Drunken Red Mansion: Melting into Jade Madness

The Beijing Palace was solemn and solemn.

Ever since Princess Beijing's funeral was settled, Shui Rong and Tian Yu lived here.

Looking at his father's increasingly thin face, Tian Yu felt distressed, and pulled Shui Rong carefully, not knowing what to say.

Shui Rong held Ren Tianyu with one hand, and stroked his forehead with the other, leaning on the table, his eyes slightly squinted, as if he was asleep, and at the same time seemed to be in deep thought.

28 The gods waited quietly outside the room. For so many years, they have taken their master's pain into their hearts. For the escaped princess, the master sent them to count Yangzhou and Qinghai Lake. However, after five years, there is still no her news.

In the past few years, the master seems to have changed himself, carefully arranging the days of his Meiji and concubine outside the palace, but Mo Zitong, because of the reason of giving birth to Shui Mo'er, it is not easy to arrange, and has been She stayed in the Beijing Palace, but the master has never looked at her for many years. According to the master, "It's not her fault, it's my fault. I betrayed her. Since I don't like her, if Giving her hope again will undoubtedly harm her. She gave birth to Mo'er for me in the end. If she abandons her, I can't bear it. So, let her stay in the Beijing Palace, and I will guarantee her a safe life for the rest of her life. If she If I want to go, I will never stay; I did things against my heart back then, but now, I can no longer go against my heart.”

They all knew that the master was waiting for the return of the princess, but unfortunately, after five years, what they were waiting for was the news of the death of the princess. If Tian Yu was not by their side, they thought, maybe the master would go crazy.He endured what ordinary people couldn't bear, and with the dignity of a prince, let his son take the surname of the concubine, but he didn't want to, this move angered his mother to death.

Since the concubine's funeral, their masters have changed. They have no momentum or ambition of the past. Some just stand silently in the maple garden or the dormitory of the concubine. day or night.

The concubine was the master's only relative when the late king passed away. For many years, mother and son depended on each other for life. They all saw the respect and filial piety of the master and son to the concubine. Now, the concubine is gone because of what he did. I can understand that the master's heart at this time must be as uncomfortable as a knife.

The princess is the person the master loves the most in his life. For her, he abandoned his dignity as a prince and coaxed her without the airs of a prince. Yes, it is what a husband does. Unfortunately, the princess can't stand his husband. The fact of polygamy left him, so their master thought of ways to change it slowly, trying to make things as perfect as possible, but now, the princess is also gone, thinking about it, the master is probably in pain at this time.

Glancing at Lin Tianyu, who looked just like his master, 28 God Catch firmly believed that if this little Tianyu hadn't been by his master's side, maybe there would be no God of War and no Prince of Beijing in the Celestial Dynasty!

Listening to Shui Rong's even breathing, Tian Yu knew that his father was asleep. During this period of time, his father rarely slept, so he carefully pulled out his hand, took a cloak for Shui Rong, and gently put it on On Shui Rong's shoulders, he quietly climbed onto the bench, lay down, and gently rested his head on Shui Rong's legs.

"Mother Concubine, Mother Concubine, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Dai'er, Dai'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

In the dream, both Concubine Mu and Daiyu left him coldly, it was all his fault, he wanted to hold them back, but none of them did.

The outstretched hand finally stopped in mid-air, Shui Rong opened his eyes from his dream, he realized that he was wearing a cloak, and he realized that Tian Yu was already asleep with his lap on his head.

Hastily put on the cloak for the sleeping Tian Yu, touched his son's pink cheeks, and burst into tears unknowingly, "Tian Yu, Tian Yu, your royal father's life turned out to be a failure and he was not a good husband. , not a good son, nor a good father, and letting Tianyu lose his mother after he was born is really not a good father."

Looking at the red leaves in the maple garden, it has been so many years, and on this day when the maple leaves are all red, he went to the south of the Yangtze River to hunt down his escaped concubine. Since then, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes.

He who has always regarded himself as his heaven has become her as his heaven. In his heart, she is his heaven. He loves what she loves, does what she does, thinks what she thinks, gives her three thousand favors, and gives her love. Her lifelong, unswerving promise.He thought that these were enough.

No, not enough, not enough, she wants more, what she wants is that he belongs to her completely, no matter in heart or body.

