The hardship of the system

I got on the train home with my bag in hand.

Dai Menglei frowned and sent Cui Aiying all the way out of the school gate until she took a taxi and went away before returning to the dormitory.Aiying...why does she seem to be a different person?What the hell happened?

Cui Aiying stood at the door, holding the key, but she didn't have the courage to open the door.The "mortal world" that was gradually forgotten in the "dream", but at the moment of waking up, everything in the present world was so clear, as if she had never had a blank period of nearly ten years.She is just college student Cui Aiying, an ordinary female college student from the Celestial Dynasty with nothing special about her.

Cui's mother opened the door and was about to take out the trash but didn't want to see Cui Aiying who suddenly appeared at the door.Immediately wondered: "Why are you back? School is on holiday? Where's the luggage?" Every time my daughter came back, she always dragged the suitcase and brought back a lot of clothes, and then changed into seasonal clothes and took them to school.The confusion only lasted for two seconds. Cui's mother, who had just finished the housework, directly handed the garbage bag to Cui Aiying, "Help throw it away."

"Yeah." Cui Aiying took the garbage bag obediently, and walked downstairs slowly.

It's really been a long time since we saw each other... Maybe it was only two months for Cui's mother, but it was nearly ten years for her.

To make a reason for the internship holiday, Cui Aiyingmao stayed at home with Cui's parents and Cui's mother for two weeks.For two weeks, she hadn't even left the house.

After an early lunch, Cui Aiying and Cui's mother sat on a park bench not far from home.The sun is setting, and the temperature of the setting sun in the spring evening just wants to make people sleepy comfortably.Cui Aiying leaned on Cui's mother's shoulder and said, "Mom, I seem to be in love."

"Love?" Seeing her daughter bring up this topic, she also thought of Cui Aiying's age. After graduating in two years, she has to start choosing a blind date... Thinking of this, Cui's mother asked concerned: "Is the man reliable? How is he? Where is he from? How tall is he, how is the family condition, is he the only child or..."

"..." Cui Aiying twitched the corners of her mouth, "Actually, I'm in unrequited love."

"It's just unrequited love, why do you call it love! You child!"

"I just want to ask, should a hopeless unrequited love continue?"

"hopeless?"

"He... is too far away from me."

On the one hand, Cui Aiying told herself that it was just a dream, she had her parents and younger brother in the real world, and she had her own life, not the Cui Aiying who once resisted the life of acting in the dream.At the same time, Cui Aiying was also confused.Is it really just a dream?If it was a dream, why did she remember everything in the dream clearly? She even "learned" Korean after "waking up" from the dream.If it's just a dream, it's too ridiculous, right?

But so what?Whether it is a dream or a real experience, the world she is in now is the real world, isn't it?She couldn't sense the system and didn't know what to do.

If you want to escape everything about Quan Zhilong, you won’t miss it if you don’t see it, and you won’t be sad if you don’t see it.Mingming told herself that that person only existed in her dreams, and that person was not her Quan Zhilong, but she still searched for news about him on the Internet from time to time.From his debut, bit by bit, he slowly reviewed what he knew and what he didn't know.That, Quan Zhilong, G-Dragon, who never had Cui Aiying in his life.

The understanding of him only stops at 10 years.In this 12-year-old world, I slowly get to know him in 11 years, and him in 12 years.I saw him who had an affair with kiko in 10, he who had a marijuana incident in 11, he who was suspended from activities, and he who made a strong comeback in 12.These news made her angry, depressed, distressed, proud, and at the same time gradually made her feel heartbroken.

From the moment she opened the international phone, dialed the number she remembered but got an empty number, and from the moment she could only see that strange Quan Zhilong on the screen, they were already people from two worlds.

He is G-Dragon, he is not Quan Zhilong.At least, he is not her Quan Zhilong.

She still likes him, just as a fan, not a lover.

Cui Aiying thought of that day, Cui's mother hugged her shoulders and said softly: "There is no one who is far away from you in this world, as long as you want to get closer, he can appear in front of you."

"Missing so many classes... Do you want to ask for a pass at the end of the semester?" After receiving the hometown specialties brought back by Cui Aiying, Menglei worried: "Will you help me with tutoring? Or just show you the class notes?"

"Fall? I should fail. I missed so many high math classes." Cui Aiying thought of the "dream" Kyung Hee University's sophomore class, which included high math classes.The progress seems to be about the same as in the present world...should be able to deal with it.

