On how abusive essays become sweet essays

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the Lantern Festival is held, and the streets of towns and cities are filled with lanterns, passing by in rows, illuminating the dark night with bright lights, and the night is very lively.

Some people were performing acrobatics on the street, and some were performing a lion dance on wooden stakes. The crowd cheered and applauded. You Xuzhi dragged Zhang Zuidong around the streets to watch the excitement. He took them to a small stall selling masks, and picked Wearing a mask on top.

"Which one do you like?" He asked Zhang Zuidong, it's too noisy here, you have to get close to hear clearly, otherwise you have to shout at the top of your voice.

Zhang Zuidong took off his cloth shirt, put on the same satin gown as You Xuzhi, with a hair crown, handsome eyebrows, calm and steady demeanor, at first glance he thought he was a nobleman from some family.

He wears a white jade hairpin on his head, which was given to him by You Xuzhi on the first day of the first lunar month. He likes it very much, but since the first day of the first lunar month, this is the second time he wears it, because he is afraid of falling and touching it. , he will feel distressed.

Zhang Zuidong casually tapped a black hideous mask and said, "This one."

The peddler took off the mask to show him, You Xuzhi took it, raised his hand to try it on Zhang Zuidong's face, and said: "You take this and go out, you really look like the Hades Rakshasa, children will be killed by you." cry."

Zhang Zuidong lowered his eyes and pursed his lips into a smile, allowing his hands to put the mask on his face. You Xuzhi saw that the mask was on his face, and it seemed to be pretty good-looking, with the demeanor of a knight-errant.

Zhang Zuidong glanced at the white one on the shelf, before he could say anything, he heard You Xuzhi say, "Then I'll take the white one."

You Xuzhi paid the copper coin, put the mask on his face, and leaned to Zhang Zuidong's side and said, "In this way, we can also make black and white impermanence."

Zhang Zuidong's face covered by the mask was a little hot, and he secretly revealed a little joy in his heart, and he said "nonsense".

His eyes were full of smiles.

"Don't you just like my nonsense?" You Xuzhi bumped his shoulder maliciously, and before he could deny it, he pointed to another place and said, "Let's go and see the lion dance."

You Xuzhi ran around in the middle and middle of the street, Zhang Zuidong was like an elder watching a child, following him not far or near, he could always find his location accurately.

His attention was all on You Xuzhi, and he didn't notice that they walked further and further away until the voices of people gradually decreased. Across a river, he reached a place where the lights were dim. Very few.

Seeing You Xuzhi turning into the path, Zhang Zuidong slowed down a step, walked over and saw that there was no one in the dark path, with a wall at the end.

Zhang Zuidong raised his foot and walked in, having experienced this many times, he was no longer so worried, and knew that You Xuzhi was trying to tease him again.

The gaps in the stone road were covered with moss, and his shadow was cast on the wall in front of him. With one hand behind his back, he swept across the empty alley from the corner of his eye, opened his mouth, but still didn't make a sound. People, there is a shadow of a person on the wall.

Zhang Zuidong turned around, his eyes were covered by someone, the familiar fragrance came, and he stopped his subconsciously struggling body.

"What a handsome young man." The visitor whispered in his ear, and then lightly bit his earlobe.

Zhang Zuidong was deprived of vision, and his sense of touch seemed to be infinitely magnified. His ears were numb, and he took two steps back, leaning his back against the wall. Take it away, and wrap his other hand around his waist.

"Don't mess around." Sensing his intentions, Zhang Zuidong warned.

"Yo—" You Xuzhi chuckled and said cynically, "Are you teaching me what to do?"

When he opened his mouth to breathe, the breath he exhaled had the fragrance of peach blossom wine, which they drank at a street shop just now, Zhang Zuidong also drank a little, the faint taste in his mouth seemed to become more mellow, Zhang Zuidong's Adam's apple rolled, his throat was astringent.

He raised his hand to take off the hand covering his eyes, but he didn't want to move that hand away, and said with a smile: "Little Langjun, if you are more obedient, you can suffer less, or I will let you experience it." , What do you mean if you can't live but can't die."

Zhang Zuidong didn't see the slightest nervousness, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Why can't you live but can't die?"

You Xuzhi: "That is to make you... want to live and die."

He sighed softly in Zhang Zuidong's ear, causing the other party to tremble, You Xuzhi stroked the warm veins on the side of his neck, bowed his head and pecked.

