crown of thorns

The author has something to say: Plot introduction: What Raziel really thought for 200 years is...

Love cannot be quenched by many waters, nor can a great flood drown it. If anyone exchanges all the treasures in the house for love, he will be despised.

………………………………………………………——The Bible·Old Testament·Song of Solomon

Nantelle went to find Raguel, and I chatted with Lucifer.He seemed more worried about me than I was worried about him: "Over the past 200 years, how is your emotional injury going?" Lucifer rested his cheeks on his hands, still speaking indifferently.

"Well, I've given up, time will heal. I've let go."

"No, you didn't. On the contrary, you are still thinking about him." Lucifer suddenly looked up at me and said bluntly. When I was suddenly at a loss, my eyes deliberately avoided his eyes.

"Your Highness, I just treat him as normal now..."

"Don't you lie to yourself again? What's the matter with that chain around your neck?"

"That's the wreckage of my old house. It was used as a memorial after it was burned down."

Lucifer narrowed his eyes and looked at me: "Raziel, when did you become full of lies? If you still can't figure it out in the past 200 years, then I will continue to retreat until the world perishes."

"Then you go and lock yourself up until the world perishes." I was angry, and I didn't know why I was so angry. How could the peaceful life I finally got be broken by a few words from him, I don't want to go back to the past During those bloody and tearful days, I just want to live in peace now, and I said to Lucifer seriously: "Michael doesn't love me, this is a fact. So my resistance succeeded, okay, Even though I might still have some thoughts about him in my heart, it doesn't matter. Because he has got the love that really belongs to him, and for me, this is the best thing I can do for him. "

"Raziel, you are known for your wisdom, but once you fall in love, your IQ drops so much that I can't believe it." Lucifer's eyes were full of sadness, "What did you do for Michael?"

"I set him free."

"Where did you set him free?"

"He's with Ambil now."

"He burned down the house and didn't say a word, you are amazing." Lucifer's hands began to tremble, and I didn't understand what he wanted to say.

"If you want to be sarcastic, feel free to be sarcastic. I accept it, but I am very tired today, and I still have fallen bookshelves to clean up. If you have nothing to do, please go back to the place where you should be." I bowed my head and turned around. Go clear the bookshelves.

With a backhand finger from Lucifer, the bookshelf returned to its original state.

"I'll ask you again, do you still like Michael?"

I don't answer, I don't want to answer the question.

"Do you still like it?"

"I do not want to answer."

"I asked you if you like it!!!" Lucifer roared out.

"It's useless to like it! You bastard!" My spirit broke down, and I couldn't bear his questioning of me, "What's the use of liking! My liking will only bring him falsehood and pain! Why are you! You Why! What qualifications do you have to destroy my longing and peace day and night for more than 200 years? What are you!"

"What am I? Let me tell you, if you like it, if you like it, go after it, you are the biggest idiot in the world!" Lucifer's voice trembled.

"If you chase after him, you will just jump into another collapsed reincarnation and cannot extricate yourself! How easy it is for you to say it, have you forgotten that you ruined all this, the original happiness between me and him, you ruined it , you told me that there was an arrangement between us, and now you want me to pursue it? Do you think I have not complained to you for more than 200 years? It is me, I force myself to accept and trust, and I am still in the full moon Ye Dao Meiquan prays that you will recover your freedom as soon as possible. But don’t I hate you? I hated everyone at that time, and you too. Why do you dictate everything about me? Destroy me, destroy my love, destroy my everything!!!

yes!yes!You are a great god-like existence, you are much more amazing than us angels, I want to tidy up the bookshelf for a day, you can recover it with shaking hands, the sword that can tear me in half, you can use one hand without hair Hold it without injury, I bear this painful cross, you will not frown when you are alone for billions of years.But just because I am humble, what I bear is the pain that you cannot bear, I am, I am the existence that is more brilliant than you! ! ! "

My roar echoed in the library, and then the pierced air was re-stitched into silence.

Silent.

"Michael. Michael is very good. You can't make him perfect. I will make him perfect. That's it. Leave me alone." I whispered.

"Are you crazy? Raziel, even if Michael doesn't love you, the person he loves won't be Amber, but me! How could Michael like an angel like Amber? God It’s just that you were replaced by Amber, can’t you see this? Michael, where did he get real happiness, and you, where’s your happiness?”

"Then it's fine for you to be with Michael!!!

Whether it's Ambil, you, anyone, anyway, it won't be me. "I knew it a long time ago, can't I see it, Amber is just my substitute, and he continues to play the role of a substitute, but even so, "Lucifer, you can obviously give Michael happiness Yes, but you are a coward, you always use all kinds of messy reasons to prevaricate, you just dare not go against God.You are afraid of Him, you are afraid of losing your status, and if He puts a little pressure on you, you would rather give up on Michael.If I were you, I would love him desperately. If God wanted to punish me, I would use my death to save him. I could go to the lake of fire by myself and let him live.This is the only way to truly love, and you, you are a clown who is not worthy of love at all! "

Lucifer's fist was clenched to the point of bleeding.

"Obviously you and him are a couple, but you dragged me into it. You said that God arranged for me to get close to Michael. In fact, I think it was you who saw me as your substitute and loved Michael. But I fell in love and you let me know the truth again and made me look like this, so I thought, then I'd rather have Ambil and Michael together, I don't want to be a puppet of love, Ambil If you are willing, then Ambil will be fine. Ambil is better than you. For 200 years, you will only retreat and dare not even step out. .To be honest, I hate you, I hate you! You are obviously better than me in everything, but you can't give Michael a little bit of real happiness. I hate you to the bone, but what I put in front of me, In addition to hatred, there is forgiveness. Then I think, I can choose to forgive, I feel your sadness, your sadness, your pain, I pray for your safety, but when you appear in front of me, you Keep asking me to go back to the past and break my already peaceful life. How can you make me hate you?

However, I don't want to, and I don't want to hate someone, it's too painful and tortures me, and you are not worthy of my hatred. "I let out all my backlog. I found that I didn't know when, I was already in tears. But, forget it, I know that Lucifer will never see me again, and I have said so much to him to hurt him. if.

"I'm sorry, I was really excited just now. But these are my sincere words. Tomorrow, I will go to the Shafaye Realm, and I know what mistakes I have made." I have said so much to Him, I am afraid that waiting for me, To say the least is a punishment of thousands of years.I didn't want to see him anymore, so I turned around and walked silently towards the inner hall.

"Rachel."

I froze for a moment, and said without emotion, "What orders does Your Highness have?"

"I have gone through so many years, and you are the first person who dares to scold me like that."

"I will accept the punishment, don't worry, if you are worried, I can go now, but before that, please allow me to say goodbye to Michael at the end."

I was about to go out, but Lucifer grabbed my arm.

"You say I'm not brave enough for love. I admit it, so I want to tell you."

He pulled me back and said to my face, "Raziel, the one I love is you."

I was stunned.

The door of the library was opened, and Michael and Raguel walked in.