He didn't understand, where did her strange theory come from?However, it is undeniable that he was still influenced by her. From now on, when he gets close to other women, he will feel betrayed by her. He doesn't understand, don't all women regard him as heaven?Why, he regarded her as his queen, everything seemed to have changed.

He in Fenglin figured it out, he was doing things against his heart, so he felt betrayed, because his heart was her!To violate his heart is to betray her!

But with the pride and self-esteem that is inherent in him, he does not bow his head!

Her pride and self-esteem are also decisive!

Since then, his heart has been lost!

"It's better to be broken than broken, once you leave, there will be no future!" Gently rubbing the palm of Tian Yu's cheek, Shui Rong murmured softly, "Sure enough, there will be no future, no future!"

"If you die, you are a fairy, and I will drag you back to the world. If you go to hell, I will snatch you out. You can only stay with me, and be a husband and wife in the world."

He clearly remembered that this was the oath he made to her when they were arguing for the first time, but now, she really went, "It turns out that I can't even keep my oath, I can't do it! But, you You must believe me, you must believe me again, when I raise Tianyu to adulthood, I will definitely find you, go to heaven and earth, I will definitely find you, and say 'sorry' to you!"

This child has lost his mother's love since he was a child. He doesn't want him to have no father's love.Gently remove Tian Yu from his lap, the child, who has been with him for several days and nights without sleep, picks up soft cloth from the jade couch next to him, covers the child, and walks out of the room lightly.

28 When Xingxiu saw their master came out, he hurriedly bowed and stood, just waiting for their master to make arrangements, but he didn't want to. go.

After worshiping all the ancestors one by one, Shui Rong stood silently in front of the portrait of Concubine Beijing again, "Concubine Mother, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I wanted to tell you slowly , wait slowly for you to accept, don’t want to, don’t want to, Mo’er is not the young son of my Beijing Palace, you don’t even have this last trace of support, how can you accept such an unfilial arrangement from me.”

"My father died in battle, and my mother wanted to follow me. Because of me, you endured the pain of missing my father alone and stayed with me. My mother's life was miserable. Originally, I wanted my mother to enjoy happiness in the world." But I didn’t want to, I didn’t want to, but it broke my mother’s heart, and finally because of me...” Shui Rong’s voice was a little choked up, “Mother and concubine didn’t want to forgive me before she left, and she didn’t want to forgive my unfilial son.”

"Father!"

Taiyin's voice sounded outside the family temple, "The emperor is here."

Hearing that, Shui Rong closed his eyes, he didn't like people disturbing him and his mother at this time, he knew that the emperor was here to persuade him, but what's the use of persuasion?Can his mother and concubine come back?Can his princess come back?

"I'll be here in a moment."

"no need."

Long Xiaoyun's voice tinged with anger came in from outside, and then, after entering the family temple, when he saw Shui Rong's extremely thin face, he gasped, "Why are you so thin? ?” Then, he turned his head to look at 28 Xingxiu and the others, “How did you greet your master?”

28 Stars bowed their heads, no matter how they greeted him, they couldn't greet him!There is no greater grief than death of the heart, if the heart is dead, what is alive is just a walking corpse!

"Don't blame them!"

Shui Rong's voice pulled Long Xiaoyun back, pointed at Shui Rong, and said angrily, "Look at what you look like now, are you still the god of war in my celestial dynasty? Are you still the high-spirited prince?"

"My lord?" Shui Rong smiled wryly, "As a lord, I lost my concubine; as a god of war, I lost my father and mother; why should I be so high-spirited?"

"Everyone is mortal and everyone gets what he deserves. Why are you hurt?" Long Xiaoyun said as he spoke, but picked up the incense, lit it carefully, and bowed to the former kings.

"Yes, one must die, but one must die with peace of mind." Shui Rong looked at the portrait of the concubine, "Concubine Mother, she died with injustice and anger. As for Dai'er, I will not be by her side when I die, they, they Everyone hates me, everyone hates me!"

Listening to Shui Rong's painful murmur, Long Xiaoyun said loudly: "Enough is enough, don't torture yourself anymore."

"Torture?" Shui Rong smirked twice, "It would be great if I could torture myself to death, but unfortunately, I can't die for the time being, and I can't catch up with them to accompany the crime, that is, I can't accompany the crime, so I have to torture myself, torture I have to always remember how many people I am sorry for, and how failed I have been in my life!"

