On how abusive essays become sweet essays
Chapter 106 Straight Man
Cheng Yunchuan: "You kid, are you picky?"
"Brother, just make a meal, please, please." Wenxi lay on the sofa, "If you don't cook, your brother will starve to death."
Cheng Yunchuan sneered: "There is no food, do you want fried rice with eggs?"
"Fried rice with eggs is also fine." Wenxi raised her hand.
"What about you?" Cheng Yunchuan asked Jian Ruo again.
Jian Ruo smiled: "I can do it too."
He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, he was thinking, Cheng Yunchuan was originally his elder brother, whether this kind of warmth, this elder brother's love for his younger brother, should have belonged to him in the first place, and made such a fearless request like Wenxi , this is something he can't do.
Because he will not be as determined as Wenxi, Cheng Yunchuan will not reject him.
But Cheng Yunchuan was supposed to be his brother...
If Jane is not dull, she can even be said to be very sensitive to other people's emotions. Cheng Yunchuan resists his approach, he can feel it. At first he thought that Cheng Yunchuan treats everyone like this, but later found out that it is not, he seems to only target him , this kind of indifference hidden under the usual.
There is still leftover rice in the refrigerator, it was Cheng Yunchuan's cooking in the morning, he brought out the rice, it was a big bowl, but if three men ate it, it might just be enough to fill them up.
Jian Ruo answered the phone, hung up, walked to the kitchen, leaned against the door and said, "Brother Dachuan, I want to go out for a while."
"Yeah." Cheng Yunchuan stood in front of the refrigerator and took the eggs.
Jian Ruo: "Will you let me in later?"
Cheng Yunchuan poked his head out from behind the refrigerator: "What?"
Jian Ruo pointed to the rice on the table: "What if you don't let me in if the rice is not enough?"
Cheng Yunchuan: "...I promised to treat you to dinner, but what's wrong with starving you?"
He felt that it would be more convenient for him to take them directly down to find a restaurant to eat.
Jian Ruo raised a smile: "Then I'm leaving, and I'll be back in a while."
Not long after, Cheng Yunchuan came out of the kitchen: "Wenxi, go downstairs and buy a packet of salt."
Wenxi lay on the sofa and yelled: "Brother, wait a minute, I'm playing a game, after finishing this round... Well, who is it, Brother Jian is going down, you call him and ask him to help take it."
Cheng Yunchuan: "I don't have his phone number."
Wenxi: "I have it!"
The two of you have gotten to know each other very well this afternoon.
Cheng Yunchuan took off his apron: "It's better to count on a pig than to count on you."
Wenxi: "Oh no, what are you talking about!?"
"Pigs are fattened, at least they can still be eaten." He said disgustedly, "I'm going downstairs, tell me what you want to eat, and go home tomorrow."
Wenxi didn't care about his ridicule anymore, she was a mother if she gave milk, he said: "I want to eat fried chicken! I also want Coke, thank you brother!"
"Ah... no, thank you, senior." Jian Ruo stood under the streetlight. The girl opposite was wearing a long white dress, with fluttering long hair and a gentle smile. She was holding a bag of desserts in her hand.
"Put it away." She said, "I've worked hard today, so I'll treat you to dinner another day."
She came to give Jian Ruo a camera, and Jian Ruo left the camera for today's shoot.
Their original plane model was absent today without reason, and thanks to Jian Ruo's rescue, there was no big mistake, otherwise the wasted cost would be enough for them to have a headache.
"I don't like to eat this." Jian Ruo said.
"It's fine to eat with friends." She stuffed the bag into Jian Ruo's hand and said, "You're welcome, I have something to do later, let's not talk about it, let's talk later."
In the dark place not far behind them, Cheng Yunchuan was holding things in both hands, watching the girl in the fluttering white dress leave, and bumped into this suspected "confession" scene, and didn't know whether he should go up and say hello.
And the next moment, he saw Jian Ruo looking at the things in her hands, and then at the trash can beside her, as if she wanted to throw away the things.
He stopped.
Jian Ruo walked to the trash can, and a cat meowed, he turned his head to look over, then tightened his hands, and took back the things he was about to throw away.
Less than ten meters away from him, Cheng Yunchuan looked down at the little black cat that was rubbing against his trouser leg, and moved its feet. It was so dark that it couldn't be seen if you didn't pay attention at night.
"Brother Dachuan." A pair of expensive sneakers stopped in front of him.
Cheng Yunchuan raised his head, without mentioning what happened just now, he asked: "Are you going up?"
"Hmm." Jian Ruo looked at the thing in his hand, "Why did you get down?"
"Buy salt." Cheng Yunchuan said, "By the way, I bought some food."
"Why don't you call me?" Jian Ruo said, "I can take it for you by the way."
"I'm afraid you have something to do." Cheng Yunchuan said, his words could obviously be heard as an excuse, if there was really something important, when Jian Ruo went out just now, she wouldn't say it for a while and then come back.
The cat who rubbed against Cheng Yunchuan got into the grass next to it, Cheng Yunchuan said: "Go up."
He passed Jian Ruo and ended the topic.
Jian Ruoben thought that his attitude could be tolerated, but after watching him get along with Wenxi, her heart felt unbalanced for no reason.
Jian Ruo felt unwilling to Cheng Yunchuan with his parents, but he really wanted to treat him as an older brother. He had always hoped to have an older brother when he was a child. He couldn't get half of the warmth that should belong to him, and he was even turned away. The loss in his heart was so obvious.
Even he can have a good relationship with everyone, but Cheng Yunchuan doesn't get involved, and he also has a sense of frustration mixed in.
"Brother Dachuan, do you hate me?" Jian Ruo followed behind him a few steps, "Every time you treat me coldly."
Cheng Yunchuan stopped, Jian Ruo bumped into his shoulder, and took two steps back.
Cheng Yunchuan turned his head: "Why do you have to let me like you?"
Jian Ruo raised her head, her pupils cut water, and the street lamps fell in his eyes, dotted like starlight: "I just don't want to be hated by you."
"Are you worthy of being liked? Someone who throws other people's likes into the trash can." Cheng Yunchuan said.
Knowing Jian Ruo's identity, it's hard for Cheng Yunchuan not to guess his purpose of approaching him.
Jian Ruo has a simple face that can deceive people.
