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Ruan Rao arrived at the door to stop Lin Shizhi.

"I was wrong, I was wrong, I was teasing you. The doctor didn't say you would lose your memory." Ruan Rao grabbed her arm, hugged her tightly, and coaxed her to the hospital bed.

Lin Zhizhi was annoyed: "Didn't the doctor ask you to take good care of me and keep me happy?"

Ruan Rao let go of her hand suddenly, stood in front of her, and looked her up and down.

"Are you cured?" Ruan Rao asked.

Lin Zhizhi was stunned: "What do you mean?"

Ruan Rao sneered: "Is the illness in your heart healed? Can I make you laugh? You've been wearing a mask for so long, aren't you tired?"

"The grievances of the previous generation have nothing to do with you. You are also a victim. Why don't you let yourself go?"

When these things were mentioned suddenly, Lin Zhizhi felt a dull pain in her head. She squatted down slowly with her back against the wall, buried her face in her legs, and curled up into a ball.

Ruan Rao felt a little distressed when she heard her cry, but it was more of a ruthless experience after making up her mind.

"Have you ever lived a day for yourself?"

Lin Zhizhi raised his hand and beat his head, Ruan Rao stepped forward to grab her hand, and locked her tightly so that she couldn't move.

"Stop talking. I don't want to listen." Lin Zhizhi cried.

But Ruan Rao still refused to give up: "You know how the injury on your head came about. You keep saying that you like Yu Schumer, you say you love her, have you really done it?"

"You have never mentioned such a big matter to her, how much weight does she have in your heart?"

"You've been atoning for all these years, you've made so much money, you've done so many things, you think your debts are paid off?"

"I tell you Lin Zhizhi, your self-righteous atonement is nothing but the shackles you put on yourself! It is not your fault that you were born, and it is not your fault that you exist. You owe nothing to anyone. The only thing you are really sorry for is Those of us who care about you worry about you and love you."

Lin Zhizhi's breathing was short and messy, as if someone had grabbed her throat, preventing her from breathing.

"Lin Zhizhi, Zhizhi? Calm down! Take a deep breath, take your time, inhale... you are actually inhaling! Inhale quickly, exhale slowly...Okay, relax, inhale, exhale..."

When Ruan Rao came back to her senses, she was also frightened by her posture. Lin Zhizhi unconsciously couldn't breathe properly, and his whole face was flushed red.

Listening to Ruan Rao's guiding voice, she breathed slowly, and when her breath gradually calmed down, Ruan Rao raised her face with both hands, and asked with lingering fear, "Have you recovered?"

"Yeah." Lin Zhizhi nodded slightly, and Ruan Rao hugged her: "I'll help you to bed, and you have a good rest. I'll talk to Yu Shumo, about your past—is that okay?"

Lin Zhizhi heard the notice of the order from Ruan Rao's questioning, and she was afraid that if she said no now, she would just pretend that she didn't hear it.

Ruan Rao helped her to lie down on the bed, pressed the quilt for her, and turned on the TV before leaving, specially tuned the movie starring Yu Schumer.

"Don't scare her."

Before Ruan Rao left, Lin Zhizhi poked his head out from under the quilt and said this to her, almost making Ruan Rao laugh angrily.

Yu Shumo didn't know that Ruan Rao and Lin Shizhi almost had a big incident during the time she was away.

She found a private detective she had worked with before, and met with an old lawyer friend. During the period, she also took time to go to the studio, and asked the people in her studio to pay attention to the trend of public opinion about Lin Zhizhi on the Internet, and if there was anything wrong Immediately reported, and timely public relations.

Yu Schumer was relieved after finishing all this work.

With Sister Hu not around, she realized that these matters were not as simple as she imagined.

Yu Schumer brought two bodyguards, and one of them was to act as the driver. He wanted to meet the black fans who attacked Lin Zhizhi, but it was inappropriate for her to come forward, so he had to leave it to the bodyguards.

"It's almost time, take me back to the hospital."

Yu Shumo looked at the time, guessing that Lin Zhizhi was going to be hungry now, so it would be better to go back early to accompany her.

As a result, he received a call from Ruan Rao on the way.

In the private room of the restaurant, Yu Schumer frowned slightly and stared at Ruan Rao.

"You can speak directly if you have anything to say." Yu Shumo could tell that Ruan Rao wanted to talk to her, but she didn't know what it was.

But they met because of Lin Shizhi, and the topics they could talk about seemed to be related to Lin Shizhi.

