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Leaving the bus station in embarrassment, Xiang Yun ran forward with blurred vision. She didn't know which direction she was going, and bumped into several passers-by one after another, scolding them endlessly, making her feel more and more panicked, and she ran faster and faster .

Her heart was in turmoil. The memory of her youth was like a torrent breaking through the floodgates, rushing through her consciousness abruptly and mercilessly, making her panic and bewildered.

Immature and ignorant, with a new love, he gradually develops a good impression of the people around him, blurring the boundary between friendship and love.

Realizing that I am different from others, I started to hide it, and finally mustered up the courage to fight for it once, but what I got in exchange was overwhelming ridicule and ridicule.

No one asked about her humble courage and poor self-esteem. She was thrown on the ground by children of the same age and her parents never asked her feelings. suspension.

Everything in the past, like an unsolvable spell, barbed shackles, imprisoned her soul, making it impossible for her to escape.

Xiang Yun ran for a long distance in a daze without paying attention to the road. When she recovered, it was completely dark, her thin T-shirt was soaked with sweat, and there was an unfamiliar alley in front of her. Restaurant, no one around.

She supported her knees to pant, and rested for a while, her heartbeat was still fast, and her emotions were turbulent, but the feeling of dizziness, nausea, and nausea dissipated a little.

The phone in his pocket rang, buzzing non-stop, and the default ringtone was particularly sharp and piercing in the quiet alley.

She took out her mobile phone, pressed the answer button, and Xiangmu Zhouling's voice sounded instantly, almost piercing her eardrums.

"Why did you answer it? Now that your wings are stiff, you don't even want to answer the phone at home, do you?"

Xiang Yun took the phone away, and replied with a sad and tired expression:

"No, I didn't hear it just now."

"Forget it, let's not talk about you, today is your birthday, happy birthday."

The voice on the phone softened a bit, and Xiang Yun said "hmm":

"Thank you mom."

"After today you will be 28."

Xiang Yun didn't answer the call. She knew that Zhou Ling's call was definitely not just for greeting, so Zhou Ling continued:

"Is there any connection with Wenzhi during this period? You are all grown up, don't drag him around."

"If you really don't like Wenzhi, you can find another one. There is a young man in your aunt's family who just came back from abroad. I will give you the contact information. You'd better bring a boyfriend home this Chinese New Year."

"When a woman turns 30 and hasn't gotten married, no one wants her anymore. If you continue to be single, you will lose face to our Xiang family. When you go back, which relatives and friends don't gossip about you behind your back?"

"Those juniors from relatives who are the same age as you are now in elementary school! You should be sensible, don't look so high, and be careful!"

"Okay, think about it for yourself."

Zhou Ling finished talking like a cannonball, and hung up the phone directly, not giving Xiang Yun a chance to refute.

There was a beeping sound from the phone, and then it vibrated again, and there was a new text message.Even if she didn't look at it, Xiang Yun knew that it was Zhou Ling who told her about the contact information of the man who came back from abroad.

She stood at the street corner with her head down, looking up at the dark night sky, she had the illusion of falling into an abyss from which she could not extricate herself.

Not only did she lose the face of her family and drag down the excellent Fa Xiao, but now, she hurt the innocent Yang Yue because of her timidity and cowardice.

It was as if her existence itself was wrong.

It was her birthday, everyone said happy birthday to her, but no one knew she was unhappy.

Also born as a human being, why is it so difficult to be understood and respected?

She was so tired, her back was bent by the pressure of life and other people's eyes, and her courage was exhausted. She didn't even dare to let people see her tears, and she couldn't cry hysterically.

If the purpose of living is to be like others, then she would rather not have lived.

She walked forward aimlessly, walked into a deep alley, and sat down at a roadside barbecue stand.

The owner of the small shop greeted her warmly and asked her what she needed. She looked at the greased menu, ordered a few skewers at random, and asked the owner for a small bottle of white wine.

After paying in advance, and the skewers hadn't arrived yet, Xiang Yun got the white wine first, opened the bottle and downed it in one gulp, choked to the point of tears and didn't let go.

The shop owner was terrified. He was afraid that something would happen if he drank so much.

There was no one at the stall right now, so he came over to try to persuade him, but Xiang Yun finished drinking the wine in the bottle in one gulp, and the alcohol hadn't recovered yet, so she hiccupped and asked suspiciously:

"The skewers are ready?"

The boss stuck a word in his throat, and finally sighed helplessly, without saying anything, went back to the grill to continue grilling skewers, and when he finished sending Xiang Yundian's order, Xiang Yun was already lying on the table Fell asleep.

A person who could get drunk after two sips of red wine abruptly downed a small bottle of white wine, and now he is unconscious.

The boss called her twice, but she didn't answer. Seeing that it was still early, he ignored her.

As a result, Xiang Yun slept until midnight. After one o'clock in the morning, the shop owner wanted to close the stall. Looking at Xiang Yun, if he didn't call, he would probably sleep until morning.

Xiang Yun didn't eat the grilled skewers on the table, so the shop owner shook Xiang Yun's shoulder vigorously, woke her up, and said to her:

"It's closed, you go back!"

Xiang Yun's face was dull, his eyes were dull, his face was flushed, and he was still drunk.

