Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

"Congxi, are you okay?" Holding me with both hands, I woke up from the memory, only to realize that the person who helped me was the Fourth Prince, who looked at me worriedly, "Are you scared?"

Before I could reply, he raised his voice and said to the emperor: "Father, Congxi is a little scared, why don't you let Congxi go down to rest first."

The emperor looked at me for a while, then nodded slowly.

I was helped to the side hall, and I drank several cups of tea, and my mind became more stable.I suddenly wanted to see Lin Chongtan, but now the emperor can't let him out.

I buried my face in the crook of my arms, the feeling of killing was not at all pleasant, when the knife stabbed in, I could feel the resistance of piercing the flesh.When the blood just comes out of the body, it is hot, and when it flows to the hands, it is a disgusting feeling.

But I don't regret killing the prince, I just regret not killing him sooner.

The more I thought about it, the more my teeth trembled uncontrollably. Sometimes what appeared in my mind was the appearance of the prince when he died, sometimes the queen, or the eldest princess.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps, I thought it was the palace servants coming, so I wanted to sit up straight so that no one would laugh at me.But when I saw the person coming in from outside the brocade tent, my eyes widened uncontrollably.

When the visitor came over, he touched my cheek with his hand and called my name in a low voice. At that moment, I didn't think about anything, I stretched out my arms and hugged the other person's waist.I pressed my face against the other's belly, as if it would reassure me.

The man kept touching my head very lightly, trying to calm my emotions, but I still didn't feel enough, and finally I shrank into his arms in embarrassment.

I opened my mouth and my throat tightened, "Tansheng, am I scary? I killed the prince with my own hands. In fact, I shouldn't have done it myself. I should hand him over to my uncle. Even if it's a rebellion, I won't I should have killed him by lynching. Niu Xi and Song Nan were frightened by the way I killed him. Also, when Song Song accused me of killing the prince, I didn't feel any guilt."

As I said that, I couldn't help closing my eyes, and buried my head into the neck of the person who was holding me.

In fact, if the queen and princess hadn't killed themselves one after another, I wouldn't think of the prince.But thinking about it now, I feel that my behavior was too appalling. I grabbed the knife and stabbed the prince many times, even though Niu Xi had already told me that he was dead.

Hot blood splashed half of my face and dripped down my jaw.

My face was raised suddenly, Lin Chongtan's fingers were pressed against my cheek, his eyes seemed to be shining, "Did he say something?"

"You, how do you know..." I stopped in the middle of my words.

No, if I continue talking, Lin Zhongtan will find that I know what happened to him in the dungeon. Those are his scars, and I must never uncover them!

Lin Chongtan touched my face with his fingertips, as if coaxing a child, "I heard you said that you killed the prince, so you can guess one or two. With your temperament, it is very difficult to kill someone with your own hands, he must say What, it provoked you to do something. I think he probably provoked you on purpose, death by your hands is much better than being executed in public. Xiao Di, what did he say?"

I do not want to say.

But Lin Chongtan refused to let me escape this topic. He is a smart person, and he is not so easy to be deceived by lies. In the end, I really had no choice but to tell what the prince said to me.

I was afraid of making Lin Chongtan sad, so I promised him immediately.This matter will never affect the relationship between the two of us, and I will rot this matter in my stomach for the rest of my life.He didn't do anything wrong, the one who did it was the prince.

But Lin Chongtan's reaction was very strange. He first showed a disgusted expression, and then laughed as if thinking of something.I rarely see Lin Chongtan laughing like this, it's an extremely stretched smile.

He has always smiled self-sufficiently, and it is almost impossible for him to laugh, but this time he actually laughed, and hugged me even tighter while laughing.

"Tan Sheng, I..." I thought I had stimulated Lin Chongtan to the point of insanity, and just about to seriously apologize, he kissed me.

In fact, I didn't like kissing at first, I felt sticky, even a little inexplicably disgusting, my two tongues were intertwined, and my body fluids were fused together.But gradually, when Lin Chongtan kissed me, I always felt numb, and even my legs were a little unsteady, and my whole body felt weak.

This kind of reaction existed before the Gu worm was planted.

My fingers pinched Lin Chongtan's clothes uncontrollably, and when he let go of me, I couldn't help parting my lips and panting.He looked at me, and suddenly kissed me again, but this time it was just a touch, like a goose feather sweeping.

"Xiaodi, did the prince have an ugly expression before he died?" Lin Chongtan asked me.

How did he know?

Does cochineal still have the ability to see other people through me?

I nodded hesitantly, hesitated for a while, and asked out the doubts in my heart.

