On how abusive essays become sweet essays

Such Yu Han is rare.

In other words, it is extremely rare in front of Bo Wang. Bo Wang's connivance comforted Yu Han, his breathing gradually stabilized, and the hands around Bo Wang's waist also relaxed, and he gradually regained his senses. detached from the state.

"Senior." Yu Han rubbed Bo Wang's shoulder and asked, "Can I sleep with you tonight?"

"But... will it develop too fast?" Bo Wang smiled like a wolf with a big tail, but it was a pity that Yu Han couldn't see it.

Yu Han buried his head on his neck, smelling the faint fragrance of shower gel, he said in a muffled voice, "I'm afraid of the dark."

Bo Wang inserted his five fingers into his hair, and whispered in his ear: "Wash it clean, you're sweating."

Yu Han was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized that Bo Wang meant to answer, knowing that his words had no other meaning, but he still couldn't help blushing, sometimes knowing that it was Bo Wang who put it on his lips specially. The hook, but he couldn't help biting it.

A burst of mobile phone ringing broke the harmonious picture. The two looked at the place where the sound came from at the same time. A series of phone numbers were displayed on the screen of the mobile phone placed beside the bed. Before Bao Lu could react, Yu Han had already reached out to get it. , After taking it, hang up in front of Bao Wang.

It was obviously meant to avoid and not want Bao Wang to see.

Just a bunch of unfamiliar phone numbers.

Bo Wang's eyes dimmed, and he asked with a smile, "Why didn't you answer?"

"Advertising sales." Yu Han made an excuse very quickly, and because he answered too quickly, he seemed even more guilty. He added: "I have called a few times before."

He looked down at the darkened phone screen, sickness made him look less attractive, fragile and pale, so weak that it was easy for others to feel protective.

As soon as he finished speaking, the phone call came again. Yu Han knew that the excuse he just said was full of holes, and he hesitated whether to cut it off.

At this time Bo Wang had already stood up from the bed, and said empathetically, "Dinner is ready in the living room, you can change your clothes and come out to eat."

"Ah... good." Yu Han nodded.

Bo Huang went out and closed the door.

Yu Han looked at the phone without notes with a gloomy expression, and answered it after a few seconds.

"Yu Han?" There was a cautious woman's voice on the other end of the phone.

Yu Han was not as warm as in front of Bo Wang, and asked lifelessly: "What's the matter?"

The woman asked him, "Did you not come to school today?"

Yu Han: "Yes."

"Why? Is something wrong?"

"No."

It's almost like a woman asks a question and he answers a question. At the end of the question, the woman has nothing to say, almost unable to maintain the superficial concern. Yu Han's attitude is too cold, like a stone that can't be warmed, hard and cold.

Both ends of the phone fell silent.

After a while, Yu's mother spoke earnestly about her suffering, trying to arouse Yu Han's pity, "...It's really not easy for mother these years, when I was young, I still had to take care of your child, I hate even marrying someone else..."

Speaking of this, Yu's mother began to choke up: "You said, if I didn't love you, I could have thrown you away when you were born, but I didn't! Yu Han, look at it because my mother has raised you for so many years." ...You can't just leave Mom alone!"

Yu's mother couldn't see Yu Han's expression on the other end of the phone, otherwise she would definitely shudder, and those words might not be able to be spoken out so confidently.

The corners of Yu Han's mouth curved strangely, and there was an almost distorted smile in his eyes: "Yes, you didn't abandon me at the beginning, so you have been regretting it since then."

At that time, Yu's mother vainly hoped that her mother would marry into a wealthy family based on her son's price, but she was only a little bit close. Unfortunately, he was not the son of a wealthy family, and the wealthy family did not plan to marry her. In the eyes of those people, she was just a plaything, and she was not interested. Just lose it.

For a long time, Yu Han's life was extremely dark. In that deep alley, in the dilapidated tube building, his life was worse than that of a dog.

It's not that Mother Yu didn't throw him away, but Yu Han had already figured it out at that time and was just sent back.

At the door of the side bedroom, Bo Wang was smoking a cigarette, the scarlet cigarette end flickering on and off, standing against the wall, he vaguely heard voices inside, couldn't make out what he was saying, only could hear Yu Han's tone Difference.

It should prove that the previous sentence "advertising sales" is a lie.

He lifted his foot to the balcony to diffuse the smell of cigarettes.

It’s not hard to guess who the person who called Yu Han is, Yu Han’s social circle is only so big, he doesn’t need to hide from others, that person can only be someone they all know, thinking this way, the range of options It's even smaller.

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The city was washed by heavy rain last night, and it was thunderstorm again tonight, but the rain was not as heavy as last night, and the night was darker. After Bolu took a shower and dried his hair, Yu Han came over with his pillow in his arms.

He slept a lot during the day, and he looked much better now, and he wasn't tired at all. He lay on the bed and played Match [-], and the sound effects of the game echoed in the room.