"I didn't want to throw it away, and the senior sister just thanked me, not liking me." Jian Ruo pursed her lips.
"Really." Cheng Yunchuan turned his head away.
Jian Ruo: "Brother Dachuan, you seem to be prejudiced against me."
Cheng Yunchuan: "It doesn't matter to you."
Jian Ruo said: "I like you very much, most people don't want to be hated by the person they like, right?"
Cheng Yunchuan's eyes were like a deep well, and he looked into his eyes.
The light of the street lamp fell on them like a protective cover in the darkness.
"Jian Ruoyou—know that I like men." Cheng Yunchuan said, "Don't say such misleading words, I hate ambiguous relationships."
Jian Ruo was stunned.
Cheng Yunchuan had already turned around and walked towards the residential building.
Jian Ruo did know that Cheng Yunchuan liked men, he guessed it, in the bar two days ago, the communication between Cheng Yunchuan and the bartender brother made him see the clue.
The meaning of Cheng Yunchuan's words was obvious, and he never thought of hiding it from him.
If you know that he likes men, keep your distance from him. If you don't know, then you should know now. Please keep your distance from him. He said that he hates ambiguous relationships. What Jian Ruo said is already exaggerated bounded.
— for a man who likes men.
"No." Jian Ruo caught up with Cheng Yunchuan and grabbed his wrist.
Cheng Yunchuan turned around in surprise.
Jian Ruo: "I mean the younger brother's admiration for the older brother."
Cheng Yunchuan was silent, only glanced at him, didn't say anything, and broke his hand away from him.
Jian Ruo suddenly felt at a loss for being seen through, he hesitated for two seconds, followed Cheng Yunchuan quietly, and entered the elevator all the way.
In the end, Cheng Yunchuan didn't cook, and they ate the fried chicken barbecue that Cheng Yunchuan brought back, which can be said to be very unhealthy.
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Wenxi stayed here the next day and refused to leave.
"My mother and I are having a fight. She said that if I dare to go back, my legs will be broken. Now I will be shameless when I go back." Wenxi is nestled on the sofa in the living room. , The body bone is slender.
With a cigarette in his mouth, Cheng Yunchuan took his mobile phone away: "Are you going to lose face because of me?"
"Oh——" Wenxi stretched out his hand, "Brother, can you give me your phone first, if you lose, you will be reported."
"I don't want to go back and tell your mother by myself." Cheng Yunchuan threw the phone to him, "How long is your summer vacation?"
"You just expect me to leave, don't you!" Wenxi said.
"Scream, shout louder, the whole building can hear you." Cheng Yunchuan took the jacket from the sofa, "I'm hungry and order takeaway, I'm going out, I'll be back at night."
"Smoking less, can you set a good example for teenagers! Smoking kills me..."
When Cheng Yunchuan closed the door, he could still hear Wenxi's voice.
Then in the next day, Wenxi sent him spam messages without stopping. At the beginning, he was still in a normal style, asking him if he could eat snacks at home, and if he could eat ice cream in the refrigerator. In short, it was all related to food. .
Cheng Yunchuan replied that he could eat before the expiration date.
After noon, Wenxi's news changed.
[Wenxi: Fuck, brother, brother Jian actually eats takeaway every day, it's so pitiful! 】
[Wenxi: Brother Jian is also really good at playing games!I decided to stay with you for a few more days. 】
[Wenxi: I'm on Xingyao!Brother Jian is my real brother from today on. 】
……
Cheng Yunchuan only replied with two words.
[Vegetable chicken. 】
He thought for a while and added another sentence.
【Don't keep disturbing others, be polite, you know? 】
[Wenxi: [Picture]]
[Wenxi: [thumb] [thumb] [thumb] [thumb] drawn by Brother Jane]
【Cheng Yunchuan: ...】
After Wenxi stayed with him for two days, this situation became more obvious. Brother Jian who is full of mouth, this is Brother Jian, that is also Brother Jian, he looks like a young man in love, Cheng Yunchuan and Jian Ruo also I just eat together at night, but I feel that my life is already full of Brother Jian.
After that night, the atmosphere between the two of them was a little condensed, which was specifically reflected in the fact that as long as Wenxi didn't speak, the air would definitely be quiet.
Wenxi is not stupid, she can naturally see that there is something wrong between Cheng Yunchuan and Jian Ruo.
But when he asked Jian Ruo, Jian Ruo didn't say anything, and when he asked Cheng Yunchuan, Cheng Yunchuan was even more rude, asking his child to take care of adults' affairs, Wenxi was very unconvinced, he was only three years away from becoming an adult , not small.
At noon on Thursday, Cheng Yunchuan was eating when he received a message from Wenxi.
[Wenxi: Brother, come to the bureau to scoop me up. 】
[Cheng Yunchuan:? 】
When he saw the news at the time, he didn't think of anything else, he just thought that Wen Xi was having fun again, but he didn't expect that half an hour later, the police station called and told him that his child had been arrested for fighting.
Unexpectedly, he really got himself into trouble.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't know whether to have a headache or worry first, Wenxi didn't know many people here except those friends and brothers who had a good relationship with Cheng Yunchuan.
When he got there, he found that Wenxi was not the only one.
And Jane Ruo.
After Cheng Yunchuan came, he could take Wenxi away with his signature. He looked around, but he didn't see the person who fought with Wenxi. After dictation from the police comrades, he knew that the person had already left first. .
It was Wenxi who made the first move. There was no feud between him and the other party. The person who was beaten was Jian Ruo's friend. Jian Ruo and his friend had some misleading physical contact during communication. Wenxi misunderstood that the other party came to find Troublesome, the young people's loyalty and impulsiveness caused friction.
The three left the police station.
"I'm sorry." Jian Ruo followed behind the two, with a worried look on her face, and she lowered her head as if she had done something wrong.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't speak.
Wenxi felt a little guilty when he heard that he still apologized: "It's okay, it's because I didn't see clearly, is your friend okay? Will it affect your relationship?"
"You're fine." Cheng Yunchuan's tone was light, "It's all like this and you still think about others."
Wenxi's face was stained, the corners of his mouth were broken, and half of his face was swollen. If he was sent back like this, his mother would think that he was abused here.
Wenxi saw Jian Ruo lowered his eyes, with a hurt expression, he leaned towards Cheng Yunchuan and said, "No one thinks of this, brother, don't say that."
