On how abusive essays become sweet essays

There are a lot of people coming to the bar to drink today, and there are a little more female customers inside than usual. The bar plays soft music, and the bartender is showing off his skills at the bar, with smooth movements. The bartender looks average, but has skills and temperament Plus, it looks handsome too.

When Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian arrived at the bar, Qiao Yunyun was chatting with the little sisters in the circle about them. Qiao Yunyun only said that Lin Zhinian would bring a younger brother. He didn't know if Lin Zhinian wanted to make it public, and he didn't help He made it public, and people around him were asking what kind of brother he was, whether he was handsome or not, and whether he had a date...

"Okay, you guys, take it easy." Qiao Yunyun's phone rang just as he finished speaking, and he glanced at the message, "Yo, here we come."

At the entrance of the bar, two men walked down the stairs one after the other.

"Did you come here often before?" Qin Xu asked in a flat tone, seemingly casually.

Lin Zhinian walked in front, looking down at the stairs, "It's not often, I come here when I'm free, I used to work part-time here when I was in college."

"Really?" Qin Xu said in a low voice, "I've never seen you in a bar uniform."

Lin Zhinian should comfort him at this moment, but for some reason, when he heard his words, he unconsciously thought wrong, he coughed lowly, and said with a smile: "Uniform... huh, can't you see Come out, you're okay with this."

"I want to see anything about you." Qin Xu said bluntly, sincere and fierce, making it hard to resist.

Lin Zhinian dug a hole himself, "There's nothing to see."

"Do you have any photos of that time?" Qin Xu asked again.

Lin Zhinian originally wanted to say no, but listening to Qin Xu's tone of pretended regret - knowing that he was pretending, but deceiving Qin Xu would still make him feel uneasy and guilty for a while.

"Yes, I will show you when I go back." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu asked further: "Can I save a few?"

Then, as if he was afraid that Lin Zhinian would disagree, he said in a low voice, "It's fine if it's not from that time, I want a few photos of you, I'll take a look when I miss you, our group photos... It was many years ago."

The last time I took a group photo was when Qin Xu graduated from junior high school. Lin Zhinian took a group photo with him specially. At that time, Lin Zhinian was still young. At that time, Qin Xu was very restrained and didn't say much. There was no expression on his face, Lin Zhinian used all kinds of cold jokes to make him laugh.

In the end, he used "Smile a little and I'll play games with you all night tonight" to make Qin Xu curl his lips reluctantly.

At that time, after taking the photo, Lin Zhinian still felt that Qin Xu, the little ice cube, was puzzled, so it would be difficult to find a girlfriend in the future.

Lin Zhinian had no choice but to accept Qin Xu's request. If Qin Xu didn't say that, he would have given him a photo, but he seemed determined to pretend his poor little image to the end, but he... Just eat this set.

After they went in, they found Qiao Yunyun very quickly. Qiao Yunyun left two places as promised. As soon as Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian approached, the voice on the other side suddenly dropped, and they looked at them with eyes like torches. two people.

"We were just talking about you guys, it's pretty fast." Qiao Yunyun raised an eyebrow at Lin Zhinian.

Lin Zhinian laughed, and pulled Qin Xu to sit down.

"It's too late, three cups will be punished first!" someone said.

"Okay." Lin Zhinian was also straightforward.

He reached for the wine glass that was poured on the table, but before he picked it up, the other hand grabbed the glass.

"You have a bad stomach, I'll drink for you." Qin Xu whispered in his ear, his voice was so loud that Lin Zhinian's ears went numb.

"Oh~"

He didn't deliberately lower his voice, and the people next to him started booing after seeing this.

Lin Zhinian asked Qin Xu with a smile, "Can I drink?"

"Yes." Qin Xu said, "I can drink."

Lin Zhinian didn't stop him, he put the tip of his tongue on his palate, and watched Qin Xu drink down the glass of wine in one gulp skillfully. He didn't know when Qin Xu would smoke or drink.

Qin Xu said that he was unwilling to miss so many moments of him, and now he has a little understanding of what it feels like to be unwilling.

What Qin Xu is not reconciled to is not really those little things, but those days that he missed.

