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Xiang Yun left the hospital with his bag, ran directly to the parking lot, and drove back to Qizhou.

The phone vibrated crazily, and Xiang Yun picked it up and took a look. Seeing that the caller ID was Liang Wenzhi, she immediately turned off the phone, drove out of the hospital, and drove the car along the river bank to a secluded place.

She parked under the street lights, the lights were dim, and cars passed by from time to time, the lights were shining brightly.

Xiang Yun leaned on the steering wheel, looked sideways at the scenery along the coast, and felt surprisingly calm.

Obviously just now she had a big fight with her parents and broke up with Liang Wenzhi, but she didn't feel nervous or sad, and even had a kind of hearty pleasure.

Maybe it's because the backlog of conflicts has reached the extreme, and there must be an outlet to vent, or maybe it's because Lin Zhixin's company gave her unprecedented courage.

She doesn't regret the phone call she made in Xiang Yijun's ward today, she has to make good plans for her future.

Xiang Yun looked down at the time, it was already past three o'clock in the morning, Liang Wenzhi didn't call her again, but new messages kept coming in, Xiang Yun ignored them with a cold face.

She never thought of not supporting her parents, and even once wanted to repair the relationship with them, but since they refused to change, she had no choice but to be more decisive.

Blood and legal ties can't be broken just by saying, and she doesn't have to stay out of contact with them forever, but her attitude must be clear, otherwise, they will take her obedience as weakness.

Apart from preparing for their living expenses every month, she didn't plan to think about anything, and she no longer wanted to be bound by her parents' words and deeds.

Xiang Yunlianye drove the car onto the highway, ready to go back to Qizhou.

Seeing that she was about to get off the highway, her phone suddenly flickered again. Xiang Yun felt something in her heart, so she reached out and picked up the phone.

Lin Zhixin sent her a message.

Just one glance made her heart feel cold.

The speed of the car slowed down slowly, and finally stopped on the side of the road.

In the small space, it was so quiet that even the sound of breathing could be heard clearly.

Xiang Yun's hand holding the phone trembled, his knuckles turned blue and white due to too much force.

In the chat box is a text message, which is very short but has a clear meaning:

"Xiang Yun, I'm sorry, I can't be with you."

Her heart was clenched tightly, the pain was so painful that even breathing was so painful, a chill spread from her back to every corner of her body, like a basin of water mixed with ice slag pouring down her head, extinguishing the pain she was trying to maintain just now Hope and stubbornness.

She didn't understand what was going on, they were still joking around happily during the day, and even went to the movies together and said good night to each other, and it was only a few hours before Lin Zhixin told her that she just Had a dream.

She gripped the steering wheel tightly, staring at the message that Lin Zhixin sent her, staring blankly for a long time before her stiff brain began to think slowly again.

This matter is a bit strange, Lin Zhixin is not such a person, if she wants to refuse, she can explain it clearly to her from the beginning, so why bother to make such a big circle.

What's more, it's not yet dawn, Lin Zhixin couldn't possibly have been thinking about this matter all night.

The more she thought about it, the more panicked she became, but she forced herself to calm down again, and with a touch of fluke, she called Lin Zhixin. If there was anything, they could communicate again and make it clear.

The phone rang twice before it was connected, and before Xiang Yun had enough questions, Lin Zhixin's voice rang out first:

"Xiang Yun, I thought about it all night, we might not be suitable, sorry."

After finishing speaking, Lin Zhixin unilaterally hung up the phone.

Hope never appeared, what was just Xiang Yun's wishful thinking.

Xiang Yun was in a daze when he heard the beeping sound of the phone hanging up.

She didn't know why things turned out like this. It only took a few hours to fall from the sky, and no matter how high the flight was, the pain would be so painful.

She was obviously very sad, her heart seemed to be split, but she couldn't cry, she stared into a pair of red eyes, not knowing who she was competing with, and the silence in the car made her breathless.

Can't find a job, Liang Wenzhi played tricks on her, her parents didn't understand, and what she said was full of yin and yang ridicule. Now, Lin Zhixin has completely separated her from her, even though they have nothing to do with each other.

This is probably the feeling of betrayal.

Life is ruthless most of the time, and always loves to add insult to injury. When you think your life has reached the bottom and you see a turning point ahead, there are often worse things coming one after another.

Xiang Yun lay on the steering wheel, tears welled up after all.

She bit her lip, her tongue tasted the smell of blood, but her body seemed to be numb, neither the wound on her lip nor the burn on her ankle was as heavy as her heart.

Lin Zhixin's indifferent words were like the last straw that broke the camel's back, crushing her last stubbornness and persistence.

Maybe she shouldn't have taken a step in the first place, and if she doesn't dream, it won't hurt so much when she wakes up.

Xiang Yun didn't know how she drove the car off the highway and how she returned to the community. Along the way, her mind was muddled and she tried to clear up her thoughts, but when she thought about it, her temples felt as if they were about to explode, and she couldn't breathe. very difficult.

Back home, the room was still quiet, no different from when she left.