It was indeed his fault today. The man pressed Jian Ruo against the wall downstairs, punched the wall next to Jian Ruo's face, and was still talking in a low voice, looking like he was threatening.
These days, Jian Ruo often casually asks him about Cheng Yunchuan when he was younger. Wenxi thinks that Jian Ruo likes his brother quite a lot. It's his fault. thing.
He explained the matter in detail from beginning to end.
"Brother Dachuan, don't blame Wenxi, he also wanted to worry about me, and misunderstood in a moment of impatience." Jian Ruo said.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't express his position all the way, Jian Ruo and Wenxi exchanged glances behind, Wenxi felt that he had caused trouble, the atmosphere between Jian Ruo and Cheng Yunchuan was condensed some time ago, but it was still balanced, but this time he could intuitively feel, That balance is broken.
"Get in the car." Cheng Yunchuan sat in the driver's seat.
Wenxi opened the co-pilot's door.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't turn his head: "Go to the back."
"Come on." Wenxi closed the passenger door in a hurry.
Cheng Yunchuan sent them to the community and followed them to the elevator.
Wenxi: "Brother, if you still have something to do, go and do it. I'll get some medicine later, don't worry."
"You think I'm worried about you?" Cheng Yunchuan glanced at him, "I thought you were more worried that I would settle accounts with you."
Wenxi, whose little thoughts were punctured: "..."
Weak and helpless, afraid to speak.
"Brother Dachuan." Jian Ruo called out, pulled Cheng Yunchuan's clothes, and opened her mouth to speak.
The elevator opened.
Cheng Yunchuan went out, Wenxi walked to the door, opened the door with the key, turned around and saw that Cheng Yunchuan had no intention of entering, he glanced at Jian Ruo who was behind Cheng Yunchuan.
"Go in and stay." Cheng Yunchuan turned sideways to block his view.
Wenxi curled her lips: "Brother, don't mess around, this matter has nothing to do with Brother Jian."
It doesn't matter, it's just because of him.
In Cheng Yunchuan's impression, Wenxi was not so impulsive, he would go up to fight indiscriminately, and it was for this person whom he had known for less than half a month.
It has to be said that Jian Ruo is very good at winning people's hearts.
"Go in." Cheng Yunchuan couldn't see any emotion in his eyes, and his body exuded low air pressure.
Wenxi closed the door with a "slap", afraid that if he was a second late, he would be beaten. He didn't have the courage to fight Cheng Yunchuan.
"Brother Dachuan." Jian Ruo licked her lips, "Sorry, I will be responsible for this matter to the end."
Cheng Yunchuan raised his chin and asked him to open the door next door.
It's not convenient to talk about things in the corridor.
Jian Ruo did as he wanted, the two entered the room, Cheng Yunchuan closed the door behind his back, and Jian Ruo took out a pair of slippers.
Cheng Yunchuan: "I won't go in, let's talk here."
Jian Ruo straightened up.
Cheng Yunchuan said: "I know who you are, although I don't know your purpose of coming here to approach me, but don't try to approach me anymore."
Jian Ruo pursed her lips.
"Wenxi hasn't fought a few times, and he's only so impulsive to people who care about him." Cheng Yunchuan continued, "If you really want to make friends with him, I won't stop you, but if your goal is me , I can tell you directly that we will not be friends."
Jian Ruo raised her eyes: "Why?"
Cheng Yunchuan: "It's not necessary for people who are not in the same circle."
"You haven't taken the initiative to get to know me, how do you know if it will fit?" Jian Ruo pursed her lips, "Why do you always treat me like this...I am also your brother."
He lowered his head, said with a little grievance and reluctance: "Since you know everything, why can't you be gentle with me."
"You're not." Cheng Yunchuan said, "I won't go back to that home, and I won't be your brother, and I won't snatch anything from you."
"Why don't you go back?" Jian Ruo asked him, "Mom has missed you all these years, and I miss you too."
Cheng Yunchuan: "Miss me? It took so long to find me in the same city, do you know why?"
Jian Ruo stared at him blankly.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't want to continue, he said: "That's it, if you want to leave, I will refund the rent to you."
He turned around and grabbed the doorknob, his left hand was pulled, he turned his head, his back felt hot, and his arms were wrapped around his waist.
Jian Ruo hugged him from behind, her breath fell on his shoulders, and her voice was close to her ears: "We are brothers, you can be so good to Wenxi, why can't you be nice to me?"
"Brother?" This time it was Cheng Yunchuan's turn to be stunned.
Is it a problem with the novel, or is it because Jian Ruo doesn't know his identity, or is it because Jian Ruo deliberately lied to him?
Cheng Yunchuan was unknown.
"Brother, can you...don't drive me away?" Jian Ruo whispered.
The room was quiet, only the sound of Jian Ruo's trembling breathing remained, and the arms holding Cheng Yunchuan's hands were tight, and Cheng Yunchuan could even feel Jian Ruo's beating heart through his clothes, as well as the sound transmitted from him. The temperature that came over, the fear of being disgusted.
"Jane Ruo."
Cheng Yunchuan put down his hand on the doorknob.
"Did you come here because you are a real brother?"
Jian Ruo's voice was very soft, trembling: "Yes."
Cheng Yunchuan: "What if not?"
Jian Ruo didn't understand for a moment: "What?"
Cheng Yunchuan: "What if it's not a real brother?"
Jane Ruo: "..."
"Family love..." Cheng Yunchuan put his hand on the back of Jian Ruo's, "Is it that important to you?"
He pulled away Jian Ruo's wrist, turned around, Jian Ruo was very close to him, his lips brushed against the tip of Jian Ruo's nose, Cheng Yunchuan took a step back without a trace.
"But to me, it's not very important." He said in a flat tone, "I am Wenxi's brother, not because of the blood relationship between me and him, but because of the brotherhood between me and him , but me and you, no, understand?"
"If you want a brother..." Cheng Yunchuan opened the corner of his mouth and laughed, "If you want, there will be many people willing to be your brother, if it's just because you think there is a blood relationship between me and you, so If you want a brother, there is no need."
Jian Ruo's eyes were disturbed. When he approached Cheng Yunchuan, at first he was reconciled that he could get his mother's warmth, and later he was reconciled that he was unwilling to accept his approach. Later, he saw through and saw the flawed side of his character, which made him feel embarrassed He was at a loss, and when Wenxi appeared, he also wanted Cheng Yunchuan to show him that kind of expression, a natural expression of ordinary brotherly feelings.
