crown of thorns

Arise, those who sit on the ground weeping.You will be kings, not the promised king of the whole earth.It is not that your children and grandchildren are as full as the stars, and that from your hands all nations have become the father of many nations.It is not as good as I want you to be kings, to be your own kings.

………………………………………………………………—— "The Book of Light·Raziel"

In the beginning, when there was no one on the earth, the whole land was wild and ignorant, and thorns were overgrown.

At that time, the position of the angels was not very clear, and the one who often visited the earth was an angel named Michael.This angel is more handsome and handsome than others, with red hair and golden eyes, six wings and blue wings, speaks a million languages, and sees wonders from all directions.It's just that the ground is very wild, and there are many ferocious wild beasts haunting it, looking ugly, so few angels are willing to go down and inspect it.

There are 770 angels around Yahweh God, and only Michael always wishes to go down to the world.That day, he came to a high mountain, and saw a huge cave on the top of the mountain. In this cave, there was a bright light, which was very beautiful.He went down to the cave to see.But he saw a beautiful spirit in the cave that he had never seen before. This spirit looked like Jehovah. He couldn't distinguish it for a while, but he marveled for a long time.

"Excuse me..." Michael asked him tentatively, "Where are you holy?"

The spirit looked at him, but didn't say a word, describing Anping as more than usual.

This peaceful and beautiful appearance made Michael stunned for a moment. If he was just an angel, how could any angel have such an outstanding appearance!Michael thought.

The spirit suddenly changed color, appearing extremely sad.

"What's the matter, you are so sad, I haven't seen such a sad look since I was first born." Michael went to ask him, but this spirit was very strange, didn't say a word, and was still sad.The sorrow was so deep that everything around him seemed to be in mourning, and the stones in the cave dripped with dew, and the moss fell off, because the stones were infected with this sorrow, and wept.

Michael's heart had never been so heavy, and he had no intention of thinking about such wonders, but was infected by this sadness.He said to the spirit, "What kind of trouble do you encounter, I can be regarded as a place in the kingdom of heaven. Please tell me, and I will help you solve it."

The spirit's eyes suddenly looked at the sky at the entrance of the cave, and the stars in the sky were shining brightly.Michael followed his eyes and saw the galaxy shaking in the sky, emitting brilliance, beautiful and brilliant.Seeing the sky full of stars, the spirit slightly relieved his expression.

"I can't see people's sadness, so I say these things. If you think I said more than I said, then just treat it as if I didn't say it." Michael sighed and said, "How boring it is to hide in a hole alone, I think you She's also an angel, but she often goes down to have fun."

The spirit suddenly turned his eyes to look at him, and said, "Happy under the world?"

"Eh? I thought you couldn't speak, you were dumb!" Michael said without hesitation, "Of course, people despise the wildness here, but I think it's quite interesting, after all, the sky is too boring."

For some reason, the spirit suddenly looked at him with gentle eyes, and said to him, "I am always here, so often come down to see me."

"Why are you hiding in the cave alone, it's so unclean here."

"Every stone here is my friend, how can it be unclean?"

"You are friends with the stone? What a weirdo." Michael hugged his arms, as if he was thinking about something, "Look at your appearance...you should be an angel too. Look at your clean and radiant body."

The spirit suddenly smiled slightly, and said, "It counts."

"Then... what's your name? Why haven't I seen you before."

"Me? My name is Lucifer."

"Lucifer? My name is Michael. If you have any problems in the future, just come to me. Don't hide here and worry silently, making it seem like the Lord has treated you badly."

"The Lord has not wronged me."

"Then it's all right, since the Lord is so good to you, why do you have to worry?"

"I'm looking at the stars, because it's much more interesting to see the stars from the cave." Lucifer pointed to the entrance of the cave, "If everything can be seen from the bottom of the cave, it would be boring, but it happens that only one side is seen, and it often feels miraculous."

"Really?" Michael looked up, and suddenly felt that the entrance of the cave was like a water basin, and it was very interesting to put the starry river in a small basin, "Indeed! It's much more interesting than seeing it from the sky! Not only do you not have to see the whole picture, but also from a distance, it is so wonderful that if you get close to these stars, you will actually feel that they are just glowing balls."

The Spirit smiled, but did not answer.The two of them stood side by side and looked at the starry sky all night.Although he didn't speak, Michael didn't feel tired until the great light came up and the sun of the second day appeared.

Everything perfect, nothing to say.do you know?That kind of perfection is that you don't even have the most basic desire to speak. Before I met you, I never said a decent word.Because I have no thoughts, no desires, no vitality at all, everything is too perfect, all my desires can be satisfied immediately, such a place, this kind of boredom makes me unbearable and extremely sad.I saw you, the loneliness in you is no less than mine, but more lively and exuberant than me. When you said "boring" to me, I felt from the bottom of my heart that you are my bosom friend.

