You are my Chinese class representative

"Old Su!"

"here!"

Fortunately, one month is not as difficult as imagined. Counting down the days of Lao Su's return on the calendar every day is the happiest moment of the day.It turns out that the future can be expected is actually a word full of hope and expectation.

When I saw Su Mosheng, I rushed up and hugged her, hanging on her body with my whole body.Holding Su Mosheng's neck tightly, he whispered in her ear, "Did you miss me?"

Su Mosheng also hugged me back.

"really want."

It's only been a month, and Su Mosheng's dormitory has already accumulated a lot of dust.I pushed the window open, helped her wipe the desk, and took out each book to wipe the dust off it.Throw the sheets in the washing machine.Su Mosheng was packing her luggage and wardrobe.We are like newlyweds.

"I didn't expect my little idiot to have such a virtuous side."

"I'm not stupid. From the beginning of this semester, I will study hard and show you how good I am."

"Oh, the washing machine is finished. I'll dry it for you. In the evening, you will have a fragrant and warm new quilt."

Su Mosheng stepped forward, grabbed my arm, brought me into her arms, and hugged me tightly.

"Don't go yet." Then slowly and gently lift my chin.I closed my eyes, and Lao Su's lips pressed against each other, just sticking.Her breathing, her heartbeat, are too real to be real.This was the first time that Lao Su took the initiative to kiss me, and it was also the last time.

After school started, everything was as usual, but when Sun Yu ran into the classroom, everything seemed to change.

"I just heard Wang Gou scolding Mr. Su very fiercely."

From that moment on, I started to panic.It was as if I felt that Su Mosheng would leave me at any moment.

I want to find Su Mosheng, I want to face her together, but the timing is always so coincidental. When I just walked out of the classroom, the bell rang, and Xu Aizhi appeared in front of me.

"Call your parents over this afternoon."

"They, if they are not at home, they may not be back until eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening."

"Then you talk to them today and come tomorrow."

Xu Aizhi's tone was extremely cold, which meant that there was no room for relaxation in this matter.

"it is good."

After school, Su Mosheng did not wait for me at the door of the classroom as usual. I wanted to go to her dormitory to find her but was stopped by the security guard.I made countless calls to Su Mosheng, but the line was busy, and the strength of my fingertips almost broke the screen of the phone.In the end, all I got was a cold mechanical female voice.

"The number you have dial can not be reached."

I stood outside the teacher's apartment complex and just stood there.Across the fence, the very familiar building, the once warm and happy room is still lit, but now it seems very strange.I walked around the whole neighborhood again and again. In the past at this time, Su Mosheng would accompany me for a walk in the neighborhood.I have been reluctant to go home because at least now, at least here, I can feel that she is still there.I'm afraid that when I open my eyes tomorrow, she will disappear.

I don't know when it was, but finally Lu Min called me and told me to go home.I told her, the head teacher asked her to go to school tomorrow, and she agreed to me.

When I got home and opened WeChat, there was no news from the person I was expecting.

Instead, Yao Lin posted a lot.

Sister Lin: "How are you doing?"

Sister Lin: "Are you okay?"

Sister Lin: "I heard."

Sister Lin: "Some intimate photos of you and Su Mosheng were posted on the Internet, and Wang Yong saw them."

Sister Lin: "Wang Yong is now having a meeting with the senior management of the whole school to decide how to deal with Lao Su."

Sister Lin: "And you will be punished for serious demerits, which means that you may have to review it in front of the teachers and students of the school during the flag-raising ceremony, and you have to record files, which will directly affect your graduation."

Dog things: "What about Old Su?"

Sister Lin: "Can you take care of yourself first?"

Early the next morning, I rushed to Wang Yong's office.

"Why do you do this? Can't classmates and teachers hug or hold hands? Can't students like a teacher and hate every teacher as much as they hate you?"

I picked up the teacup on Wang Yong's table and fell to the ground.Anger rushed to my head, I can't remember what Wang Yong said afterwards, I only remember that Xu Aizhi brought me back to class.

That was the last Chinese class that Su Mosheng gave me. She taught a text in the second year of high school in advance."Jinse" by Li Shangyin.She didn't use the ppt, and she didn't look at me, but I knew that every word she said was for me.

"This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss."

After class, I went to find her again, but she was no longer in the office.

Later, I received a call from Shen Yaohui.

"Come to the hospital."

Yao Lin ran towards me: "Shen Tang, Teacher Su..."