"Ridiculous——" Zhang Zuidong raised his head slightly, his words lacked confidence, his voice trembled, he grabbed the clothes on You Xuzhi's shoulders, and wrinkled them into folds.

The tip of You Xuzhi's nose touched the outline of his side face, humming: "Not honest."

With the sound of footsteps coming from outside here, Zhang Zuidong's waistline suddenly tightened, and his breathing was stagnant for a moment. He looked like You Xuzhi wasn't nervous at all, and leaned up to kiss the corner of his mouth, rubbing against his lips, lingeringly condemning Tired, kissing people to the fullest, his tense body relaxed again, but mentally he was still vigilant, listening carefully to the movement outside.

He seemed to be divided into two parts, one part was mixed with You Xuzhi, and the other part was still the serious and rigid him. Just before You Xuzhi was about to go further, Zhang Zuidong grabbed his hand, his voice was hoarse as if he had been overused back.

"Enough, stop."

You Xuzhi let go, and put down the hand that covered his sight, he took off Zhang Zuidong's mask, leaned forward and kissed his drooping eyelashes that couldn't stop trembling.

There were voices coming from outside, a man and a woman, I heard the male voice recited poems against each other, and the female voice whispered and melodiously, presumably they were in love with each other, and they came out to meet through this Lantern Festival.

You Xuzhi hooked his hand, let him stand on his own, squeezed his fingertips once in a while, the two stood facing each other, Zhang Zuidong was behind the wall, and he lowered his head against You Xuzhi's neck , On such a cold day, there was a thin layer of sweat on his back.

The people outside left after a short stay, You Xuzhi took Zhang Zuidong's hand and said, "There's nothing interesting outside here, let's go back - play something more fun."

Zhang Zuidong let him lead him away, and asked, "Where did you hide just now?"

You Xuzhi: "Want to know?"

Zhang Zuidong said honestly, "I think so."

You Xuzhi: "You promise me to try the No.18 style with me today, and I promise you."

Zhang Zuidong thought of the No.18 moves in You Xuzhi's booklets, and his heartbeat quickened again after he had just calmed down—since he met the young master, his heart disease has not been better, and his head popped out from time to time to attack.

Zhang Zuidong coughed lowly: "I agree with you."

So, You Xuzhi performed for him on the spot, what is flying over a wall, he was on that wall just now, Zhang Zuidong didn't look up, so naturally he couldn't see it.

Zhang Zuidong was amazed, and You Xuzhi said modestly: "I can't do it any higher, I just want to hide..."

Dodge his daddy's stick.

You Xuzhi almost slipped his mouth, but quickly shut his mouth, Zhang Zuidong didn't ask.

He said: "I heard from Master You that you were in poor health when you were a child, so he hired you a master who can teach you martial arts."

You Xuzhi muttered: "When did he tell you?"

Zhang Zuidong turned his head, pursed his lower lip lightly, and replied: "It was the day of the New Year's Eve dinner at your house."

He paused, and said: "Your father said he owed you, why? If you don't want to say it, then just pretend I didn't ask."

You Xuzhi waved his hand indifferently, and said, "There's nothing to say, it's all in the past—but I don't say these things to others lightly, but if you want to know, it's not that I can't tell you."

He first made a long foreshadowing, and then began to talk about the reasons.

Since childhood, Father You's way of educating his children was to beat them up. One meal is not enough to beat them twice, until they are obedient. You Xuzhi was born rebellious, and he liked to confront his father. The most beaten in the family was It's him.

But when he was thirteen or fourteen years old, he became a little more sensible, and he was not so angry with his father. He behaved for a few years and imitated his elder brother to be a gentleman who has read poetry and books.

He had a good relationship with his elder brother. After he found out that he liked men, he told his elder brother, but he hadn't figured out how to confess to his parents, and his elder brother also helped him keep the secret for the time being.

Maybe it was because he didn't pay attention to whether there were other people around when he said that, and the few gangsters who had always looked down upon his elder brother somehow found out about it, and used it to provoke his elder brother, making the always elegant elder brother move hands.

When You Xuzhi saw his elder brother's injury, he couldn't bear it, so he went to settle accounts with them. Later, his father found out, and You Xuzhi refused to give in, so his father put him in the ancestral hall and imposed family law on him. , Rattan withdrew, the old wounds in the fight were not healed, and new wounds were added, and he almost died.