Lin Zhinian felt that he was not good enough or caring enough for Qin Xu before.

Those people didn't really ask them to be punished with three cups, they just booed intentionally.

"Zhi Nian, I haven't seen your younger brother before."

"Look at this little face, it's so handsome."

"Oh, this body looks like it has abs, huh? Zhinian, let me introduce you."

Qin Xu seemed to have entered the Pansi Cave.

After learning of Qin Xu's name, some people began to call him Xiao Xu. Lin Zhinian had never called him such an intimate name, and Lin Zhinian usually called him "Qin Xu Qin Xu".

"How old are you?"

"University? Ah... I know that university, it's very close to us."

"Come over for a drink on weekends when you're free, my brothers are all here."

These people were extremely enthusiastic. Seeing that something was wrong, Lin Zhinian leaned back on the sofa and leaned over to Qiao Yunyun, "Didn't you tell them?"

Qiao Yunyun: "Say what?"

"I'm with him." Lin Zhinian said.

Qiao Yunyun heard the words and said, "No, how dare I say something that you didn't explain."

Lin Zhinian: "..."

The other side was very lively. Qin Xu answered other people's questions, but he jumped out word by word, but it didn't affect their interest in him in the slightest.However, he would not refuse when others clinked glasses with him, and he was down after a few glasses of wine.

Lin Zhinian put his hand on Qin Xu's waist.

Qin Xu paused, turned his head to look over, the coldness on the brows had not faded away, and when looking at people like this at the end of his eyes, there was a domineering aura of contemptuousness, Lin Zhinian rolled his Adam's apple unconsciously.

Even if you are very familiar with it, at some inadvertent moments, your heart will be hit suddenly and throbbing.

"What's wrong?" Qin Xu moved closer.

Lin Zhinian said, "Don't drink with them."

Qin Xu lowered her eyes: "They are all your friends."

Lin Zhinian was stunned, and understood the meaning behind this sentence, because these people were his friends, so Qin Xu was willing to deal with them.

"Do you mind making it public?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "I don't mind."

He has never minded that the relationship between the two is known to outsiders, and even wants to enclose Lin Zhinian in his territory, like dividing a domain, telling others that this person belongs to him, don't touch it.

"Xiaoxu, do you want to go to the next game with us later?" Someone asked, "Let's hang out together and get to know each other."

Qin Xu looked at Lin Zhinian: "Are you going?"

Lin Zhinian turned his head to the man and smiled, "Let's forget about the next game, we still have arrangements later."

"What arrangement?"

Lin Zhinian: "Let's live in the world of two people."

There was a gentle smile on his lips: "What? You want to come too?"

Everyone lowered their voices. In fact, Lin Zhinian brought Qin Xu here. They had some guesses in their hearts. They thought it was an ambiguous period. Unexpectedly, Lin Zhinian directly left the order.

"You can, just be quiet."

"Tsk tsk, old cows eat tender grass." Someone said sourly.

"Then we won't be able to leave later, let's celebrate together."

Among these people, there were a few people Lin Zhinian didn't know very well, and they still coveted Qin Xu. Seeing this, Qiao Yunyun came out to control the situation.

"Go to another place to flirt, the two of them live in a two-person world, what do you want to get involved with?"

Qin Xu didn't speak, just sat on the side, took Lin Zhinian's cold fingertips, and stuffed them into his pocket.

Lin Zhinian leaned into his ear and said, "Don't be too enthusiastic about friends like me, or I will really be jealous."

After a while, Qin Xu nodded, took Lin Zhinian's hand in his pocket, and pinched his fingertips.

The two of them got closer as they sat, as if there were magnets on their bodies, sticking together, Lin Zhinian leaned lazily on Qin Xu, lazily like a cat taking a nap.

It was cold today, he took off his coat, and inside was a thin sky-blue sweater, which made his already soft face very gentle. The way he looked at Qin Xu was different from when he looked at others. The gentle starlight also has the meaning of lingering and weary.

After everyone's attention shifted, Qiao Yunyun moved closer to Lin Zhinian.

"Zhi Nian, I think your brother is different from what you said before."

Lin Zhinian: "Huh?"