However, I am no longer in the mood to listen to what Yao Lin has to say.

Everything around me turned gray, like a dream, I wanted to wake up, even if I cried and wet the pillow, let me wake up.When I was grabbed by the security guard, I realized that it was real and not a dream.

"Class is over, where are you going?"

"My mom is in the hospital!"

"Student, have you asked clearly? You can't be cheated."

"My dad said it!"

Later, the security guard called the head teacher, opened the door, and let me go out.

When I arrived at the hospital, I saw Lu Min lying on the hospital bed, wearing a ventilator.Shen Yaohui sat beside him with a tired face.At this moment, I realized that they did not go out early and return late to make money, but to go back and forth between the hospital and home.It turns out that their weight loss and vicissitudes are not due to work fatigue, but because they struggle with illness day and night, so Shen Yaohui has been silent recently, so Lu Min has been trying to find topics with me recently, teaching me to cook, asking me The person I like wants me to be happy.Everything makes sense.

But, why, why didn't you tell me earlier, why did you pretend to be okay and appeared in front of me.

Shen Yaohui said: "She asked me to hide it from you first, and wanted you to finish the college entrance examination with peace of mind." As he said that, Shen Yaohui's eyes gradually turned red, a man who was almost fifty years old, his eyes were red in front of his daughter.My sky seemed to be falling down.

In fact, when I was young, I was very afraid of my mother, because my father had to work and was not at home often, so it was my mother who took care of me.She would beat me if I didn't eat green vegetables, she would beat me if I couldn't finish my homework, and she would beat me if I failed the exam.But I can't do without her, she hit me during the day, and I have to hug her when I sleep at night.

I am very naughty, and I have often let her be scolded by the teacher since she was a child.Gradually, she stopped beating me, and no longer forced me to study hard, as long as she always felt that I was happy.Later, she became very naive and very dependent on me.Just like my older sister, she likes to chat with me, talk about first love, talk about how I met my dad, she always said she was very beautiful when she was young, but I believe her, after all I They are all so beautiful.She likes to wear my clothes and thinks we are young and trendy.But every time she has a figure of 120 pounds, wearing my clothes is like wearing tights, and I always laugh at her as a "fat woman".

Now she is lying on the hospital bed, not even knowing if she has a hundred catties.My heart ached.

That's my mother, the one I can hug and cry when I fall!

At this time, I suddenly realized that the night I was rejected by Su Mosheng, the night I cried and lied to her and said: "I fell in the game, it hurts", the night I heard from her sentence "You have to learn to grow up" From the beginning of the sentence, she began to lie to me.

But I don't know anything, even Su Mosheng asked me "what are they busy with?" I firmly believe that they are busy with work.

I knelt beside Lu Min's bed and cried for an unknown amount of time.Later, she woke up and took my hand.Feeling a little bit of her warmth, I finally fell asleep with peace of mind.

In the evening, only one person could stay in bed with me in the hospital, so my dad told me to go back.Because I have to get up at night, and I don't know anything.

When I got home, I turned on my phone and found out.

Su Mosheng left.

Only one sentence was left: "Study hard."

I laughed helplessly, loudly but eeriely, resounding throughout the villa.

"You promised me that you would tell me everything in the future, but you didn't."

"You promised me that if one day you were afraid, you would tell me, but you didn't say anything."

"Why, you didn't say anything."

"You promised me, let's elope together, why! Why are you the only one who left in the end!"

"Why, you left me when I needed you most."

"Without you, what's the use of studying hard, without you, what's the use of future, I'm a fallen person! Now in my abyss, the last ray of light is gone."

I yelled into the phone hysterically, but from the beginning to the end, the phone only had a mechanical "beep, beep, beep."

I asked the school for a week's vacation to stay with Lu Min.

Before today, I always felt that growing up was very far away from me. I have Shen Yaohui and Lu Min who love me, and Su Mosheng dotes on me.I think I can live like this for the rest of my life, carefree like a child.But in just one day, the person who loved me the most was lying on the hospital bed, and there was no news from the person who loved me the most.Forced to grow in life.

Later, when I returned to school, I had no interviews, no demerits, and no standing on the rostrum to review for the whole school.

Su Mosheng's desk was given to an unknown teacher.

It was as if she had never appeared from the beginning to the end.

She left, and so did Teacher Zeng.

A sign saying "Students are not allowed to enter" was also put up in front of the teacher's apartment.

In the huge school, there is no trace of her ever being there.