geisha stories

, passing so slowly.

Everything around was silent, when those broad shoulders hugged me tightly, there was only this moment left in my world, his head was buried on my shoulders, and his breath almost burned me.

His voice was so deep, it penetrated deep into the bone marrow: "Idiot... Qianhua... You really are a fool..."

All my sanity collapsed at this moment, I had no image, and I was not afraid of the ridicule of passers-by. Only this moment was left in my world, and a choked voice began to emerge from the corner of my mouth.

He hugged me tightly, and wrapped me in his arms. His embrace was still so warm that I was intoxicated. Perhaps some unknown thing in my heart and dream had found its home, so I couldn't help stretching out my hands to hug Holding him tightly... I really want to stay like this for the rest of my life.

"Since just now, I've been wanting to cry, I told myself, if you really cry, Qianhua, no matter what happens, I will catch you, and I will never let you go away again, you bastard , leaving again and again, each time without saying a word, Yinsang thought at first that as long as you live well, nothing matters, but you are so sad, you still need Yinsang to take care of you..."

In fact, I can’t hear what he’s talking about clearly. Whether it’s the voice or the embrace, it’s good that only I can have it. In the future, there won’t be another woman leaning on it, and there won’t be any other people’s children riding on it. On his shoulders, if it was me...if it was me...

His voice echoed in my ears, "I've always wanted, wanted to see you, I called your name, I thought it would be good to tell you earlier, I told you to stay, stay here forever."

I want to stay, it would be great if I could say that, but my chest has long been blocked, how should I speak, how should I tell him that we cannot be together.

"Hey... Qianhua, stay here, Yinsang only needs three words from you."

I grabbed his hem tightly, buried my face in his arms, and finally stopped crying. He wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes with his fingertips. He was so gentle that I wanted to tell him not to cry again. Be so gentle with me, please...

I grabbed his hand and pulled it down, and said softly: "Yinshi, let me go..." Because I like it, I have to give up.

In the palm of my hand, his fingertips were stiff.

"I have my own life." I am very happy. I can meet you in this life. It would be great if we could meet earlier. "I have a lot to say, but I don't know how to say it, and I can't say it." , our lives... are two parallel lines that can never meet."

He looked at me silently.

"It's time for me to go back. It's dark and the road is hard to walk. Goodbye." I let go of him and walked away with lead-filled steps. Hiding a glimmer of hope, I made a wrong decision. It would be great if I could be more rational, be more rational, and not let myself be so laissez-faire, not make him sad, and not make myself sad...

Let's bid farewell this time, already...

I didn't look back at him again, I couldn't give him the best, so I had to leave him.

Leaving Kabukicho, looking back at the city, I think, this time I will never come here again in my life, and I want to remember the scenery here, the good times I spent here, the happy smiling faces, and his good.

It was already night when I returned to the small town, and I was walking alone on the narrow path, and soon I found slight footsteps behind me, because I had practiced kendo for a long time and fought on the battlefield, my sense of hearing and vigilance are now different from those of others. ordinary people.

I don't know who I provoked. If he wants to do something, let's talk about it. There is a faint light in front of him, which is a small group of green light. Many people were buried there before, and this thing often appears at night. People It is called ghost fire, so people often say that there are ghosts and ghosts here. Although I don't understand how these things are formed, I don't believe that there are ghosts in this world, and I have never been afraid of them.

When I got near here, the ghost fires followed me. They would react to the human body. The footsteps behind me suddenly changed from the slightest at first to staggering, completely ignoring the appearance of hiding my body. When I looked back, there was a sudden The black shadow rushed towards me and yelled that there was a ghost.

I didn't make a move, and was thrown to the ground by him. How could I forget this voice, the voice I've been thinking about day and night.

He obviously bid farewell to me well, why did he still follow me... He curled up in my arms, and then pushed me up in front of these will-o'-the-wisps, "There are, there are, there are ghosts, Qianqianqianhua, hurry up Get away." He trembled all over.

How could this thing be driven away? Because of the rain before, the ground was muddy. I was pushed on the ground by him like this, and my body was covered with mud. I guess he was not much better. I pulled him up and said ;"Let's go."

I know he is terribly afraid of ghosts. If in the past, when encountering such things, he would turn around and leave, or find a place to hide, but now he is still following me. Why is he so persistent? Obviously I have said that up.