"He doesn't look like a person who gives silently. He's a bit... strong and full of aura." Qiao Yunyun said, before he heard Lin Zhinian tell him about Qin Xu, he thought that Qin Xu was silent behind his back. Taking care of Lin Zhinian, the poor little girl who has something on his mind and also likes to be bored in his heart.

When Qiao Yunyun listened to him, he felt that if such a person pursued him, he would definitely not refuse, so he was just like this, warm boy and little milk dog.

But today, after speaking a few words with Qin Xu formally, he felt that the impression in his mind had changed drastically.

The appearance of this food protector is basically a little wolf cub, and he is extremely cold, so there is no such thing as a pitiful figure.

Lin Zhinian glanced sideways at Qin Xu's profile, "Maybe it's right."

Qiao Yunyun clicked his tongue twice, Lin Zhinian smiled and said nothing.

It was Qin Xu's tenderness and care that belonged to him alone.

Just imagine a man who suits him in every way, who is careful with him and only shows his soft side in front of him, how can he not be moved.

Qin Xu seemed to be feeling something, turned his head, met Lin Zhinian's eyes, and smiled slightly with the corners of his lips curled up.

Lin Zhinian confessed.

-

"It's so cold."

When the two walked out of the bar, their breaths were filled with white mist.

Lin Zhinian checked the time with his mobile phone, it was past eleven o'clock in the evening, he turned his head, "Is it okay?"

Qin Xu looked up at the night sky, and when he heard Lin Zhinian's voice, he lowered his head, his eyes lost a moment, "It's all right."

Lin Zhinian: "Drink too much?"

Qin Xu: "No, I can still drink."

"Go home." Lin Zhinian didn't drink, he sat there, the wine was blocked by Qin Xu.

Qin Xu was dull for a moment, "Okay."

There were few pedestrians on the road at night, and there were not many cars. The journey home went smoothly. Lin Zhinian took the key and put it on the shelf by the door. He bent down to change his shoes, and before he could straighten up, there was a force behind him.

He fell straight to the door.

Qin Xu rubbed against him, raised her head and breathed behind his ear, "Brother Lin."

Lin Zhinian said, "It's cold on the ground."

Qin Xu put her knees between his legs, propped her hands on the floor and got up, her shadow fell on Lin Zhinian, and she slowly got up.

Lin Zhinian got up and took off his coat, touched Qin Xu's side face, kissed him on the face, and kissed the corner of his lips, "Go take a bath, I'll make you a glass of milk."

"En." Qin Xu walked slowly to the bathroom.

He took a shower quickly. After leaving the bathroom, he sat on the sofa in the living room with his wet hair on his head. Lin Zhinian was not in the living room. Qin Xu touched the mobile phone on the table and entered the password. After unlocking the phone, it displayed the confession wall of their school.

Not his phone.

His and Lin Zhinian's passwords are the same, they both use Lin Zhinian's birthday, but Lin Zhinian doesn't know.

Qin Xu knew in his head that this was not his mobile phone, so he swiped it a few times uncontrollably.

[Contribution, ah, I saw Qin Xu today, but he was so cold, I sat opposite him, and he didn't look up for an hour, as if he was chatting with someone, and looked at his phone every few minutes, like I'm afraid of missing the news, it's my girlfriend. 】

This post was posted a week ago. I don’t know how long it took Lin Zhinian to find it, and he still stays on this page.

"Have you washed it?"

Another person's voice appeared in the living room. Qin Xu, who was looking at the phone in his hands, almost lost his grip on the phone, and raised his head.

Lin Zhinian stood in front of him, holding a glass of milk in his hand, looking down at the phone in his hand.

Qin Xu: "I... check the post."

Lin Zhinian: "..."

He couldn't help laughing, and the corners of his lips raised, "What did you find?"

The light on the ceiling was a bit dazzling, Qin Xu squinted her eyes: "You secretly pay attention to me."

"Any opinion?" Lin Zhinian bent down and put the milk on the table calmly, "I pay attention to my boyfriend, what's wrong?"

Qin Xu pursed her lips, "It's nothing."

I am in a good mood.

Lin Zhinian: "Drink."

Qin Xu: "Oh."