He was envious.
Jian Ruo has many "friends", but they all belong to the sunny and perfect Jian Ruo, not him.
He has no friends.
The author has something to say: Thank you Lazy Fu Meng for the mine~
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Chapter 118 I'm Pursuing You
Cheng Yunchuan pushed open the door of the living room, there was a sound of closing the door from the guest room, he took a look, did not pass, went into the living room, sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette.
With a "click", the flame of the lighter dangled and went out again. Cheng Yunchuan threw the lighter on the coffee table and nestled in the sofa.
Recalling the last time I saw Zhang Wenxi fighting, it was because when his grandfather passed away, the people on his grandfather’s side were not close to him, and they rarely interacted with each other. Zhang Wenxi also lived in his grandfather’s place for a while, and the two people It's a bit ripe.
In the beginning, this little boy was in need of a beating, and indeed he had been beating him before, and his mother knew about it, but his mother would not be able to take care of him. Later, Zhang Wenxi was terrified of being beaten, and with him One big brother called after another.
When his grandfather passed away, Zhang Wenxi was still a short man less than ten years old. I don’t know which relative’s child learned it from his parents. He secretly said that Cheng Yunchuan was not his family, but an outsider. Competing with them is very childish and likes to form cliques. If Zhang Wenxi doesn't join them in saying that Cheng Yunchuan is an outsider, then he is not with them.
Later, it developed into a fight. Zhang Wenxi still has a fingernail mark left from the fight on the bridge of Zhang Wenxi's nose.
As for his impulsive temperament, he really had it since he was a child, but it was also to protect his weaknesses. He would do something for Jian Ruo, which meant that he regarded Jian Ruo as his own.
Cheng Yunchuan held the cigarette between his fingertips and shook the ashes.
The door of the guest room behind him made a soft sound, and opened a crack. Zhang Wenxi poked his head out from the inside with a bruised nose, looked at the back of Cheng Yunchuan sitting in the living room, and tiptoed out of the room cautiously.
The person on the sofa didn't respond.
After a while, Zhang Wenxi served tea and poured water, squatted on the side of the tea table, and pushed the water cup to Cheng Yunchuan: "Brother, drink water."
Cheng Yunchuan gave him a sideways glance, then extinguished the cigarette: "I'm not thirsty."
Zhang Wenxi got up: "Brother, are you tired? Let me rub your shoulders."
Cheng Yunchuan: "No need."
Zhang Wenxi: "Then I..."
"I'll go home after two days when my face gets better." Cheng Yunchuan interrupted him.
"... Oh." Zhang Wenxi touched the tears that didn't exist in the corner of his eyes.
Late at night, a corner of the city fell into silent darkness, one after another windows, like a square box, and occasionally one or two windows still see light.
The darkness enveloped the room, the windows in the room were open, the curtains were blown by the wind, a figure was hidden in the darkness, the moonlight fell on his pale face, his clear eyes were filled with indifference, and he looked at the corner of the room absently.
Jian Ruo, with light-colored short hair in a mess, was sitting on the bay window, buttoning her pants unconsciously with her fingertips.
are you angry?
Maybe I'm angry.
Cheng Yunchuan said that blood relationship can't represent anything.
Jian Ruo lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on her knees.
——"We are your dearest people, the relationship between us is unbroken, you know?"
—— "Jian Ruo, you are the only child of mother, and mother can only rely on you, don't blame mother..."
——"You are my child, of course I love you, you and we are the closest people in the world..."
Cheng Yunchuan doesn't care about blood relationship. On the contrary, this is what Jian Ruo is most persistent in. He was instilled in him since he was a child that people with blood relationship will never betray him.
A subconscious that was deeply imprinted in his heart when he was a child.
But... does he think so too?
No, at some point, he was equally negative.
What he longed for was his parents' love and their affirmation.
"Brother Chuan, how are you doing?" The employee in overalls squatted beside an off-road vehicle.
Under the chassis, Cheng Yunchuan's upper body lay down, and he asked the man to pass him a tool.
"Brother Chuan, there's a young man looking for you outside." An employee came over, "I'm bringing you food."
Cheng Yunchuan got out from under the chassis and sat on the couch. He was wearing a black vest, the outside of his arms were dirty, his features were well-defined and tough, and he exuded a very aggressive wildness.
"I'll go take a look." He got up and said.
He washed his hands and went outside. Cheng Yunchuan walked to the door and swiped with his mobile phone. Zhang Wenxi said that he had arrived home. He replied to the received message, and a person appeared next to him.
"Brother Dachuan." Jian Ruo was carrying a backpack, wearing white short sleeves and khaki shorts, her slender figure exudes a youthful air, "Have you eaten yet?"
Cheng Yunchuan glanced at the lunch box in his hand: "Why are you here?"
"I'll bring you something to eat." Jian Ruo raised her hand, the sun slanted on his face, and he tilted his head to show a smile without haze, as if the events of that night had just passed away.
"No need." Cheng Yunchuan said.
"Brother Dachuan, are you still angry?" Jian Ruo asked, "I know I was wrong, I'm sorry."
He didn't appear in front of Cheng Yunchuan very much these two days, and Cheng Yunchuan thought he had given up, so he looked at Jian Ruo quietly for a while: "I don't want to say something a second time."
He told Jian Ruo not to waste time on him, but Jian Ruo didn't seem to listen.
He turned away.
Holding the lunch box in her arms, Jian Ruo raised her foot and tried to follow, but stopped, watching Cheng Yunchuan's figure disappear from his sight, and tightened her hand holding the bag.
For the next three days, Jian Ruo came to deliver lunch to Cheng Yunchuan regardless of the weather. Everyone in the auto repair shop knew him. Jian Ruo's appearance was considered pretty among men, but she was not too feminine and good-looking. Done just right, such a person makes an impression at a glance.
Others thought that he was pursuing Cheng Yunchuan, but Cheng Yunchuan rejected him every time, which was miserable, but the person concerned still persisted, coming for half an hour at noon every day and leaving.
He tentatively went inside, and found that Cheng Yunchuan didn't drive him away, and then he would stay inside for more than ten minutes, watching Cheng Yunchuan work.
