On how abusive essays become sweet essays

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Li Lewang: "Su Feng..."

Su Feng said, "You were afraid of me just now."

He let go of Pei Zichi and stood up, the knuckles of his fingers were broken, showing how much force he had exerted. Li Lewang glanced at Pei Zichi, he was not unconscious, his eyes were squinted, his expression was blank, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and he couldn't see his original appearance .

On the other side, Su Feng picked up the schoolbag on the ground, patted the dust on it, carried it on his back, and rode on his bicycle.

Li Lewang beat him a little slower: "Su Feng, wait for me!"

After they left, Pei Zichi sat up, turned his head and spat out a mouthful of blood, "Damn it."

While speaking, the wound on the corner of the mouth was involved again, and the pain seemed to be falling apart.

Foretelling, is it torture or luck?

Probably luck.

Su Feng was very fortunate that he was able to prevent all that from happening, but the dark side in his heart sprung up like mushrooms after a spring rain, eroding his heart little by little. He was afraid of those things happening, afraid that Li Lewang would be hurt when he was not paying attention .

He didn't like the way Li Lewang looked at him.

The originally clear eyes were full of strange surprise, and they opened wide because of fear.

The oncoming cold wind ruffled his hair. He rode his bike forward without turning back. He went downstairs, parked his bike, and entered the elevator inside the building without locking it.

He hasn't been in this situation for a long time.

The brain that has been dominated by sensibility, acts on impulse, and still keeps a sense of proportion when he strikes, it is his remaining rationality.

He opened the door and closed it, with his back pressed against the door, and his hands were still trembling due to excessive force. This old house is generally sound-proof, and you can hear the movement outside the door if you put your ear against the door.

After a while, he heard footsteps in the corridor, stopped in front of his door for a while, and then walked to the room opposite him, the sound of unlocking was very clear.

His tense shoulders eased.

Su Feng lifted his feet and went to the bathroom. He took off his dirty clothes and threw them into the clothes basket. Then he turned his head and saw himself in the mirror. I was stunned.

With the blessing of momentum, the stern facial features became fierce, belonging to the state where a child would be frightened and cry at a glance.

He rubbed his face, let out a deep breath, and when he was about to take off his pants, there was a knock on the door, his back muscles tensed, and he turned his head sideways.

The knocking on the door of the living room outside kept ringing, very rhythmic and powerful, and there was a tendency for him not to stop until he opened the door.

Su Feng came out of the bathroom, wore slippers to the living room door, and opened a gap.

On the quiet corridor, Li Lewang was holding the medicine box. When he saw that Su Feng was not wearing a shirt, his eyes averted a little, "Are you okay?"

Su Feng was hit a few times, and there were not many injuries on his whole body. He said, "It's okay."

"Oh." Li Lewang looked up into his eyes.

At this moment, although Su Feng's condition still looks not very good, it is more than a little bit better than before.

"Are you injured?" Li Lewang asked.

Su Feng: "No."

Li Lewang: "Then you, let me see."

Su Feng opened the door a little, Li Lewang looked at his upper body, there was no wound, his gaze slipped down, he blushed, turned his eyes away, and whispered: "Your pants are unbuttoned."

Su Feng's trousers were still zipped up properly, and the trousers hung loosely around his waist. His air pressure was a little low, and he exuded a different charm than usual.

"I'm going to take a shower," he said.

I rolled on the ground just now, my clothes were dirty, and I was sweating all over.

Li Lewang: "Oh, good."

When Su Feng was about to close the door, Li Lewang raised his hand and pushed his elbow against the door. Su Feng didn't use any force, so he raised his eyes: "What else is there?"

Li Lewang paused, as if looking for an excuse, and said bluntly for a while: "I want to go in."

Su Feng: "...your home is over there."

"My mother will be worried when she sees me like this when she comes back." Li Lewang said, with wounds on his face, and the signs of a fight were quite obvious.

Su Feng was silent for a moment, and asked, "Isn't Auntie on a business trip?"

Li Lewang: "..."

This was probably the fastest time his lie was exposed.