He reached out to get the milk, but there seemed to be a phantom in front of his eyes, his body didn't listen to him, and he felt empty. Seeing this, Lin Zhinian put the milk near his mouth, "May I feed you?"

Qin Xu grabbed his wrist and took a sip of milk with his hand.

"Why are you drunk? I'll make honey water for you. I drink milk when I'm drunk?" Qin Xu realized after taking a big sip of milk.

Lin Zhinian: "I'm only asking now, isn't it a bit late?"

Qin Xu squinted at him, Lin Zhinian put the cup to his mouth again, Qin Xu still finished drinking.

"Why..." Lin Zhinian slowly put the cup on the table, turned his head and raised his chin, and looked down at him, "Because..."

He lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Qin Xu's, and the tip of their noses touched lightly. Lin Zhinian closed his eyes and pressed his lips against Qin Xu's, before pulling away, "I want to taste your taste."

Qin Xu supported his waist, leaned on the sofa, raised his head, the light in front of him was blocked by Lin Zhinian, and he lowered his eyes.

The soft and ambiguous kiss, the ambiguous sound of the kiss in a quiet environment, makes it easy for people to think about other things.

"Qin Xu, do you want to see the photo?" Lin Zhinian still remembered this.

Qin Xu's voice was hoarse: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian backed away a little, his knees resting on the sofa, and sank a little. He took the towel hanging around Qin Xu's neck and wiped his wet black hair for him, "Then I want to exchange it."

"But I don't have any photos." Qin Xu said, "I don't take photos."

"You don't need any photos." Lin Zhinian said, "Tell me about your past, when you were in high school."

He whispered: "The first time you smoked, the first time you drank, the first time your heart beat, the first time...you dreamed of me, tell me when it was."

Lin Zhinian's voice seduced Qin Xu, and asked with a nasal tone: "Huh? How is it?"

very sexy.

Qin Xu looked like a tamed wild wolf, with lowered eyes and obediently said: "Okay."

The prey jumped into the hunter's gentle trap and remained comfortably in the trap.

Qin Xu usually rubs his hair with a towel after washing, and waits for it to dry naturally, but every time he is here with Lin Zhinian, Lin Zhinian will help him wipe his hair and then dry it. Lin Zhinian holds the towel Get off him and go get the hair dryer.

While Lin Zhinian was blowing his hair, he opened the photo album in Lin Zhinian's phone, and he didn't forget to turn around and ask, "Can I see it all?"

Lin Zhinian bent down and rubbed his earlobe, "As long as you like it, guest."

Qin Xu: "..."

He turned his head, the place where the earlobe was pinched was red.

Lin Zhinian ran his fingers through Qin Xu's hair, his temper was so stubborn, looking at the cold man, his hair was unexpectedly soft and easy to touch.

The blow-dried hair is messy, Qin Xu has turned the photos to the photos of Lin Zhinian and his classmates when he was in college, Lin Zhinian doesn't have many single photos, and usually only takes one or two when it is memorable.

Lin Zhinian unplugged the hair dryer, picked up the phone on the sofa, "I'm going to take a shower."

Qin Xu was so addicted to flipping through the photos that she didn't even know that her mobile phone was taken away: "Yeah."

The phone album is almost a very private place for a person. Lin Zhinian has a lot of photos in his phone, and many screenshots are about his work. There are not many photos of his life. There are scenery and people. There are no movies that ordinary boys may have in their mobile phones.

But even such an uninteresting photo album, Qin Xu can read it over and over several times. Many photos in it are traces of Lin Zhinian's past life.

He changed his mobile phone halfway, and moved the photos over, so Qin Xu saw everything completely.

It wasn't until a banner popped up on the phone that Qin Xu came back to his senses.

【Qin Xu: Come to the bedroom and sleep. 】

Qin Xu touched the sofa with his hands—his cell phone was gone.

After drinking, he couldn't fall asleep. Qin Xu was not too sleepy, but he still got up and went to the bedroom. He opened the door of the bedroom. It was dark inside, and the light from the living room slanted in from the door.

"Brother Lin?" Qin Xu fumbled for the light switch on the wall, and there was a rustling sound.

"click" -

When the light came on, Qin Xu froze in place.

