The world's most heartbreaking crush

[Yu Yangyang: Sorry, I may not be able to go to the movie on Friday. ]

[Yu Yangyang: I have something to do temporarily. ]

Yu Yang said that she wasn't coming.

A huge loss surged up, like darkness, swallowing up Bian Li bit by bit.

The girl buried her head between her knees and closed her eyes, maintaining such a helpless and pitiful posture.The phone turned off and turned on again, and the action was repeated many times.

Outside the door, Bian Chi knocked on the door.

"There is still class tomorrow, go to bed early."

The world returned to silence.Bian Li seemed to have finally compromised, put the microphone close to her ear, and poked the voice of the last line.

"Bianli, can you forgive me?"

Yu Yang's voice became somewhat hoarse through the metal medium, but it was unexpectedly pleasant.

Still exciting.

Bian Li raised her face from her knees, the corners of her eyes were already red, her slender and fluttering eyelashes were clumped together, and her trousers on the side of her calves were clenched and crumpled.

[forgive]

Bian Li replied.

What right does she have not to forgive?

The phone vibrated twice, and Yu Yang sent something again, but Bian Li didn't remember it, and maybe subconsciously forgot it.

At that time, his mind was full of Yu Yang's tone and picture of rejecting himself, which played out continuously in front of his eyes.

The car stopped at the gate of the community, and the driver called Yu Yang, who was in a trance: "Miss Yu, we're here."

Yu Yang thanked him and got out of the car.

The street lights here are sparsely arranged, and at seven o'clock in the evening, the smell of fireworks is everywhere.

The light stretched the shadow on the ground obliquely, Yu Yang looked at that thin and tall self, and fell into great loneliness.The house is actually very deserted, and there are only a few pieces of furniture, which are neatly arranged and unpopular.

It is very different from the layout of Bian Li's house.

The neighbor's grandmother pushed her little grandson to pass by, and said hello to Yu Yang: "Xiao Yu, have you eaten yet?"

Yu Yang came back to his senses, wiped away the tears that overflowed unconsciously, "Go home and eat immediately."

Grandma let out an "ah" and smiled at Yu Yang: "Young people should pay more attention to their health. No. 15, I want to watch your movie too."

Yu Yang squatted down and teased the little boy in the car.

The boy showed a childish and innocent smile, which inexplicably made Bian Li's rebellious smile appear in front of Yu Yang's eyes——

The tiny, uninhibited arc of the corners of the lips completely betrayed the evil thoughts in that person's heart.

Yu Yang returned home, went straight to the refrigerator, took a bottle of mineral water from it, opened the cabinet and took out an ice knife.

When she pressed the tip of the ice chisel on the ice, she completely subconsciously remembered the girl's question.

——"Are you in a bad mood?"

Yu Yang lowered his eyes, his pupils were completely filled with Dianhong pigment.

There are too many interviews, Yu Yang often forgets what he has said in the past, anyway, most of them are casual, so if you forget it, forget it, it's not a big deal.

But fans are the best at digging out details. One time, Yu Yang posted a picture of a glass of colorless water, with round water beads hanging on the wall of the glass.

There are fans commenting below asking what to drink?

Yu Yang replied, ice water.

Fans asked, are you in a bad mood?

Yu Yang said, no.

She doesn't want to worry fans.

Just after the filming of the movie, Yu Yang got a long period of time off to adjust his mood, announced that the famous names related to Weibo frequently became the top trending searches, and the fans were very tired.

Fans said, Yu Yang, you lied, and added screenshots from previous interviews.

Yu Yang looked at the screen of the phone, and the words with large squares gradually blurred in his vision.

pat.

A tear fell on the thumb.

……

Yu Yang chipped ice cubes twice, the vibrating sound of her phone made her stop, picked up a cloth to wipe her hands, and took the phone out of her bag.

On the lock screen, there is a new WeChat message.

[At 503:[-] p.m. on Friday night, audition in room [-] of Huatai Hotel]

Huatai Hotel, as one of the earliest gathering places for production crews, is quite famous in the circle.Young masters and young ladies in the Shanghai circle will inevitably go there to find a partner and catch innocent little actors.

This film is still directed by Liu Yi, a director who won the Violet Award, and has a background in the Republic of China.According to Yu Yang's knowledge, there are two competitors, and all three of them are aiming at the heroine of this film - Song Huaijing.

Song Huaijing's identity is a university lecturer, and because she went to a student's home to teach, she had an unclear relationship with the widower male master.Later, Song Huaijing couldn't stop the rumors and resigned from his job.

The host threatened her with a bunch of love letters, wanting Song Huaijing to continue to maintain this underground relationship.A series of love-hate entanglements followed, and Song Huaijing wavered between love and money.

Sounds like a cheesy story.But an actor's performance requires great tension, and it was also a challenge for Yu Yang.

Thinking of the promise made on Friday, Yu Yang felt that he had to apologize to Bian Li.

The moment she agreed to the agreement, the little girl smiled more beautifully than a star.