"I don't care, will you let me in?" Li Lewang put his shoulder against the door rascally.

Su Feng let go of his hand and turned around. Li Lewang pushed the door open as he wished and came in. He closed the door happily and came in with the medicine box in his arms. He had already taken off his dirty coat and was wearing a white long coat. Sleeve T-shirt, and a short sleeve inside the T-shirt.

This is what he learned from Su Feng. Su Feng likes to wear short sleeves inside. No matter how thick the outside is, the inside must be short sleeves or a vest. Anyway, there should be no sleeves that are too long.

After he entered, he turned his head and saw the tattoo on Su Feng's arm.

The black gradient, located on the upper arm near the shoulder, looks like a flower, is it a daisy?Or sunflowers?

The root at the bottom is wrapped around the arm, and wearing short sleeves in summer can just cover it. He saw it, but right now he dared not ask, nor did he dare to take a closer look. Last time Su Feng didn't want to go into details, he was afraid of stepping on a thunder point.

Before he could see clearly, Su Feng had already entered the bathroom.

When Li Lewang came in, he just squatted here and didn't leave.

—He forgot to take the key to go out again.

In the evening, he took a shower at Su Feng's place and did his homework with Su Feng. After the incident in the afternoon, Su Feng didn't speak much. Li Lewang sensed that he was in a bad mood, and every time he spoke, he had to put it in his head Go through it again.

At night when the two of them were sleeping, Su Feng turned his back to him and turned off the light. Li Lewang tossed and turned in the night, making a lot of noise, and the quilt was also pulled back and forth. Su Feng couldn't sleep at all, and the more he lay down, the more awake he became.

He asked, "Are you still asleep?"

Li Lewang said cautiously, "Aren't you asleep?"

Su Feng: "The ones that can fall asleep are pigs."

In the flat voice, it was impossible to hear whether it was mocking or stating the facts.

It took Li Lewang a few seconds to react. He coughed twice, cleared his throat, turned over to face Su Feng's back, raised his hand and poked his shoulder: "Su Feng, did you give birth to me? Angry?"

Su Feng: "No."

Li Lewang poked back and forth with his fingers: "Are you really not angry?"

"Not angry." Su Feng said.

"Then why didn't you wait for me, and rode so fast." Li Lewang asked.

Su Feng: "I was not calm at that time."

Li Lewang: "Huh?"

Su Feng: "Nothing."

He just didn't want to see Li Lewang's expression of being afraid of him.

"It's fine if you're not angry." Li Lewang put one leg on Su Feng's body, and after a while, he explained, "I was really not afraid of you at that time."

"I just..." He racked his brains and said, "It's been a long time since I saw you beating someone like that. I'm a little shocked, you know? I'm really not scared."

"I'm afraid it's okay." Su Feng said, "No need to explain."

Li Lewang said a little depressed: "You don't believe me."

Su Feng: "... letter."

His voice was light and ethereal, but believable.

As a friend, Li Lewang shouldn't be so anxious to explain to him, but it doesn't rule out the reason why he cares about him.

Li Lewang didn't speak any more, and when he finally fell asleep, he had no memory of whether Su Feng was asleep or not.

The next morning, Su Feng had already returned to normal. These two days they had been doing their homework and studying together, occasionally playing games to relax in the middle, and not going out much.

After taking a bath at night, Su Feng applied medicine to Li Lewang with a cotton swab. There were several wounds on his face, the most obvious one was at the corner of his mouth, and the others were small scratches. nail.

Li Lewang knelt down on the edge of the bed obediently, stretched his face in front of Su Feng, Su Feng lowered his eyes, and touched the corner of Li Lewang's mouth with a cotton swab, but from an angle he couldn't see, Li Lewang was sweeping unscrupulously. every inch of his face.

Good-looking eyebrows, good-looking eyes, good-looking high nose bridge, thin lips with a light pink color, I like it, it seems that no matter from which angle, Su Feng is handsome.

The distance was so close that both of them could hear each other's breathing, and neither of them spoke.

When Li Lewang noticed that Su Feng raised his eyes, he lowered them. Su Feng finished applying the medicine on his face, and glanced at him, "Lie down."

