Program yuan off the single plan

The next day, Xiang Yun woke up in a daze, feeling like a splitting headache, and his mind was extremely chaotic.

She stared at the ceiling for a full 10 minutes, before her shut-down brain began to function normally.

She was in a trance, and there was a large blank in her mind. There were only a few scattered fragments of last night's experience, but she couldn't piece together a complete memory.

The only thing I can remember is that she drank a small bottle of white wine at a roadside barbecue stand.

Oh wow.

Drinking gaffes, drinking gaffes, the last time she offended Lin Zhixin after only drinking two sips of red wine, this time she drank white wine, wouldn't she want to go to heaven?

Xiang Yun turned over and sat up, and suddenly felt something strange in her chest. Looking down, she found that she was wearing yesterday's T-shirt, and the underwear hidden under the clothes...the buttons were loose.

Hmm, maybe she still has the ability to unbutton her underwear when she's drunk?

But how did she get home drunk yesterday?

She yawned, endured the hangover headache and got up to the floor. Seeing a glass of water on the bedside table, she took it and took a sip.

Always feel weird.

Xiang Yun was puzzled, since she woke up to now, it seems that something is not right.

Where is the phone?

Xiang Yun looked for it, but she couldn't find the phone beside the pillow, nor on the bedside table. She looked up and finally saw her phone on the desk, so she walked over and picked it up.

She turned on the screen, and what appeared in front of her was the WeChat chat interface, and the note displayed at the top was...

Lin Zhixin.

The last message was the location she sent to Lin Zhixin at 01:30 this morning.

She quickly checked the call records again, and there was a call she made to Lin Zhixin, which was connected normally, and the call lasted 10 minutes, just before she sent the location message.

Xiang Yun's mentality collapsed.

She didn't remember why she sent Lin Zhixin a location, nor did she remember what she said to Lin Zhixin during the 10 minutes when she called Lin Zhixin.

It’s over.

The image she had managed to get back with Lin Zhixin might be ruined once again, and now she has nothing to do with her friends.

Xiang Yun was extremely annoyed, holding his head in frustration.

I had to go to Lin Zhixin to apologize again.

She put down her phone, lowered her gaze, and suddenly saw a post-it note on the computer cover.

Xiang Yun's heart moved, and he walked over to take a look.

"Today is Monday, I'm really uncomfortable, remember to ask the company for leave, and don't forget to have breakfast."

The handwriting is beautiful, definitely not written by Xiang Yun himself.

She seemed to be able to feel the tenderness of Lin Zhixin from the lines of this short sentence.

An indescribable warmth rose from the bottom of my heart, Xiang Yun took a deep breath, and the frustration and annoyance disappeared in an instant.

Things don't seem to be as bad as she imagined.

Xiang Yun's eyes sparkled with water, she pursed her lips lightly, stared at the handwriting on the post-it note for a few seconds before turning her eyes away, then picked up the phone again, and sent Lin Zhixin a message:

"Morning, Teacher Lin, thank you for sending me back last night."

A few seconds after the message was sent, Lin Zhixin replied to her:

"It's getting late, it's ten o'clock, have you had breakfast yet?"

The corners of Xiang Yun's smiling lips immediately rose by two points:

"Not yet, I just got up."

As soon as this message was sent, Xiang Yun glanced at the post-it note on the computer, and quickly edited a new one:

"I saw the note you left, so I plan to ask the company for leave first, go to work in the afternoon, and then wash up and go out to eat."

The phone vibrated again, and Lin Zhixin replied her concisely:

"Okay, let's go."

It seems that Lin Zhixin didn't seem to be angry with him for disturbing her for no reason last night. Xiang Yun rubbed the tip of her nose happily, put down her phone, turned on her computer, and sent an email asking for leave to the person in charge, Guo Bin, before turning around and going to the bathroom to wash up.

When he took off the watch on his wrist, Xiang Yun's eyes dimmed slightly, and he felt a little guilty.

After a nap, she woke up, woke up from the wine, and calmed down. After she calmed down, she thought about what happened yesterday, and the more she thought about it, the more depressed she became.

It was she who was impulsive and couldn't control herself, letting the negative emotions of weakness and timidity control her reason, so she became a deserter who abandoned her armor.

After going to the company today, she wanted to apologize to Yang Yue for running away halfway yesterday.

She took a shower, and by the time it was almost cleaned up, it was past 10:30.

After washing his face, Xiang Yun took a look in the mirror, and suddenly his face darkened.

She cried a lot last night, but today her eyes are swollen into walnuts, and there are many bloodshot eyes around the pupils, and the dark circles are also looming, making her look very haggard.

Although she didn't remember what happened, Lin Zhixin must have seen her crying.

Xiang Yun helplessly supported his forehead, full of melancholy, it was really too embarrassing.

This virtue couldn't leave the house at all, so she turned and went back to the bedroom, sat down at the desk, applied water and lotion for skin care, and then brought her dressing box, and put on light makeup, which is rare.

