Jinghua old dream

After that night, a few more days passed, Zhong Lifei was no longer vulnerable, and Su Jing seemed to have never been so flustered.

Of the two, one became a bohemian noble son again, and the other became a resolute and handsome young man again.

"The situation is about to change," Zhong Lifei dipped his chopsticks in water, and poked at the table at random. After a while, he drew the offensive and defensive situation of the national army, and clicked a certain line. He said, "Yeyang is foreign At the junction of the upper and middle layers, if you want to attack the Beijing faction, you must break Yeyang. And Yeyang has a barrier of thousands of mountains. Although it is not easy to break, it is not impossible to break it. Silence. Except for the team Gu Erye mentioned, we have been here for four or five days, and we have not seen any movement from the other party."

Su Jing waited for his next words.

"I have a wild guess, but I can only tell you," Zhong Lifei smiled wryly, "If I tell others, I'm afraid most of them will think I'm crazy."

Su Jing held his hand, as if he wanted to transmit strength to him through the gesture of shaking hands, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

"The Northern Department may be stuck by something, or they don't care about Yeyang at all. They are going to land from Weiwen Port in the capital and catch the capital by surprise."

Su Jing was puzzled, "However, in another way, how could it be a powerful and unconstrained style?"

"The northern faction landed at the Weiwen port, or they had to borrow the route from the surrounding small countries, or they had to rely on the power of the southern faction. If Sheng Tian had any agreement with Liu Qing'an, this is also possible. No matter which way, we must It consumes a lot more resources than directly attacking Yeyang, and the northern faction is not rich, and it is more risky to do so. Since the Japanese invaded last time, the Beijing faction has strengthened port management, and many people in the northern faction are afraid of water. When ships come to kill, it is not certain that victory will be achieved.”

"...Let's observe it for a few more days." After listening to this, Su Jing pondered, and it took him a long time to reply, "Even if this is true, there is no basis for it now, and even my third uncle can't convince me, let alone Gu Ruyu."

"Ah."

Su Jing said with a half-sigh, "Peace is an illusion."

Zhong Lifei tossed his chopsticks aside, "I don't have enough hearts."

"Actually, I probably know why Liu Qing'an came to beat Gu Ruyu, but it is for this reason that I want to protect Gu Ruyu." Su Jing's voice was heavy with fatigue, as if he was suddenly beaten by a certain fact.

He said: "When I was in England, I heard a story. There was a white girl who was beautiful and had a good personality. Two boys were pursuing her at the same time, a black boy and a white boy. It stands to reason , she will choose the latter, after all, being with the former, relatively speaking, will be much more difficult."

"The white girl chose the black boy, and they had a good time, and then the white girl's father prevented them both from getting married, and her father, who was powerful, drove the black boy out with ease. The black boy was struggling Struggling and suffering in the environment, in order to return to his girl, he gritted his teeth and went through hardships, and finally returned to his hometown."

"At this time, the white girl had already passed away. It turned out that after he left, the girl suffered from lovesickness and fell ill not long after. When she was dying, the two could not see each other again. The white boy has grown up and has become very Power, because of the death of the white girl, he resented the black boy. He didn't know it was because of the white girl's father, the black boy left, and he thought the black boy failed the white girl."

"For revenge, he designed to frame the black boy, and the black boy died because of his revenge. After taking revenge on the black boy, he should have fulfilled his long-cherished wish, but he only felt that life was boring, and finally he committed suicide. In his life, he never got , and lost it all.”

After he finished speaking, he smiled lightly, tilted his head and asked, "Xiaoqi, do you think it's worth it?"

Zhong Lifei thought for a while, and answered correctly: "It doesn't matter whether it's worth it or not, this is the path he chose."

"But I don't think it's worth it. Both Liu Qing'an and Gu Ruyu liked my mother Su Qing back then, and my mother chose Gu Ruyu. Liu Qing'an was frustrated in love, so he left for the north. He thought that Gu Ruyu would be with my mother for a long time from then on, loving each other He probably never knew that my grandfather, Su Xun, felt that Gu Ruyu was a commoner and was not good enough for my mother. Later, behind my mother's back, he framed Gu Ruyu's family. Gu Ruyu's three brothers escaped from death and came to Jingchuan. The second disciple is too gentle, and in a different place, the three of them had a hard time living, so he had no choice but to seek refuge with Liu Jun, the great warlord at the time..." At this point, Su Jing glanced at Zhong Lifei, unable to see any emotion, only his eyes The light was dim and bright, even a little creepy, "...Liu Jun is violent and bloodthirsty, he has done many outrageous things for Liu Jun, he finally gathered enough strength to go back, and the only one who greeted him was my mother who stood up A grave for more than ten years."

"I was 15 years old at the time, and I sympathized with him, but I couldn't forgive him. My mother's body was mostly worn down by lovesickness, just right," he laughed, "my father, he didn't forgive me either, he felt , without me, my mother would not have died."

Zhong Lifei looked at him worriedly, and said "Sir" tenderly, and the consolation in it was needless to mention.

Su Jing suddenly slapped the table and got up, his voice suddenly raised, "My mother's death, no matter who it was because of, is our own family's business. A person who has nothing to do with him, why should he! Why should he come to get rid of the person my mother loves in the name of venting his anger for my mother! Why, why should he be called thousands of thousands because of his own selfish Thousands of mothers, losing their loved ones!"

Zhong Lifei stood up suddenly, hugged him tightly, and sighed words escaped from his lips, "People's hearts are not fair." He raised his head slightly, and his eyes met Su Jing's, "Sir, didn't you see the most clearly before?" ?”

"It's not worth it, it's really not worth it." Su Jing smirked, and his voice lowered, "For a woman who has been turned into a handful of loess, they have laid an innocent person as a funeral, so... will my mother rest in peace? Could it be that... Su Qing will be fine?"

He pressed his face against Zhong Lifei's, there were no tears in his eyes, but it made people feel that the sadness was boundless, "Xiaoqi, I'm not worth it for my mother...'People are not fair', huh, two men like this, fighting Under the banner of loving her, it is to vent the resentment in my heart, one kills innocent people indiscriminately, and the other provokes civil strife, I am afraid that I have already forgotten Su Qing's appearance..."

"I'm not trying to pay off Gu Ruyu's debts, I'm afraid—I'm afraid that both of them will suffer, and the common people will suffer in the end...I'm not a good person, and I don't have a lot of love, but I think maybe my mother will be sad."

"Grandpa said that she was kind and lovely when she was alive. I think she must not want to be like this..."

Zhong Lifei held his hand and told him, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

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