Something, he looked at me silently for a moment, then grabbed my hand, suddenly pressed to me and kissed my lips hard.

I'm a little confused. In my memory, there are no more than ten guests who have kissed me so far, and the little guest is one of them. Only his kiss is the only one I can still remember what it tastes like.

"Has anyone ever kissed you like this?" he asked after releasing me.

I said: "No, no one has ever kissed me so roughly." My lips were numb from his bite.

He smiled and rode me, "Fine, that's my way."

I think he probably wants to prove something, his existence?Or his difference. It is impossible to find what you need in a wandering girl. Everyone in the world has his own story, and he is the same. Those who no one understands may be full of pain , maybe the girl who insulted me and stabbed my right eye was really cheated by a man.

He leaned over and I hugged him, giving guests as much warmth as I could, which is what we should do, even a little bit.

That night, he was crazy, and I was almost exhausted by the end, his sweat was dripping on me, scorching hot, like it was going to burn my skin.

When I woke up the next day, he was already sitting on the railing of the balcony. I stood up with my exhausted body, and he glanced at me with a rather indifferent expression.

I got up and went to wash myself. When I changed my clothes and came out, he was still sitting in the same position in the same position, as if he was thinking about something.

After a while, someone brought breakfast, I served him and ate it, I don’t know what will be waiting for me, now he looks very indifferent, maybe he is no longer interested in me, he no longer buys As far as I am concerned, I can't imagine any other customers coming to patronize my business as an ugly woman. The role of a playgirl is only one, and Yoshihara doesn't raise waste.

After breakfast, he asked me, "Want to go out with me?"

I nodded. Because of my eyes, I haven't gone out once in the past six months. I stayed in my room most of the time and never even went downstairs. When I went out, I habitually put on a bandage and he walked with me. Together, many people coming and going will look back at us. It is very attractive for two one-eyed people walking together, but he doesn't care, so I quietly follow behind him.

He took me to an empty place full of huge pipes and rotating gears, and from here I could see the whole picture of Yoshiwara.

The night is full of stars and lights, like a sky full of stars, it is really beautiful, I never knew that Yoshihara could be so beautiful.

He said to me, "Come here."

I walked over and stood shoulder to shoulder with him.

After being silent for a long time, he asked me abruptly: "Have you ever hated someone, so much that you killed him in your dreams countless times?"

I looked into the distance and said softly, "Yes."

"So did you take revenge on him?"

I said, "No, I haven't found him. If I could find him, I think I would dig out his heart with my own hands."

He laughed a few times when he heard this, and said to me: "Rin Qianhua, do you want to leave here?"

I turned my head and stared at him. I never told him my real name. I think he probably wanted to do something. However, I have no idea whether I can leave here now. Time has already emptied my soul , I lost my feeling day by day, almost numb.

I don't have much idea about revenge, there is one thing I want to do most, but I can't do it.

I know I can't see him again, with such an ugly appearance and dirty body, his intuition is too sharp, no matter where I look at him secretly, I will definitely be caught by him, since I can't get it, it's better to never If we don't meet each other, it doesn't matter what the future becomes.

"I heard that when you escaped with a geisha named Uiharu, you brought down dozens of samurai by yourself." When Takasugi said this, a strange light flashed in his green eyes.

I laughed, "It's just miscellaneous, if it's Yinshi, I can't beat him with ten moves."

Hearing this, he narrowed his eyes, "Do you know why I bought you?"

"I don't know." In fact, I don't want to know.

He grabbed my hand and said to me, "I'm very interested in you."

The author has something to say: all changes!

Then Takasugi’s appearance, I don’t know the appearance, I crossed the manga version and the animation version without knowing it, it’s brown hair, this is the manga version, the animation version Takasugi’s hair is purple, and the manga version has red eyes. , the animated version is green.

I have brown hair and green eyes here.

17 Yoshihara Life 3

I know that his so-called interest is only because I have learned kendo with my little guest for more than a year. The little guest once said that I am strong and gentle, maybe that is the case, but everyone has another side. When facing an enemy, he must be merciless, and so is the little guest. When facing me, he is a warm sun, but I will never forget the way he looked at the heaven and man in my life, and it is not enough to describe it with cruelty.

