Water lanterns and dreams in 1 nights

As a joke, he compared it with his fingers, "I just added such a little detail in it, and he thinks I'm long-winded."

Thank you so much for not taking you into custody.

We were transported to the police station in a police car. Ello's van was parked by the roadside of the house where the murder was found. After the interrogation, we couldn't let the police car send us back, so we had to stop a taxi on the street. To the original place, Elo drove us back.

"Sorry," Elo said without apology, and I buckled up the co-pilot and asked him why.

"I originally wanted to take you out to relax, but it's really unlucky to encounter this kind of thing." He spoke in his own way.If you are a person with a thinner nerve, I am afraid that you should be terrified and disgusted by what happened today.

"We can't control this, let's be normal."

"Your eyesight is not bad, you can see what happened in the house."

Compared with vision, in fact, it is only the picture captured in an instant that "abnormal" is judged in the brain before it is recognized clearly. It must be said that the brain should play more roles.I didn't want to talk too much about this case with Elo, so I picked some other topics to talk about. During the process, I thought of the orphanage that Jin Dongshu had told me before. After telling Elo, he closed his mouth and breathed out. Breaking through two flat lips, he let out a disdainful "poof", said lazily that the orphanage is so old-fashioned, and it's okay to just be orphans, then turned around and asked me if I had seen a freak show.

"Dwarfs, distorted limbs, swollen and protruding organs, using the so-called curiosity of people, can grow into radishes, and big feet without toes can make people smile and give generously. Who knows, some people like it Look at the pimples, especially when the epidermis is ruptured and the white pus splatters." Speaking of this, he verbally apologized again, because these words were not very nice.

"But what does this have to do with the orphanage?"

"At least you're talking about an orphanage for normal children." Ello said, "For the deformed children with missing arms and legs, mentally retarded, blind, congenital deaf-mute, and genetic diseases, there must be a newborn child." Where to go. The system tells it to live, to show its sense of responsibility to everyone, but how to live is another matter, it’s normal if you can’t live, no one cares.”

I've never seen anything like that. "According to you, the dean is a good man?"

Elo shrugged again, "At least she is responsible, what else do you want to do."

"What about the ruined child?"

"Anyway, no one dies. You can't ask for so much from this world," he said this for the second time today, "otherwise things will be endless, always wiping tears and complaining about suffering, these bullshits don't matter People are willing to listen. Fate is the number one priority. You don’t need to worry about other things. As long as you are alive, you can talk about other things, such as chastity and morality. Talking about other primary qualifications is to have a life."

I could sense the controversial points in what he said.Just out of curiosity, I wondered what proportion of the population could live without fear of death.People's desire for life is instinctive, just like a person can never strangle himself, the simple emotion of continuing life even if there is still a breath is more common, everything is about survival, even if I criticize Elo's views as utilitarianism, I don't agree It is impossible to deny the existence and legitimacy of this phenomenon.

For the purpose of racial survival, "survival" is justified, but in the general atmosphere of society, people may not agree with this.In terms of correct values, the world believes that there are many things above life in the world, such as freedom, love, and the spirit of loyalty. Most of these positive things that everyone praises are things that they cannot do or rarely see. Because the hero is more and more seen in the rare; the phrase "survive at all costs" sounds a bit weird, perhaps because of the terrible implication it implies, (no matter what other people are) at all costs (I have to) survive.Elo said it was the latter, and Jin Dongshu might be the former, but I don’t have aspirations for the noble but I do the right thing, I want to live without fear of death, and I am an intermediate between the two, what am I?Sometimes I will assume that I am in a confrontational camp in a war, how can I not leak my own information after being caught by the enemy, and conclude that there is no other way but death, because I clearly know that I cannot bear the torture imposed on me, but At that time, will I have the courage to bear my own decisiveness?

"But maybe they should have had a good life."