The way of applying foundation and concealer is a bit rusty, but it doesn't prevent her from taking good care of herself.

Add lipstick at the end for a much better look.

Xiang Yun got up, took his handbag and went out, and ordered two taels of beef noodles at the small noodle shop downstairs.

After eating and resting for a while, Xiang Yun drove to the company.

She clocked in and returned to the project team, raised her eyes to look at Yang Yue's work station, and found that Yang Yue didn't come to work.

After what happened yesterday, Yang Yue may have been hit. It is normal to ask for leave and not come to work until her emotions recover.

Her behavior yesterday was undoubtedly more hurtful than directly rejecting Yang Yue. Xiang Yun didn't have the nerve to call or send Yang Yue a message, so he left a note and put it in Yang Yue's drawer along with the watch Yang Yue gave her. inside.

When Yang Yue came back to work, she would apologize to Yang Yue in person.

After Xiang Yun puts his things away, he returns to his work station and starts a new week of work. No matter how ruthless and rough life is, he still has to live his life and work seriously and responsibly.

As get off work was approaching, Xiang Yun sent a message to Lin Zhixin, asking if she was free to have dinner together tonight. Lin Zhixin replied that she still had something to do at school, and the meal had to be postponed.

Xiang Yun packed his things and went downstairs to the company cafeteria to eat something casually, and then went home to rest.

Yang Yue still didn't come to work the next day, Xiang Yun was suspicious, so she went to ask the personnel who was close to Yang Yue. Yang Yue asked for a few days off, but the personnel told Xiang Yun in surprise:

"Yang Yue was hospitalized in a car accident and took a week off. Don't you know Xiang Yun?"

When Xiang Yun heard the news, there was a buzzing in his head, he was very panicked, and quickly asked:

"When did she have a car accident? I don't know!"

There is no doubt about him in personnel affairs, and he told Xiang Yun the details of Yang Yue's car accident.

Yang Yue's car accident happened at [-] o'clock on Sunday night, which happened to be the time after she failed to confess her love to Xiang Yun. As for what happened, Yang Yue's injuries were not known by personnel.

Xiang Yun's heart was pounding, she pursed her lips tightly, with helplessness and guilt shining in her eyes, she felt that Yang Yue's car accident was probably caused by her.

After returning to her work station, she immediately took out her phone and dialed Yang Yue without hesitation.

The phone rang several times, and when Xiang Yun thought that there might be no one answering, he pressed the answer button again.

"Hey?"

Yang Yue's voice came through the receiver, a little hoarse.

Xiang Yun immediately grabbed the receiver and asked nervously:

"Xiaoyue? I heard that you are hospitalized? Which hospital are you in? I will see you after get off work."

Yang Yue was silent for a while before answering:

"I'm fine, sister Yun, you don't need to come over."

Her voice lacked the vitality of the past, and sounded calm and mature.

Xiang Yun took a deep breath, lowered his eyelids, and looked sad.

Yang Yue's indifferent attitude was expected by her, she hurt Yang Yue, Yang Yue did not refuse her call, and was willing to communicate with her, which is already very generous.

Instead, she called after the fact, no matter what her original intentions were, she seemed brazen.She didn't mean to ask Yang Yue to forgive her, but she had some words, although it was a bit late, she still wanted to make it clear to Yang Yue.

"Xiaoyue, I have something to say to you face to face."

Yang Yue held the phone and fell silent again, this time longer than before, when Xiang Yun thought Yang Yue would reject her, Yang Yue finally said:

"I'm in the city hospital, on the fifth floor of the inpatient department."

That afternoon, when she was about to get off work, Xiang Yun put away all the work in her hands and went to Yang Yue's work station to retrieve the note and watch she had secretly put in the drawer the day before.

As soon as six o'clock, she clocked out of the company, went to the garage to pick up the car, and drove to the city hospital.

After registering for parking, Xiang Yun took the fruits and bouquets he bought on the way to the fifth floor of the inpatient department, looked all the way, and found the ward where Yang Yue was.

The door of the ward was closed, and when Xiang Yun walked to the door, he suddenly stopped.

She came in a hurry, and her mind was in a mess along the way, but she didn't really think about how to speak to Yang Yue.

Someone in the ward spoke in a low voice. Xiang Yun stood at the door, took two deep breaths, adjusted his mood, and then put his hand on the door, ready to knock.

Suddenly, with a bang, the sliding door of the ward was pulled open from the inside, and a nurse was about to walk out with a tray in her hand.

"Are you here to see a patient?"

The nurse looked at the fruit basket and bouquet in Xiang Yun's hand, understood Xiang Yun's purpose, and just asked a casual question.

"Well, I'm here to visit Yang Yue."

"Yang Yue is in the hospital bed by the window."

"OK, thanks."

Thanking the enthusiastic nurse to Yun, he turned sideways to let the nurse pass first, and then walked into the ward with his things.

