The world's most heartbreaking crush

Yu Yang carefully looked at the redness on her face, as if he had figured out something, he approached her suddenly, hooked Bianli's chin with his index finger.

The girl backed away uncontrollably, bumping against the head of the bed, making a very dull sound.

The woman bent her thin lips and flapped her eyelashes lightly. She asked, "Are you scared or shy?"

Bian Li tried to grab the hem of her clothes, but she didn't expect her to pull away, taking the cold frosty air away with her.

"Why?" she asked, "Why can't we see each other again?"

"Don't you understand? Bian Li," Yu Yang looked back at her, and said lazily, "I told you, don't invest too much in me."

"It's not worth it." She said it too firmly, as if everything was under control.

Bian Li jumped off the bed, trying to stop her figure who was about to leave. She stepped on the cold tiled floor with bare feet, but she didn't feel cold.

She hugged Yu Yang from behind, and said again: "Whether it's worth it or not, I have the final say!"

The headphone cable was pulled away, the screen of "Tropical Fish" on the phone changed, and the sound of drums vibrated.The blast woke up the two people who were frozen into sculptures.

Yu Yang turned around and smiled dangerously, "Really?"

She grabbed the girl's fingertips, and the subtle heat on it directly turned into fire on the girl's face, "I don't have the ability to love."

The wet liquid is pulled out in a transparent line.

Yu Yang's hand stroked down Bian Li's half-bare shoulder blades, rubbed against the thin and cold pajamas, and even smoothed over the curve of his waist.

The girl remained motionless, allowing the other party to play around.

In the end, the dexterous butterfly kissed the back of her hand lightly, and quickly withdrew.

Bian Li stood where she was, watching the tall and slender figure submerged in the light.Yu Yang pushed the door open and left.

After a while, Bian Li stared blankly, took out a tissue and wrung it to dry her fingers, then moved a little, revealing a vague shape in her pajamas.She snorted softly, took a deep breath, slowly relaxed her body, and collapsed on the bed.

After waking up, he couldn't help but slammed the phone against the wall.Feeling depressed, why can't her partner be an actor?

After a while, he finally regained his senses.Pulling on the slippers, Bian Liji walked slowly to the bathroom outside to wash up.

——It is different from the bathroom in my own room.It seemed that the elegant and charming fragrance of a woman still remained here, Bian Li touched her earlobe, looked at herself in the mirror, her lower eyelids were slightly black and blue, and she looked like she didn't sleep well last night.

Also, with a crush sleeping next to him, who can really sit still?At least she can't.

She splashed cold water on her face, then took a deep breath.

The ends of the hair were wet, and it was soft and docile on the face, Bian Li twisted it away, feeling a little more frustrated in his heart for no reason.

In her youth, there are Yu Yang figures everywhere, crying, laughing, quiet and gentle, all kinds of Yu Yang.

Starting from the princess in a red dress in "Ming Luan", and then Chi Lei, the youthful bass player in the same-sex movie "Tropical Fish", Bian Li still remembers the colorful butterfly tattoo on Chi Lei's ankle, which lingered in her back then. In the dream, it lasted for three months.

Butterflies kissed her fingertips, hair tips, and collarbone, igniting the longing in her eyes with a colorful fire.

"Tropical Fish" is the turning point when Bian Li really fell in love with Yu Yang.

It can only be regarded as a dispensable appreciation before - because Yu Yang's face is pretty enough.But after the role of Chi Lei, it seems to have awakened a secret willful rebellion about youth in Bian Li's heart.

She began to figure it out, imitating Chi Lei's dress, black leather skirt, diamond earrings, high ponytail and dreadlocks, over-the-knee boots...Tattoos, talking loudly, playing with motorcycles, skipping classes every day...

It seems that in this way, the label of "good girl" can be completely replaced and discarded, in exchange for a little care and compassion from the father.

But not.

When I was a freshman in high school, I quarreled with my father Bian Xinghai for the last time.He said, you eat mine, use mine, why are you not satisfied, now you are asked to talk to that Duan friend, are you still not happy?

There is nothing dissatisfied.Bian Li sneered in his heart, this man was dressed in a suit and leather shoes, spoke dignifiedly, held his mother's hand in front of the hospital bed, and the scene of making vows was still vivid in his memory.

That's right, no matter which woman, in his eyes, it's only worth this little.

Bian Li overturned the entire bookcase, and there were more or less books from his father inside.

But the sound of the plastic plates falling on the ground was so clear that Bian Li was stunned, looking at the colors all over the floor, his anger surged up, and he wanted to smash the pile of plates at that time.

——All efforts seem to be useless, like a joke.

Men have long forgotten their wives, let alone her.

But when he saw the beautiful and enchanting woman on the cover with a warm smile, he finally couldn't help but squatted down and cried out.

The corner of the plastic disc in his arms hurt his delicate skin, and the smell of the trash can faintly wafted over.

But Bian Li didn't have time to take care of it.

She just wanted to cry hard.

A pickup truck drove by with the windows open, and Bian Li was woken up by the restless drum beat of the music and the bass movie storm.

Chi Lei sang "Mercury" with a hoarse voice.

—The glass fish tank shattered, the back of the blue planet; the excess temperature of the tropics, the tails of the fish rolled and stained the ground.

Chi Lei's movements of playing with the bass are neat and clean, with free and smooth lines.

The lyrics turned into bubbles that exploded in Bian Li's left chest, as if standing on the roof and stepping into the air.The violent heartbeat almost overwhelmed all the sounds around her, her head was rumbling, and her breath was stuck in her chest, unable to get up or down.

Bian Li hugged the dish tightly.The light in Chi Lei's eyes, wearing smoky makeup, was even more dazzling than the laser lights on the stage, and the ends of her hair dyed red were like a burning flame.

Burned away all the remorse and loss in her heart.

Why use such a humble way in exchange for fatherly love?

Even if you get it, it's nothing.

... Chi Lei has taught her a lot, dare to love, dare to hate, and stop losses in time.

After that, Bian Li fell into a decadent dream all day long, and only the bass player's every move, every frown and smile could affect her mind, and in exchange for a noncommittal smile.

She felt that every woman was beautiful, and even the way the other party frowned and pursed his lips and smoked a cigarette was extraordinarily enchanting and charming.

……

Cold water slid down on her navel, Bian Li shivered as she leaned on the edge of the cold tiles.The luster of the beautiful deer eyes in the mirror made her close her eyes.

After careful calculation, it has been three years.I have liked Yu Yang for three years.

She caressed the reddened eye ends of the girl in the mirror.Soaked in water, but it does not reduce the sharp color covered by purity.

Chi Lei...

It's fun to play tricks, right?

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