"Okay, depending on your situation, I'm afraid you won't be able to meet your concubine's bones in person." Long Xiaoyun sighed and shook his head, "Your life, to put it bluntly, is about meeting your concubine. The change behind the princess, don't blame me for being cruel, after welcoming back the bones of your princess, I will make up the lie, and when your filial piety expires, I will marry another princess for you, and from then on, you will completely forget her Bar."

"Marriage?"

Long Xiaoyun nodded, "Anyway, you feel sorry for them. As far as your princess is concerned, I don't think you have anything to feel sorry for her, but if you want to think so, then, well, you are good to bring Tianyu together. It is the greatest comfort to her. For the concubine, she just wants to see your Shui family have a descendant. Then, if there is another one, her old man will die under the nine springs, and she will forgive you! Why bother to be here all day long? It’s better to do something practical instead of blaming others here.”

"I appreciate your kindness, but I want to decide my own affairs." Seeing that Long Xiaoyun was about to get angry again, Shui Rong waved his hand, "Stop talking, my heart...is in a mess!"

Long Xiaoyun pointed at Shui Rong's heart, "Look at you, do you still have your heart? What are you talking about?" Seeing Shui Rong's pale face, "I see it this way, I will let Zhen Shangshu accompany Lin Shangshu to welcome you back The bones of the princess, don't go, I'm worried that if you go, you won't be able to come back."

"No!" Shui Rong looked at Long Xiaoyun in shock, "I want to go in person, in person!"

"Forget it, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. This matter should be over as soon as possible, so you can wake up early. I will let Shangshu Lin explain the matter of the Criminal Department, and I will accompany you on the road tomorrow. As for Zhen Baoyu, it is better not to go. One less person to know, one less danger.”

Shui Rong nodded, yes, the news that Daiyu escaped from the palace and died outside, how can other people know, "28 constellations are enough."

At the gate of the Beijing Prince's Mansion, Lin Tianyu saw his mother getting off the sedan chair from a distance, and flew away, "Daddy, Mommy!"

Daiyu was extremely excited, when she saw the two figures, one tall and one short, waiting for her, she was already a little excited, like a father and son waiting for her to go home, when she heard her son's voice, in a blink of an eye, The son has already swooped in.

"Greetings to Lord Zhongyue!"

Lin Tianyu looked a little annoyed when she saw that her mother hugged him and kissed him. She pouted and waved her hands, "I've said it all, we are a family, what else do you want?" His appearance was completely water-soluble.

Daiyu pursed her lips, and glanced at Shui Rong who was coming from a distance, he had lost weight, and very thin, probably because he was mentally and mentally haggard and thin, thinking of this, he felt guilty again.

Seemingly seeing the guilt in Daiyu's eyes, Lin Tianyu raised his eyebrows proudly, "Mom and Dad, please help me, accompany me and my father to find the bones of my mother and concubine."

Daiyu was almost choked to death by her own saliva, this brat actually said the word 'mother concubine' so grandiosely and provocatively, but now, her heart is very confused, because that man is getting more and more The closer she got, the closer she could see the sadness in his eyes. This time, she hurt him a lot!But, she really didn't mean it!It was unexpected!

"Please greet the Lord of the North!"

Shui Rong waved his hand, "Thank you, Mr. Lin!" Pointing to the carriage in front of him, "It's for my Beijing Palace's business. Please, Mr. Lin, take the carriage of my Beijing Palace."

"Yes!" Daiyu bowed and glanced at her sedan chair, "Xiu Niang, you will go with me, and the rest, please go back."

The woman called Xiu Niang was quite handsome, and according to Daiyu's arrangement, she arranged the people who carried the sedan chair back one by one, jumped into the carriage first, stretched out her hand, and pulled Daiyu up.

Although Daiyu got into the carriage, she was still restless, she looked back at the carriage from time to time, she knew that Shui Rong and his son were sitting in the carriage behind.

In the past, even though thousands of rivers and mountains were separated, I had him in my heart, as if he was by my side!Now, he is clearly by her side, but why, it seems that thousands of rivers and mountains are separated, this growing distance makes her feel scared.

"In the world, if there is true love, you must cherish it. Don't wait until the heaven and man are separated forever. If you want to regret it, it will be too late."