"It's going to rain, and my father is going to beat the cubs. No one can stop me, not even my mother. That is, after that time, my father's temper has improved a lot." You Xuzhi said, "After the injury is healed, I will never stop The You family moved out and established themselves, and it’s fine now, I actually don’t mind about that a long time ago, but the old man has been talked about by my mother for a long time, probably because he is getting old and his heart is softening.”

He still acted like he didn't care about anything.

But Zhang Zuidong unconsciously stroked his back, he had seen some shallow marks here, presumably they used plaster to remove scars, after all, the young master is so stinky.

When he regained his senses, he hurriedly took down his hand again, but before he could put it down, he was caught by You Xuzhi. He seemed to know what Zhang Zuidong wanted to ask, and his pupils reflected Zhang Zuidong's figure clearly.

His clear and clear voice was soft: "It hurts, good man, please love me."

At this moment, Zhang Zuidong wished he could bear the pain for him.

Then, through the thick clothes, Zhang Zuidong felt something strange behind him. He turned his head and saw a hand.

The owner of the hand squeezed it as if nothing had happened.

Zhang Zuidong: "..."

He didn't hold back his expression, he blushed up to the base of his neck, and said slowly: "In public, how can you do..."

Such an outrageous act!

"No one saw it again." You Xuzhi said.

Zhang Zuidong wanted to say something else, but You Xuzhi stretched his waist and said, "I'm a little hungry, go back quickly, otherwise I can't help it... Tsk, it's so cold, it's not good if it's frozen. "

The steaming warm water was rippling, and the man's unbearable muffled sound came from the room. The sound of the water continued, mixed with the bohemian and warm voice.

"Xiao Langjun, don't abandon me, I will punish you."

"Hmm..." Zhang Zuidong lay on the edge of the pool, wanted to go out, but was pulled back.

You Xuzhi stretched out his claws, clasped Zhang Zuidong's chin, and raised his chin: "Run from what?"

The two men's black hair intertwined, the man's amorous appearance changed slightly, with a sexy tension, Zhang Zuidong lowered his head in embarrassment, his strength could barely support his body, he slid down and was supported by a pair of hands.

You Xuzhi turned him around, kissed his brows and eyes lowly, wiped away the water from the corners of his eyes, looked at him intoxicated, looked at him at a loss, looked at the groan he was about to blurt out after gritting his teeth.

There was a sound of "bang bang bang" outside, the fireworks bloomed in the sky, and the faces of the two people were red. Zhang Zuidong raised his head, and firmly grasped You Xuzhi's shoulders. His heart jumped into his throat, and he couldn't stop Trembling, like drowning, a tear fell down the corner of his eye.

With a faint sigh, You Xuzhi lowered his head and kissed the corner of his eyes lightly.

"You cry."

"because I."

He gave a childish smile.

In the July Qiqiao Festival, the sun is shining brightly in the sky. In the afternoon, the sunburn slowly relieves people's headaches. The cicadas on the trees keep singing. In the martial arts training ground, fourteen or fifteen-year-old young men stand in a row, holding □□Without making a move, he let out a majestic cry.

The leader is dressed in a hard attire, outlining his thin waist, walking among the young people, his face is as cold as a ghost who wants his life, choosing which little ghost to kill next, wherever he goes, all the little ghosts in that area The heads are all working very hard, for fear of being scolded by him.

There was an extra person on the edge of the wall at some point.

You Xuzhi was wearing a summer dress, sitting on the top of the wall, with one leg bent and the other dangling in the air, holding a slice of watermelon to eat, and he was spitting watermelon seeds into the field.

"Master Zhang!" He shouted loudly.

Inside the arena, Zhang Zuidong turned his head and saw the person standing on the wall. He frowned, "Why are you here?"

"It's very hot, let the cubs have a rest, drink some water, and eat a watermelon."

Zhang Zuidong reprimanded: "It's unseemly!"

The boys cast expectant glances at You Xuzhi, they didn't know the relationship between the two, they only knew that every time Mr. You came, they would be able to rest for a while under the hands of the King of Hades.

You Xuzhi said a few more words, Zhang Zuidong softened his expression, and suddenly saw You Xuzhi's figure was unstable and fell down, Zhang Zuidong's heart jumped, his body had already reacted, and he took You Xuzhi into his arms.

And the person in his arms is still eating watermelon: "Thank you very much."

