I want to have a relationship with you

Su Jingming never thought that Su Qicheng had schizophrenia.

But he was not surprised, and felt as if it was expected.

To his surprise, Wen Yan used his body as a meat pad, and fell down the stairs holding himself.

The doctor said that Wen Yan caused a slight concussion, and he had to observe it for a few days.

Su Jingming sat silently beside Wen Yan's hospital bed, this feeling seemed familiar, he was like this not long ago, guarding Wen Yan.

Wen Miao rushed over at the first time, Wen Yan's parents were away on business trips, and it was almost evening when they got the news and came back.

Wen Miao told her parents that it was Wen Yan who accidentally fell down the stairs, and did not mention the Su family.

Su Jingming's heart was so sore that he almost wanted to speak out and tell the truth, but when he saw the concerned eyes of Wen Yan's parents, he focused all his attention on Wen Yan.

But I don't know how to speak.

Su Jingming retreated from the room, followed by Wen Miao.

Wen Miao glanced at Su Jingming's pale face, "Actually, you look like you're going to die, but you want to come over and guard my brother. When my brother wakes up, you'll feel guilty again."

Su Jingming pulled the corner of his mouth, unable to smile, his voice was hoarse, "I should be the one who feels guilty."

Wen Miao hummed and raised her eyebrows, "It's okay, I won't tell my parents the truth. Don't be too guilty, my brother did this to repay the favor." She paused, "You saved my favor back then."

Su Jingming pursed his lips and licked his dry lips with the tip of his tongue.After a long silence, he still said thank you.

Wen Miao waved her hand generously, "No, it should be. Go back to the ward and rest."

Su Jingming didn't go back directly to the ward, but turned around and went to the psychiatric department.

After telling him that he was Su Qicheng's son, the nurse took Su Jingming to the outside of Su Qicheng's ward with suspicion.

There is a huge glass between the ward and the outside world. The outside can see the inside clearly, and the inside cannot see the outside.

Su Qicheng seemed very uncomfortable, and was tied up on the hospital bed.He frowned like a normal person and struggled with his limbs.

Nurse: "It seems that he should be awake now, do you want to go in and talk to him?"

say?

say what?

Hours earlier, he had been kicked down the stairs by someone lying in a hospital bed.

His throat was so dry that he finally shook his head, "I'll just stay here and see him."

The nurse couldn't understand Su Jingming's approach, "Then you can only stay for a while."

"sorry to bother you."

Su Jingming stood outside the ward for more than ten minutes.The pain spreading from the abdomen to the whole body was beating Su Jingming crazily.

You see, the man in the ward, he is sick.

It's because he's sick that he treats you like this.

sad?I complained in my heart for so many years, but in the end it turned out to be like this.

Can I still have the right to complain?

Su Jingming sat on the bench next to him, with his face buried in his hands.He couldn't find words to comfort himself, and his heart was filled with grievances.

It took him too many years to accept Su Qicheng's changes.

I also spent too many years hypnotizing myself.

This is what he should bear, no wonder others.

I have never felt so wronged.

Su Jingming took out his mobile phone from the pocket of his hospital gown, opened the address book, and found the number he hadn't made for many years.

Press to dial.

Listening to the echo on the other end of the phone, it seemed a little weird in the silent corridor.

Just when Su Jingming's eyes were about to dim, he thought he couldn't get through as before.

"Hey?"

The phone was connected, and a gentle and gentle female voice came from the other end.

Su Jingming was in a trance for a moment. He hadn't heard Cheng Hui's voice for so long that he almost forgot.

"Is it Jingming?"

Su Jingming said in a hoarse voice, "Mom."

Cheng Hui was a little surprised that Su Jingming would call her, she followed the phone and walked to the balcony, her current husband's puzzled look reflected in her eyes.

"what happened?"

Cheng Hui asked very plainly, as if asking a passerby.

Su Jingming was slightly taken aback, he wanted to laugh but couldn't.With a hoarse voice: "My dad is sick."

"Is that so?" Cheng Hui was thoughtful, "Is it because you don't have enough money?"

Su Jingming was silent for a while, "Enough."

Cheng Hui seemed to be relieved on the other end of the phone, and she said softly, "Your father is sick, so take good care of him. He also has many minor illnesses and pains left over from his youth."

"Well, I know." When Su Jingming said this, he looked at Su Qicheng who was already asleep on the hospital bed.The glass reflected his appearance sitting on the bench, the baggy hospital gown on his body was baggy, and he looked like he was about to die.

Su Jingming suddenly felt that he was pathetic and ridiculous.

Su Jingming didn't listen to what Cheng Hui explained later.The only thing he heard was the voice of a little girl beside Cheng Hui.

Still shouting in a childish voice: "Mom."

Coquettish means very strong.

He didn't even know that he had a half-sister.

It was ten o'clock when Su Jingming returned to the ward.

Lying on the cold hospital bed, the whole body seems to have no temperature, unable to warm the whole body and heart.

Su Jingming covered the quilt tightly, but there were still waves of coldness coming from his body.He couldn't tell whether it was a cold heart or a cold body.