I know that the deaths of him and Gaoshan's first teacher, Songyang, are related to the gods and humans. I think they probably also hate the gods and humans.

I said, "What if I don't go."

He raised the corner of his mouth: "Then do you want to die?"

I shook my head, "I don't want to." No one wants to die, and everyone is afraid of death. Those who keep saying that they are not afraid of death are because they don't understand real death.

"Then follow me."

"And become your chess piece?" I don't know what he intends to do, but it must not be something simple.

"Chess pieces...? I like this word, so..." He stared at me with his only dark green eyes, "Do you want to come with me? Lin Qianhua."

I looked at him, remained silent for a long time, then shook my head, "Sorry, I don't want to live that kind of life."

He doesn't understand, maybe in his opinion, I will definitely agree to go with him, and if I stay here, I may die, and even if I can still live, I will suffer the worst treatment, such as serving those guests with strange habits, living Better to die.

The reason why I don't want to leave is also very simple. Takasugi is very different from when I first met him a few years ago. Now his eyes are full of killing, and his behavior is extremely indifferent. I don't know what happened in the past few years Things have caused him to become like this, if I follow him, maybe I will be as indifferent as him, full of despair for this world.

I don't want to be like that, now there is still a ray of light in my heart, I believe that some places in this world are as warm as little guests, and no one can erase this tiny light.

Takasugi didn't ask me the reason, and he didn't show any expression, but I knew that my refusal made him very unhappy. He left that night, and I became a real geisha. I didn't have to serve the guests, but simply satisfied the guests with my skills, and took care of things. I was a little surprised by this decision, but then I thought, could this be Takasugi's intention?I didn't try to guess what Takasugi did, I am very satisfied with my life now.

One day, a guest brought me a bouquet of delicate red roses. He often came to listen to me playing music, and over time became my frequent visitor. Like me, he seldom spoke, and always listened quietly. I play and sing, and I am one of the few guests I like. I remember I once told him that there is no sunshine here, and there are no plants that can live all year round. I want to smell the fragrance of flowers, feel the breeze, accumulate Snow.

I didn't expect that he would still take my words to heart. At that time, I just felt a little regretful, so I just sighed casually.

I turned around and saw him with short blond hair looking at me with a smile. If it wasn't an illusion, I thought maybe he had a strange feeling for me.

I just don't understand that such a me...

After more than half a year like this, he often sent me different flowers, and then I heard from others that he wanted to redeem me. He asked the steward, but the steward refused him. I know his family is in the ceramics business. He is very rich, but Yoshihara is different from the flower streets outside. The whole life of the girl will belong to Yoshihara. Whether she redeems her body or not is not up to the management, and she has to apply to the upper-level people. There are very few wandering girls who are redeemed, and those who can be redeemed are mostly favored by the powerful.

Afterwards I asked him why he didn't tell me beforehand.

He said: "I don't want to tell you until things are confirmed. I just want to take you out of here."

I laughed, "Did you ever ask me if I would go with you?"

He doesn't speak.

I turned and looked at the lilies in a vase he had given me and said, "Do you want to see what I really look like?"

He nodded.

I approached him, stopped about three meters away from him, and slowly took off the bandage. The moment he saw me take off the bandage, he subconsciously took half a step back. His expression made my heart twitch. I touched my missing right eye and said with a smile, "Do you still like me?"

After hesitating for a moment, he replied, "Yes."

"Where do you like me?" I put down my hand and let him look at such an ugly me.

His eyes wandered, he didn't look at me, and said: "I don't know, I like your temperament..."

"Oh, really?" I replied to him lightly, then turned around, wrapped the bandages layer by layer, and finally smiled and said to him: "It's better like this."

He smiled, "Yeah."

I turned around, picked up the Japanese koto and played him the last piece very carefully. In the end, I told him not to come to me.

That night, I looked at the lily in the vase, and I was in a daze for a long time. Later, I still hugged the little guest's coat before falling asleep.

Later he never came again, I still

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