She didn't say anything, stood up staggeringly, thanked the boss habitually, then turned and walked out of the alley.

It was late at night and the dew was heavy. This person didn't know what he had gone through, and he looked too pitiful.

The store owner sighed inwardly.

When Xiang Yun came out of the alley, the night wind was blowing a bit cold, she seemed to be a little more awake, but she didn't seem to have a splitting headache. Thinking of everything that happened yesterday, she felt uncomfortable and felt wronged.

She didn't know where she was going, home?Where is home.

After walking two steps, she suddenly felt sad, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes. She raised her hand to wipe, but the more she wiped, the more she wiped.

Her mind was chaotic, she didn't know what she was going to do.

She walked to the bench by the side of the road and sat down, looking at the small cars passing by on the road, the headlights of the cars made her eyes hurt.

She took out her mobile phone, wanted to talk to someone, flipped through the call records twice, saw Lin Zhixin's name, as if possessed by a demon, clicked on Lin Zhixin's information card, hesitated for a moment, and looked at it again. glanced at the time.

It seemed a bit late and her head hurt, but she was trying to think as hard as she could.

Just make a call, and forget it if you don't answer.

With that in mind, she pressed the call button.

Lin Zhixin had already slept through the night, and felt her throat a little astringent at midnight, so she got up and poured a glass of water to drink, and when she returned to the bedroom, she saw that the phone interface was on, and someone had called.

When she got closer, she was surprised that it was Xiang Yun.

Why did Xiang Yun call her suddenly in the middle of the night?

She was puzzled, but her hands didn't stop. She picked up the phone and pressed the answer button:

"Hey?"

Lin Zhixin's voice came through the receiver, and Xiang Yun Yinren's emotions suddenly collapsed.

She couldn't bear it any longer, holding the phone in one hand, covering her face with the other hand and crying loudly.

Lin Zhixin's drowsiness was driven away by Xiang Yun's crying, she was startled, she turned on the bedside lamp, and took a closer look at the time, it was 01:30 in the morning.

She also heard the whistle of the car, which was faintly far away, but she could tell that Xiang Yun should be outside now.

"Xiang Yun? What happened to you? What happened? Where are you now?"

On the other end of the phone, Xiang Yun was crying and couldn't say a word clearly. Lin Zhi was a little confused. She put the phone on the speaker and placed it by the bedside, and asked about Xiang Yun's situation while looking for clothes to put on.

"teacher LIN."

I don't know how long it took before Xiang Yun finally stopped crying, but there was a strong cry in her voice.

Lin Zhixin zipped up her coat, took her mobile phone and walked to the hall to change her shoes, when she heard Xiang Yun calling her suddenly, she responded:

"Well, I'm here."

"You say people are alive, what is it for?"

While sobbing, Xiang Yun asked inarticulately. This question bothered her, but it frightened Lin Zhixin quite a bit. Xiang Yun gave her the feeling that she was about to commit suicide if she was not careful.

"Well, the meaning of life is different for everyone, why don't you send me a location, and I'll meet and talk to you."

Lin Zhixin felt that Xiang Yun's current state was not right, so he could only appease Xiang Yun's emotions first.

Xiang Yun sniffed his nose twice, and asked again:

"Are you coming to see me? It's past one o'clock. I just want to talk to you for a while. It's okay if you don't come."

Lin Zhixin changed her shoes, took out the keys from her handbag, and walked out the door quickly.

With Xiang Yun like this, she didn't feel at ease if she didn't take a look.

"Be obedient, you send me your location, and you want to talk to me, then let's talk face to face."

Xiang Yun cried again. In the middle of the night, no one wanted to take care of her, and Lin Zhixin even said that she would come to find her.

She curled up on the bench with her head in her arms, grabbed her phone tightly, and murmured:

"Okay, then I'll wait for you."

Then she took down her phone, clicked on WeChat, and sent her location information to Lin Zhixin.

But she waited for a long time, Lin Zhixin did not come, she was very sleepy, she fell asleep on the bench with her head tilted.

After Lin Zhixin left the community, she didn't know how to get there. She hailed a taxi and asked the driver to drive there according to the location marked on the location.

Because of the deviation in positioning, Lin Zhixin searched for nearly an hour after getting off the car before seeing Xiang Yun who had fallen asleep on a recliner by the street.

When she found Xiang Yun, a homeless man was next to Xiang Yun with evil intentions.

Lin Zhi was in a hurry and didn't care about anything for a moment. She grabbed the phone and ran towards Yun, holding the anti-wolf spray on the keychain, and shouted at the sloppy homeless man:

"What are you doing?! I called the police!"

The tramp didn't expect that there would be people coming at this point, and Sleeping Beauty didn't take advantage of it, but was scared out of his wits by the word "call the police", and ran away in a hurry.

It wasn't until people ran away that they could no longer see that Lin Zhixin came to Xiang Yun's side in shock, and the smell of alcohol rushed to his face as soon as he approached.

Xiang Yun clutched the phone tightly, and would not let go when he fell asleep, his face was full of tears.

Seeing this scene, Lin Zhixin was inexplicably sad.

A good person, how did he become like this all of a sudden?