Although the conversation at the door was quiet, it had already caught the attention of Yang Yue and her mother, and they both looked at Yun at the same time.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Xiaoyue's colleague Xiang Yun."

"Xiao Xiang, I often hear our Yueyue mention you."

Feeling slightly embarrassed, Xiang Yun pursed her lips in embarrassment. Yang Yue glanced at her, feeling embarrassed, and said angrily:

"Mom, I want to have some porridge tonight."

Mother Yang nodded in response:

"Okay, I'll go out and buy some."

After finishing speaking, she first took an apple from the fruit basket on the side and handed it to Xiang Yun, warmly greeted Xiang Yun to eat the fruit, then checked the drip hanging on Yang Yue's bedside, and said to Xiang Yun that there was nothing to pay attention to. :

"Xiao Xiang, you two talk."

Xiang Yun responded politely, and before leaving, Mother Yang told Yang Yue not to move, and then turned and left.

"Xiaoyue, are you... are you feeling better? Where is the injury?"

When Mother Yang left, there was no one in the other bed in the ward, only Xiang Yun and Yang Yue were left in the room.

Xiang Yun sat on the stool next to the hospital bed, with a reserved expression and a little uneasy. After hesitating for a long time, he asked nervously.

Compared to Xiang Yun's embarrassment, Yang Yue was much calmer. She avoided Xiang Yun's gaze, turned her gaze to the blue sky outside the window, and replied slowly:

"It's not a big deal. It's just that there was a battery car grabbing the way when the bus was off that day. I didn't pay attention. I was rubbed and twisted my knee. I have taken an X-ray for examination. The doctor said that the problem is not serious, and I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow morning."

Listening to Yang Yue's story, Xiang Yun felt extremely guilty. She bit her lower lip, feeling very sad, and said:

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyue, if it wasn't for me that day..."

She wanted to say that if it wasn't for her, Yang Yue's mood would be affected, maybe this disaster could be avoided.

But Yang Yue turned her head and interrupted her:

"What are you talking about? Are you still going to take the blame for the battery car that grabs the road?"

Xiang Yun choked for a moment, and didn't know how to refute for a moment, but he heard Yang Yue continue:

"Sister Yun, I don't blame you. I was too abrupt. I was a little carried away that day. I hope that Sister Yun will not take it to heart. Just pretend that this incident never happened and forget about it."

Yang Yue said it lightly, but her eyes were lowered, her lips were tightly pressed, and the overlapping palms covering the thin quilt and the five fingers tightening the quilt revealed the turbulent mood in her heart at the moment.

"Xiao Yue, I want to apologize for what happened that day." When Xiang Yun opened his mouth, Yang Yue raised his head, intending to stop her, and Xiang Yun spoke first, "Let me finish."

Xiang Yun breathed hard, filled her chest with air that smelled of disinfectant, almost choking her, and managed to suppress the fear and tension deep in her heart.

"I apologize for disrespecting you that day." Xiang Yun said, "I shouldn't run away, Xiaoyue, it's not your fault, the problem lies with me."

"I don't discriminate against homosexuals, and I'm not lying, but I've experienced some bad things before, so that I now feel an instinctive fear of the social pressure these people face."

"I'm weak, and I don't have the courage to face the censure of my parents, relatives and friends, so I can't promise you a future. You can find someone more trustworthy than me."

After finishing speaking, she stood up and bowed to Yang Yue:

"Xiaoyue, I'm sorry."

Yang Yue looked at Xiang Yun calmly, and heard her finish speaking slowly. When Xiang Yun said sorry to her, she suddenly asked:

"Have you ever liked a girl before?"

Xiang Yun's hand hanging beside the Ku's seam hurts his thigh.

The feeling of dizziness appeared again, and she was tense and painful.

To admit the past is tantamount to torture her soul.

But she did not evade this question, but after a brief silence, she regained her senses and replied as calmly as possible:

"Well, I liked it."

Yang Yue kept a smile on her face, but the corners of her eyes were wet with tears.

She didn't cry, and took a deep look at Xiang Yun, who bowed her head, and said softly:

"Sister Yun, thank you for your frankness, I am willing to forgive you."

Yang Yue stared at Xiang Yun, the light in his pupils gradually diminishing:

"But before I let go of this relationship, I'm afraid I can't continue to maintain our friendship, but I willfully hope that one day when I ask you to say 'please continue to be friends with me', you will not Refuse me."

Xiang Yun raised his head, looked into Yang Yue's eyes, and nodded sincerely:

"Okay, I promise you."

"So, sister Yun, please go back today, my mother should be back soon."

Yang Yue pulled the corner of the quilt and issued the order to evict the guest.

When Xiang Yun put her hands in her trouser pockets, she touched the cold wristwatch. She lowered her gaze, but after all, she didn't say that she wanted to return the watch.

At least when Yang Yue gave her the watch, they were still friends.

She turned around and left Yang Yue's ward. The moment she closed the door, she heard Yang Yue's wailing sound behind her.