Put on a vest for a better world

It was the first time for Yu Yijun to be awarded by the small leader of the poor subsidy in the Irene area.

Pain, nausea... what else?Yu Yijun can't remember clearly, he only remembers that everyone who received the subsidy said "thank you" to him... Did I help others?Mother······

and then?

Hang around in the hands of all kinds of powerful men and women, big or small.

He is clean and handsome, and is the most famous and high-end commodity in the Irene area.

But Yu Yijun didn't want to see himself clearly, and he didn't want to see those people who asked him to call him "Dad, Mom". His eyesight became worse.

What's ridiculous is that the beautiful eyes without focal length make Yu Yijun even more valuable as a commodity. The little beauty whose eyes are always full of mist makes some "people" flock to him even more and become obsessed with them.

The desperate escape happened after an extremely tragic and disgusting sexual abuse at the age of 16. The most powerful pervert had a twisted love for the crying Yu Yijun.

When Yu Yijun stabbed the pervert with the fragments of his water cup in tears, the pervert climaxed until he passed out with his eyes rolled, and the wounded Yu Yijun hid in the trash can and escaped, meeting the first pain in his life Sunshine——Dr. Xiangzi.

A very clichéd story, the strong, beautiful and gentle doctor Xiangzi took Yu Yijun home who had experienced all kinds of dark sides in the world, treated him well, and hid him well.

Physician Xiangzi, who used to only sleep for two hours a day to help the poor, would read to Yu Yijun every day, and would be overjoyed as long as Yu Yijun had any slight response.

She would give Yu Yijun a little star made of colored paper when he responded. At that time, Yu Yijun no longer knew how to respond to this pure kindness. He just stared at the blurred figure of Dr. Xiangzi with a frozen face.

Until one day, Dr. Xiangzi brought back Yu Yijun's long-lost guqin.

The moment he touched the Guqin, Yu Yijun, who hadn't cried for a long time, cried again, crying vaguely that he was sorry, how dirty and ridiculous he was without the courage to find his mother.

Doctor Xiangzi cried along with him, and he had to cry louder than Yu Yijun to be reconciled.

Then he said over and over again: "What!? When a mature beauty like me cries, why doesn't she have a little kid to make people feel cute? I am so unwilling! Woooooo..."

In the days that followed, Dr. Xiangzi told Yu Yijun over and over again that part of the meaning of life is to feel pain, but the past that you don’t want to remember is shit, and it is a waste of Yu Yijun’s beautiful head to put it in your mind.

If he had a normal childhood, Yu Yijun must be "other people's child" in the mouth of thousands of parents.

He learns everything very quickly, and he has mastered a lot of knowledge just by listening. Physician Ba ​​Xiangzi from the medical university would say sourly that if he had such talent as Yu Yijun, his hair would never be as thin as it is today.

Yu Yijun just smiled in Dr. Xiangzi's direction, and never complained that Dr. Xiangzi's hair loss was because she didn't have time to sleep.

As long as he smiles, Dr. Xiangzi will jump up and hug him, shouting: "Charging mode, ON! The beautiful boy is indeed a great driving force for my life."

Simple, unadulterated love is Yu Yijun's most cherished heart, and it is the motivation for him to smile.

When Yu Yijun has completely grown into a beautiful young man, who is very different from his youthful appearance, Dr. Xiangzi will take Yu Yijun, who is tightly packed, to go out to her free clinic and help people in difficulties together. People, go and hear what a real "thank you" is.

It was Dr. Xiangzi who let Yu Yijun know that the world is not just as he remembered it. There are still many good things and good intentions. As long as you take the initiative to pursue and maintain them, the good things are there.

Yu Yijun almost believed it, he believed in the fairy tale that Dr. Xiangzi carefully made up for him.

It was another night of heavy rain, and Dr. Xiangzi left Yu Yijun's life forever like his mother.

Obviously the story is only half told, is this the ending again?

Why did you abandon me again?Why am I alone again?Sure enough, because I was a bad boy, that's why he left me in a hurry, like my father, my mother, and Dr. Xiangzi... Yu Yijun is really a bad boy who doesn't deserve love.

Thinking like this, Yu Yijun changed his name to Elegy, which was taken from Thomas Gray's "Elegy at the Tomb". He is still alive, which is an elegy for the hero Dr. Xiangzi. This world is not worth seeing at all. Anyway, the people he wants to see are no longer exists.

After that, there are all kinds of "disgusting" encountered in order to survive and revenge. The kindness is so thin, and the world is full of "disgusting".

Chapter 79

◎If you are sick, treat the disease, it is your fault to scare people. ◎

There are tens of thousands of perverts in the world, some like Qi Liansheng who realize that they are from the beginning, and some like Yu Junqing who have no stimulation and will never know that they are a pervert.