"It's okay to still think about whether to fail the course or not. In another year, you will have to think about work. If you continue like this, be careful that you won't even find a job."

"Work...?" After a pause, Cui Aiying turned her head and looked at Dai Menglei seriously, "What do you think I will change my major? I will study Korean."

"Eh?!"

"Kidding."

The new ringtone is "FANTASTICBABY", the phone and computer desktop is Quan Zhilong, and he starts to search for GD's surroundings. Cui Aiying, who has returned to school, has become a fan of Korean stars.

Meng Lei smashed her mouth and said in surprise: "Aren't you not chasing stars? You haven't even watched a few Korean dramas... By the way, do you know EXO and F(x)?" Although Meng Lei doesn't chase Korean stars, but because of these two A Korean group is often active in the Celestial Dynasty, so I know some general information.

"I don't know EXO, but I know F(x)."

"You still know F(x)? I'm so relieved! I thought you only knew novels before. I said... can you stop looking at Quan Zhilong's merchandise? If you like an artist, listen to music and watch him It would be nice to have a film and television work... By the way, does Quan Zhilong have any film and television works? I seem to remember that he is a musician."

Menglei's words flowed into her left ear and out of her right ear, and she was already immune to her talkative nature. Cui Aiying pointed to a sweater of the same style as Quan Zhilong and asked, "What do you think of this one?" It was very similar to the couple sweaters they bought together. , the color of fire.The fiery warmth at that time, the dazzling ridicule at this time.

"You can't wear these things you bought in savings..."

With a harmless smile, Cui Aiying smiled at Menglei: "Who says you can't wear it?"

"Hey……"

You, who are too far away, just want to get closer, through these cold dead things.

In the past three months, I have gradually gotten used to the university life in China.Morning and evening repairs like shit, crowding the cafeteria, and taking notes.To the roommates in the dormitory, Cui Aiying's change is simply like a thrilling history of how a scumbag evolved into a top student!

Cui Aiying was able to activate the learning master mode, and Menglei naturally raised her hands and feet in agreement.

Walking out of the examination room for the last exam at the end of the term, Cui Aiying and Menglei returned to the dormitory together.The next day was the beginning of the summer vacation. Back in the dormitory, everyone began to pack their beds and luggage.Rolling up the mat, Cui Aiying frowned and picked up a cat pendant in the corner.Had she ever bought such a trinket?

"Aiying! Menglei! What do you want for lunch takeaway?" After returning to the room, one of the roommates took out the phone and asked loudly.And her voice just happened to cover up a slight "meow" sound, which came from the cat pendant Cui Aiying held in her hand.

"Egg fried rice."

"same."

Putting the pendant casually into the handbag on one side, Cui Aiying continued with her hands.

After finally getting a ticket for Big Bang's August concert in the capital of China, and boarding the train going north, Cui Aiying told herself, let's take another look.Looking at him again, with just one glance, she belongs to her own life.Without that dream, there is no Cui Aiying in acting, and there is no Quan Zhilong.

For the concert on the [-]rd, Cui Aiying arrived at the destination on the [-]st.For the reason of traveling and relaxing, I came to Beijing alone.Before the concert started, Cui Aiying found that the center was surrounded by stalls selling peripheral products.There are Big Bang and GD models.After browsing around, I found that many models were collected by myself in the dormitory.

I have been paying attention to the information about ticket grabbing, and Cui Aiying got a good seat, although the price is also very high.The first feeling was that she was very excited that she could see him up close.But that feeling gradually faded away as the waiting time passed.

Standing in the center, Cui Aiying stood there dumbfounded like a lost lamb, without moving.Surrounded by fans of BigBang, they, like her, rushed to the capital of China from all over the country just to see their appearance and hear their voices. For them, BigBang is an absolute and different existence, but they are the same simple existence for BigBang, they are just fans.

Quan Zhilong is an absolute and different existence to her, but she is just one of thousands of fans to Quan Zhilong.No matter what, she is just a stranger to Quan Zhilong, a stranger in a foreign country drowned in the crowd.

Is this concert worth going to?Cui Aiying was confused.Depressed in the bottom of her heart, what she was persistent and hoped for was actually nothing but bubbles.She knew it, but she didn't want to admit it and face it.

A girl patted Cui Aiying on the back and said excitedly: "Do you like Brother Long too?"

"Huh?" Turning her head, Cui Aiying looked at the sweet-looking girl behind her.