Besides, since then, I have fallen in love with you.

However, I can't really love you, because there are too many restrictions on me.I have been cared for by that One beyond the ordinary, because His joy for me is so strong, His omniscience is so lonely, and His sorrow is unmatched and known to no one but me.I'm the only thing he can tell his sorrow, but he never told me.I know that He is God, high above, and it is absolutely impossible and necessary to confide in me, or cannot confide His inner voice.

Yet, knowing that I was the only one He could confide in, He loved me with extraordinary love.He has perfected everything about me with the most earnest care. I am like Him, and He also said to be like me.I inherit His perfect love, and I shall not seek all that I desire.

If He knows who the person I love is, that person will surely die.Because then, he would be the same as God.

However, shortly after the appearance of the fourth generation of angels, He assigned positions to all the angels.Everyone must have heard the position he assigned to Michael. He said that he must be like a god.I have never spoken, but I know what God means.Michael's hand was like the hand of God. Wherever God's hand struck, he had to attack.

He knew the object of my love. I don't know when He knew it. He seemed to accommodate him in this way. However, for Michael, this was also an eternal curse and imprisonment.

Rachel, Rachel is a very special existence.Everyone said that he was demented, but God alone discovered that He himself could not know everything about this angel's thoughts. I was also curious about his existence. I kissed him once, and left my mark on his forehead.I know that I will have an encounter with him in the future.Because, he must be the second angel who can see a corner of my heart.And he saw more and further than Michael.

He was born on the eighth day, but knew Rahab; all thought Van Kil a sinner, but he knew he was not.There was a bewitching giant beast on the ground, and he defeated it with intelligence. He knew that something would displease God, but he still dared to do it. He was usually low-browed and submissive, but at critical moments, he was willing to stand up.

I can see everything he does, and I like him very much.However, Michael fell on him for the first time when he aroused his inner love, and I do find it a little weird.Because I know almost all the things between heaven and earth, but I still can't find out the reason for this love.It suddenly appears, suddenly disappears, suddenly makes people happy, suddenly makes people sad.

This love is so wonderful that even the pain and entanglement of being alone for hundreds of millions of years can be relieved and alleviated. How I long for a real love that is not spiritual to fall on me.

So, the two angels I was only tempted by now have become married couples, and I am still here alone, silent.

The author has something to say: [The author has something to say: There are too many contradictory chapters and sentences in the Bible, but I want to explain them here.It is true that the corruption is here, but the corruption within a chapter is often purposeful.The image of Jehovah is unknown, because both Judaism and Christianity are against idolatry. The Book of Genesis says that Jehovah created male and female in his own image.This is a very interesting phenomenon, that is, God is always an unknown image, and he has countless faces, which is reflected in the different descriptions of the same event in the scriptures. The "Four Gospels" in the "New Testament" ", it is about the same thing, the life of Jesus, but the image of Jesus in these four chapters of the Gospel is different. In some chapters, Jesus is a strict teacher and a warrior-like defender.There are chapters of an unbelievably gentle, forgiving saint.The four chapters of the Gospels illustrate the four aspects of Jesus, and together they make it difficult to tell what kind of character Jesus is.Just like Yahweh, "Genesis" (should be a record, but I don't know why it was caught in the river) began to create man on the sixth day, and said that he created men and women in his own image.That is to say, women are created together with men, and he said that he saw a man lonely, so he took a rib from him to create a woman. In the novel, I artistically processed the first woman into Lilith, but she was expelled for unknown reasons. Yes, the second one is Eve in the ribs.But this is not the case in the Bible. The constant contradictions make people see clearly what God is doing, but they don’t understand what He is doing at all.It even feels like saying nothing.This is a reminder, but also a warning, that is, you should not try to interpret and understand the Bible on your own, and you should always observe this book and God’s deeds with a humble heart .Judging from many stories in the "Bible", they seem to be inexplicable but actually have profound meanings.For example, how long did it take Noah to build the ark?In addition, he has to bring every creature in the world into the ark. According to an ordinary person, it is impossible to do it. If you think about it logically, a bug may not survive a night. If You move the worms into the ark, and then look for other animals, and by the time you find them, the worms are all dead.Therefore, building the ark is not something that can be done by human beings, and it is impossible for Noah to build the ark by himself. There is an unknown secret hidden in it, which is the code of the Bible. .So things that seem to be contradictory are actually not contradictory, because even if you read the "Bible" and know what was written, when you look back, you don't know anything.In the novel, I also repeatedly reminded that what God does, people cannot perceive and understand. 】