Yu Yang sighed softly, pursed his lips and threw the strangely shaped ice cubes into the cup, then opened Bian Li's window, sent a few messages, and explained roughly.

The sincere voice was sent, but there was no reply from the other side. Yu Yang held the cup and chewed the ice cubes of different shapes irritably.

But after all, he was the one who missed the appointment, and it was understandable for Bian Li to be unhappy. Yu Yang pulled away the chair and sat down, leaning his thin back on the back of the chair, lazily raising his head to look at the dark ceiling.

Let go and be in a daze.

After about a few minutes, in the dark, the phone lying on the dining table vibrated twice, and the word "forgive" from the other party was displayed on the lock screen.

Very good.

Yu Yang's heart was slightly bitter.

Bian Li is actually quite obedient, but the care that Bian Chi and Bian's father can give is too limited.

And I was much more rebellious than her when I was her age.Carrying a bag, holding the only 300 yuan and going to Beidiao——

In order to escape the family of vampires.

Yu Yang sent back a WeChat message to Bian Li:

I'll bring you a cake next time we meet.

After school was over on Friday night, there were only scattered students left in the school.

The orange-yellow sunset glow sprinkles on the golden ginkgo leaves, creating a rich oil painting.

The unrestrained laughter of the young people brought the painting to life.

He Feifei was holding Bian Li's arm, her face was full of excitement: "Bian Li, Bian Li! I haven't seen Yu Yang in real life yet! Can I secretly follow behind you~ Hehe, I'm sure I won't disturb your date of."

Bian Li crossed her arms and glanced at her: "Okay, next time you kiss a handsome guy, call me, and I'll stand by and raise a mobile phone to record the whole process, what do you think?"

He Feifei: "Tch, forget it—but Bian Li, why do you have a bad face from morning to night today? You're going to watch a movie with the goddess, aren't you happy?"

Bian Li: "Who said I'm going to meet Yu Yang? She's not going."

He Feifei gave an "ah" and patted Bian Li's head lovingly: "Then you still go? How about Dad accompany you."

Bian Li patted her hand off, saying that she didn't want you to accompany her, and said, "I definitely have to go to the movie Yu Yang is acting in. Anyway, I'm used to being alone every time."

Bian Li never asks He Feifei to watch movies together, because she thinks this is something that can only be done with someone she likes.

I can only, only want to watch it with Yu Yang.

"Then do you still want me to go to your house?" He Feifei was really helpless with Bian Li's stubborn character.If it weren't for the fact that they are both "poor students" and they are very compatible in many ideas, otherwise, they would never be good friends.

"Yes! Sense of ceremony." Bian Li said lightly.

Every time He Feifei came to Bian Li's house, she would sigh, your house is too big.If I had such a house, I would rent out the upper part and keep the first floor for myself.

He Feifei's great wish is to be a renter who just lies on the bed and counts money every day.For this reason, Bian Li often laughed at her.

In fact, He Feifei's house is not too small, but it's not as exaggerated as Bian Li's house. Bian's father once said that the family is good, have more children, and it will not be crowded if there are many people.

But unfortunately...

In the end, Bian Li went to the movies alone, but for some reason, she took a photo of the two seat tickets and sent them to Yu Yang.

It was still an MMS.

She took to the street wearing a clear makeup.I was not used to dressing up for the first time, and I didn't dare to take big steps in a long skirt.

Before, she had a good background, and there were quite a few boys who asked her for contact information, but Bian Li stared back at them; now the eyelids are reddish, and the eye shadow is covered with a layer of shimmering powder, which makes the deer eyes vivid. Everyone seems to be acting like a baby.

Bian Li entered the movie theater almost as if fleeing.

After 3 minutes, the movie starts.Bian Li slowed down her breathing, tilted her head slightly and immersed herself in it.

"Blue Harbor" is Yu Yang's second film, and it was nominated for a small award in Japan. Although it doesn't have much gold content, it is still a small step outside the country.

It tells the story of the first love who separated for more than ten years and reunited while traveling on the coast of Iceland.

"Blue" represents purity and mystery, and "Harbor" is a beautiful symbol of love docking.The meaning is good, and the literary style has a bit of Zhang Yimou's taste.

Movies are more popular among young people, and many adolescent boys regard Yu Yang as the object of their first love fantasy.

The tickets Bian Li bought were in the back row, where most of the couples were, head to head, chatting uninterruptedly;

A blue ocean appears on the tiled curtain, and even the small movie hall is full of dreamy blue.

The woman played by Yu Yang is wearing a beautiful white floral long dress, the skirt is swaying in the wind, and the dark gray witch hat is covered with long tea-colored hair, and the wide brim of the hat flutters in the wind.

This is a road leading to the end of the lighthouse. The waves rush on both sides of the seawall, and the only sound in the silence is the sound of the wind blowing the waves.

Just when Yu Yang was about to throw himself into the arms of his movie partner, Bian Li's eyes were suddenly covered by a pair of cool and soft hands.

"Minors can't watch it..." The familiar gentle voice was filled with damp tiredness that was not obvious.