Yu Schumer guessed that Ruan Rao wanted to tell her about Lin Zhizhi, but she didn't like Ruan Rao's tragic expression of the sky falling.

Ruan Rao thought a lot about the wording, and finally decided to keep it simple, and told Yu Shumo the whole thing.

"This is a matter of the past, and I shouldn't be the one to tell you. But given the current situation, she may not be able to recall that period of the past, let alone tell you."

Hearing Ruan Rao's opening, Yu Schumer's faint impatience was suppressed again.

"How much do you know about the past?"

Yu Schumer hesitated to tell what she knew.

After listening, Ruan Rao sighed.

"She is right, but the actual situation is not as easy as she said." Ruan Rao couldn't control her anger just by recalling the things she had seen or heard.

"Grandma Lin is a very kind person. Unfortunately, in a place where there are many evil people, good people are always at a disadvantage. Before the age of six, she was taken care of by her grandma. When she was six years old, Grandma Lin suffered a serious illness. She became weak and her family had no money. Someone came to her house and said that she would take her to the city to make money, so that she could have food and money, which is simply a blessing in disguise."

"Grandma Lin is ill, but she is not confused. She refused to let her go, and she was kidnapped and kidnapped."

"I didn't know until I got to the place that the business these people do is to make money from people."

"Organ buying and selling, living people buying and selling."

"Several children are locked in iron cages in groups of three or four, and sometimes buyers come to pick them out, just like buying vegetables in a vegetable market."

"The ones that look good will stay."

"A few days of poor education will be taken out to work. Put a small bowl on the side of the road and kneel for a day."

"Later, those people discovered that the price of good people's sympathy has increased. Just children begging on their knees can no longer make much money. They still think of other ways, such as cutting off their tongues, breaking off their arms and legs, and cutting off their hands and feet. How does cruelty come, how does it make people feel distressed?"

"Can you imagine? Maybe you can imagine, but you are more or less afraid to think about it? But when you are a few years old, you have seen these things happen with your own eyes. Maybe you were hugging and comforting her sister yesterday, but today Dying without limbs. Maybe her elder brother, who left half a sip of water for her to drink just now, is being poured with a bucket of boiling water, and his life and death are unknown."

Yu Schumer wanted her to stop talking, but reason still forced her to continue listening.

"At that time, my family and I sneaked out of the house in a fit of anger, but we were kidnapped. I only stayed there for three days before my family found me."

"In just three days, I have been seeing a psychiatrist for two years before I slowly come out."

"I don't know how long Zhizhi stayed there, but what made her feel even more desperate was that when the police came to rescue us, her grandma came along with a few men from the village."

"The same business was done in that village before. Although it was cleaned once when Yu Zhi was born, it is not so easy to clean it up completely. Grandma Lin went to other people's homes and kowtowed three times to invite people. It was the friendship of the same village who agreed to help."

"As a result, the caught fish in the village collided with the trafficking gang this time and were arrested by the police together."

"When they were taken home by Grandma Lin, you should have imagined that they would bear the wrath of those women who lost their family pillars."

"Grandma Lin's illness is still not cured. Every family in Zhijia asked someone to take Grandma Lin to the hospital, but no one answered her."

"Zhizhi went to the next town to ask for a village doctor overnight, but was discovered by the villagers, who blocked the door of the yard and prevented the village doctor from entering the house."

"Just dragging on like this, Grandma Lin let go and left."

"No one helped with the burial, so they dug a hole in the yard, and with the help of a fellow doctor, Grandma Lin was buried in peace."

"The fellow doctor was kind, and she took him in. When he was ten years old, the fellow doctor went to the mountain to collect medicine and unfortunately rolled down and died."

"After that, she ate hundreds of meals, but she was very unpopular. Because the people in that place were very superstitious, they always thought that the fellow doctor was a good person and shouldn't end up in such a miserable situation, so they thought she was a dirty broom star , I was born without a father or a mother, and I killed my grandma and the kind fellow doctor."

"In her world, the most heard voices are saying that she shouldn't be alive, that she shouldn't exist. She is still waiting, because when Grandma Lin left, she told her 'she is a child with a mother. , her mother will come to pick her up. As long as she grows up obediently, she will see her mother one day.'."

"She's working hard to live."

Ruan Rao's voice was always calm, because she was afraid that she would not be able to control herself, and would not be able to speak clearly to Yu Shumo after crying.

Yu Schumer knew the story behind, but just because she knew it made her feel even more uncomfortable.

"Do you know how she got the injury on her head?" Ruan Rao asked her, but gave the answer herself.

