The world's most heartbreaking crush

"Did you...have you ever been in pain for me? Even if it's just for a moment."

Bian Li's tone was very fragile, like a bubble floating on the surface of calm water, which would burst if touched lightly.

The hope and longing in her eyes caused Yu Yang's heart to ache violently. The girl in front of her was already outstanding enough, with outstanding looks and excellent temperament. Wherever she went, she was a luminous body.

But she is so humble in front of her, her spine is slightly bent, and the fine hair sticks to the back of her slender and fair neck, like a little beast showing its softest belly to its master, just longing for a little caress.

Even if this caress is more of a perfunctory one.

Yu Yang's eyes flickered, he lowered his eyes, looked at her seriously, and said: "Yes, Bian Li."

"Why don't you have more confidence in yourself..." She whispered softly close to Bian Li's ear, "No one can resist your charm now."

"But……"

Bian Li wanted to say something else, but she lowered her head and smiled.The person in front of her used to say some ambiguous words, teasing her, making her walk uneasy on the red-hot wire chains.

But she enjoyed it so much that she even indulged in the ambiguity that Yu Yang deliberately created.

Indeed, they can only be ambiguous.

Because she was still carrying a dirty marriage contract on her body, when she took it off, it would not be too late to establish a relationship.

"But what?" Yu Yang asked.

Bian Li seldom has this kind of moment when he hesitates to speak. In the past, after a little teasing, he would say everything.The unspoken half of the words just scratched Yu Yang's heart.

"But, I'm very greedy. It's not enough to feed me." Bian Li took Yu Yang's hand, kissed her knuckles tenderly, and said vaguely while kissing, "I also want to see you show that you are confused by me." It looks like it's over."

The envy in the girl's eyes couldn't be melted away, and the wet feeling on the winding knuckles made Yu Yang shiver.

After a long while, she heard her almost inaudible answer: "Mmm..."

Now it is, idiot...

Bian Li straightened Yu Yang's slightly messy sideburns, and only after she calmed down did she let someone take her arm and walk out.

Both of them wore long skirts.Bian Libai's fragrance is strong and strong, like a fairy who has strayed into the common world, while Yu Yang is like a queen in the dark night, cold, arrogant and seductive.

On Yu Yang's knuckles there was a bit of bright red left, which was left by Bian Li.She was reluctant to wipe it off, so she let the sudden and delicate red remain on it.

The entire skin on the girl's back was exposed, as white as soft jade.Her lips curled up a little dignifiedly, she smiled lightly, and was chatting with the young talents about something Yu Yang couldn't understand.

Eyes kept falling on the two of them, but Bian Li held Yu Yang's hand very tightly, not allowing him to back down at all.

It's as if anyone who knows her today must know Yu Yang.

Bian Li elegantly put the wine glass on the passing tray, nodded and smiled at the young man opposite, he was Ding Yin's assistant.Ding Yin usually puts himself in a very high position, even his assistant is extremely difficult to meet, or in other words, very few people have seen his assistant's face.

And he himself is also very mysterious, and generally does not show his face in front of the public.

Bian Li recognized the man because he was pinned on a brooch in front of the suit, with an olive stick in the middle of the ring.The last movie Ding Yin made was called "Chun Shen", and he himself was also interested in design, and personally designed some special accessories for the leading actor of "Chun Shen", including brooches, pocket watches, and even a small handkerchief.

Bian Li held out a hand to him, "Hello." Her wrist bones are delicate, her skin is fair and tender, like a noble lady who has been warmed up all the year round.

Neither humble nor overbearing, the man held Bian Li's hand and let it go in an instant.

"Can I see Ding Yin?" Bian Li asked him straight to the point.

The man didn't seem to be surprised how Bian Li recognized him, but there were faint smile lines in the corners of his eyes, "Come with me."

He led the two up to the second floor.Bian Li received frequent attention, firstly because of the previous quarrel with Duan Wen, and secondly because of family disputes. Many people were eager to see her jokes, so they kept paying attention to her movements.

Seeing that she was ushered up to the second floor which is not open to guests, the crowd was in an uproar.Everyone's eyes were glued to the two skirts, one black and one white, until they walked around the spiral staircase and disappeared completely, and then reluctantly withdrew their attention.

"Isn't the second floor not open to us? Why can she go up? It's clearly written in the invitation letter that if you make an exception, you will be kicked out."

"I don't know the seriousness when I'm new here, let's just wait and see the joke—"

The two women with heavy makeup clinked glasses, carefully concealing the hatred in their eyes, it was rare for them to stand on the same front, and they had fought for Duan Wen before.

As soon as Duan Wen came out of the bathroom, the two of them clinged to each other affectionately, coaxing the man, "Bian Li has gone to the second floor, let's wait and see her jokes..."