The corners of Lin Chongtan's lips curled slightly, "Because he lost completely, he deliberately made up that kind of words to test your reaction, wanting to know what you would do when you heard that I was humiliated, but you killed him because of me. "

Wait, make that up?

I froze for a moment, and immediately grabbed Lin Chongtan's arm, "You said that incident was fake? You were not..."

Seeing Lin Chongtan nod his head, at that moment, the thought that flashed in my mind was so good.

While this kind of happiness swept my whole body, I put my arms around Lin Chongtan's neck, and I hugged him tightly.

I didn't have any negative emotions caused by being cheated, and I was happy with my whole body.It is really great that Lin Chongtan was not insulted by those death row inmates.

I hugged it for a while, and suddenly realized something was wrong.

"How did you get out? Did the emperor let you out, or did you escape?" I let go of my arms around Lin Chongtan's neck.

He has already taken off his disguise, I looked at his face, he doesn't look like he has been tortured, and his body is not missing arms or legs.

Lin Chongtan still put his arms around me, with a smile in his eyes, "Of course I was released, does Xiaodi think I have the supernatural ability to escape from the prison?"

This is not certain, I already feel that Lin Zhongtan's fate and ability are beyond the realm of ordinary people.

But he said that the emperor let him out, I should still believe him, but the emperor was obviously very angry before, "Why did the father let you out? I haven't had time to plead for mercy."

"Your Majesty forgive me, spare me not to die, but I can only rely on your Highness Ninth Prince to support me in the future."

"What?" I didn't understand what he meant.

Lin Chongtan wrapped my hands in his hands, "I can't restore my identity and name yet, and now I'm just an ordinary companion reading by your side for a period of three years. During these three years, I need to use this identity to find out about Chai Yihui.

If I restore my identity, I will startle the snake. If Chai Yihui, a young postman, dares to greedy so much money, there must be a big snake behind him. I want this snake to be caught. "

He reached out and broke off the flowers in the porcelain vase on the table next to him, and rubbed them into his palm. When he let go, the petals withered and withered, "This snake is gone, and the people can live and work in peace and contentment."

"However, in the past three years, the amount of my monthly allowance depends on Xiaodi's will. If Xiaodi doesn't want to give it, I have no monthly allowance. Your Majesty also said that if Xiaodi doesn't want me as a companion, I still have to go back to the sky prison .”

"Xiaodi, do you want me?" Lin Chongtan asked me.

I left Lin Chongtan's arms unconsciously, and I could be called sitting upright and looking at him.I watched it for a long time, but Lin Chongtan never urged me, he waited patiently for my answer.

"Tansheng, are you voluntary?" I couldn't help asking.

I know that the emperor deliberately gave Lin Chongtan such a task for the sake of Bei Dynasty and me, but I always feel that it is unfair to Lin Chongtan.

He didn't do the things of raping the future princess and killing Tanhualang, but he was tortured in the sky prison, his hands were disbanded, he was branded, all the relatives were betrayed, and he was exiled...

Also, when Lin Chongtan was parading through the streets, the people were filled with righteous indignation, hitting him with rotten eggs and vegetable leaves, and some even poured a pot of stinky dog's blood on him.

Not only that, Mr. Daoqing also died on that day.

Lin Chongtan watched Mr. Daoqing fall down with his own eyes, but he had no way to get close to his teacher, so he could only be pushed into the dirty snow water by sixteen guards, watching all this helplessly.

Once the glory disappeared, only cruel and long torture remained.

I suddenly felt that I didn't have the face to ask Lin Chongtan to do those good things for the Bei Dynasty and the people of the Bei Dynasty.

Lin Chongtan seemed to see through my thoughts and asked me, "Do you still remember that year when you asked me in Gusu what exactly I wanted?"

I remember, what he replied was——

"I am not Mr. Jingjie."

Either hit the soil for self-happiness, or benefit the common people, Mr. Jingjie chose the former, while Lin Chongtan chose the latter.

"When I was young, I read "Ganshi Buyu Fu", and I swore in my heart that I would never be Mr. Jingjie. I want the country to be safe and peaceful, and the world to be peaceful. If there are thorns in the sky, I will sacrifice everything to fight for a way. If not Mingjun, I will establish a Mingjun myself."

When Lin Chongtan said this, his face was full of arrogance that others could see at a glance.He became famous at a young age, and his talent can be described by Dounan's four characters.

His eyes fell on me, and the light in his eyes seemed to reflect me, "So Xiaodi doesn't have to think about it, as long as Xiaodi pleases me for a long time, it's fine."