The window of the room was open, Lin Zhinian was leaning against the window, the beige curtains were fluttering beside him, he raised his eyes to look at the door, smiled happily, tilted his head, his brown hair was covered by blow.

He was wearing a shirt and vest, neatly dressed, with a black bow tied around the collar, and he didn't look like he was going to sleep.

"Is it okay?" Lin Zhinian tugged at the neckline, "I haven't worn this dress for a long time."

The dozing beast in Qin Xu's heart began to recover.

"click" -

He closed the door gently with his backhand, and walked up to Lin Zhinian, his eyes half closed, and he put his hands on the window sill by Lin Zhinian's side, "Brother Lin, I... can stand by the window ?"

Lin Zhinian turned his head, his eyes fell on the corner of the wall, "You are the guest tonight, you have the final say."

When was Qin Xu's first smoking, drinking and dreaming of Lin Zhinian, when Qin Xu promised to tell Lin Zhinian, she would not play tricks, and told him obediently, but Lin Zhinian was already unable to wholeheartedly Listen to him say these things.

Even Qin Xu's voice became the best aphrodisiac.

after a long time.

Lin Zhinian bit the corner of his shirt, looked at Qin Xu with hazy eyes, stretched out his hand, hooked his neck, and said hoarsely, "I can't stand still, I have to go to work tomorrow."

Qin Xu restrained a little, tilted her head and kissed Lin Zhinian's face, "Just hold me tight."

He probably will never be able to resist Lin Zhinian's temptation.

It was very cold outside, and the air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the two of them were sweating from the heat.

……

……

Lin Zhinian was not late for work the next day, but his voice was hoarse for several days.

Qin Xu went out for two days, and when he returned to the dormitory, he accidentally exposed the hickey on his neck, completely confirming that he had a partner.

The snow fell early this winter, and Lin Zhinian bought some thick clothes for Qin Xu, saying that when Qin Xu started school, he hadn't given him anything yet, and now he just gave him warmth.

That afternoon, there was no one in the dormitory except Qin Xu. Except for the trip at the beginning of school, Lin Zhinian went to Qin Xu's dormitory for the first time. He didn't look around, and sat at the desk under Qin Xu's bed.

Qin Xu's desk was neatly organized without too many clutter, a small desk lamp was on the corner of the desk, and a few professional books were placed on the bookshelf. Qin Xu looking at the clothes.

He used to buy things for Qin Xu when he went back, but at that time, Qin Xu rarely expressed such obvious liking in front of him.

"Try to see if it suits you." Lin Zhinian said, "I don't know if I will buy a smaller one."

Qin Xu took off her coat and put it on. The clothes fit well. They looked ordinary, but they looked good on her body.

"I'll be on vacation in a week." Qin Xu put the clothes into the closet, put her head against the closet, and asked, "Do you... have time?"

Lin Zhinian froze for a moment, then smiled helplessly, "That's unfortunate, I'm going to another place in a few days."

Qin Xu: "... when?"

"Three days later." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu: "..."

There was a hint of resentment in his flat voice: "You wear more clothes."

Lin Zhinian: "Okay."

"Gloves, baby warmer, remember to put them on." Qin Xu said,

Lin Zhinian: "Yes."

"Remember... send me a message." Qin Xu said, "Call me at night."

Lin Zhinian: "Got it."

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu called again in a low voice.

Lin Zhinian: "Yes."

Qin Xu: "Think of me."

Lin Zhinian laughed, and still replied: "Okay."

He didn't tell Qin Xu that he would be back after a day or two of Qin Xu's vacation, Lin Zhinian looked at the time, "I'm leaving."

Qin Xu: "I'll see you off."

Lin Zhinian: "I didn't mean that."

Qin Xu looked at him suspiciously: "Huh?"

Lin Zhinian stepped forward, put one hand on the wardrobe door, raised his head and kissed Qin Xu.

Qin Xu looked down at his lips.

"I'm leaving." He just finished speaking.

Qin Xu clasped the back of his head, licked his cool lips, and hugged his lower back.

It's warm in the cold.

The two almost wiped their guns and accidentally fired in the dormitory.

When there was a knock on the door, both of them were frightened.