"Her mother was trafficked to that kind of place in the early years, and was forced to give birth to a child. For her, it was a nightmare, a shame, and an unbearable memory."

"Her mother's mental state is very bad. Sometimes she is a very ordinary and gentle mother, and sometimes she regards her as an enemy, an enemy who wants to be cramp and deboned."

"I try my best to play a good daughter, hoping to get the maternal love I never had before."

"Zhizhi studies hard and is very smart, but no matter what she does, she can't satisfy her mother. And her mother is also stimulated by her growing up, and her mental state is getting worse and worse. She will start Hit it with your hands, and curse it."

"Crazy, she kept telling him that she shouldn't be born, she shouldn't be alive, she shouldn't exist. She was beaten and scolded, and suffered everything until she was pushed down the stairs by her mother."

In this not-so-capable space, Yu Schumer heard her own heartbeat and raised her hand to wipe away her tears, but at this moment, she noticed that a small puddle of water had accumulated on the table in front of her.

Yu Shumo couldn't sit still anymore, she just wanted to go back, back to Lin Shizhi, and hug her.

Ruan Rao naturally knew that Yu Schumer wanted to leave, but she hadn't finished speaking, so she couldn't just let Yu Schumer go.

"Zhizhi is going to have an operation soon. After you contacted me last night, I talked to her psychiatrist."

"I also asked the doctor today. The success rate of this operation is very high, so there is no need to worry."

"So I want to get rid of her heart disease while she solves the congestion in her brain."

Ruan Rao told her one more thing, which made Yu Schumer change his face. Finally, Ruan Rao asked Yu Schumer to cooperate, but Yu Schumer didn't cooperate immediately, but asked to see Lin Shizhi's psychologist.

"Although you are her good friend, it's important. I can't listen to your side. I want to see her psychiatrist first. Do you mind if I bring another friend there?"

Ruan Rao readily agreed: "I'll arrange it right away!"

It was difficult for Yu Schumer to act in the early years. Hu Jia arranged a professional psychiatrist for her. She knew the other party's character and professional ability after knowing each other for many years.So we made an appointment and met tonight.

It was also because Lin Zhizhi's question was more complicated, so he came back very late after chatting.

When it was late at night, when Yu Shumo entered the ward, Lin Shizhi's grudges greeted him.

"Didn't you agree to have lunch with me? Come back at this point, are you planning to have supper with me?"

The corners of Yu Schumer's lips raised slightly: "It's your mouth that said, didn't you call you? You also promised that I wouldn't be in a hurry to come back if I couldn't catch up. Why is it settled after Qiuhou now?"

Lin Zhizhi muttered a few more words in a low voice, but Yu Shumo couldn't hear what she was saying clearly.

"I brought some supper, it's all your favorite food." Yu Shumo put the food on the table, Lin Zhizhi slowly got off the bed, opened the bag and looked, there were some of her favorite food there Nutritious sick meals.

Lin Dingliu rubbed his stomach, curled his lips, and finally decided to eat a little to taste.

"Eat first, I'll take a shower. I'll sleep with you later."

Yu Schumer went into the bathroom, and Lin Zhizhi ate supper non-stop, but when Yu Schumer came out, she ate all the supper for two that Yu Schumer brought back.

Yu Schumer stood beside her and looked at her with folded arms. Lin Shi realized later: "It's so delicious, I ate too much if I didn't pay attention."

"Well, I bought less. I'll bring you some more tomorrow." Yu Schumer didn't say much, lifted up a corner of the quilt and lay down where she slept last night.

She saw Lin Zhizhi looking at the empty dinner bowls, urging her: "What are you doing in a daze? Go wash up and get some rest early."

Seeing Yu Shumo's normal tone, Lin Zhizhi breathed a sigh of relief, and planned to clean up the table before going to wash and sleep.

"Don't move around, go wash up. Leave your things there, someone will clean them up tomorrow." Yu Shumo looked at the time and it was getting late, and Lin Zhizhi was still injured, so she didn't need to deal with these chores .

Lin Zhizhi didn't listen to her, he tidied up briefly, and only smiled when he saw that the desktop was clean and tidy again.

Lin Zhizhi washed up quickly. She was afraid that staying in the water for a long time would make Yu Shumo worry, and she was also afraid that it would be late for bed, and Yu Shumo would go to bed without waiting for her.

"Do I have a goodnight kiss today?" Lin Zhizhi lay down, looking like a good boy begging for a reward.

Her answer was a brief kiss.