On Friday, Cheng Yunchuan was fine. He was wearing a peaked cap, lowered the brim of the hat to block out the light, and sat in the rest area outside to rest. A black car was parked outside. Cheng Yunchuan took a second look and saw it clearly. License plate, squinting his eyes.
A woman got out of the car.
Cheng Yunchuan put the mobile phone on the table in his pocket, got up and walked out.
When the woman saw him, her eyes were soft: "Ah Run."
"My name is Cheng Yunchuan." This sentence is like the regular opening line every time I see a woman, "Are you okay?"
"Help me wash the car." She said.
Cheng Yunchuan looked around, waved and called someone to drive the car.
The woman came to him for those things, wanted to take him back, wanted to give him a home, Cheng Yunchuan actually felt quite baffled, he had lived for so many years, and he was fine alone, but the woman looked like him. After suffering so much, it seemed that I could hardly survive.
In the goofy novel he had read, the woman treated him very well at the beginning, but after he went back and got married, the balance in the woman's heart began to tilt slowly.
After a while, the two sat in the corner of the rest area. Today, there was no one and it was very quiet. There was a cup of coffee on the table, and a glass of water in front of Cheng Yunchuan.
Most of the women were talking, and he listened silently. When the women were saying that they missed him very much, but were afraid that they would disturb him if they came to see him, he inadvertently asked a word.
"Jane if you let him come?"
The water in the glass swirls.
"What?" The woman paused for a moment, then raised her head, "Did that child, Jian Ruo, say something to you?"
Before Cheng Yunchuan could speak, the woman put down the coffee cup in her hand and explained: "No, he was already there when we found out, did it cause you any trouble? If you don't like it, I will let him go when I go back, he may also want to get close to you, after all you are brothers."
She glanced at Cheng Yunchuan.
Cheng Yunchuan frowned: "I don't plan to go back."
"Is it because of Jian Ruo?" the woman subconsciously asked.
"No." Cheng Yunchuan said, "But you already have him, so there's no need to come here to make trouble with me."
"You are different from him!"
Cheng Yunchuan looked at the emotional woman.
"How can you be the same? He..." She stopped speaking abruptly and sat back.
There was a moment of silence in the air.
"As long as you come back, everything in the house is yours." She calmed down.
Cheng Yunchuan: "Why?"
Woman: "This is compensation..."
"Because he has no blood relationship with you?" He suddenly remembered Jian Ruo's obsession with "blood relationship" that night, and interrupted her.
She suddenly opened her eyes wide, and looked at Cheng Yunchuan in astonishment: "How do you know..."
"boom"--
There was a muffled sound, and Cheng Yunchuan and the woman turned their heads to look at the place where the sound came from. The protagonist they were discussing was standing at the door in a daze. The muffled sound just now was the sound of the bag in his hand falling to the ground. .
"Why are you here?" The woman stood up holding the stool.
Jian Ruo looked at him at a loss, then at Cheng Yunchuan, and walked slowly in front of them.
"mom."
"I'll go first." Cheng Yunchuan said, although it was not intentional - he is not suitable to be present in such a scene.
He stood up, and even the sound of the stool moving became clear in the quiet rest area. Cheng Yunchuan walked past Jian Ruo, his arm brushed against the hem of his clothes, and touched Jian Ruo's cold arm. Mou glanced.
Jian Ruo's arms were shaking.
Before Cheng Yunchuan walked out of the door, he heard Jian Ruo and the woman whisper a few words, followed by crisp applause, he turned his head and saw Jian Ruo lowered her head and turned her head.
"Who told you to come here! You can't do anything. I told you to go to Han—" The woman's voice was sharp and exasperated, "Now that your wings are hardened, you still question me, right? What is there to ask?"
When she raised her arm high and was about to slap her for the second time, her arm was caught, and Cheng Yunchuan blocked half of her body in front of Jian Ruo.
Jian Ruo pulled away from the dazed state, looked up at his back, and saw his mother's disgusted expression over his shoulder, and her heart twitched for a moment.
He lowered his eyes, his ears were ringing, he couldn't hear what Cheng Yunchuan said, and when he recovered, Cheng Yunchuan had pulled him outside by the arm.
The sun is a bit harsh.
Jian Ruo struggled a bit, and let go of his hand.
Cheng Yunchuan brushed his chin with his fingertips, raised his head, and looked at Cheng Yunchuan with Jian Ruoqing's eyes, but there was not much emotion in his eyes, nor did he have the usual smile that pretended to be sunny, and he lost his obedient smile. The baby's temperament looks like an adult who can play in a bar.
Much more pleasing to the eye.
His cheeks were red and swollen, with fingerprints and a scratch, which may have been scratched by the woman's ring or fingernails. He stared straight at Cheng Yunchuan without hiding it.
"Did they all treat you like this?" Cheng Yunchuan asked him.
In the original text, about Jian Ruo getting along with his parents, most of them are comparing him and Cheng Yunchuan, and the parents give him a preference, so as to achieve a kind of gap in Cheng Yunchuan's heart.
Would a beloved child hit him just because he asked a word? Judging from the slap marks left behind, there was no mercy.
"Are you surprised?" Jian Ruo opened the corner of her mouth.
His body was still trembling slightly, an instinctive reaction of fear, but he didn't want Cheng Yunchuan to find out, and Cheng Yunchuan didn't expose him.
"If you don't obey, you will be taught a lesson." Jian Ruo's tone was light, as if she didn't care, he raised his hand to touch his cheek, and took a deep breath, "I'm going back."
He put his hands in his pockets, walked beside Cheng Yunchuan with his head down.
Cheng Yunchuan grabbed his arm, he turned his head sideways, and before he could see Cheng Yunchuan's face clearly, a hat was put on his head.
He froze for a moment, his back stiffened.
Cheng Yunchuan: "Go back and get some medicine."
Jian Ruo curled her hand in her pocket: "It's okay."
Cheng Yunchuan: "Masochistic?"
Jane Ruo: "..."
Cheng Yunchuan: "Whatever you want."
He walked away.
Jian Ruo's shadow stayed on the ground for a long time, he raised his head and looked in the direction Cheng Yunchuan left.
Missed.
Jian Ruo raised her hand and touched the brim of the hat. The hat was taken off Cheng Yunchuan's head, and it was still warm. His eyes suddenly became hazy. He raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, the corners of which turned red.