Bo Wang walked to the bed, patted Yu Han's shoulder blade through the soft quilt, "Stop playing, go to bed early."

Yu Han has always been an obedient and well-behaved boy in front of Bo Wang. Hearing this, he put down his phone and moved to the side to make room for the place where he slept just now.

"Sleep here, I'll warm you up."

Bao Wang raised his eyebrows, with a half smile but not a smile: "Feeling, are you here to warm my bed?"

Yu Han buried his head in the pillow, revealing the back of his head pretending to be an ostrich.

Bolu's hand ran through his hair, hooking his fingertips, the boy's washed and blow-dried hair was fluffy, and the small movements in his gestures carried a kind of green softness, like an unripe fruit.

The air conditioner in the room was running, Bo Wang took off his shoes and got on the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, put a hand in, wrapped around Yu Han's waist with one hand, and put him back to the warm place where he slept just now.

Yu Han panicked: "Hey—Senior!"

"Senior doesn't bully the patient, so I can fall asleep." Bo Huang teased.

These similar words reminded Yu Han of what Bo Wang said yesterday, "Seniors don't bully children", she immediately blushed and stopped talking, and turned to the other side.

"Turn off the lights." Bo Zhuan reminded.

"Hmm." Yu Han covered half of his face in the pillow.

With a "click", the room fell into darkness. This was the first time they shared the same bed, and it was absolutely impossible to say that they were calm.

Yu Han turned his back to Bo Wang, hooking his fingertips on the bed sheet once and for all. Behind him, Bao Wang was lying on his side, watching him from the darkness, with a faint smile on his mouth, like a bird in the dark. Of course, Yu Han is not completely indifferent to the ferocious beast staring at the prey with such a strong gaze, which makes him even more uncomfortable.

Lightning flashed across the sky, and the room was illuminated by lightning for a moment, Yu Han leaned back silently.

When Bao Wang noticed his movement, he stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms, "Afraid?"

Yu Han turned over to face Bo Wang, and gave a soft "um", but he didn't dare to move, just leaned against him, and after a while, Yu Han said: "I have been afraid of the dark since I was a child. At that time, I was most afraid of going to school late for self-study and late school, because there was no street light in the place where I lived, and I would be very scared every time I walked at night."

Bo Wang didn't ask him why he didn't stay at home for evening self-study, even though he was so scared, he still went to school, because he didn't want to be at home or could not be at home.

"Isn't it timid for men to be afraid of the dark?" Yu Han hooked his clothes under the quilt, with his index finger twirling in and out again.

Bo Wan chuckled lightly and asked him, "Do you think you're cowardly?"

"A bit."

Otherwise, I wouldn't dare to say "like" to him after holding back for so long, because I was not sure.

"I think it's cute." Bo Wang said.

The darkness gives people fear, and it also gives people an inexplicable sense of security. In this environment, they can't see each other's faces clearly, and they can say a lot of things.

"I was not afraid of the dark at the beginning." Yu Han said, "When I was a child, my mother was upset and would stuff me in the closet if she didn't want to see me. Gradually, I didn't like the dark environment. "

He was in that closet and saw too many disgusting pictures, which made him feel physically disgusted.

Yu Han made a long preparation, and said the last thing she wanted to say: "My mother contacted me, and she called me today's call."

Bo Wang fell silent, his voice was still calm: "Do you smell the smoke?"

Yu Han suddenly told him this matter that he wanted to keep a secret, and Bo Wang guessed that he could smell the smoke he was smoking at the door.

Yu Han answered his endless question after a while: "Yeah."

He said: "I don't want to hide it from you, I just don't want you to get involved. She came to ask me for money."

Bo Wang didn't speak for a while, but suddenly his shoulders shook and he laughed, and the vibration of his chest spread to Yu Han's palm.

"Yu Han, in your eyes, am I a very kind-hearted old man?" Bo Wang asked with a smile.

Yu Han raised his eyes in the darkness, only seeing Bo Wang's eyes full of smiles.

"Yu Han, my kindness is aimed at people, not so generous." He raised his hand and caressed Yu Han's face, "If you think I'm still that kind senior, from now on, get to know me again, huh? ——The identity of the boyfriend."

What he wants is not the liking under the filter, but the real sincerity. From a certain point of view, the fluffy liking is gentle and paranoid. It is not so easy to provoke him and want to leave .

Yu Han was stunned by these words.

Bao Wang poked out his upper body from under the quilt, and turned on a warm yellow lamp beside the bed. He adjusted the brightness of the light, so that there was a little light in the room.

He lay down in the quilt, and a person slipped into his arms. Yu Han put his hands on his waist, tilted his head slightly, and said softly, "Kiss good night."

Bao Wang leaned over, leaned on his lips and teeth, tasted it and said, "Go to sleep."

At night, Yu Han and Bo Wang depended closely on each other, their warm body temperature conveyed to each other, such a fit, a lamp in the bedroom gave a touch of light to the room, and Yu Han embraced his light, and entered the room with peace of mind. fell asleep.