You are my Chinese class representative

Back in the classroom, I saw the umbrella on the table and the missing resignation letter. I thought Su Mosheng must have been here and saw my resignation letter. Did she agree to take it away?

What about the umbrella, does it belong to her?Why didn't she say anything.Why she did so much and never told me.

I put the umbrella on the podium, waited for its owner to claim it, and walked home in the rain.When I was a kid watching TV, I always thought that the person in the rain in the TV series was stupid, but when I grew up, I realized that the idiot was me.

I was sitting on the sofa alone, there was no one, and there was no light. The lights of other people’s houses spilled into the living room through the half-opened curtains, and the huge villa lost its former vitality.There was no Shen Yaohui chattering on the sofa, nor Lu Min ping-pong in the kitchen.The rolled-up trousers were also aching because of the rain and scattered on the wound.The rain-soaked clothes clung to him coldly.

Turned on the phone, clicked on Su Mosheng's profile picture habitually, the chat was still on the transfer I gave her on her birthday, and she still confiscated it.Her profile picture appeared on the circle of friends, "What should students do when they play with mobile phones in class".

Do you have to beat around the bush even when criticizing me for playing with my mobile phone in class? I sneered helplessly.

Probably autumn is here, and the rain today is extraordinarily cold, I shivered.When taking a shower, the water running through the wound becomes more painful.I ransacked the boxes and cabinets and couldn't find any medicine that could be rubbed.

Inexplicably, I thought of Su Mosheng. Before the school sports meeting, she took the ointment and cotton swab from the school doctor and applied the medicine to me.It would be great if she was here.

But in the end, I can only blame myself, why I can't even restrain my love, if I didn't say my confession, I wouldn't end up like this now.

On the morning after the rain, Yao Lin was still standing at the door of my house waiting for me to go to school together as usual. "Your legs are getting worse. I told you not to jump yesterday, but you didn't listen."

Originally, I could still walk awkwardly, but after all the trouble yesterday, I can only hop to school today.But fortunately, there are still people who enthusiastically give up their seats to me on the bus in the morning rush hour. The moral quality of the citizens of City S is still very high.

When Yao Lin helped me to school, the morning reading had already started, and the security guard saw that I was disabled and softened and let me go twice.

In the classroom, Su Mosheng walked back and forth between the seats, and Qin Shuyao was already standing on the podium.We called the report, and Yao Lin supported me and jumped back to my seat.Attracted a lot of attention.

Seeing Qin Shuyao taking the morning reading, I felt a little sore in my heart, so Su Mosheng just announced that I am no longer the representative of the Chinese class.After the morning reading, the two of them stood on the podium. I watched Su Mosheng explain Qin Shuyao's work in a gentle and rainy voice, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

The phrase "You are my Chinese class representative." is no longer exclusive to me.

Maybe it's because of the rain, it's top-heavy today.I was barely holding on to the morning class. I don’t know when the handwriting on the textbook started to crooked. It became very difficult for me to raise my head, and there was not much relief from lying on my stomach.All in all it is uncomfortable.

In a daze, Yao Lin asked me a few words: "Are you okay, I'll take you to the school infirmary."

But I didn't have the strength to answer her anymore.

The last class in the morning was Su Mosheng's class, but I didn't know when she entered the classroom, nor when she had the class.I didn't even stand up and say "Hello, teacher".

Only a vague memory remained, a cold hand slowly raised my forehead, the familiar smell, I knew it was her.

"Why do you have a fever and don't say a word?"

I pressed her hand on my arm, once again, let me feel again, feel your care, feel your tenderness and breath.

Maybe everyone who has a fever will have red eyes and tears streaming down their cheeks. Anyway, I don't want to admit that I cried that day.

I don't know how long I slept, but everyone in the classroom has already left.Someone gently stroked my hair.I dare not open my eyes, I am afraid that when I do, I will find that it is not her.

Su Mosheng seemed to feel my slight movement, "Are you awake?"

"May I take you to the hospital and then drive you home?"

Like a stray puppy, my eyes were flushed, and when I raised my head, tears were piling up in my eyes, watery.Unbelievable, I looked at Su Mosheng who was squatting in front of me.Tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and Su Mosheng wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hands.

"Silly goose."

Su Mosheng turned his back. "Come on, come up." He patted his shoulder.

I hugged her neck tightly, buried my head on her shoulder, and tears soaked her clothes.Venting the grievances that have been held back for a long time, fearing that all this is a dream.

"Su Mosheng, I really can't do anything about you."

Watching the medicine drop drop by drop, Su Mosheng sat beside me and stayed with me, neither of us spoke.She quietly looked at the phone beside her, checking the speed of the drip from time to time.

"Mr. Su, why are you so nice to me?"

"Because you are my Chinese class representative."

"Haven't you already seen my resignation letter?"

"Then didn't you also see the umbrella I left for you?"

Su Mosheng gently lifted my trousers, the wound was already festered.Su Mosheng frowned.

"Why don't you know how to take care of yourself?"

"Nurse, can I get a cotton swab and hydrogen peroxide. Thank you."

Su Mosheng gently applied the hydrogen peroxide on my wound, and white bubbles appeared on the wound.She carefully rolled up my trousers to her knees.

"I told you not to hurt yourself again, why didn't you listen."

"Mr. Su."

"Can you stop being so nice to me?"

"It will make me misunderstand."

"Misunderstanding, what."

"You know what I'm talking about."

Su Mosheng didn't answer me anymore.She doesn't say anything, and I don't want to guess what she thinks anymore.

I solemnly said to Su Mosheng: "Mr. Su, I have poor grades and bad conduct. I am not qualified for the position of Chinese class representative. I also cannot afford the special care of Mr. Su."

"Shen Tang! Don't make trouble for no reason anymore, okay?"

"I'm not making trouble for no reason. It is enough for you to have Qin Shuyao, and there is no need to offend Director Wang for me. You will be your good teacher and I will be my scumbag. It is good for both of us, isn't it? ?"

"Then what about our agreement, you are the first in the class in the Chinese test that you speak well."

"Does this still make sense?"

"Shen Tang! Are you just willing to degenerate like this!"

"I was originally such a depraved person."

"Okay, fine, you can be the representative of this Chinese class if you want, and I will agree to you when you get the first place in the class in the Chinese test." Su Mosheng's fingers grabbed the handrail hard, and the fingertips turned red.

"Su Mosheng, is it interesting to torture each other like this?"

The medicine ran out unconsciously during our back and forth conversations. I called the nurse and pulled out the needle.

"Thank you, you took me to the hospital, and I'm going back."

"I called your parents and they are not at home."

"Well, I know. So."

Su Mosheng became a little anxious: "You are still sick, and your leg was injured again. If you go back and fall, no one will know. I don't worry."

"Thank you, Mr. Su, for your concern. I can do it by myself." I turned around and reluctantly jumped forward. I didn't take a steady step and stumbled.But still firm, jumping out.

Su Mosheng walked over quickly, pulled me into his arms, and hugged me tightly.

"Stop giving me unnecessary expectations."

"Shen Tang."

"sorry."

"I'm your teacher."

"There's only so much I can give."

At this moment, Su Mosheng doesn't want to care about the so-called distance anymore, doesn't want to care about the worldly perspective, doesn't want to lose her Chinese class representative, and doesn't want to lose the only little sun in her long and boring life.

But our relationship can only go so far, Su Mosheng can only be my teacher, and I can only be her student.All she can give me is care and hugs.

There are secular and taboos that cannot be overcome between us.