Jian Ruo took off her hat and stared at it like a fool.
After a long time, he put his hat back on, rolled his Adam's apple, and walked forward with his head down.
When Jian Ruo returned home, he took off his hat, and when he was about to put it down, he paused and put the hat on again. He put the medicine he bought on the living room table, and took a mirror to apply the medicine.
After taking the medicine, I don’t know what to do. Usually at this time, it’s time to finish the order he received, but today he didn’t want to move. He sat on the sofa, reluctant to take off his hat. The feeling of wearing a hat made him feel safer than ever feel.
Even thinking back to what happened in the rest area, the emotional impact of the depression seems to be less of a problem.
Cheng Yunchuan... is a gentle person.
In the evening, Cheng Yunchuan brought back the bag that Jian Ruo had left behind, and he carried it to ring his doorbell. After a while, someone came to open the door.
The sensor light at the door was on, and Jian Ruo stood behind the door, rubbing her red eyes, looking as if she hadn't woken up, or just cried miserably, half of her face was red and swollen, and her hair was still messy.
"Your bag." Cheng Yunchuan gave him the bag.
"Thank you." Jane Ruo took it.
Cheng Yunchuan took the key and turned around, but was stopped by Jian Ruo: "Brother."
Cheng Yunchuan turned his head sideways.
"Thank you," he said.
Cheng Yun Triton
"Brother, just make a meal, please, please." Wenxi lay on the sofa, "If you don't cook, your brother will starve to death."
Cheng Yunchuan sneered: "There is no food, do you want fried rice with eggs?"
"Fried rice with eggs is also fine." Wenxi raised her hand.
"What about you?" Cheng Yunchuan asked Jian Ruo again.
Jian Ruo smiled: "I can do it too."
He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, he was thinking, Cheng Yunchuan was originally his elder brother, whether this kind of warmth, this elder brother's love for his younger brother, should have belonged to him in the first place, and made such a fearless request like Wenxi , this is something he can't do.
Because he will not be as determined as Wenxi, Cheng Yunchuan will not reject him.
But Cheng Yunchuan was supposed to be his brother...
If Jane is not dull, she can even be said to be very sensitive to other people's emotions. Cheng Yunchuan resists his approach, he can feel it. At first he thought that Cheng Yunchuan treats everyone like this, but later found out that it is not, he seems to only target him , this kind of indifference hidden under the usual.
There is still leftover rice in the refrigerator, it was Cheng Yunchuan's cooking in the morning, he brought out the rice, it was a big bowl, but if three men ate it, it might just be enough to fill them up.
Jian Ruo answered the phone, hung up, walked to the kitchen, leaned against the door and said, "Brother Dachuan, I want to go out for a while."
"Yeah." Cheng Yunchuan stood in front of the refrigerator and took the eggs.
Jian Ruo: "Will you let me in later?"
Cheng Yunchuan poked his head out from behind the refrigerator: "What?"
Jian Ruo pointed to the rice on the table: "What if you don't let me in if the rice is not enough?"
Cheng Yunchuan: "...I promised to treat you to dinner, but what's wrong with starving you?"
He felt that it would be more convenient for him to take them directly down to find a restaurant to eat.
Jian Ruo raised a smile: "Then I'm leaving, and I'll be back in a while."
Not long after, Cheng Yunchuan came out of the kitchen: "Wenxi, go downstairs and buy a packet of salt."
Wenxi lay on the sofa and yelled: "Brother, wait a minute, I'm playing a game, after finishing this round... Well, who is it, Brother Jian is going down, you call him and ask him to help take it."
Cheng Yunchuan: "I don't have his phone number."
Wenxi: "I have it!"
The two of you have gotten to know each other very well this afternoon.
Cheng Yunchuan took off his apron: "It's better to count on a pig than to count on you."
Wenxi: "Oh no, what are you talking about!?"
"Pigs are fattened, at least they can still be eaten." He said disgustedly, "I'm going downstairs, tell me what you want to eat, and go home tomorrow."
Wenxi didn't care about his ridicule anymore, she was a mother if she gave milk, he said: "I want to eat fried chicken! I also want Coke, thank you brother!"
"Ah... no, thank you, senior." Jian Ruo stood under the streetlight. The girl opposite was wearing a long white dress, with fluttering long hair and a gentle smile. She was holding a bag of desserts in her hand.
"Put it away." She said, "I've worked hard today, so I'll treat you to dinner another day."
She came to give Jian Ruo a camera, and Jian Ruo left the camera for today's shoot.
Their original plane model was absent today without reason, and thanks to Jian Ruo's rescue, there was no big mistake, otherwise the wasted cost would be enough for them to have a headache.
"I don't like to eat this." Jian Ruo said.
"It's fine to eat with friends." She stuffed the bag into Jian Ruo's hand and said, "You're welcome, I have something to do later, let's not talk about it, let's talk later."
In the dark place not far behind them, Cheng Yunchuan was holding things in both hands, watching the girl in the fluttering white dress leave, and bumped into this suspected "confession" scene, and didn't know whether he should go up and say hello.
And the next moment, he saw Jian Ruo looking at the things in her hands, and then at the trash can beside her, as if she wanted to throw away the things.
He stopped.
Jian Ruo walked to the trash can, and a cat meowed, he turned his head to look over, then tightened his hands, and took back the things he was about to throw away.
Less than ten meters away from him, Cheng Yunchuan looked down at the little black cat that was rubbing against his trouser leg, and moved its feet. It was so dark that it couldn't be seen if you didn't pay attention at night.
"Brother Dachuan." A pair of expensive sneakers stopped in front of him.
Cheng Yunchuan raised his head, without mentioning what happened just now, he asked: "Are you going up?"
"Hmm." Jian Ruo looked at the thing in his hand, "Why did you get down?"
"Buy salt." Cheng Yunchuan said, "By the way, I bought some food."
"Why don't you call me?" Jian Ruo said, "I can take it for you by the way."
"I'm afraid you have something to do." Cheng Yunchuan said, his words could obviously be heard as an excuse, if there was really something important, when Jian Ruo went out just now, she wouldn't say it for a while and then come back.
The cat who rubbed against Cheng Yunchuan got into the grass next to it, Cheng Yunchuan said: "Go up."
He passed Jian Ruo and ended the topic.