The lips fell lightly on her forehead, warming Lin Zhizhi's night dream.

Lin Zhizhi had been lying in the hospital for a day, and now he didn't feel much sleepiness, and his hands began to explore and hunt for treasure in the quilt irregularly.

Yu Schumer was a little sleepy, and she had a lot of troubles hidden in her heart. When she was forcing herself to fall asleep quickly, the people around her were dishonestly teasing her, so she couldn't help but hold a mischievous hand close to her heart.

"Be good and sleep."

"But I can't sleep, you go to sleep, I'll play by myself." Lin Zhizhi twisted on the bed again, clinging to Yu Shumo, almost turned over and climbed onto her.

"You play by yourself?" Yu Shumo laughed angrily at her.

Lin Zhizhi said confidently: "You sleep with yours, I play with mine, it's not like I haven't moved myself before!"

"You are still a sick and wounded person, can you be more honest?!" Yu Shumo patted Lin Dingliu's little buttocks again, which he felt could seduce his lover.

Lin Zhizhi touched his butt indecently: "Don't keep filming it, it won't look good in the future."

Yu Shumo lost her temper and had a little fight with her. When she saw that Lin Zhizhi was about to undress himself, she quickly grabbed Lin Zhizhi's clothes to protect him.

"Are you Teddy's?"

"You are young and energetic, not to mention that Xiaobie is better than newlyweds, don't you think so?" Lin Zhizhi lay on her body, asking her dreamily with twinkling starry eyes.

Yu Shumo thought about Ruan Rao's broken plan, and they might have to part for a while.

Yu Schumer's mood gradually became depressed, and Lin Zhizhi was a master at observing words and emotions. If there was something wrong with Yu Schumer, she immediately noticed it.

Now she is very obedient, lying on Yu Shumo's body, waiting obediently and quietly for Yu Shumo to speak.

"Shizhi, there is one thing that is for your own good, but it will also hurt you to a certain extent, can I do it?"

Lin Zhizhi is very smart, she knows what her problems are, and she also knows that Ruan Rao has suffered a lot in helping her these years. Today Ruan Rao went to Yu Schumer, and she might tell those things.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kept many things from you." Lin Zhizhi was a little sad, feeling sorry for herself. When she was depressed, she couldn't help asking why she was born with a happy family and her mood was okay. She would be grateful again when she was born, but fortunately, she was born to meet her grandmother, her best friend, and her Moer, so this life seems to be not bad.

Yu Schumer learned from the doctor that Lin Zhizhi's mental state is already very bad. Maybe she didn't notice it in the past two years, but she lived together after all. When recalling the past, she can always find it in some memory fragments. Some clues.

When the emotions are slightly out of control, they will unconsciously clench their fists and hit their heads. This is already an obvious self-abuse tendency.

There are many details that I dare not think about.

Yu Shumo hugged her, and gently patted her back: "You are right, you don't need to apologize."

Lin Zhizhi showed her brightest signature sunny smile, but Yu Schumer pinched her cheek and pulled her: "Do you have an answer?"

"Hmm..." Lin Zhizhi didn't know what Ruan Rao and the others had planned: "Did Aunt Ruan arrange it?"

The psychiatrist introduced by Ruan Rao was her aunt, and Yu Shumo only found out after seeing the deity, and the friend she brought with her happened to be her schoolmate after a few years.

"Yes." Yu Schumer told her.

Lin Zhizhi's pretty eyebrows frowned: "It won't hurt you, right? I accidentally hurt Ruan Rao before. Although it wasn't intentional, it did hurt her."

Lin Zhizhi felt a little lost, and did a lot for Ruan Rao, but she still couldn't get out of that shadow, and couldn't take a good look at the world.

"It won't hurt me." Yu Schumer said with certainty.

Lin Zhizhi showed any expression this time, but just kissed the corner of Yu Shumo's lips.

"Then try again."

Seeing that Lin Zhizhi agreed, Yu Schumer was relieved. He could make an appointment with Ruan Rao tomorrow, and then discuss the details with Dr. Ruan to make sure everything was safe.

"Do you need my cooperation?" Lin Zhizhi asked.

"Of course you need it. If you take good care of yourself, you are giving us the greatest cooperation."

In the next few days, Yu Schumer stayed close to Lin Shizhi, occasionally avoiding her to make a few phone calls.

But this kind of thing happened often before, so Lin Zhizhi didn't think there was anything wrong. When she was going to have the operation, Lin Zhizhi had already forgotten what he had said before.

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