Duan Wen frowned, and shook off the hands of the two of them, his psychedelic mind finally cleared up, "You said she-- went up?"

The two women looked at each other, since they both nodded.

"Idiots! They are all idiots!" Duan Wen felt that the thing he smoked just now rushed to his head, otherwise how could he hear such outrageous news!

Yu Yang's fingertips moved lightly and touched Bian Li's arm. The girl stretched out her other hand and held the woman's four fingers. She turned her head and smiled softly, as if to comfort her.

Yu Yang lowered her long eyelashes, the girl at that time has grown into an adult who can protect her.

She was not very happy, and always felt that something was missing.

Is it because I can no longer tease and annoy each other unscrupulously, and enjoy the taste of being the dominant player in this emotional game?

She has been in a passive state all along, at least she has encountered some true love, she thinks she can firmly control it in her hands, and can soberly restrain her impulses——Yu Yang, haven't you learned enough lessons before, she often warns herself like this .

But surprisingly, he got caught up in it.

Can she believe in this feeling, can she believe in Bian Li?

Yu Yang didn't dare to try, because if she lost again, she would lose everything.

She has already lost the ability to love her lover... If she loses again, she will lose herself.

Bian Li picked up the hem of the skirt that was dragged on the ground for Yu Yang, while she sat down casually, allowing the hem of the pure white skirt to spread on the spotless floor.

The man said "wait a moment", then opened the door and left.

The two of them squeezed together on the sofa, their bare and delicate calf skin always rubbing against each other unintentionally, Bian Li pinched the tiger's mouth, suppressed the restless thoughts in his heart, and sat a little further away from Yu Yang.

But the woman wrapped her arms around her waist and whispered in her ear, "Thank you."

She knew what Bian Li was going to do.

Not long ago, someone sent Yu Yang a script, but it was just a minor supporting role.But to her, who was half-hidden in the snow, it was like a meteor falling from the sky.

And the news hasn't spread to the outside world, just because the script is Ding Yin's.

Ding Yin will only announce the list of leading actors after the filming officially starts, so as to attract the attention of the audience, and every guesswork can bring the popularity to a peak.But everyone is willing to buy his account, the reason is the same, the word Ding Yin represents quality.

And although there were rumors of Yu Yang's comeback on Weibo, no one pointed out that she was filming a movie directed by Ding Yin - no one dared to mess with Ding Yin, just because his contacts spread across most of the entertainment circle, and His father is also a master in the director industry, and his students and juniors have achieved considerable success in the industry.

Dare to provoke Ding Yin?I'm afraid I don't want to hang out in the entertainment industry anymore.

But Bian Li felt that since Ding Yin would give Yu Yang the script, he must still be optimistic about the former film star.

She wanted to try it rashly, no matter what the result was.

A handsome man appeared with the help of an old gentleman.He is about sixty years old, his back is slightly hunched, and he looks not in good health.He was wearing a pure black Chinese tunic suit, but he was hale and hearty, and sat straight on the sofa.

Bian Li and Yu Yang stood up the moment they appeared, but Ding Sirui didn't even look at them, and went straight to them, with his hands folded on the head of his cane, and his gaze swept over the two standing there calmly and seriously.

Bian Li bowed slightly, and under Ding Sirui's gaze, he and Yu Yang sat back on the sofa upright.

Ding Yin was standing right behind Ding Sirui, he was still a little puzzled, why his father who had long since faded away, who only made tea and studied every day, was suddenly going to open the door to see guests.

But immediately, what Ding Sirui said frightened him into stupidity.

"Miss Yu, I know your mother." Ding Sirui frowned and looked at Yu Yang, looked at Yu Yang for a moment, and said slowly.

Everyone present was stunned, and Ding Yin, who was standing behind him, looked struck by lightning, "Dad, Dad, wouldn't you—"

He was bound in the rigid suit frame, but at the moment he looked like a crazy kid.

"Little bastard!" Ding Sirui coughed, "Don't shout nonsense!" He knocked Ding Yin down with his crutch, and the man immediately fell silent.

"Miss Yu, do you still have any memories of your mother?" He looked at Yu Yang for a long time, as if looking for some familiar traces on her.

Yu Yang nodded.She follows her mother's surname, and has never met her father since she knew him, let alone heard of him from others.

She thought she was born without a father until she went to school, which aroused ridicule from a group of students.That night, when Yu Yang came home, he grabbed his mother's apron and asked his father what it was?She was originally a stinky brat who wanted to run wild in the village after school, but her mother was surprised when she came home early today.

Yu Qiushui ignored her.Yu Yang walked around asking questions non-stop. She had messy short shaved hair and dirty clothes, she looked like no one cared about her.Yu Qiushui turned his face away, impatient, he's not alone anyway!

Yu Qiushui was a well-known beauty in that poor area——suddenly one day, she was sent back to her hometown in a luxury car with a big belly.

