On how abusive essays become sweet essays

Dawn rose in the sky, and the morning sunlight penetrated into the room through the cracks in the curtains. On the large bed, Yu Han, who was sleeping on his side, frowned uncomfortably, his eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings, and slowly opened his eyes.

Under the quilt, he had a hand on his waist, and when Yu Han moved a little, the people behind him noticed it and pulled him back, making the distance between them closer and tighter.

"Are you awake?" The hoarse and lazy voice contained tenderness, and it was close to Yu Han's ear, making his ears numb.

Yu Han turned his head, and saw Bo Wang propping his head, with a pleasant smile on his lips.

Fatigue welled up in his body, and the memories of last night came back to life, Yu Han lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Bao Wang, and buried his head in embarrassment.

Seeing him dodging like an ostrich again, Bo Wang couldn't help feeling amused, he rubbed Yu Han's waist with his palm, and asked, "Is it still uncomfortable?"

The strength of his massage was not too strong, Yu Han hummed in comfort, the sound brought back his memory, Yu Han closed his mouth, and replied after a while: "It's not uncomfortable——"

He paused for two seconds, and whispered in a hoarse voice, "Very comfortable."

Frankness and shyness appear at the same time. In the eyes of Bo Hua at this moment, Yu Han is no less than a tempting peach. One bite, it is juicy and sweet. If you don’t taste it, you will never know how much it tastes inside. good.

His eyelids are lightly closed, and the corner of his mouth is smiling.

If you make more trouble, I'm afraid Yu Han won't be able to get up today.

The two huddled together on the bed for a while, and Bo Wang asked Yu Han to get up and eat breakfast. Although Bo Wang had restrained himself yesterday, Yu Han's long and straight legs still trembled uncontrollably when he walked.

He gritted his teeth in embarrassment, not daring to let Bao Wang find out, but after a second thought, he changed his mind again, and his clear voice became hoarse after being overused overnight, and he asked for help softly and obediently: "Senior, I Can't move."

Bo Wang, who was getting dressed, turned his head.

The curtains were half open, and the sunlight poured in from the window. The young man was sitting on the edge of the bed, with red marks on his neck and wrists. He just woke up with blushing eyes. Looking at Bo Wang innocently and helplessly, Bo Wang's heart softened immediately. half.

This kind of strange emotion has never been experienced before.

"Let me have a look." Bao Wang half squatted beside the bed.

Yu Han was wearing summer pajama pants, the knees were exposed outside, his body hair was not obvious, and his skin was fair, the marks on it were particularly eye-catching.Bo Wang just squatted down in front of him, and he hurriedly sat back, covering Bo Wang's eyes with his hands.

"No, no need." The nervousness in the voice didn't seem fake.

When you are in love, you can be honest with each other without feeling shy, but now that the sky is bright and you can see everything clearly, Yu Han is somewhat uncomfortable.

Bo Wang took Yu Han's hand: "Okay, don't watch, listen to you."

Anyway, I watched everything that should be seen, to ensure that Yu Han was not injured, and Bo Wang didn't force it.

He handled Yu Han's change of clothes with his own hands, then hugged him with one hand, and went to the bathroom to wash up. It was easy to misfire when he woke up, so he couldn't help but react.

Last night was so absurd that Yu Han didn't even dare to look in the mirror while brushing his teeth, his cheeks were red all the way to his neck, Bao Wang supported his waist, stood behind Yu Han, took the picture in the mirror into his eyes, and smiled softly.

"So much energy, huh?"

Yu Han almost lost his toothbrush, and his breathing trembled slightly: "Senior, please don't do this."

"Senior to help you." Bao Wang rested his chin on his shoulder, kissed his cheek with his head sideways, his eyes closed slightly, his handsome face was sexy and charming.

Washing was delayed for some time, and when Yu Han came out again, his legs were even weaker to stand up.

But after that, Bo Wang didn't bother him anymore, and the short ten-day holiday passed by in the blink of an eye.

Not long after, when the third year of high school started, Yu Han reluctantly rubbed back and forth in Bo Wang's arms the night before, like a cute puppy.

It wasn't long before he started eating, and Bo Wangzi didn't want to be separated from Yu Han, but he was used to hiding his emotions in his heart, rubbing Yu Han's head helplessly with a smile on his face, and promised him that he would come back after the holiday.

"Senior, University A... Are there many people who are prettier than me?"

"Well... I didn't pay attention, why don't you go and see for yourself in the future?" Bo Wang heard his implication and deliberately teased him.

Yu Han was not very interested, and rested his forehead on Bao Hua's shoulder, "Don't look at them."

—Looking at me is enough, just looking at me.

They get together less and leave more, and Yu Han's current ability is also limited, which makes him feel powerless, and he wants to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, but it is far from enough now.

Bo Wang simply asked: "You want to control me?"

Yu Han replied sullenly, "...no matter."

Bo Wang laughed, and flicked Yu Han's forehead with his fingers, "I said before, I don't want you to chase me."

"...um." Yu Han remembered this sentence.

Bo Wang: "Study hard, I will wait for you."

If you can't catch up, I'll wait for you. Don't worry when you catch up.

Bo Wang didn't say the second half of the sentence, but Yu Han understood what he meant.

Bo Wang knew everything, knew his uneasiness, knew his fear, and also knew that the invisible distance between the two of them could not be eliminated with a few words of comfort, so he said, he would wait for him.

A wordless emotion filled Yu Han's chest, it was so hot and hot, it seemed to be overflowing, Yu Han opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end, he was lying in Bo Wang's warm embrace. In the middle, it seems that all the shadows are driven away by the sun.