He followed me tremblingly until he was far away from this area, and he returned to normal. I didn't speak, and he was silent. At this time, my heart was in a mess. The decision I finally made was forced to make by myself. The cruelest decision, I don't want to be easily changed by him.

You can't ruin his future just because you are greedy for the warmth he gives.

When I went back to the hut and lit a candle, I saw that his body was also covered in mud. I was worse than him, with mud all over my body and hair. I didn’t have electricity here. I used well water for washing and so on, and the same for cooking and eating. , Fortunately, it's a hot day, and I always use cold water for bathing, so I feel cool.

I went to fetch well water for him and asked him to take a bath first. The candlelight in the bathroom could illuminate his naked shadow. I turned around and went to the kitchen to make some food. When I came back, I saw him standing in front of the cabinet after taking a bath. Take the knife he gave me.

I put the porridge on the table, and he said, "Have you always carried it?"

I nodded, "I've been using it for the last year, come over and get something to eat."

He put down the knife and sat down, eating the porridge I made, very silent.

I said, "Isn't it delicious?"

He smiled: "How come, Qianhua's craftsmanship is needless to say?"

I nodded, and he didn't say a word until I finished eating. After I washed the dishes, I found clothes to take a shower. I have long hair and my head is full of sludge. It is really difficult to clean. After a long time, I hesitated. Do you want to take some time to cut this long hair?

When I came out wrapped in a bath towel, the little guest was still sitting upright, with nosebleeds dripping from the tip of his nose. I looked at the bathroom, and I knew that there would be a clear reflection of my bathing figure, so I pulled a piece of paper for him, " Wipe it off."

He snorted, wiped off the blood on the tip of his nose, and I went to the closet to hug the quilt, "Stay here tonight, and leave tomorrow."

After laying the bed for him, I plan to go outside to blow dry and wait until my hair is a little dry before going to bed. I just don't know how to face him now.

He suddenly took my hand, "Give me a reason, and I'll let you go."

I was stunned, turned to look at him, and said, "That's how we are, okay?"

He lowered his head and still held my hand, "Don't tell me you think it's so good, I have something I've always wanted to tell you, if I had said it from the beginning, maybe we wouldn't be like this now gone."

In fact, even if you don’t tell me, I know that for each other, we have never talked about that level. You are worried that you will disturb me, but I am afraid that I will not be able to bring you happiness. We will always be in two parallel lines that do not intersect. wandering on...

He lowered his head, I can't see his expression, but I can imagine that he must be frowning and lowering his eyelids, "You probably don't know, Yinsang often thinks, ah, this guy Qianhua is now How is it? Is it good? Did you have a white and fat boy with Takasugi, but you will still be jealous in the end? When you think about it, you will feel very unwilling. I still feel that Qianhua and I have a refreshing and straight hair The kid will be fine."

My heart seems to be cut by some sharp steel wire. The pain is unbearable. What you wish is exactly what I can't do...

I knelt down, knelt beside him, and held him in my arms, "I just want you to be happy."

He pulled down my hand and looked at me seriously, "In my impression, Lin Qianhua is a gentle, kind and strong woman. I have never seen her cry, and I don't know how much she has suffered in these years. She How did she lose her beautiful eyes, did she cry at that time, and was there someone to take care of her? Until today, I never thought that she would cry, and she cried so sadly. I just want to tell her not to be alone again One person bears everything, Yinsang can take care of her, Yinsang will trust her, Yinsang wants to cherish her."

The last line of defense in my heart is about to be disintegrated, please don't treat me so well, I will only hurt you, even if you don't care, but I can't help but care.

The author has something to say: I am already desperate for JJ

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I lowered my eyes, looked at my fingertips, and said softly: "I love you, so I want to give you the best."

"Is there a better woman than you in the world? Yinsangke has never found out that you are the best." He held my hand tightly.

I heard the sound of my heart breaking, looked up at him, and smiled with the corners of my mouth raised: "Yinshi, I... can't have children for the rest of my life..."

He was stunned for a moment, then hugged me tightly, I stroked his soft hair, the surrounding was so quiet, so quiet that I thought it was just a dream at this moment.

He is holding me tight, my little guest is the most considerate person in the world, so he must be thinking how to comfort me, not touch me