Jian Ruoben thought that his attitude could be tolerated, but after watching him get along with Wenxi, her heart felt unbalanced for no reason.
Jian Ruo felt unwilling to Cheng Yunchuan with his parents, but he really wanted to treat him as an older brother. He had always hoped to have an older brother when he was a child. He couldn't get half of the warmth that should belong to him, and he was even turned away. The loss in his heart was so obvious.
Even he can have a good relationship with everyone, but Cheng Yunchuan doesn't get involved, and he also has a sense of frustration mixed in.
"Brother Dachuan, do you hate me?" Jian Ruo followed behind him a few steps, "Every time you treat me coldly."
Cheng Yunchuan stopped, Jian Ruo bumped into his shoulder, and took two steps back.
Cheng Yunchuan turned his head: "Why do you have to let me like you?"
Jian Ruo raised her head, her pupils cut water, and the street lamps fell in his eyes, dotted like starlight: "I just don't want to be hated by you."
"Are you worthy of being liked? Someone who throws other people's likes into the trash can." Cheng Yunchuan said.
Knowing Jian Ruo's identity, it's hard for Cheng Yunchuan not to guess his purpose of approaching him.
Jian Ruo has a simple face that can deceive people.
"I didn't want to throw it away, and the senior sister just thanked me, not liking me." Jian Ruo pursed her lips.
"Really." Cheng Yunchuan turned his head away.
Jian Ruo: "Brother Dachuan, you seem to be prejudiced against me."
Cheng Yunchuan: "It doesn't matter to you."
Jian Ruo said: "I like you very much, most people don't want to be hated by the person they like, right?"
Cheng Yunchuan's eyes were like a deep well, and he looked into his eyes.
The light of the street lamp fell on them like a protective cover in the darkness.
"Jian Ruoyou—know that I like men." Cheng Yunchuan said, "Don't say such misleading words, I hate ambiguous relationships."
Jian Ruo was stunned.
Cheng Yunchuan had already turned around and walked towards the residential building.
Jian Ruo did know that Cheng Yunchuan liked men, he guessed it, in the bar two days ago, the communication between Cheng Yunchuan and the bartender brother made him see the clue.
The meaning of Cheng Yunchuan's words was obvious, and he never thought of hiding it from him.
If you know that he likes men, keep your distance from him. If you don't know, then you should know now. Please keep your distance from him. He said that he hates ambiguous relationships. What Jian Ruo said is already exaggerated bounded.
— for a man who likes men.
"No." Jian Ruo caught up with Cheng Yunchuan and grabbed his wrist.
Cheng Yunchuan turned around in surprise.
Jian Ruo: "I mean the younger brother's admiration for the older brother."
Cheng Yunchuan was silent, only glanced at him, didn't say anything, and broke his hand away from him.
Jian Ruo suddenly felt at a loss for being seen through, he hesitated for two seconds, followed Cheng Yunchuan quietly, and entered the elevator all the way.
In the end, Cheng Yunchuan didn't cook, and they ate the fried chicken barbecue that Cheng Yunchuan brought back, which can be said to be very unhealthy.
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Wenxi stayed here the next day and refused to leave.
"My mother and I are having a fight. She said that if I dare to go back, my legs will be broken. Now I will be shameless when I go back." Wenxi is nestled on the sofa in the living room. , The body bone is slender.
With a cigarette in his mouth, Cheng Yunchuan took his mobile phone away: "Are you going to lose face because of me?"
"Oh——" Wenxi stretched out his hand, "Brother, can you give me your phone first, if you lose, you will be reported."
"I don't want to go back and tell your mother by myself." Cheng Yunchuan threw the phone to him, "How long is your summer vacation?"
"You just expect me to leave, don't you!" Wenxi said.
"Scream, shout louder, the whole building can hear you." Cheng Yunchuan took the jacket from the sofa, "I'm hungry and order takeaway, I'm going out, I'll be back at night."
"Smoking less, can you set a good example for teenagers! Smoking kills me..."
When Cheng Yunchuan closed the door, he could still hear Wenxi's voice.
Then in the next day, Wenxi sent him spam messages without stopping. At the beginning, he was still in a normal style, asking him if he could eat snacks at home, and if he could eat ice cream in the refrigerator. In short, it was all related to food. .
Cheng Yunchuan replied that he could eat before the expiration date.
After noon, Wenxi's news changed.
[Wenxi: Fuck, brother, brother Jian actually eats takeaway every day, it's so pitiful! 】
[Wenxi: Brother Jian is also really good at playing games!I decided to stay with you for a few more days. 】
[Wenxi: I'm on Xingyao!Brother Jian is my real brother from today on. 】
……
Cheng Yunchuan only replied with two words.
[Vegetable chicken. 】
He thought for a while and added another sentence.
【Don't keep disturbing others, be polite, you know? 】
[Wenxi: [Picture]]
[Wenxi: [thumb] [thumb] [thumb] [thumb] drawn by Brother Jane]
【Cheng Yunchuan: ...】
After Wenxi stayed with him for two days, this situation became more obvious. Brother Jian who is full of mouth, this is Brother Jian, that is also Brother Jian, he looks like a young man in love, Cheng Yunchuan and Jian Ruo also I just eat together at night, but I feel that my life is already full of Brother Jian.
After that night, the atmosphere between the two of them was a little condensed, which was specifically reflected in the fact that as long as Wenxi didn't speak, the air would definitely be quiet.
Wenxi is not stupid, she can naturally see that there is something wrong between Cheng Yunchuan and Jian Ruo.
But when he asked Jian Ruo, Jian Ruo didn't say anything, and when he asked Cheng Yunchuan, Cheng Yunchuan was even more rude, asking his child to take care of adults' affairs, Wenxi was very unconvinced, he was only three years away from becoming an adult , not small.
At noon on Thursday, Cheng Yunchuan was eating when he received a message from Wenxi.
[Wenxi: Brother, come to the bureau to scoop me up. 】
[Cheng Yunchuan:? 】
When he saw the news at the time, he didn't think of anything else, he just thought that Wen Xi was having fun again, but he didn't expect that half an hour later, the police station called and told him that his child had been arrested for fighting.
Unexpectedly, he really got himself into trouble.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't know whether to have a headache or worry first, Wenxi didn't know many people here except those friends and brothers who had a good relationship with Cheng Yunchuan.
