It stands to reason that your grades won't drop so much. Could it be that you really fell in love early?" Su Jingming looked like a big brother, with a bit of inquiry.

"Puppy love, how can it be? My brother will break the other party's legs." Wen Miao exhaled milky white breath, which disappeared in an instant, "Brother Jingming, have you ever been in puppy love?"

Su Jingming was silent for a moment, "No."

"That's right, seeing how you love to study, you really have nothing to do with puppy love." Wen Miao rubbed her face with her hands, and she suddenly thought of something: "My brother is puppy love, otherwise I wouldn't be squeezed into the second place by you." .”

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