The patient next to Su Jingming's bed is a 70-year-old man who is very enthusiastic.Seeing Su Jingming returning and burying himself in the bed without saying a word, the old man took an apple from the cabinet beside him.

Walking out of bed tremblingly, he patted the quilt lightly with his skinny palms a few times.

"Eat an apple?"

Su Jingming pulled down the quilt and saw the kindness in the old man's eyes.He was slightly taken aback, then sat up, "Thank you."

The old man smiled, "My grandson is about your age."

Su Jingming held the apple in his hand, and before he could speak, the old man said, "A child of this age should be happy."

Su Jingming's hand holding Apple was tight, his eyes were gentle, and he smiled at the old man, "Okay."

The next day, Su Jingming took the lead in going to the hospital cafeteria early in the morning to buy some breakfast and gave it to the psychiatric nurse, then turned coolly and took Wen Yan's share, and came to Wen Yan's ward.

About to knock on the door of the ward, and the door opened from the inside.

It's Wen Yan's father.

Father Wen was a little surprised when he saw Su Jingming, and saw the breakfast in Su Jingming's hand, "Student, you don't have to be so polite, Wen Yan just woke up."

Su Jingming heaved a sigh of relief when he heard Wen Yan wake up, "I'm sorry Uncle, I came to disturb you so early."

Father Wen turned sideways to let Su Jingming in.

Wen Yan sat halfway on the hospital bed, with a bandage on his head, and a laziness and smile in his eyes.

He said in a low voice, "Good morning, Su Jingming."

Su Jingming suddenly felt his fingertips go numb, and put the breakfast he bought on the bedside cabinet under everyone's gaze.

Wen's father and Wen's mother had some impressions of Su Jingming. It seemed that this person had been by Wen Yan's side since Wen Miao didn't come yesterday.

Mother Wen stood up and made an empty seat: "Come on, sit down."

Su Jingming shook his head, but still stood where he was.

Wen's father walked to Wen's mother, "Now we have to go home, Wen Miao can't make it, can you accompany Wen Yan for a while?"

Su Jingming froze for a moment, then nodded.

Facing Wen's father and mother's sudden confession, Su Jingming still felt a little unreal.

Wen Yan looked at him with a half-smile, taking in all the doubts in Su Jingming's eyes.

After a while, Wen Yan and Su Jingming were left in the ward.

Wen Yan was the first to chuckle, "What are you still standing there for? Sit down?"

Su Jingming pursed his lips, even though the words sounded a bit strange.He still sat down obediently, at a loss.He twirled his fingertips for a while, and then rubbed the hair next to his ears.

I don't know how to speak.

What should I say?

Wen Yan seemed to be patiently waiting for Su Jingming to speak, and the two were silent for a few minutes.

Wen Yan raised the corners of his mouth and laughed silently. He asked, "What's wrong?"

Su Jingming suddenly felt an indescribable emotion devouring his heart, as if thousands of ants were devouring it.

The tingly and numb feeling tickled the tip of my heart bit by bit.

It's a bit of a grind.

"...Well, I..." Su Jingming hesitated, since he could remember, he had never been so unconfident.Especially when he is a fan of Dijia, he always has an inexplicable sense of self-confidence.

"Huh?" Wen Yan was still very patient.

"Wen Yan, isn't it..."

Before he finished speaking, Wen Yan directly interrupted, he took the bun brought by Su Jingming, and ate it in small bites. "Pretty good, with a lot of meat."

Su Jingming swallowed the words of apology abruptly.

After Wen Yan finished eating the buns, Su Jingming handed him a tissue to wipe his mouth with great insight.

With a smile in his eyes, Wen Yan thanked him softly.

Suddenly, Wen Yan looked at Su Jingming seriously, "Stand up."

"?" Su Jingming had doubts in his eyes, but he obediently listened to Wen Yan's words.

"Turn around."

"???" Su Jingming blinked, and turned around stiffly, like a robot.

Wen Yan suppressed a smile, "Turning around?"

Su Jingming paused, "What are you doing?"

"See if you have any other injuries." Wen Yan is very satisfied that Su Jingming has good arms and legs now, "If you lose an arm and a broken leg, how will you save the world in the future?"

After hearing this, Su Jingming lowered his eyes, feeling guilt gradually crept into his heart.

Wen Yan seemed to see what Su Jingming was thinking, and he turned his head to look out the window.

"Little hero."

I don't know when, these three words became Wen Yan's exclusive title.

At least Su Jingming didn't feel disgusted, he was very happy.

Also because of these three words, Su Jingming more or less felt a sense of belonging.

"You are the light."

Wen Yan didn't know what was going on in Su Jingming's family, seeing that Su Qicheng could be so ruthless.Wen Yan thought, Su Jingming's life must be very unsatisfactory.

He also suddenly understood the reason why Su Jingming liked Dijia so much.

He thought, maybe in Su Jingming's world, Tijia is Su Jingming's light.

It is the light that keeps him alive.

Just for a moment, Wen Yan had a bold idea.

He wanted to be Su Jingming's light, his indispensable light.