"No should." He took advantage of my unpreparedness and patted the back of my head like a child, "If I said he should have been thrown in the snow to freeze to death? But he didn't, it's like he didn't have a life In a good life, the assumption of "should" is meaningless. The point is not to complain about the environment, but about yourself. Since you have no ability to resist for the time being, you have to adapt to the environment and the part that cannot be changed. This is being dominated The only thing that must be accepted by those who are dominated. The only thing is that the dominated should also preserve their own 'core', that is, their true spirit. The ruined people don't deserve to have a good life, they can blame whoever they complain with their mouths, if they really think so in their hearts—"

I looked at him inquiringly, and Elo made a "tsk" and concluded, "—then they're done."

"Perhaps some people were hit not only physically, but also mentally..."

"It's all the same. If people put themselves in a position to be dominated early, it's better to die soon."

"It can't be said that people are born with the right to live." I said slowly while thinking, "I still think that the prerequisite for survival is not to murder other people's lives. , otherwise it’s not justified. You can’t sacrifice some people to save another, that’s unfair, unless you voluntarily give up some of the benefits. Some groups are relatively weak, and how to keep their rights inviolable as much as possible is a big issue.”

"Theoretically, you say so." Elo can still find time to look at me and smile while driving the car, smiling as if seeing fluffy rabbits, little flowers, teddy bears and the like, I would rather see his face full of sarcasm The sneer is also better than looking at this, as if I am a childish ghost.

"Stop laughing," I demanded.

"Okay," he managed to clean up his expression, and said frivolously, "but you have forgotten, my dear, that this world is never fair. How many voluntary sacrifices can be made, and how many are forced voluntary sacrifices. Everyone is born Inequality, can you say that a child of a rich family born with Baoyu in his mouth is the same as a child of a butcher's family who slaughtered livestock for generations?"

"It's the same in terms of life."

"It's different in terms of fate." Elo took out a can of chewing gum from the trunk and lifted the lid with one hand and asked me to stuff two gums into his mouth. I did so, and he asked me to eat too. He chewed gum and told me: "You can't pretend not to see that people in powerful families want everything from birth, enough to control everything else. You are about to die, and a person offers you 100 million to kill a person, will you do it?"

I shook my head.

"That's right, you can't do it. But some people do it. If you can't do it, you can pay 1000 million or [-] million. As long as the chips are big enough, the bottom line will disappear. Such chips are concentrated in the hands of a few people, [-]% of the top people Controlling [-]% of the wealth, [-]% of the people mediocrely fight for the [-]% that leaks from the fingers of the people above. If the superior wants to kill the common people, they don't have to do it themselves, and they will do it for them. How can the common people resist? Knives, and ropes, are feeble things. There is only one way to get them back on the playing field, and that is to attack from the bottom up."

"You mean, the common people acted first?"

"The superior and the common people, the ruler and the ruled, the rich and the poor, whatever you say, they are the two sides of the conflict anyway. Do you know what is the most fair in this world?"

I remained silent, and already had an answer in my heart.

The scenery of the field quickly reversed, we kept moving forward, Elo stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, the white truck was speeding forward, the wind roared into the car, and the car body fluttered with every turn of the steering wheel.At this speed, if we are not careful, we will hit a tree. The rough and hard brown trunk has grown on the side of the road for decades. It will not be moved, and the airbag will pop out from the front. Hit my head hazy, disoriented.I wish there was an airbag, otherwise it's not good for my head, but I'd rather have the tragic scene of the accident in my head than say a word to tell him to slow down.

"Death," Elo continued. "Look with the eyes of a hunter, and the world will put its neck under your knife. The trick is to be the hunter, not the prey."

"Why does it have to be so contradictory?"

"It's not something we can decide, my dear. The rules of operation are like this. You don't need anyone to tell you, your spine is chilling, your hair is standing on end, and your blood is boiling. can be reversed."

"I still don't think that's the case."

"Because you are inexperienced. Looking out from the center of the paradise, there are pure lands all around." Elo blew a small bubble with chewing gum, and the bubble burst quickly with a "pop". "The premise of reversing the situation is that even in Disadvantage, you have to have the strength to cut your throat and let blood out."

i don't talk anymore