That day, almost the whole village gathered in front of the mountain to watch the excitement.The celestial Yu Qiushui actually returned home?

However, it was only a day of excitement, and the luxury car passed away quietly. On the second day, Yu Qiushui took off her extremely gorgeous long skirt and put on plain short trousers, which blended into the whole piece of loess.

Yu Yang's birth was not popular, and Yu Qiushui's health was getting worse day by day, so he neglected to discipline her.Yu Yang grows wildly like weeds on Lubie, with thorns all over his body, and he is born with a sense of brute force.

The last straw that crushed Yu Qiushui was a sudden phone call from a stranger.Yu Yang leaned against the corner and listened vaguely.

——Someone got married, and specially sent an invitation to Yu Qiushui.

Yu Qiushui fainted before hanging up the phone.Yu Yang rushed in, and the 13-year-old girl forced a woman weighing [-] to [-] pounds on her back, and rushed to the neighbor's house for help.

Yu Qiushui.A pool of bleak and lonely cold water in autumn.

Yu Yang lowered his eyes, staring at his tightly twisted hands, "Remember." With a trembling voice, Bian Li put his hand on the back of hers.

Ding Sirui sighed, and felt more pity for the familiar picture in front of him, "I am your father's teacher."

"Father?" Yu Yang felt as if someone had knocked a gong on his ear, and the emotions of bewilderment, disgust, and resentment intertwined in his eyes were all because of these two words.

"I don't have a father." Yu Yang said lightly.It doesn't matter who the person sitting opposite is, he expresses his inner thoughts very straightforwardly.

"He is my big apprentice. I met your mother in a movie shooting. Yu Qiushui was the dance stand-in for the heroine of the movie at that time. And the heroine was my big apprentice's fiancée—"

"It's bloody." Yu Yang commented, she didn't want to know these old vulgar stories, or rather, she was afraid to know.

Yu Qiushui's experience made her unable to have any good expectations for the love between men and women.

"I owe your mother." Ding Sirui looked away from Yu Yang, "I helped my apprentice make a wrong choice. It made all three of them live in pain."

"Pain? Who is in pain? Isn't my mother the only one in pain?" Yu Yang smiled, the teardrops at the end of his eyes shone with a strange light under the lamp.

Bian Li didn't know the story behind Yu Yang, but roughly pieced together the whole story from their conversation.

She suddenly thought, if the liking for Yu Yang had been stronger and the performance had been more courageous, wouldn't they have missed two years?

As soon as this thought came up, Bian Li became extremely anxious, and she began to worry whether Yu Yang's heart had been completely closed.Two years is enough to turn this woman into an iceberg.

Can it be covered?

Yu Yang pulled Bian Li to stand up, wanting to leave.No matter how rare she is for this opportunity to shoot, Yu Yang still refuses when the other party thinks he is self-righteous and compensates her for what he owes his mother.

"Wait a minute," Ding Yin suddenly called out to the two of them, "Miss Yu, you might as well leave a phone call first."

Sitting behind him, Ding Sirui's eyebrows and eyes were covered with shadows, his eyes were fixed on his crutches, and his black tunic suit made him look like a solemn sculpture.

Yu Yang refused with a wooden face: "No, thank you."

Like a big dog, Ding Yin rubbed against the side of Ding Sirui's leg, raised his head and asked, "Dad, what do I need to do?"

"You can't come out in my name." Ding Sirui thought about it, then changed the subject, "Go down. The banquet is about to begin."

In late autumn, when the moon and stars were scarce, Bian Li was dragged away by Yu Yang and even escaped from the back door of the hotel.

At this moment, they are very much like Chi Lei and Feng Kou, who are wanton teenagers, turning their backs on everything and running wildly into the depths of the setting sun.

The cold night wind was blowing in, but Bian Li didn't feel the cold, but just stubbornly looked at the tall woman's back.Bian Li was wearing high heels, walking was already awkward and unfamiliar enough, and now he was running reluctantly, and he might stumble and fall at any time.

——She pushed Yu Yang into the nearby grass.

The woman hugged her tightly, her chest was heaving violently, the end of her eyes was bright red, her bare shoulders rubbed against the wet but slightly thorny grass behind her, the depression in Yu Yang's chest urgently needed to break through a gate catharsis.

She bit Bian Li's lower lip.

Bian Li nestled quietly in her arms, caressing Yu Yang's white and slender neck with both hands, licking her upper lip with the tip of his tongue, comforting her softly.

She closed her wet deer eyes, carefully feeling the warm and moist mouth of the other party and the strength of the gradual relaxation.

Bian Li smiled mischievously: "Senior sister, let's run away." Her pink lips looked extraordinarily bright and attractive under the bright moonlight.

Escape from this man-eating golden cage.