Miaoyu's words echoed in her ears one by one. Daiyu sighed softly and closed her eyes, "The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you and you don't know I love you. The farthest distance in the world is not when I stand in front of you but you don’t know that I love you, but knowing that you love each other but you can’t be together. The farthest distance in the world is not knowing that you love each other , but can't be together, but obviously unable to resist this longing, but deliberately pretending that he doesn't take you in his heart at all!"

Hearing this, Xiuniang sighed softly, patted Daiyu's hand, "My lord!"

Daiyu opened her eyes, showing a wry smile, but she heard Taiyin's voice outside, "Master Lin, our little prince said that he wants to ride in the same carriage with you."

"Yes!"

After a while, Lin Tianyu got into Daiyu's carriage, "Daddy, Mommy!" After finishing speaking, he blew a kiss to Daiyu's cheek.

"Tianyu!" In the carriage, Daiyu didn't care so much, hugged Tianyu, and kissed her face, "Let Mom and Dad see, it's been almost three months, and there is no Hold my Tianyu."

Tian Yu glanced at Daiyu slightly annoyed, "I thought Mommy and Daddy didn't like me anymore."

"How come?" Daiyu patted her son's head, "Daddy and Mommy love Tianyu the most."

"Then..." Lin Tianyu rolled his eyes, approached Daiyu's ear, and whispered, "Where is the father?"

Hearing this, Daiyu's heart was shocked and she didn't answer. Now, there seems to be too much distance between her and Shui Rong, and it seems impossible for them to get together.

When she abandoned him back then, she didn't give him too much time to think about it, and she didn't continue to reform him, leaving him to fend for himself.

Now, because of her, he changed Tianyu's surname to Lin, but... now, if he knew that she was still alive, and that he had designed him with a smile, then, according to his character of revenge, he, Will not forgive her!According to his nostalgia for his mother and concubine, he will not forgive himself, he will not accept her against his heart, no matter how much he loves her, accepting her is tantamount to a kind of pain, a kind of pain. The pain of betraying his mother and concubine!

"Father, Mommy, I heard from the emperor's uncle that he wants to make another concubine for his father!"

Daiyu woke up from the shock, "What?"

Lin Tianyu raised his eyebrows slightly, "Uncle Emperor said that after taking back the mother's concubine's bones for burial this time, when the father's filial piety period expires, he will personally choose a concubine for the father and carry on the family line for the Shui family, so as to comfort grandma's spirit in heaven!"

"Then you...your father?" Daiyu was flustered in her heart, why she was flustered, she knew clearly, because at this time, Shui Rong had no fighting spirit at all, and it was very likely that she would accept the arrangement of fate and no longer fight with fate. Fight, because now his heart is full of apologies to his mother and concubine!

"You want to know what the father said?" Lin Tianyu murmured, looked at Daiyu, and then said, "Don't worry, the father said that his mind is very confused now, and everything will be discussed after a while."

Hearing this, Daiyu's heart was raised again from the previous letting go, after a while?That is, would it still be considered?Maybe after thinking about it... my heart became confused again! "The current him is not the original him. He has too much guilt and too many responsibilities. This responsibility was imposed on him by the passing old concubine. He has to complete it, has to complete it. Ah! This time, it is really my responsibility!"

In this way of cranky, has reached a small town.

Shui Rong looked at the dark clouds in the sky that looked like galloping horses, and signaled Taiyin to approach, "I'm afraid it's going to rain heavily, so I'll rest here today."

Tai Yin raised her hand, "Understood."

Then, Sky, Di Jie and others called everyone to get off their horses, those who got off their horses to get off their horses, and those who got off their carriages to arrange the inn rooms. All of a sudden, the whole inn was busy.

Sure enough, for a while, there was a strong wind in the sky and it began to rain.

"This rain, come as soon as you say it."

"This is good, I don't know when it will stop?"

"I'm afraid it will snow again."

"Sleet, half moon mist!"

"..."

Shui Rong leaned to the window and looked at the violent wind and rain outside, looking at the dark sky, he seemed to be getting more and more afraid, afraid of going to the mountain temple, afraid of seeing the pile of bones, he didn't want to go, didn't want to prove it, but The reality cruelly forced him to go and admit that his concubine passed away, the person he loved the most passed away, and when he died, he was not by her side, and she did not forgive him!

"You are afraid of the cold. You are most afraid of the cold. But now, I have lost you for five years. For five years, I will let you wander outside alone."

"You are right not to forgive me, you are right..."