Yu Han doesn't like to cry, and his temperament is also paranoid and tenacious. Sometimes he would rather have a wound on his body than seek help from others, but in front of Bao Wang, he becomes weaker and weaker, and his mentality gradually becomes childish.

Like a wild cat that has found a safe haven, it is no longer a wild cat when it has a home.

"...Thank you, senior."

*

Year after year, when Yu Han was about to graduate, he was stuck in the sea of ​​questions day and night. He wanted to take the entrance examination for A University. It cannot be said that there were no arrogant factors in it, but he also had his own considerations.

He wants to go to a better place and become a better version of himself, enough to match Bo Wang.

The school had a three-day holiday before the college entrance examination, and when he was approaching the college entrance examination, Bo Wang often ran in both directions. This night, after one o'clock in the morning, Yu Han was still reviewing, and Bo Wang went to turn off the desk lamp, and Yu Han didn't realize that he was coming.

"Don't do the questions, go to bed, the school will give you three days off to let you rest, so that you can go to the examination room with enough energy."

Yu Han's wrist was sore, he put down his pen, put his hands around Bao Huang's waist, and leaned against his abdomen.

After a while, he said, "I'm a little nervous."

Yu Han, who has always been stable in exams, said he was nervous.

Bo Huang touched his face like a dandy teasing a good woman, "Look at this little face, it's all skinny—come sleep with me, I can't sleep without you."

Yu Han's face rubbed against his waist.

"Hiss..." Bo Wang took a breath, "Don't move around, otherwise I won't guarantee that I can sleep peacefully later."

Yu Han raised his head, his eyes were bright, as if the lights in the room were shining in his eyes, and it was also like the light coming from his own eyes.

"Senior, let's do it."

"Huh?" Bao Wan lightly raised his eyebrows.

Yu Han: "We haven't done it for a long time, don't you want to?"

The last time was this year's Spring Festival. After Yu Han's third year of high school started in the next semester, Bo Wang seldom touched him. Counting the number of times the two of them did it, it was actually not that many, only a handful.

Bo Wang pinched his face, but he didn't squeeze much flesh, "Touch me again, and go to sleep after you finish the college entrance examination and you can bear it."

Yu Han was obviously disappointed when he heard his rejection.

The physical condition of the college entrance examination is the most important thing, and Bo Wang doesn't want Yu Han to be too tired or have a fever or other mental problems-but he really didn't expect Yu Han to bring it up.

The innocent expression on his face really makes people want to destroy.

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During the two days of the college entrance examination, Bo Wang was responsible for picking up and dropping off. The sun was shining outside the examination room. There were many parents who were sending their children to the exam. , and some enthusiastic people learned that he was not married and wanted to introduce him to a girlfriend, but they stopped after Bo Wang said that he had a partner.

After the last subject exam, the bell rang, and students came out of the school gate one after another. There were reporters interviewing at the scene. Yu Han had a cold face, and his temperament was particularly eye-catching in the crowd. He was stopped by the reporter and asked how many question.

Reporter: "How do you feel about the exam questions?"

Yu Han: "It's okay."

Reporter: "Does the difficulty feel high to you?"

Yu Han: "It's okay."

Reporter: "Are you nervous about entering the examination room?"

Yu Han: "It's okay."

Reporter: "...Then you are out of the examination room now, how do you feel?"

Yu Han: "It's okay."

Reporter: "..." He suspects that he interviewed a repeater. The key is that this little student will think about it every time he answers, giving the impression that he is answering seriously without any perfunctory.

Yu Han searched among the crowd, and found Bo Wang in no time. He said goodbye to the reporter politely, and ran to Bo Wang's place like a bird out of a cage.

"Senior, those questions are so difficult, what should I do if I fail in the exam?"

Bo Wang wiped his sweat with a piece of paper, "Don't worry, you will pass the exam."

Yu Han frowned: "But I'm so nervous, what should I do?"

"Give you a hug?" Bo Wang opened his hand.

Yu Han threw herself into his arms, buried her deeply in his neck and took a deep breath.

"Still nervous?" Bo Wang asked.

Yu Han: "Nervous."

Bo Wang chuckled lightly: "Go back and hug me."

"Oh." Yu Han let go obediently, but his voice was somewhat reluctant.

There were a lot of people here, and the two of them were just hugging in an ordinary way. Not many people paid attention to them, at most they took a second look because of their excellent appearance.

Bo Wang wanted to take Yu Han to dinner, but Yu Han fell asleep not long after getting in the car, his sleeping face was extraordinarily sweet.

Bo Wang parked his car and entered the garage. Just as he unbuckled his seat belt, his cell phone rang. The incoming call was his grandfather. He answered the phone and talked with the other side in a low voice.

His grandfather asked him when he would take that child back for them to see, Bo Wang glanced at Yu Han from the rearview mirror, the curvature of the corner of his mouth was a tenderness that even he didn't know, he whispered: "Wait For a while, I asked people if the child would like to go back with me."

His grandfather waited for a long time, then Bo Zhuang said with a smile: "I finally caught up with him, don't scare me away."

His voice was very low, but because of the small space in the car, Yu Han was half asleep, and now he got up slowly, and Bo Wang hung up the phone, "Go back to sleep."

"Got home?"

"Well, here we are."

Yu Han opened the car door and got out of the car. They entered the elevator one after the other. Bo Wang couldn't help but find it funny when he saw Yu Han's head pointing down. .

As soon as he entered the door, Yu Han turned his head, "Hold me."

"Clingy." Bo Wang smiled lightly and hugged him, and hugged him tightly.

The body imbalance caused Yu Han to subconsciously grasp Bao Huan's shoulder, then slowly lowered his head and leaned on his shoulder, closing his eyes trustingly.