"Oh." Li Lewang pulled up his clothes familiarly, revealing the bruises on his back. Su Feng poured the medicinal wine into his palm, rubbed him to loosen the blood, and before he started, Li Lewang was already moaning.

He just whimpered softly, and he didn't say it hurt, but it was more endearing this way.

Su Feng: "Next time we fight, stay away."

Li Lewang: "That won't work, am I the kind of person who has no loyalty? How can I just watch you being beaten by them."

Su Feng: "...I beat them up, but you were beaten up by them."

He paused and concluded, "It's a loss."

"Fart! Didn't you see how awesome I was when I hit them, with a punch with my left hand, and with my right foot... hiss... lightly." Li Lewang gave up bragging.

After Su Feng applied the medicine to him, he went to the bathroom to wash his hands. He didn't come out for a long time. Li Lewang lay on the bed and played with his mobile phone for a long time. He felt a little urgent to urinate. He got out of bed and went to the bathroom. sound of water.

"Su Feng, what are you doing?" Li Lewang asked at the door.

There was no sound inside. He leaned against the door and listened for a while, then lowered his voice and said, "I'm coming in."

Su Feng didn't answer, so he agreed.

They are all men, and he is urgent to urinate, Su Feng will understand.

He pushed open a slit and looked in quietly.

The moment the door opened, Su Feng seemed to notice something, and turned his head to look over. He was wearing a vest, and it was stuck to his body with water. The water flowed down his face, and his black hair was pushed back by him. His eyes were full of aggression.

Li Lewang didn't even see much, and closed the door with a "bang".

His face was heating up quickly, he ran back to the bedroom with a "da da da", threw himself on the soft big bed, and rolled a few times on the bed.

He buried his face in the quilt: "Oh."

He has done bad things, but why is he so excited, is he a pervert! ! ?

Su Feng came out a few minutes later. Li Lewang was sitting cross-legged on the head of the bed, playing with his mobile phone while wearing earphones. The crimson color of his ears hadn't faded. Su Feng walked up to him: "You..."

"Ah." He took off the earphones, and with a guilty conscience, he took the lead in explaining, "I was in a hurry to urinate just now, and you didn't answer when I called you at the door, so I opened the door."

Su Feng looked at him for a while, not sure whether he believed it or not, said "oh" and went to wipe his hair with a dry towel.

Looking at his back, Li Lewang let out a breath quietly.

On April [-]rd, after Su Feng got up in the morning, he changed out of casual home clothes and put on a black sports-style suit. Li Lewang came out of the wash, saw him in this outfit, and instantly felt a difference.

"Are you going out?" There were still drops of water on his face.

"Yeah." Su Feng put on his peaked cap and said, "Go to the cemetery."

Li Lewang: "Go today?"

Su Feng: "Yes."

Li Lewang said: "Then just wait, I'll change clothes too."

Su Feng nodded his chin to the other side, "I put you on the bed."

An hour later, a taxi stopped outside the cemetery. Su Feng lowered his head and flicked his phone. Holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, he paid and opened the door to get off. Li Lewang on the other side also got off.

Su Feng seemed to be in a good mood. After Li Lewang accompanied him to visit the grave, he consciously went to wait for him. Su Feng would stand in front of the grave for a few minutes every year without saying anything.

The two left after a short stay.

They took a taxi when they came, and took a bus when they went back. The two sat on the bus, Su Feng turned his head and looked out the window, his left ear was plugged into the earphone, and Li Lewang's fingers seemed to pass by His earlobe, he pursed his lips.

A brisk song was playing in the earphones, Su Feng turned his head to look at Li Lewang, Li Lewang smiled at him, he looked heartless, but more delicate than anyone else.

Su Feng turned his head away, the light from the window shone on his side face, and the shadow of the brim of his hat covered half of his face. After the car passed the third stop, his left shoulder sank.

Li Lewang's head rested on his shoulder.

Su Feng lowered his eyes.

are you asleep?