Qin Xu opened the door, and standing outside the door was his roommate Chen Yousong, who was dying of cold while walking inside, and saw that there was another person inside, and was stunned for a while.

Lin Zhinian smiled and nodded: "Hello."

Chen Yousong came back to his senses: "Hello, hello."

"I won't stay any longer." Lin Zhinian looked at Qin Xu, pursed his red lips, "Let's go first."

"Yes." Qin Xu said, "I'll take you down."

"No need." Lin Zhinian said, "It's cold, just stay."

Lin Zhinian didn't let Qin Xu see him off, and walked quickly with his hands in his pockets. When he got downstairs, he let out a mouthful of white mist, as if he had noticed something, he turned his head to look upstairs.

Upstairs on the balcony, Qin Xu leaned on the guardrail and looked at him.

Lin Zhinian waved his hands, Qin Xu also waved, Lin Zhinian lowered his head and took out his mobile phone to fiddle with.

After a while, the phone in Qin Xu's pocket vibrated.

【Lin Zhinian: Go in, I'm going back. 】

【Qin Xu: Good. 】

After a few seconds.

[Lin Zhinian: [kiss]]

He sent a kissing emoji, Qin Xu didn't hold back, and chuckled.

【Qin Xu: [hug]】

The two of them got tired of holding their mobile phones for a while, and Lin Zhinian left downstairs. Qin Xu didn't enter the dormitory until Lin Zhinian's figure could not be seen clearly. Yousong looked at him with divine eyes, wherever he went, Chen Yousong's eyes always followed him.

Qin Xu: "..."

Chen Yousong: "Just now...friend?"

Qin Xu sat down at the desk without hiding, and said bluntly, "Boyfriend."

Having been with Chen Yousong for a while, he knew who Chen Yousong was, and he didn't mind confessing to him.

"what?"

"I rely on!"

"What what? What boyfriend?"

Besides Chen Yousong, two other voices came in.

Qin Xu: "...?"

He leaned back and saw two other roommates popping out from behind the bed curtain.

Chen Yousong coughed lightly: "Then what, they came back just now."

Qin Xu: "..."

The roommates didn't mind his sexuality too much, but they were very interested in Qin Xu and her boyfriend. Qin Xu put on headphones to isolate their voices and sent a message to Lin Zhinian.

【Qin Xu: My roommates know about it. 】

【Qin Xu: Do you mind? 】

Lin Zhinian hadn't driven yet, so he replied to the message soon.

[Lin Zhinian: Did you see it? 】

【Qin Xu: No, I told them. 】

【Qin Xu: I don't want to hide you. 】

Of course Lin Zhinian didn't mind. When he saw this sentence, he wished he could turn around and go back to Qin Xu's dormitory.

-

Lin Zhinian went out of town three days later, and within a few days, Qin Xu finished his final exams, and he was the last one to go back in the dormitory.

He returned home and packed his luggage. There was no sign of Lin Zhinian in the house, and it looked a bit cold.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the lights were on in the room, Qin Xu was nestled on the sofa, his phone vibrated a few times, he touched it casually, it was a message from Lin Zhinian.

[Lin Zhinian: Still busy, it might be late tonight. 】

【Qin Xu: It's okay, you can be busy. 】

【Lin Zhinian: I want to see you [sighs]】

Qin Xu typed a few words, but before sending them out, another message came over there.

[Lin Zhinian: Don't you miss me? 】

【Qin Xu: Sleep in your bed tonight. 】

Because no one can sleep.

Lin Zhinian understood the meaning of the other layer, and sent him several emoticons.

Qin Xu took a bath at night, went to bed and turned off the light.

The bed was filled with Lin Zhinian's usual breath, the faint fragrance was pleasant, which made him feel at ease, and he fell asleep not long after. After sleeping for several hours, he was woken up again by the message from the bedside phone.

Qin Xu is a light sleeper, and usually puts her phone on silent, but today she was afraid of missing Lin Zhinian's news, so she didn't.

He touched the phone, turned it on, and the screen prompted one o'clock in the morning. He clicked on the message reminder, suddenly woke up, and sat up like an electric shock.