She simply washed up and lay on the bed, but she couldn't fall asleep anyway. She turned over from the bed and sat up again, went to the desk and turned on the computer.

Gotta find something to do, or she'll go crazy.

She opened the document in a daze, looking at the blank manuscript, countless thoughts flooded out, and her stinging heart calmed down bit by bit.

She thought of many things, her short 28 years of ordinary life.

If there is a really happy time, it may be the 12 years before Xiaoshengchu.

At that time, Xiang Yijun's career improved. Although he was busy and didn't spend much time with her, every time he came back, he always bought her a lot of small toys and spoke pleasantly.

My mother doesn't have a job, so she stays at home all day to clean up the housework. When she is free, she goes out to buy some food. She always has a table of good food when she comes home from school every day.

Although the days are dull, there is still hope. Occasionally, Xiang Yijun can take a little time to take the family out for a walk.

Although Xiang Yijun and Zhou Ling had very strict requirements on her schoolwork, which child didn't study hard under the nagging of her parents?She can take it easy and thinks this kind of life is not bad.

Until the end of the first year of junior high school, a sudden change forced Xiang Yun to open the cabinet door.

Xiang Yijun took her face into consideration, scolded her in public, grabbed her by the ear and took her away from everyone's eyes. Only then did she realize that maybe her parents didn't love her as much as she imagined.

During Xiang Yun's one-year period of receiving psychological treatment, Xiang Yijun's business failed, he went to the company to pay off his debts, tried to make a comeback, and borrowed another sum of money, but he was framed by his confidant brother, and he lost everything.

He always thought that his fortune was ruined by Xiang Yun. Xiang Yun was a freak who liked the same sex. It was his family's misfortune to raise such a daughter.

In the next ten years or so, he no longer thought about getting rich, and worked in a regular manner to earn money and support his family. He just muddled through his days and never had any good looks towards Xiang Yun.

After that, Xiang Yun took a loan to go to university, paid tuition for part-time study, and insisted on taking the postgraduate entrance examination, because Xiang Yijun and Zhou Ling were getting old, and the problems accumulated in their youth gradually revealed, and they were not suitable for working and tiring anymore.

Xiang Yun pays them living expenses every month, which is enough for their daily expenses.

Xiang Yijun went out of business and stayed at home, but Xiang Yijun and Zhou Ling were still worried about Xiang Yun's liking for the same sex, so in order to prevent Xiang Yun from becoming rebellious, they tried every means to get her to marry early.

It's not that Xiang Yun doesn't understand the twists and turns in their hearts, but she never wants to care about them carefully. They are her parents after all. No matter how sad she is, she can't shake off this heavy burden.

Time became blurred in her memory, and she was used to her parents' indifference, so no matter how hard it was, she could calmly accept it.

She closed her eyes, and her thoughts went back to her junior high school days. She loved to write and draw since she was a child, and she seemed to have a talent that was different from ordinary people in art. His cold eyes killed him.

It was almost dawn outside, and the house was very quiet.

"Loving and being loved exist at the same time, just like the light that blooms at the moment of dawn at the turn of day and night. It is probably the most ordinary, but short and luxurious thing in this world."

She typed a line on the computer, and her thoughts gradually dispersed. In the quiet room, the sound of typing on the keyboard sounded rhythmically, intermittently.

She started writing novels, and wrote a story about a crush. The protagonist in the story is Xiang Xiaoyun, and the object of her crush is not her middle school deskmate, but her neighbor.

Xiang Xiaoyun's neighbor is a gentle and virtuous woman with a cute, docile and cautious personality like a rabbit.

The neighbor is a teacher of Chinese language and literature at the university. She moved to the community for more than half a year, but Xiang Xiaoyun actually met her a long time ago, but the neighbor didn't know about it.

Three years ago, Xiang Xiaoyun was still a graduate student in the university, majoring in software engineering. Because she didn't go home often, she often spent her holidays in the library and the computer room to study hard.

Every time Xiang Xiaoyun goes to the library, she can see a young and beautiful female teacher collecting materials and preparing lessons. When the teacher organizes the materials, she doesn’t listen to anything outside the window and is very serious. Even the students sitting around are watching her carefully. Not found.

This teacher is the most beautiful beauty teacher in the entire department, and is favored by teachers and students.

Xiang Xiaoyun also secretly listened to this teacher's class. Like her, there are many people who come to the class across majors, most of them are boys. They always whisper about the teacher's beauty in class, and they also try to go after class Ask for the teacher's contact information.

It is said that they never succeeded.

Although every seat in her class was full, she was still conscientious and used to roll call, because Xiang Xiaoyun was not her student, so she never said Xiang Xiaoyun's name once.

Xiang Xiaoyun has never been a brave person. Even if she has some affection for this teacher in her heart, she also knows that this love is fruitless, so she never thought of disturbing the teacher's life.

She left school after graduation, thinking that she would never see her again, so naturally she gave up thinking about it.

But one day after working for more than a year, it was rare that she did not work overtime. She returned to the community and went upstairs. When the elevator door opened, she met the teacher unexpectedly.