crown of thorns

May those who love you appear like the sun, shining brightly!

……………………………………………………——The Bible·Old Testament·Judges

"Fan Keer, have you been to my room?" His whereabouts are too easy for me to discover now.Although he can rest for a few days because of the last cleaning, I will find him wherever he goes.

"Ah, no, why should I go to your room, ha, just kidding! Isn't that a thief?" Van Kil turned his head away from me.

"But I saw it," I told him.

"You! You idiot! Can you stop being so straightforward." Van Kil blushed immediately.

"But I clearly saw it, and this white rose on the bedside." I didn't quite understand his reaction, although I didn't know what he meant by sending this flower, but I had already discovered this kind of thing. What can't be admitted.

"I just saw it in the Garden of Eden and thought it was pretty, so I just picked one for you..." Van Kil pouted, turned around and ran away quickly.

"Thank you..." I'm afraid my thanks didn't reach his ears, he ran so fast.Ah, forget it, since it is a gift, I also feel very grateful. After all, although Van Kil is sometimes rude, he is really not a bad person.Probably to thank me for helping him clean up.

In the last few days, when I served in front of the Lord, my mind was always distracted.Although God didn’t say anything, I always felt that I had made a mistake.God is merciful. At that time, I was favored by Him more than ordinary people.He said to me with concern that there is nothing important now, and if you want to rest, you don't have to do things all the time.

At that time, people on the whole earth had just appeared, they had not multiplied greatly, and there were no important things in the kingdom of heaven. By virtue of God’s grace, I only needed to spend a little time every day to memorize them all, but I just unconsciously I will think of Michael again at this most critical time, and what is even hateful is that as long as I can remember, as long as I write a word beginning with M, I will think of him.

After serving, God asked me to go back. I still thought of him when I was walking on the road, and I was also thinking of him when I was sleeping.I always calm myself by reading a book, but without knowing it, I always feel a word starting with M and say it in a daze for a long time.

People often think that the heart of joy will gradually fade with time until it disappears.But I am not, the more I can't see him, the more I can't forget him.I dare not ask God, and I cannot ask the lower angels about him.A few high-ranking angels who know about it, I ask every day, but they all shake their heads and say they don't know.

Lucifer is his close friend, I am afraid that he is the only one who knows his whereabouts, but his status is too high, I can't find where he is at all.He is even like God, only he can find me, but I can't find him.

When I got home, I pretended to read a book again, but the so-called reading was still just a daze.

I haven't seen Lucifer since the day Van Kil was executed.I regretted why I didn't ask him a few more questions about Michael at that time. I was always worried at that time, but now I don't think there is anything to worry about.

If it doesn't work, I ask God.

I made up my mind to do this. Whether God is pleased or displeased when he sees this, whether I am thrown into the lake of fire or not, I don't want to wait any longer in ignorance.I have guessed many possibilities, Michael was punished and thrown into the lake of fire, or Michael deliberately avoided seeing me, because he had no love for me, and even Michael did not exist at all, All memories are hallucinations.

Anyway, I don't think I can be so passive anymore.

But at this moment, what appeared in front of my eyes was Van Kil.

Van Kil stood in front of my eyes, his pair of wings shone with golden light.

"What's wrong, Vankill."

Van Kil looked at me with red eyes and said, "Raziel, do you know how long I've been by your side?"

"Ah?" I was stunned, "I'm sorry, I don't know very well."

"I've been watching you by your side since you started reading, but you've been in a daze, always in a daze!" The more he said, the more excited he became, "What the hell do you mean!"

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were here. It's my fault that I didn't treat you well." I was going to fetch some refreshments and unleavened bread to entertain him, but he hugged me from behind.

"Raziel, are you thinking about Michael?"

I was a little frightened at the time, so I couldn't hear what he said clearly. I tried my best to break free from his embrace, turned around and asked him, "What's the matter, Van Kil, what are you doing?"

"What is he, he is not worthy of you at all!" Vankel said, "He is not the commander of the angels, not even a man!"

"Huh?" I was surprised by Van Kil's attitude.

