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Lin Zhizhi followed Yue Youjie to work. After the water was boiled, Yue Youjie took some sharpened wooden sticks: "I'll go to the stream and make some small traps. Maybe we can eat grilled fish tomorrow."

Yue Youjie kindly gave them room to wash, Yu Shumo and Lin Zhizhi smiled at him and repeatedly told him to be careful.

It had been almost an hour since Yue Youjie left, and when he came back, he still had some fruit in his arms.

"Do you want to try it? Wash it." Yue Youjie smiled honestly, full of kindness.

Lin Zhizhi took one and tasted it. The fruit tasted good and the juice was sweet, so she handed two more to Yu Shumo.

Looking at the two of them, Yue Youjie always felt that the atmosphere was not right, and he felt that he was actually redundant.

When Lin Zhizhi and Yu Shumo climbed the rope ladder again, Lin Zhizhi turned around and kindly reminded Yue Youjie.

"Mr. Yue, in fact, after falling asleep at night, you can turn off the live broadcast."

"Great, I'm still afraid of the impact of snoring and teeth grinding, so I'll turn it off when I'm done working."

Not long ago, the audience who were cheering that there was enough sugar for Chinese New Year today, now shouted from the air to ask Yue Youjie not to touch the equipment, otherwise they would remove his position as fish roe cp fan fan head.

It was late at night, and there were few mosquitoes in the field in late autumn. Yu Shumo lay beside Lin Shizhi.

In the small space, the two of them were very close together, and they could hear each other's slow breathing and rhythmic heartbeat.

Lin Zhizhi had opened the roof of the tree earlier, and now both of them could see the stars all over the sky when they lay down, twinkling like a world apart, and then coaxing them to sleep.

Yu Schumer was a little sleepy, lying peacefully waiting to fall asleep.

Lin Zhizhi beside her became sober after seeing these stars.

"When I was a child, I often watched the stars with my grandma. In summer, the house was so hot that I couldn't sleep at night. Grandma moved a large and thick bamboo bed, put it in the yard, and covered it with a summer mat."

When Yu Schumer heard what Lin Zhizhi said, she suddenly lost sleepiness. Lin Zhizhi rarely talked with her about family affairs. Her understanding of Lin Zhizhi was that her parents divorced. She followed her grandmother when she was a child, and followed her mother when she grew up.

But she never saw Lin Zhizhi contact his family.

Yu Shumo didn't speak, but listened to her quietly.It was just that the hand beside her was unconsciously clenched, and she was a little nervous.

"I was only four years old at the time, and everything I saw was very novel. I was nestled in the arms of my grandma on the bamboo bed, and there was a brazier on the ground with ignited mugwort leaves in it. I didn't let me go when I smoked the mosquitoes."

"Grandma held a round cattail fan and gently fanned the cool breeze."

"At that time, there were many stars in the sky, shining brightly. Grandma said, one day I can count the number of stars in the sky, and my mother will come back."

Yu Shumo wanted to know what happened afterwards, but Lin Zhizhi didn't seem to want to continue talking.

"Did grandma lie to you?" Yu Shumo asked her.

Lin Zhizhi wiped the corner of his eyes with his hand, then raised his hand to the night sky, as if he wanted to catch a star down.

"Grandma won't lie to me." Lin Zhizhi said with certainty.

Yu Shumo wanted to know more, she wanted to know everything about Lin Zhizhi.

"Can you tell me about your family?" Yu Shumo couldn't remember how many times she asked this question tentatively.

Lin Zhizhi didn't respond, Yu Shumo turned sideways to look at her, wondering if the little ghost fell asleep from exhaustion, and when she turned sideways, she heard Lin Zhizhi's voice.

The story narrated in a calm voice was tainted with an indescribable chill in late autumn.

"I have no family."

"In the village, sons are preferred to daughters. When boys are born, they will hold a wedding banquet to carry on the family line. When girls are born, some will be thrown into the river, and some will be sold directly.

Over time, there are more and more men in the village, and women are rare.Family succession has become a problem. There are more and more bachelors, and the place is poor. Women from other places will not come at all.

There was a man named Liu Dazi who was doing business in the city, and within a few years his family built a new house, and all five of his brothers married young and beautiful wives.

The men in the village are hot-eyed and want to go to the city with him to do business, make money and come back to marry a wife.

Soon there were many young and beautiful women in the village, some of them stayed in the village, and some left after staying for a while.

The number of children has also increased, and the customs have not been lost. It is still the same as before, the boys are kept, and the girls are sold.

In the year I was born, something happened in the village, idiot Liu was arrested in the city, a large number of foreigners came to the village, and many daughters-in-law were taken away by their natal families.

Many men had their legs broken.

The women who left never came back, and the women who stayed had no family to visit.

Grandma picked up a child in the pigsty. The child's face was blue and purple, and the umbilical cord was still attached to his body. He couldn't even cry. "

Lin Zhizhi smiled: "That child is me."

Yu Shumo held her hand, she didn't dare to follow Lin Shizhi's words to imagine the scene back then, but she couldn't help but love her emotionally.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me. I'm fine now, aren't I?"

Yu Schumer saw that the smile on her child's face was a little weirder than before.

"When I was 12 years old, a man said he was my uncle and wanted to take me home." Lin Zhizhi's voice was still calm and without ups and downs, but Yu Shumo's heart was turbulent.

"My mother is already married. She suffered from the ordeal and became ill. She can no longer bear children. My uncle, my mother's husband, was injured when he was young, and he will never have children of his own in this life."

"They thought of me and brought me back, and my uncle arranged for me to study in the city."

"Later, my uncle's business was in a downturn, and his family property was lost due to several investment mistakes. My uncle's family became more and more ruined. My uncle started gambling and drinking again. At first, my uncle would beat me only when he was drunk. Later, he beat me more and more. The more frequently, the less and less reason."

"One day when I came home late from school, my uncle took a chair and beat me. Before I realized it, the chair was already in pieces. That was the last time I was beaten."

Lin Zhizhi couldn't speak anymore, as if the beating was still going on that day, she couldn't help shivering.

Lin Zhizhi wanted to hug Yu Schumer tightly and seek some warmth from her lover, but when she put her head on Yu Schumer's neck, she suddenly felt wet and cold on the top of her head.

"Why are you crying?" Lin Zhizhi sat up, seeing Yu Shumo's tears clearly with the faint light she could only express, and she couldn't help but blame herself, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this. It made you sad .”

"Stupid." Yu Schumer hugged her tightly, and finally understood the reason why Lin Shizhi resisted bringing up family relatives, and remembered her probing questions several times in the past two years, did she take a knife and stab him hard every time? This person's heart.

Lin Zhizhi lay down to comfort Yu Shumo and himself.

"Don't be sad, I went to see a psychiatrist later. I can already live like a normal person."

Yu Shumo didn't speak, but hugged her even tighter.