Li Lewang's breathing was slow, the black hair on his forehead fell on his brow, and his heart beat a little fast. The two sat in this posture for a certain distance. At the intersection, the car turned sharply, and Li Lewang's head fell down. He was about to "wake up" when his face was supported by a dry and warm palm.

He almost messed up the rhythm of his breathing, struggled for a while between waking up and not waking up, chose the latter, unknowingly stiffened his back, and felt guilty.

Li Lewang didn't fall asleep.

Su Feng found out the moment he supported his face, he stopped for two seconds, seeing that Li Lewang had no intention of waking up, he put his head back on his left shoulder, he turned his head sideways, and the brim of his peaked cap swept over Li Le looking hair.

The sound of the music in the earphones seemed to become blurred. He glanced at Li Lewang's occasionally trembling eyelashes and the tight corners of his mouth, and felt that the weight of his head on his shoulders was obviously lighter than before.

Pretending to be asleep?Why.

It was not until they were about to arrive at the station that Su Feng "woke up" Li Lewang.

Su Feng and Li Lewang are different. If Li Lewang finds out that Su Feng is pretending to sleep on his shoulder like this, he will definitely make a joke in the next second. The premise is that he can find out, but Su Feng won't. The atmosphere between the two became stiff and strange. Even if there was a guess in my heart, I would not say it easily until I was 100% sure.

After the short vacation, Pei Zichi disappeared from the class again.

The bruise on Li Lewang's face faded a lot, and when others asked him, he only said that he bumped it accidentally.

Su Feng's goal is not only Pei Zichi, he asked someone to find out why Jia Shuangsi came to this school, and the other party said that Jia Shuangsi came to this school because he was reported by his classmates, and he didn't have a clear reason for leaving. I heard that it was harassment of classmates, but this is gossip, and the official has never explained it.

On Wednesday, Li Lewang was carrying his chemistry homework and was about to go to the office. Su Feng helped him go. Jia Shuangsi was preparing lessons behind the desk. Li Lewang put down his homework and was about to leave. Su Feng asked him to go first. He made an excuse I asked Jia Shuangsi a few questions about her studies, and her attention was always on Jia Shuangsi.

Maybe it was because he stared too purposefully, Jia Shuangsi pushed his glasses and looked at him with a smile: "Why are you looking at me like that? Is there something on my face?"

"No." Su Feng's eyes fell on the question.

"According to your level, you don't even know how to do basic questions, right?" Jia Shuangsi patted him on the shoulder with a look of seeing through him, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

Su Feng turned his head and glanced at his hand. This movement was not too extreme, but they were not familiar with it.

"It's okay." He straightened up, "Teacher, I'm going first."

"Okay, next time if you don't know anything, you can come to me again." Jia Shuangsi had a gentle voice and didn't mind his indifferent attitude.

When he returned to the classroom, he saw Li Lewang lying on his desk at a glance, talking to the front desk with his head tilted, but he looked a bit lonely as an abandoned old dog. He walked over and Li Lewang straightened up: " Which question you don't know, I will tell you later, it's so troublesome to find the teacher."

"Get up." Su Feng kicked the stool.

"No." Li Lewang stretched out his hand and grabbed the other end of the table, the stool swung back and forth, "Your seat is comfortable to sit in."

The knuckles on the boy's wrist protruded, and he looked a little too thin, but also skinny and beautiful.

Su Feng glanced, then looked away: "There are roses on your stool."

"Ah?" Li Lewang really looked down, "No."

Su Feng: "With thorns."

"Pfft." Li Lewang laughed at the front table, "Fuck, Su Feng, have you been infected by Li Lewang? This joke is really cold."

"Who's making a joke! Talk to me carefully." Li Lewang warned and threatened his front desk, slowly moved back to his seat, patted Su Feng's stool, and stretched out his hand respectfully, "You Sit, you sit."

After Su Feng sat down, Li Lewang took out the chemistry study booklet and said, "Tell me, which questions you don't know, I'll tell you."

Su Feng: "..."

He pointed at a question expressionlessly.

Li Lewang turned his pen and pushed the exercise book between the two tables, "Let me tell you..."