Zhang Zuidong put him down with a dark face, and he let everyone go to rest first, "If I didn't catch you just now, wouldn't you—"

You Xuzhi stuffed the watermelon into his mouth: "Eat the watermelon."

The watermelon is bright red, with few watermelon seeds. It has been soaked in well water in the well, and it is refreshing and sweet with traces of coolness, which is very refreshing.

Zhang Zuidong caught it, and he smiled and said, "I knew you would catch me."

Zhang Zuidong is now one of the masters in this martial arts training ground. It was a bit difficult for him to enter here, because many people knew that he had an ambiguous relationship with You Xuzhi, but by chance, he came here This time I met an acquaintance from the army.

The two had a life-and-death friendship. Considering Zhang Zuidong's military achievements, he could have stayed in this remote place, but he still chose to stay.

That person has always admired him, so after going through some twists and turns, Zhang Zuidong came here to teach people how to practice martial arts.

You Xuzhi climbed the wall and came in. His servants all walked through the main entrance and brought over sweet watermelons. You Xuzhi took Zhang Zuidong to a remote and shady corner, touched Zhang Zuidong's hand, and said, "Your hand But what did you rub it on? It's slippery and feels very comfortable."

Zhang Zuidong retracted his hand slightly uncomfortably, but You Xuzhi didn't let him retract.

"Just put some balm on it," he said.

You Xuzhi squeezed his hand with love.

You Xuzhi smelled it and said, "It's quite fragrant."

He paused, then asked again: "Do you know what day it is today?"

Zhang Zuidong thought about it after hearing the words, but he couldn't figure it out, You Xuzhi's birthday has passed, and his birthday hasn't arrived yet, what days are left?

You Xuzhi: "Qiqiao Festival, have you ever heard of it?"

Zhang Zuidong suddenly realized: "I never noticed it."

"It's okay, I'll just pay attention." You Xuzhi took out something from his bag, which was a jade pendant with a red string, and he said, "You just bow your head."

"Is this...for me?" Zhang Zuidong hesitated.

"Of course." You Xuzhi said proudly, "I specially went to that temple to consecrate this today. As our token of love, it will definitely last us a long time."

A token of love——

for a long time——

There were waves in Zhang Zuidong's eyes, and he raised his eyes to look at the young master, with warmth in his black eyes, he lowered his head slightly.

You Xuzhi took a step forward, wrapped his hands around his neck, put the jade on his body, and said: "You must wear it every day, and you are not allowed to take it off, and you are not allowed to be like that white jade hairpin for ten and a half days." If I don’t take it out for a month, it’s almost falling to ashes.”

"There is no dust, I wipe it carefully every day—" Zhang Zuidong paused.

You Xuzhi really didn't realize it. Seeing his annoyed expression, You Xuzhi smiled unconsciously, "Ah——so it's not that Mr. Xiao Lang doesn't like it, but he likes it too much, really. It made me anxious for a long time."

Zhang Zuidong kept his ears red.

"Lang Jun, would you like to come back earlier today?" It was too hot, You Xuzhi took out a folding fan from his waist and fanned it.

Zhang Zuidong: "Let's see the situation."

You Xuzhi covered his face with a folding fan, and sighed: "Mr. Lang, you are leaving me alone in the empty room. You have the heart to do this... Well, maybe I am lonely, so I can't help but find someone to make fun of. If I am drunk drink, maybe..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by the dark-faced Zhang Zuidong, "How dare you!"

You Xuzhi put away his folding fan, blinked at Zhang Zuidong, and said calmly, "I dare not."

Zhang Zuidong gritted his teeth, just listening to his words, he was already burning with anger, wishing he could bring this person by his side every day, "Just wait."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left.

You Xuzhi didn't even call him.

wait?What are you waiting for?

After waiting for a while, You Xuzhi became bored. He squatted down and counted the ants in the corner, and pulled out a piece of grass. He removed the things the ants were carrying, and watched them lift up again.

After another meeting, Zhang Zuidong came back.

"Come with me." Zhang Zuidong said.

You Xuzhi followed in a daze, "Where are we going?"

Zhang Zuidong: "Shut up, don't ask."

"Oh." You Xuzhi sensed some embarrassment from his tone, shut his mouth obediently, and followed behind him.