[Lin Zhinian: Are you asleep? 】

Below this message is a selfie. In the photo, Lin Zhinian seems to have just taken a shower. There is a window behind him, and the light shines on his face. His shirt is hanging on his body, and there is a drop of water hanging on his delicate collarbone. Hanging on the edge of his trousers, his hair was slightly wet, his eyes were lazy and casual.

Qin Xu called directly.

On the other end, Lin Zhinian was leaning against the window of the hotel. The night view here was completely different from the night view seen outside the window. He was holding a beer can in one hand and had to catch a plane back at four o'clock, so he was still awake at this point. , I plan to wait for a while on the plane.

A call came and he answered it.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu's voice came from the other end, very hoarse, Lin Zhinian could tell that he had just woken up.

Lin Zhinian: "Woke up?"

Qin Xu cleared her throat, "No."

Lin Zhinian smiled: "Did you see me?"

Qin Xu: "...um."

I saw it, but it was a bit exciting.

"Reciprocity." Lin Zhinian said, "Is it time for me to see you?"

"Not now." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "Why?"

Qin Xu: "Brother Lin, I'm still young."

Lin Zhinian didn't know, so he said, "Yes."

Qin Xu: "We only did it three times this month."

Do it several times at a time.

Lin Zhinian: "..."

"It's scary for a man to be dissatisfied with his desires." Qin Xu said in a low voice.

Lin Zhinian smiled indifferently: "How terrible."

Qin Xu leaned against the head of the bed with her eyes closed, her Adam's apple rolling: "Listening to your voice, just..."

Lin Zhinian was silent for a while after listening to the second half of his sentence.

"How scary?" Lin Zhinian scratched the edge of the beer can with his fingertips, pursed his lips, "Qin Xu, are you underestimating your brother?"

Qin Xu: "..."

Lin Zhinian: "Do you want me to breathe for you? Huh?"

Qin Xu's ears were hot: "...Don't."

Lin Zhinian: "It's not impossible - but you have to follow what I say."

Qin Xu: "..."

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu closed her eyes and raised her head, breathing heavily, "Have you never had a boyfriend before?"

Lin Zhinian's low voice is magnetic, very gentle at night, full of affection: "No, I have saved up all my energy for you."

Qin Xu's willpower is very weak, and the other party is Lin Zhinian, like a tempting fruit, if placed in front of a hungry person, he will rush towards it without hesitation.

In the middle of the night, the bathroom lights came on again.

The next morning, Qin Xu was still in a deep sleep, the curtains were drawn tight, and the time in the room was unclear for a moment, the door was gently opened, and when the bed sank, Qin Xu woke up for a moment, but smelled a familiar smell. With a breath, he fell asleep quickly and vaguely.

Returning to the cage, I slept better than last night.

……

When Lin Zhinian woke up, he opened his eyes and saw Qin Xu's face. Qin Xu lay on his side on the bed with his head propped up. He didn't know how long he had been looking at him. The usually cold and rigid person showed the tenderness in his eyes. Very moving.

"What time is it?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu said, "It's almost nine o'clock."

Lin Zhinian: "Why didn't you wake me up?"

Qin Xu: "I see you are very tired."

He didn't pursue the fact that Lin Zhinian was coming back today, but he kept it a secret last night. After all, it was really cool, and when he woke up in the morning, he saw Lin Zhinian lying next to him, that kind of peace of mind The feeling is irreplaceable.

Qin Xu leaned on his shoulder, and Lin Zhinian raised his hand to stroke his hair.

"Get up."

"Ah."

"It's almost Chinese New Year, shall we go shopping for New Year's goods together?"

"it is good."

This is their first year here, and also their first year together.

During Qin Xu's holiday, the two spend more time together. Every night, they can hug each other and sleep together. They buy New Year's goods together, make dumplings together, watch fireworks together, and celebrate New Year's Eve together...

Qin Xu hasn't been in touch with his parents for a long time, and he hasn't called on the phone during Chinese New Year. The only place where he can feel comfortable and "home" is where Lin Zhinian is.

It wasn't until the beginning of Qin Xu's second semester of college that the two slowly got used to the rhythm. Qin Xu had the right balance between studying and working part-time to make money. Lin Zhinian went to work and would go to Qin Xu when he had time.In the first semester of her sophomore year, Qin Xu applied for no dormitory, and lived with Lin Zhinian.