Although it is inappropriate to say that Guangfeng Jiyue listened to the Pavilion Master of the Sea Pavilion, but his junior sister has already seen that he is a pervert.

Yu Junqing was born in a place like "Taoyuan" in his dream. Taoyuan, a very beautiful word, represents isolation from the world and marriage of close relatives.

Schizophrenia, congenital heart disease, anencephaly, epilepsy, cleft lip... Maybe this Taoyuan has a bad feng shui, but in Yu Junqing's generation, he is actually the only "abnormal" child , surrounded by normal kids with all sorts of problems.

Yu Junqing's definition of "normal" is a bit off.

Later, an outsider came to Taoyuan, an "abnormal" outsider like Yu Junqing. Yu Junqing was so happy at that time, he felt that he had found a companion, someone like himself.

These outsiders did not take Yu Junqing out.

They brought medicine from outside and poisoned most people in Taoyuan. They brought knives from outside and cut off the heads of many people in Taoyuan.They are only interested in the food and wealth accumulated by Taoyuan people. In the eyes of outsiders, Taoyuan is just a group of monsters.

Or could it be said that Yu Junqing was born to cultivate?

His parents are husband and wife, brother and sister.

When both parents fell in front of them, Yu Junqing who brought outsiders in learned how to kill.

It's very simple, really very simple, the innately strong spirit makes mediocre people unable to resist him, Yu Junqing "tells" these outsiders to die, and they really die.

In the dream, Taoyuan became a purgatory, except for Yu Junqing, there was no one alive.

Yu Junqing, who wanted to go out very much, didn't want to go out at this moment.

He wanted to live a "normal" life as before.

So Yu Junqing, who was only eight years old at that time, played house with the corpses.

He would form a circle around the corpses of his playmates, which was playing a game.

He would drag his father's body out of the house little by little, and drag it back in the evening, which is called working at sunrise and resting at sunset.

He would help his mother and father to the edge of the table, and then "enjoy" the fruits picked for him by the animals in the mountains. The family should eat together, and this is a normal day.

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Corpses will eventually rot.

Do you know the most intuitive way to express the word stink?

The Taoyuan at that time was when Tinghai Pavilion's previous Pavilion Master and Elder Zhongqin passed by the sky here, they were almost so smoked that they fell down.

······Yu Junqing was forcibly taken back to Tinghai Pavilion by the previous pavilion master, and became the favored son of heaven in the cultivation world with perfect reputation.

The previous pavilion master fell in the Jiuchongtian battle to suppress the great witch Tanying, and the only one who knew his origin was Elder Zhongqin.

Junior sister Yu Lili didn't dislike Yu Junqing because she knew about this past, she discovered the clue in the long time of getting along.

As a senior brother and as a fiancée, Yu Junqing was not biased or inappropriate at all.

He is like a well-made puppet, caring for his junior sister regularly every day, cultivating at a fixed point, saying the same thing, doing the same thing, and after his cultivation reaches a certain level, even his appearance will no longer change. It has remained unchanged for a hundred years .

Yu Lili didn't feel bored and impatient, according to her words, the face of the senior brother, even after another 1000 years, she wouldn't get tired of it.Anyway, he treats everyone the same, so why don't I treat senior brother as the most beautiful vase in the world?Besides, this vase is very beautiful even without flowers, and it can talk~ What can I be dissatisfied with?

······The sudden change made Yu Lili realize that senior brother is not the same to everyone, but he is not the one who can change him.

A bird born with one missing wing made Yu Lili realize the reality.

Is it too much of a blow to a girl to fall in love with a pervert who is "remembranced"?Although this girl is actually hundreds of years old.

It is also the child who was picked up by the previous pavilion master. Following the surname "Yu", he is practicing "The Heart of the Qin"...

When the onmyoji who can weave grass and grasshoppers for Yu Lili, who uses his relationship to hide from disasters due to the faction within the clan, appears, Yu Lili makes a decision.

"Go to the fuck 'Sword Soul Qinxin', my mother has lived for herself."

Yu Lili imagined how much fuss he would have before going back if his senior brother stopped him.

Then I got the news that the master of Tinghai Pavilion went to believe in his comrades and asked them to take more care of Yu Lili.

"Go to the f*cking perverted senior brother, I won't serve you anymore!"

Now the pervert doesn't even have to put on a smiley face, I don't know if he will be happier in his heart?

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"I'm sorry for letting such a beautiful person like you accompany me to review such a boring and ugly life."

The dirge that kept crying in the dream To Yu-kun who entered the dream without permission