"I know you like him, but he doesn't care about you at all, don't you see? You've been looking for him for so many days, I know, I've been behind you, but you haven't found me. I know you only have He, but I, Van Keel, will prove that I am better than him, and I will not ignore you and play with your feelings like him." He finished these words in one breath, and suddenly turned around and whispered, "Damn, What the hell am I talking about?"

"I said Van Kil..."

"Anyway, you don't have to worry. If anyone dares to bully you or speak ill of you in the future, I will fight him hard!" Although Van Kil no longer has the title of Lion of Heaven, he roared like a lion: "Raziel, I like you more than all angels. I have liked you since you saved me! Although it took me a long time to find out, I didn’t dare to admit it until today, yes, I was jealous just now, I I think you miss Michael is something I can't tolerate, I want to kill that guy with jealousy! But, I'm definitely better than that coward, emotionally, I dare to think and do it!"

Van Kil babbled a lot to me, smacked his lips and cursed inwardly with a blushing face, and then said: "I will prove it to you, you will only have me in your life in the end!" Van Kil finished speaking , I flapped my wings and ran away quickly.Lightning fast...

Me, am I being confessed?Who will tell me what's going on here?

Although I was still in a state of ignorance at the time, I have seen Van Keel at my door every morning since.He was carrying a basket of fresh fruit, or an extremely unpalatable unleavened cake made by himself, or a bouquet of flowers picked from the ground.

Now he works as a guard and is closer to the ground. He often goes to the ground to bring me new and beautiful fruits and flowers. Although some fruits and flowers are poisonous, he doesn't know it.After all, I know more about this kind of thing than he does.

After I finished serving God, Van Kil would appear next to me again, and he said he would escort me home...but what is there to escort me in this heavenly kingdom?He sent me to my residence, and asked me for a long time. He said he wanted to read books with me, and I couldn't drive him away, so I just read with him. I know he doesn't like reading at all, but just sitting for me is a whole afternoon.At night, the sky was replaced by the little light [Note: the moon] of Sizhu’s night. He claimed to have gone home, but I knew he was there all the time, and he didn’t leave until he saw me falling asleep.

To be honest, I was really touched by it, but I still had Michael in my mind, and I always felt that he was somewhere, looking at me.However, being disturbed by Van Keel, I also gave up the idea of ​​asking God about Michael.

My life has been almost filled with Van Kil since then.I often see him with a bruised nose and a swollen face. He smiles and doesn’t tell me the reason, but I know it’s because he got into a fight with someone after he heard someone say bad things about me.I was afraid that he would be troubled by Raguel's guardianship, so I told him not to quarrel with other people because of this kind of thing, but he said that Raguel was already used to it.

His feelings, like his character, were fierce and straightforward, and they overwhelmed me all at once.Although I feel that something is missing, when I occasionally think about it, I feel that if Michael really doesn't exist, he really doesn't love me.I should probably try to like Vankill.He and I belonged to the same generation, the identity gap is small, and it is easy to find each other.In addition, although he is rude and fierce, he is very sincere, and it is easy to see through the thoughts in his heart.

I know he is really not interested in reading, and it is a little bit reluctant to do this kind of thing for me, so, as a reward, I am determined to accompany him to the ground to fight monsters.

He always likes to fight fiercely, and there are indeed many monsters on the ground. Some of these monsters came out of the hand of Jehovah, and they were used by Jehovah to punish people or heaven. Many of them are inherent and born from chaos. However, these monsters are causing disasters, and they are often exterminated by the angelic legion.Some monsters are quite powerful and powerful, and many angels are afraid or unwilling to fight against this kind of filth, but Van Kil likes this kind of thing, and even enjoys exterminating monsters.

That being the case, I think I will go with him as well as he wants.

I said to Van Kil, who was about to fall asleep after reading a book: "Van Kil, why don't I accompany you to destroy the monsters." When Van Kil heard this, he jumped up from the half-dream and said, "Raziel, are you Seriously? Can you really go with me?"

"Ah, um, I also want to see more monsters on the ground and open my eyes. I used to read that there are monsters with four sides and four wings. I have always wanted to see the real appearance."

"That beast is called Evith, and it's a monster that's causing trouble on the Mediterranean coast. I've wanted to exterminate it a long time ago!" Van Kil couldn't wait to hold my hand and rushed to the underground world.

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