His small mouth began to babble non-stop again, and Su Feng listened to it a few times to save face, and then began to focus on two things.

After Li Lewang finished the steps to solve the problem, he glanced at Su Feng, his eyes flicked across the tip of his nose and lips, and then he looked away as if he was burned.

He licked his lips.

I really want to kiss.

He's been thinking about it for a long time, but maybe it's because he hasn't expressed it for too long recently. He thinks more and more frequently, especially in the past few days when he sleeps with Su Feng.

He is so perverted.

……

Li Lewang has been rubbing against Su Feng's bed for almost a week, and his mother is coming back soon. He just called his mother that night, and when he went to bed at night, he couldn't sleep.

He slept with Su Feng more than once. Su Feng was very firm in his refusal before, and then he let him go.

The night was quiet, for a long time, Li Lewang turned over gently.

"Su Feng." He called with a breathy voice.

Su Feng didn't respond, he seemed to be in a deep sleep, and his breathing didn't change. Li Lewang took a deep breath, raised his hand, and gently touched Su Feng's lips. After a while, he stood up and approached slowly.

The hand on Su Feng's lips was not removed, his breathing was disordered, and he was a little bit ashamed besides being nervous.

Just borrow a seat, he won't touch Su Feng.

He promised not to touch Su Feng, not to tarnish him.

Li Lewang swallowed nervously, his Adam's apple rolling.

Be perverted.

He was suffocated to death. Anyway, Su Feng was asleep and didn't know anything. He wouldn't know anything.

right.Know nothing.

In just a few seconds, many thoughts flashed through Li Lewang's mind. He licked his lips, saw the shape of Su Feng's lips under the moonlight, and then devoutly kissed his fingertips.

The bedding on the bed had the cold fragrance of Su Feng's body, Li Lewang held his breath, but still felt that his whole body was wrapped in this fragrance.

He raised his eyes.

In the deep night, in this small bedroom, Li Lewang's heart was beating like thunder, and he raised his eyes to meet Su Feng's black pupils.

Sober.

The author has something to say: Li Lewang: Cardiac arrest.

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Confession 110

Su Feng didn't fall asleep. When Li Lewang called him, he heard him, but because he was a little tired, there was no movement after hearing him call, and he didn't open his eyes.

Until the soft fingertips were lightly attached to his lips, stroking his lips, the movement was gentle, a certain guess in Su Feng's heart was about to break out, he opened his eyes, but Li Lewang didn't notice, the vision Staring at his lips burning hotly.

And then——Su Feng watched him approaching inch by inch, and pressed him up through the fingertips. With his cautious movements and a slightly shy expression, he seemed to say everything clearly and clearly, expressing what was in Su Feng's heart. Not sure about sweeping away.

——Li Lewang has the same feeling for him.

The room was quiet, Li Lewang's brain went blank, and he was in a shutdown state. He stopped breathing helplessly, and quietly looked at Su Feng at such a close distance.

The warm breath falling on his fingertips, he couldn't tell whether it was his or Su Feng's. Then he realized the seriousness of the situation, and he suddenly rolled back a few times.

With a muffled sound, Li Lewang rolled under the bed with the quilt. Su Feng propped up the bed and sat up with one leg bent. He reached for the lamp beside the bed. He looked calm, but in fact he was acting on instinct. .

And this kind of calm on the outside made Li Le Wang's heart feel a little bit cold in an instant. He even wondered if Su Feng would say "hey, let's talk about it" in the next second.

——I am so stunned that you actually want to sleep

Li Lewang was unable to explain even if he wanted to, and all words became pale and powerless in front of his actions.

The room with the light turned on suddenly lit up, Li Lewang hadn't adjusted from the dark light, the light was a bit dazzling, he raised his hand to block it.

"Jiaoxiadoxipao." Li Lewang got up and ran out without any shoes on.

Su Feng: "Li Lewang."

What responded to him was the sound of closing the door, and Li Lewang's disappearing, flustered back.

The bathroom door was closed, and the sound of water could be heard inside. The faucet on the sink was flowing water. Li Lewang took a handful of cold water and poured it on his face, then turned off the water. He raised his head and saw the person in the mirror.