There is a rockery behind the martial arts field. People don't come here very often. It is like a maze inside, and it is easy to get dizzy. This place was not a martial arts field before, but an ordinary house. After it was changed into a martial arts field, the rockery here also Never leveled.

You Xuzhi came here once, it was not long before Zhang Zuidong came here, he came to see it, Zhang Zuidong took him around, he liked it very much, it was claustrophobic and secretive, and it was difficult for anyone to notice what he was doing.

The person in front stopped suddenly, he didn't stop, and hit Zhang Zuidong's back, Zhang Zuidong fell two steps forward, and was pressed by You Xuzhi on the rockery.

It's too quiet here.

Each other's breathing and heartbeat can be heard clearly.

You Xuzhi maintained this movement and did not walk away. He asked, "Why did you bring me here?"

Zhang Zuidong's expression was still so deep, he said in a deep voice, "Isn't that what you want?"

He turned around and dragged You Xuzhi inside. Surrounded by rockery, the light was dim, he unbuttoned his coat, "Come on."

You Xuzhi: "..."

I don't, I'm not!

Today, he just wanted to take Zhang Zuidong to the riverside to set off lanterns—although he had thought about trying it out here with Zhang Zuidong, ahem.

Seeing him not moving, Zhang Zuidong urged: "Hurry up."

"Don't worry, Mr. Xiaolang." You Xuzhi said, he didn't bring the universal box today, so he took a step back, "I..."

"I'm not in a hurry." Zhang Zuidong interrupted him, a medicine box popped out of nowhere in his hand, he tilted his head and said with red ears, "I...have washed it."

You Xuzhi was stunned: "You just left—"

"Shut up." Zhang Zuidong gritted his teeth, he pulled You Xuzhi, "You want to try here with me, I know."

He knew the look in You Xuzhi's eyes from the first time he came, so he hid a fire in his heart, and waited for a long time, but he didn't wait until the young master came to mess around again.

There was an ambiguous atmosphere in the air, and the breaths of the two were intertwined. You Xuzhi raised his hand and put it on Zhang Zuidong's clear profile face, slowly moved to the back of his neck, clasped the back of his head, and kissed his lips , "If you have a king like this, what can a husband ask for?"

Zhang Zuidong half-knocked his eyes, his eyelids trembled slightly, and the corners of his eyes gradually became red. When You Xuzhi left, he still parted his lips slightly, breathing unsteadily, as if his whole body was covered with You Xuzhi's smell.

He liked the smell of him very much, to the point of obsession, and he felt at ease when he smelled it.

……

After a long time, You Xuzhi raised his hand from behind to the front, covered Zhang Zuidong's lips, and whispered "someone" in his ear.

Then Zhang Zuidong's muscles tensed up, with the strength ready to go, "Wait..."

You Xuzhi refused to let him finish his sentence, he bit his lip tightly.

Afterwards, Zhang Zuidong learned that he had been tricked, so he picked up the clothes and put them on with a dark face, and You Xuzhi stepped forward to coax people with kindness and said good things.

Seeing that Zhang Zuidong was not going back to the training ground, he asked, "Where are you going?"

Zhang Zuidong still had a red tide on his face, he gritted his teeth and said, "Go back and take a bath."

"I want to take a bath." You Xuzhi said, reaching out his hand, "Let me check if my clothes are wet."

Zhang Zuidong took his hand, and You Xuzhi broke away with a smile, "You are so angry with me, could it be that I am not comfortable serving you?"

Zhang Zuidong quickened his pace.

They avoided the busy city and took a secluded path. You Xuzhi hummed a little song and followed Zhang Zuidong with his hands behind his head. The person in front suddenly stopped and turned around.

"Hand." His voice was calm and indifferent, and he seemed to have lost his anger.

You Xuzhi raised the corner of his lips and stretched out his hand.

Zhang Zuidong held his hand: "Go home."

You Xuzhi: "Zui Dong, how about we make dumplings tonight?"

Zhang Zuidong: "Yes."

You Xuzhi: "Let's go to the river to put lanterns and make a wish later."

Zhang Zuidong: "Okay."

"Your training ground just left, is that okay?"

"I found someone to replace me."

"Oh... Zui Dong, I'm happy, I'm happy to see you."

Zhang Zuidong: "...um."

After a while, the red-eared man said without changing his face: "I am the same."

I am afraid that my heart disease will never get better in this life.

The author has something to say: thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of sleepless travel; 2 bottles of hinnys;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!