He glanced at Tian Yu who had already fallen asleep.The little child seemed to never have any worries, and slept very soundly. Shui Rong sat on the edge of the bed, bent down, and kissed Tian Yu's flushed cheek, "If, if you see the pile of bones of your mother and concubine, God Yu, do you hate your father? Will you?"

There seemed to be tears in his eyes again, Shui Rong got up, stepped out of the room, closed the door carefully, and walked to the corridor, just because of such a rainy night, he would think of her, just like the night on the 24th Bridge, also It's raining.Just like when they were newly married, he always liked to hug her, watch the rain together, and watch the rain hit the plantains.

Standing in the cloister, the continuous rain hit his face, and the cool feeling moistened his heart. Finally, he opened his eyes, took out the flute on his back, and a song "Three Lanes of Plum Blossoms" came through the clouds. At night, it looks extraordinarily bleak!

It seems to break the heart, it seems to waste thinking, it seems to be stormy!

Listening to the sound of the flute, Daiyu's heart could not be calm, she knew that it was his flute sound, but now, the sound of the flute is full of sadness and longing, thick and thick, rolling in!

Finally got up, and quietly opened the window, and sure enough, the figure she was so familiar with was standing under the corridor in the distance, just like when she first saw him, dressed in white, flying in the rain.

It's just that, it's the beginning of winter now, he's wearing such thin clothes, and being exposed to the rain on purpose, isn't he afraid of getting sick?Thinking of this, Daiyu became a little angry, what happened to his subordinates, at this moment, how could they allow their masters to act recklessly?

But, yes, none of Shui Rong's subordinates approached him, they all stood and watched from a distance, but they didn't dare to approach him!Because they understand that the master at this time is in an extremely bad mood, and when he is in a bad mood, no one dares to disturb him.

After Shui Rong finished playing the song, he sighed softly, took the flute in his hand, and clasped it lightly, then sat down, leaning his back against the pillar, and closed his eyes.

The first time I saw her was in Chaoxiang Pavilion. At that time, although I couldn't see her clearly, her demeanor surpassed all the men. It was her twenty or thirty shopkeepers who were obsessed with her!This momentum is like a king, like him!

The second time I saw her was in the plum garden of Meifu, and I only had a glimpse from a distance, "Its shape is as light as a startled bird, as if the moon is covered by light clouds, and the snow flutters like the flowing wind." Since then. , This figure is always in my heart.

The third time I saw her was in the Chaoxiang Pavilion. At that time, I still couldn't see her clearly, she was like an orchid, she spoke loudly, and all the men respected her!His demeanor overwhelmed the emperor who was visiting in micro-clothes at that time, making the emperor jealous!

The fourth time he saw her was when he glimpsed her from a distance in front of Jia's mansion, like Lingbo and Luoshen, with that arrogance just like him, from then on, he decided to keep her by his side.

He never told her that on the day of his wedding, he was uneasy, worried about gains and losses, and at a loss, making him look like a person who had never been married before. It was because he was nervous.

She escaped from marriage, and he thought she was robbed. At that time, it was not because of love, but because of nervousness. She who was nervous and weak would be hurt by others, and this kind of hurt was caused by him. If something happened to her , he did not hesitate to destroy everything!

But the subsequent development was beyond his expectation!

His fall made him shocked and loved him at the same time. He loved everything about her and accepted everything about her until she left.His heart was taken away, and what he left unintentionally was pain all over his body. This pain can only be relieved by thoughts, and can only be relieved by atonement. Therefore, he did what she had hoped for him according to her request. After everything she did, she still didn't forgive him, and she still didn't look back.

"Why do you always have to regret it when you lose it?"

"If you lost me, would you...have any regrets?"

Speaking of this, Shui Rong opened his eyes, and was delighted to find that there were actually snowflakes falling in the sky, one after another, he stood up, and received them in his hands, "I think, you love me, if you love me, you will be as happy as I love you." Shen, then if I leave before you, you should also regret it, regret not abandoning me, regret not giving me time! You always catch me by surprise, by surprise!"

"Now, I am the only one left to regret in this world, and I am the only one left."

"Alright, I'd rather I live in this world with regrets alone than you with regrets in this world alone. If it hurts, leave me alone! I'll never pull you on again, never again! "

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Thanks to zhibeiwang and honghouyeyu for their drills!

Chapter 109 - 110 Flaws