There were red clouds floating on the handsome young man's face, the corners of his eyes were reddish, and there were drops of water flowing down his chin. His short short hair was messy sleeping, and with his bewildered expression, he looked a little silly.

He stood in front of the mirror in a daze, without any next move.

The cold temperature of the tiles came up from the soles of the feet, Li Lewang looked at the mirror, and the corners of his mouth collapsed.

He screwed up.

When I see Su Feng later, what will he say?

He just wanted to try the feeling of kissing?

Who would want to kiss his good brother.

Su Feng is so smart, he must have discovered it, and any explanation is useless.

Li Lewang frowned, the corners of his mouth curled down, his sad expression looked pitiful.

Blame him for not holding back for a while, will Su Feng be angry?You won't necessarily be angry, but you will definitely talk to him calmly.

He recalled Su Feng's indifferent eyes when he woke up just now, and bit his lower lip.

In fact, Su Feng was just dumbfounded, he never thought that Li Lewang would do such a thing, it was as unreal as in a dream.

Li Lewang's face had never been so red before, the heat reached his ears, and the temperature still couldn't drop, he raised his hand to rub his face, his palm was cold, and his fingertips were still trembling.

The door was knocked, Li Lewang turned his head, there was a figure at the bathroom door, the frosted bathroom door could vaguely see the shadow outside from the inside, Li Lewang was at a loss and knocked over a bottle of hand sanitizer on the sink.

"Li Lewang." Su Feng held the doorknob with his hand and had already turned it open, when he heard an uncontrollable call from inside.

Li Lewang: "Don't come in!"

His voice was not loud, but he broke it anxiously.

Su Feng paused, the door just opened a crack.

This incident seemed to have too much impact on Li Lewang, he was afraid of seeing Su Feng, even though it was across a door, he was also worried that he would say something like "judgment by cutting the robe".

Su Feng seldom showed his emotions, and he paid more attention to Li Lewang. Li Lewang felt that although he and Su Feng had a good relationship, Su Feng was still not that enthusiastic towards him.

"Don't come in." Li Lewang repeated in a low voice. He lowered his head, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, the corners of which were slightly red.

After a moment of silence, Su Feng closed the door.

"Are you okay?" Su Feng's voice became a little distant through a door, but this distance made Li Lewang feel at ease.

"Well, 呙 Huanglong! Beng Zhizhi rubbed his nose and tried to cover up his explanation, "Ca takes a bath, don't come in, Kaya has undressed. "

"Okay." Su Feng answered him, "Slippers are Lapapan orderly and you remember to wear them later, don't catch a cold."

He didn't ask him what kind of bath he was taking at this time.

Li Lewang: "Yes."

Su Feng still didn't leave at the door, Li Lewang waited for a while, then heard him say: "When you come out, thank you for your delay!

Li Le's heart suddenly sank, as if being crushed by a heavy stone.

What words?Ask him if you are interested in him?After getting the answer?Are you no longer friends?

No, no, maybe reject him, and continue to be friends in the future?

Su Feng wouldn't be so ruthless.

Li Lewang was thinking wildly inside, while Su Feng stood outside the door, and after a while he didn't hear his voice, he pursed his lips, which seemed to still have the temperature and touch of Li Lewang's fingertips before.

What a guts this guy is.

He pursed his lower lip again. In fact, he didn't remember the perception of the outside world very clearly at that time. Under his eyes was Li Lewang's approaching face, staring closely at the angle of his lips, and the approaching breathing. At that time, he unconsciously relaxed He couldn't breathe, and his back was sweating.

He didn't hear the answer from inside for a long time, and said: "Qin Xun deleted Huilu and put it outside, waiting for you in the bedroom."

"Understood." Li Lewang's voice was muffled, and there was a bit of nasal sound when listening carefully. After a while, the sound of water came from inside.

Su Feng turned around and left.

He returned to the room, picked up the quilt that Li Lewang had rolled off the bed, hesitated for a while, took a new quilt cover from the cabinet, and then sat on the bed, waiting for Li Lewang to come out, he tidied up thinking.

