crown of thorns

Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

…………………………………………………——The Bible·Old Testament·Psalms

I remember at that time, Michael and I drowned together for three days.Since he hasn't made love to me for more than 200 years, he is crazy, and his love cannot be overcome.He simply slept in the library, and Nantelle didn't know what happened, because he didn't dare to enter my room and didn't know my business, so he could only work hard for three days.

But three days later, when we were talking about love, I found out that Michael and I had a different understanding.I thought that we exchanged blood and tears for real love, but Michael believed that the love arranged by God is actually real love.So we made such a big circle, and finally got together.

"Jehovah is omnipotent and eternally just. We love each other, indeed."

For the first time, I had a big opinion on Michael's views. I thought that we just happened to be arranged together by him, but we were in this arrangement with each other, and a true love was born.

"Michael, have you forgotten those past events?"

"I haven't forgotten, but I feel very naive. Can our knowledge surpass God? Impossible."

"Why not?" I thought about it. Since the day of birth, angels, and even all kinds of people in the world, have believed that Jehovah is insurmountable. However, the ability may be high or low, but the knowledge that belongs to thought also has a high or low level. points?I'm starting to have doubts about this.But I never said it.

"The first time we fell in love, we were not mature enough. We didn't know that God was working hard among us. We thought we had accomplished a great feat, but it was not the case. God gave us true love, so what I can't fall in love with is love. No, this is the case for Amber, He spent 200 years just to let me understand this, the so-called what He bestows is real love."

"But isn't loving Ambil given to you by Him? In the end, you find out that the one you love is not him, but me."

"It must be that God deliberately made me fall in love with others in order to make me repent, and turned me back from this false love, and made me realize from this false love that what God gave me, the love with you, It's true love."

Since then, Michael and I have had two very different views on this issue.But because we really love each other, we deliberately don't mention this matter to avoid disputes.He has his ideas, and I have mine. We both respect each other's opinions, so we avoid these things because of love.

But there was one thing Michael insisted on me to do, which was to confess before God.Although I have already disobeyed his ideas, Michael has been pestering me for several days, seeing his appearance, my heart softens.Repent, you should repent, whether it is right or not, as a creature, you should always repent.You probably think that I have already despised God in my heart. In fact, I am only dissatisfied with some of His actions, but I think that since He created this world, I should have eternal respect for Him.No matter whether I follow in His footsteps in the future or whether I slander His thoughts, Jehovah is the creator of heaven and earth. This cannot be changed anyway, and I will not deny it.He is my first parents, the Lord of all.

I hadn't seen God face to face in over 200 years, and Michael and I prostrated ourselves at His feet, begging His forgiveness.

God took one look at us and asked us, "What do you know that you forsook me earlier and now come back?"

Michael said with tears: "Lord, I was a dead person before! Now I am happy with Raziel again. It is the Lord who let me discover the truth of this. I used to be blinded and couldn't see clearly. Now I see Only then did I know that I was so stupid. You gave me love like nectar, but I thought it was a yoke on my neck. I tasted the nectar from the yoke. This is my heavy offense, so I sincerely repent to you. I have violated your will, please reduce me to the lowest, but please give me Raziel again. I will be a slave and a slave for this until the day and the earth perish .”

God's expression softened, and he asked me instead, "What do you know, that you forsook me earlier, and now you come back?"

With a calm face, I said, "Lord, the nectar has replaced the yoke, and the yoke has returned to the nectar. You are the master of heaven and earth. Why should I engage in this meaningless struggle? I was a dead person before, so I don't understand this layer. Knowing that Jehovah is omniscient and omnipotent, all my struggles are due to my stupidity. Even if I struggle, Jehovah wants me to die, can I still live? So I sincerely regret to you, I have violated your will, please kill me I am the most humble, but please give me Michael again. I will be his slave and slave until this day and this earth perish."

God stroked the heads of the two of us and said, "The Lord is a God who hates and abandons children, whether parents abandon their children, or lovers abandon their loved ones. However, Jehovah is also a God of forgiveness. If you turn your heart back, you will see me at the place where you turn. , whoever is guilty must have a ransom, and I will demand a ransom from each of you for your past transgressions."

Michael thought for a while and said, "Please tell me, Lord, what kind of thing can be called a ransom price?"

"I will be angry in the future, Michael, are you willing to do angry things for me?" There was an unfathomable taste in God's voice.I only said this to Michael, presumably my strength is too weak, and God doesn’t need me to represent his anger.

Michael kowtowed to God and said, "Please lend me God's hand. Wherever God's hand strikes, my hand will strike."

The LORD said to me again, "This is for you two. In the future, if a wise man asks you to follow him, will you not listen to him and follow me?"

These words must be referring to Lucifer. What happened between God and Lucifer?This thought flashed through my mind, and a bad premonition arose, but in that situation, I had no choice but to say, "I'd rather follow God, no matter what anyone said to me."

"What about Michael?"

"That day, when you gave me the position, you said that I would be like a god. If so, I swear that I will never disobey God."

"Okay, let's do it like this. You should remember what you said today. If anyone violates this word, his body will be destroyed, and his spirit will be trapped in the fire forever. He will not be released until this day and this earth perish."

We both say yes, but I'm extremely concerned about what happened today.

Afterwards, Michael continued to be the commander of the army, and I also resumed the status of secretary. Because the position was greatly improved, all the angels in the past were greatly surprised, because most of the angels of the fifth and sixth generations did not know my original identity. , I realized that I was originally from the second generation and had a noble status, so I thought it was a miracle.There are also some angels who are good at writing, and they still think about how I fell from a high position and then returned to a high position, so they wrote a legend, and they are very curious about my experience.But the reality is far from them, and I have no intention of correcting such errors.

Later, the love affair between me and Michael was known by all the angels. The angels spread it by word of mouth and added fuel, thinking that Amber was interfering and said corrupt words in front of the Lord, so I was demoted for more than 200 years until Micah Le knew the truth and suddenly woke up, so I returned to the secretary.In addition, Samael exposed the matter of Ambil burning down my house, and as a result, Ambil became the target of public criticism. Because I have a lot of readers, and the five and six generations of angels who loved me before were very protective of me, so rumors spread everywhere. , the words in it were true and false, which made Ambier feel ashamed and angry, and asked to leave his post.In order to clarify the rumors, I also specially wrote an article, informing everyone that this matter has nothing to do with Ambil, so as to calm down these rumors a little.But Ambier, the guardian of the stars, can't do it any longer. He used to be the guardian of the zodiac, but now he voluntarily transferred to the Baidao Palace, where angels are rare, so he can be regarded as quiet.

However, when the burning of the house came to light, he was forced to cry and confess to the Lord, and the Lord asked me if I would forgive him. My heart was already soft, so I naturally agreed to forgive him.But I know that he has regarded me as an enemy in his heart and cannot be changed.

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