Time flies fast.

In the winter of my sophomore year, it snowed early, Qin Xu got up to brush his teeth in the morning, Lin Zhinian opened the door and came in, with messy hair, and walked past him to go to the bathroom.

"Don't wash your face with cold water." Lin Zhinian said when he walked behind Qin Xu, he had a slight cold for the past two days, and his voice was hoarse.

Qin Xu: "Okay."

After Lin Zhinian went to the toilet, he came to wash his hands. By the way, Qin Xu opened the door and went out of the bathroom to make breakfast. After the two of them had breakfast, Qin Xu packed up his things and was ready to go to school.

"Is your stomach uncomfortable?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "No."

Lin Zhinian: "Just tell me if you're really uncomfortable. I just saw you touching your stomach all the time."

Qin Xu: "...I feel a little uncomfortable."

He pulled back the hem of his clothes, his abdominal muscles were tense, and there was a tooth mark on it. Lin Zhinian coughed a few times, his earlobes turned red, Qin Xu pulled off his clothes, with a helpless face: "You have to ask me .”

Lin Zhinian got up: "Put a Band-Aid on it."

"Row."

Lin Zhinian tore off two band-aids, squatted down, and pasted the deep part of his wound.

It started snowing at two o'clock in the afternoon, and when Qin Xu walked out of the school gate, the snow had not stopped. He was wearing a hat, with an earphone in one ear, stepping on the snow on the ground.

The cold wind was biting, bit by bit, it got into his clothes, suddenly, the snow on his head was covered, Qin Xu raised his head, and saw the edge of a black umbrella, he turned his head, Lin Zhinian behind him how long.

"What's so good about snow, go home."

This sentence suddenly brought Qin Xu back to many years ago.

-

The dilapidated building has poor sound insulation, and the paint and paintings on the walls are indelible. The white walls are a little yellowish, and the snow fell very thick that year.

There was a lot of noise in one family's house, and the sound of ping-pong-pong-pong was not hard to hear that something was being thrown. The couple blamed each other, and finally said that they shouldn't have children.

The child had short black hair, and his exposed ears were a little red from the cold. He was lying on the corridor, looking at the snow scene outside, and the snowflakes fell on his eyelashes. At this moment, the door behind him opened.

"Huh?" The young boy with gentle eyes and gentle eyes, stepped forward to put the child's arms around him, and hugged him off the cardboard box. Hearing the quarrel next door, he quickly understood what happened.

"What's so interesting about snow, come to Brother Lin's house, I'll give you something delicious." The young man's words seemed to be coaxing ignorant children.

And Qin Xu was also coaxed into it by him, had a hot meal at his house, and couldn't sit still. At that time, Qin Xu was terrified of the kindness of others, but he still had a sullen autistic image on his face. .

Lin Zhinian was so kind to him, he had nothing to repay him, he could only promise him with his body, so he said to Lin Zhinian when he was a boy: "Brother Lin, if I make money from now on, I will marry you."

Lin Zhinian was stunned for a while, and laughed for a long time. At that moment, he realized the difference between himself and others, and he never thought of showing it. He wanted to hide it for the rest of his life, and he never told Qin Xu that men and men cannot be together. Only when he is ignorant.

He said, "Okay, marry me when you grow up."

Since then, Qin Xu has only three goals in life, to study and make money to marry Lin Zhinian.

-

Rows of footprints were stepped on the snow, Qin Xu turned his head and looked at Lin Zhinian's side face, Lin Zhinian felt his gaze, turned his head and smiled slightly, "What's wrong?"

In the blink of an eye, a snowflake floated under the umbrella and landed on Lin Zhinian's eyelashes. Qin Xu stretched out his hand, and Lin Zhinian closed his eyes for a moment.

The snowflakes melted on Qin Xu's fingertips. Qin Xu held Lin Zhinian's umbrella hand with his other hand and pulled it down. The black umbrella blocked the two of them. He staggered back a step.

The kiss fell on Lin Zhinian's eyes, as if they could talk, telling the master