After a long time, he grabbed the phone from the side and opened the browser.

[In general, do men want to kiss the same sex? 】

The results found were all about kissing. Su Feng swiped a few pages, turned off the phone, and sat on the bed motionless like an old monk in meditation.

After more than 20 minutes, there was finally movement outside the door. Li Lewang came in. He was wearing a clean T-shirt, showing a section of his arm, and put on the big khaki pants in an orderly manner, not the same as before. A pair of underwear went directly into the bed.

He lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Su Feng. He moved slowly to the side of the bed at a snail's pace, sat at the end of the bed with his back to Su Feng, and looked down at the smooth tiles on the floor.

"Li..." Su Feng just spoke, but was interrupted by Li Lewang.

"Su Feng, stop talking, okay?" Li Lewang's low voice was hoarse, completely different from his usual clear voice.

Su Feng froze for a moment.

Li Lewang: "Uh, excuse me!

He didn't want to talk to Su Feng.

Su Feng: "..."

He was silent for a few seconds, and he also saw that Li Lewang's condition was not good, like a frightened rabbit, it was inappropriate for him to say those words rashly, and Li Lewang might think that he was lying to him.

He scared Li Lewang.

"Good," he said.

Li Lewang rubbed against the edge of the bed, hooked the quilt over his body, and lay down with his back to Su Feng. Su Feng looked at his back for a while, raised his hand and turned off the light. He didn't know what Li Lewang was thinking Yes, now he hasn't even organized his own thoughts.

Whether Li Lewang wants to change the relationship, he doesn't know.

The room fell into silence, occasionally there was the slight sound of bedding rubbing against each other. Li Lewang raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, then closed his eyes. He slept very peacefully that night, and he didn't fall asleep much. He woke up several times in the middle. Second-rate.

Su Feng was not much better than him.

The next day, the two woke up with dark circles on their faces. They agreed with each other without saying anything. They washed and ate breakfast together, and then rode their bicycles to school. The exchange was short and awkward.

For example, when buying breakfast, two people stand in front of the breakfast shop.

Li Lewang: "What will we eat later?"

Su Feng: "What do you want to eat?"

Li Lewang: "Take a trick and take a bath!

Su Feng: "Then the steamed stuffed bun."

Li Lewang: "Huh? Oh, good."

The exchange is over.

A strange atmosphere that was deliberately ignored but could not be ignored permeated the two of them.

The weather wasn't so cold anymore, they put on spring and autumn school uniforms, the teenagers carried their schoolbags, and rode bicycles to school one after the other. After arriving at school, Li Lewang seemed unable to sit still, and left after class.

During the inter-class exercises, the broadcast sounded, and the students from the student union took the pamphlets and began to check the school uniforms of each class. The blue sky and the sun were hanging high. The girls covered their faces with their hands and turned to talk to their friends. The boys were still there. They hooked their shoulders and slapped their backs.

Only Li Lewang and Su Feng were standing in different teams, quiet and quiet, Li Lewang was in the front row, Su Feng was next to the next team and he could see Li Lewang's face the back of the head.

A boy in front of Li Lewang turned his head: "Oh, did you quarrel with Su Feng?"

Li Lewang was in a trance with his hands in the pockets of his school uniform. Hearing his question, he said, "No."

"Su Feng seems to be looking at you."

When Li Lewang heard this, his back straightened, and the back of his head felt as if it was on fire. He felt uncomfortable all over. He wanted to turn his head but didn't dare to turn his head. He felt that Su Feng had looked at him several times today. Li Lewang lowered his head sullenly and kicked the stones on the ground.

He didn't want to have trouble with Su Feng, nor did he want to keep a distance from him.

After the prelude to the broadcast was over, Su Feng looked away.

Li Lewang looked at Su Feng while he was doing body turning exercises. He didn't dare to look at Su Feng all morning, fearing that if he met his eyes, Su Feng would talk to him.

For someone who is more straightforward, stretching the head is a knife, shrinking the head is also a knife, it is better to just fight, than to be in a stalemate.

This state lasted for two days. When Su Feng asked the chemistry teacher for the third time, Li Lewang couldn't sit still.

The results of the monthly exam dropped after the holiday. Su Feng was firmly on the top spot. Li Lewang performed well this time and was fifth. Su Feng's chemistry score was only four points behind him.

Li Lewang felt that Su Feng was avoiding him.

The fourth class on Wednesday is mathematics class. Lao Liu brought good news to everyone.

"...Visiting the Expo on Friday, I will show you around. You can wear casual clothes and relax for a day. Don't be too nervous about your studies." Lao Liu stood on the podium and talked about Friday's arrangements.

The students in the class booed, and it was exciting for everyone to do something together during the boring study time.

Li Lewang's desk was piled high with books. He rested his chin on the books and glanced sideways at Su Feng who was writing the test paper. "Su Feng, did you hear what Old Liu said?"

Su Feng raised his head: "Yes, I heard that."

"Do you want to bring something to eat?" Li Lewang asked.

Su Feng said casually: "It's not like the kids are going on a spring outing."

"Oh." Li Lewang replied awkwardly, and did not speak.

Su Feng paused for a while to calculate the problem on the draft paper. He could feel that Li Lewang had been embarrassed for the past two days and missed the best time to speak. It seemed that it would be inappropriate to bring up that matter later.

Su Feng turned to look at Li Lewang.

Li Lewang rested his chin on the pile of books on the desk, like a sullen golden retriever.

He turned the pen in his hand and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

Li Lewang tilted his head: "Huh?"

Immediately he came to his senses, straightened up, arched his clothes with his hands in his pockets and played with them, and said, "It's all fine."

"Yeah." Su Feng continued to bow his head and do his homework.

Ok.

Ok? ? ?

It's gone?

Li Lewang opened his mouth, closed it again, and crawled back onto the table lazily. A few minutes later, a slender hand with distinct knuckles rested on top of his head and rubbed his head. Before he could react, At that time, he took it back again.

Li Lewang was stunned for two seconds, then turned his head. Su Feng looked down at the test paper, turning the pen in his hand, with a three-dimensional profile. The sunlight outside the window fell on the top of his black hair, like a beam of light.

He raised his hand to touch the place that Su Feng had rubbed just now, and pretended to comb his hair guiltily.

There was a physical education class in the afternoon. This time, the physical education teacher allowed the students to go back to the classroom for self-study. After the class team was disbanded, Su Feng went to the canteen to buy water, but Li Lewang was nowhere to be seen when he came back.

On the outdoor basketball court, the boys were playing basketball, sweating and exuding a pure atmosphere. A few girls were sitting in the stands with a few bottles of water beside them.

It was a bit hot today, Su Feng took off his coat during physical education class, and he only wore a black short-sleeved shirt with graffiti on his chest. He originally planned to play ball with Li Lewang to ease the atmosphere, but he didn't see Li Lewang.

He walked up to the girl and asked, "Have you seen Li Lewang?"

Li Lewang's physical education class is usually like a wild horse running wild, but today he disappeared.

Su Feng's shadow covered them, and the girls raised their heads.

"I don't know, it was still there just now."

"It seems to be going over there."

……

On the third floor of the teaching building, there is a physical education class in Class [-], Grade [-]. The classroom is empty. There are books on the desks. On the last row of seats, there is a school uniform on the desk. Li Lewang is standing by the desk. Thinking about something.

He looked left and right to make sure there was no one in the classroom.

He took a step to the side and sat in Su Feng's seat, swallowing nervously, then lowered his head and sniffed the school uniform on the table, which carried a familiar fragrance.

He raised his head and took a deep breath, then let it out slowly, as if he was a thief, his heartbeat was about to jump out of his chest, the zipper of his school uniform was unzipped, Li Lewang pulled his sleeves, put the clothes on the table, Then he stretched out his sinful hand, picked up Su Feng's clothes and draped them over his shoulders.

He didn't want to do anything, so he tried it.

Li Lewang put his hands into his sleeves,