When he got there, he found that Wenxi was not the only one.
And Jane Ruo.
After Cheng Yunchuan came, he could take Wenxi away with his signature. He looked around, but he didn't see the person who fought with Wenxi. After dictation from the police comrades, he knew that the person had already left first. .
It was Wenxi who made the first move. There was no feud between him and the other party. The person who was beaten was Jian Ruo's friend. Jian Ruo and his friend had some misleading physical contact during communication. Wenxi misunderstood that the other party came to find Troublesome, the young people's loyalty and impulsiveness caused friction.
The three left the police station.
"I'm sorry." Jian Ruo followed behind the two, with a worried look on her face, and she lowered her head as if she had done something wrong.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't speak.
Wenxi felt a little guilty when he heard that he still apologized: "It's okay, it's because I didn't see clearly, is your friend okay? Will it affect your relationship?"
"You're fine." Cheng Yunchuan's tone was light, "It's all like this and you still think about others."
Wenxi's face was stained, the corners of his mouth were broken, and half of his face was swollen. If he was sent back like this, his mother would think that he was abused here.
Wenxi saw Jian Ruo lowered his eyes, with a hurt expression, he leaned towards Cheng Yunchuan and said, "No one thinks of this, brother, don't say that."
It was indeed his fault today. The man pressed Jian Ruo against the wall downstairs, punched the wall next to Jian Ruo's face, and was still talking in a low voice, looking like he was threatening.
These days, Jian Ruo often casually asks him about Cheng Yunchuan when he was younger. Wenxi thinks that Jian Ruo likes his brother quite a lot. It's his fault. thing.
He explained the matter in detail from beginning to end.
"Brother Dachuan, don't blame Wenxi, he also wanted to worry about me, and misunderstood in a moment of impatience." Jian Ruo said.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't express his position all the way, Jian Ruo and Wenxi exchanged glances behind, Wenxi felt that he had caused trouble, the atmosphere between Jian Ruo and Cheng Yunchuan was condensed some time ago, but it was still balanced, but this time he could intuitively feel, That balance is broken.
"Get in the car." Cheng Yunchuan sat in the driver's seat.
Wenxi opened the co-pilot's door.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't turn his head: "Go to the back."
"Come on." Wenxi closed the passenger door in a hurry.
Cheng Yunchuan sent them to the community and followed them to the elevator.
Wenxi: "Brother, if you still have something to do, go and do it. I'll get some medicine later, don't worry."
"You think I'm worried about you?" Cheng Yunchuan glanced at him, "I thought you were more worried that I would settle accounts with you."
Wenxi, whose little thoughts were punctured: "..."
Weak and helpless, afraid to speak.
"Brother Dachuan." Jian Ruo called out, pulled Cheng Yunchuan's clothes, and opened her mouth to speak.
The elevator opened.
Cheng Yunchuan went out, Wenxi walked to the door, opened the door with the key, turned around and saw that Cheng Yunchuan had no intention of entering, he glanced at Jian Ruo who was behind Cheng Yunchuan.
"Go in and stay." Cheng Yunchuan turned sideways to block his view.
Wenxi curled her lips: "Brother, don't mess around, this matter has nothing to do with Brother Jian."
It doesn't matter, it's just because of him.
In Cheng Yunchuan's impression, Wenxi was not so impulsive, he would go up to fight indiscriminately, and it was for this person whom he had known for less than half a month.
It has to be said that Jian Ruo is very good at winning people's hearts.
"Go in." Cheng Yunchuan couldn't see any emotion in his eyes, and his body exuded low air pressure.
Wenxi closed the door with a "slap", afraid that if he was a second late, he would be beaten. He didn't have the courage to fight Cheng Yunchuan.
"Brother Dachuan." Jian Ruo licked her lips, "Sorry, I will be responsible for this matter to the end."
Cheng Yunchuan raised his chin and asked him to open the door next door.
It's not convenient to talk about things in the corridor.
Jian Ruo did as he wanted, the two entered the room, Cheng Yunchuan closed the door behind his back, and Jian Ruo took out a pair of slippers.
Cheng Yunchuan: "I won't go in, let's talk here."
Jian Ruo straightened up.
Cheng Yunchuan said: "I know who you are, although I don't know your purpose of coming here to approach me, but don't try to approach me anymore."
Jian Ruo pursed her lips.
"Wenxi hasn't fought a few times, and he's only so impulsive to people who care about him." Cheng Yunchuan continued, "If you really want to make friends with him, I won't stop you, but if your goal is me , I can tell you directly that we will not be friends."
Jian Ruo raised her eyes: "Why?"
Cheng Yunchuan: "It's not necessary for people who are not in the same circle."
"You haven't taken the initiative to get to know me, how do you know if it will fit?" Jian Ruo pursed her lips, "Why do you always treat me like this...I am also your brother."
He lowered his head, said with a little grievance and reluctance: "Since you know everything, why can't you be gentle with me."
"You're not." Cheng Yunchuan said, "I won't go back to that home, and I won't be your brother, and I won't snatch anything from you."
"Why don't you go back?" Jian Ruo asked him, "Mom has missed you all these years, and I miss you too."
Cheng Yunchuan: "Miss me? It took so long to find me in the same city, do you know why?"
Jian Ruo stared at him blankly.
Cheng Yunchuan didn't want to continue, he said: "That's it, if you want to leave, I will refund the rent to you."
He turned around and grabbed the doorknob, his left hand was pulled, he turned his head, his back felt hot, and his arms were wrapped around his waist.
Jian Ruo hugged him from behind, her breath fell on his shoulders, and her voice was close to her ears: "We are brothers, you can be so good to Wenxi, why can't you be nice to me?"
"Brother?" This time it was Cheng Yunchuan's turn to be stunned.
Is it a problem with the novel, or is it because Jian Ruo doesn't know his identity, or is it because Jian Ruo deliberately lied to him?
Cheng Yunchuan was unknown.
"Brother, can you...don't drive me away?" Jian Ruo whispered.
The room was quiet, only the sound of Jian Ruo's trembling breathing remained, and the arms holding Cheng Yunchuan's hands were tight, and Cheng Yunchuan could even feel Jian Ruo's beating heart through his clothes, as well as the sound transmitted from him. The temperature that came over, the fear of being disgusted.
"Jane Ruo."
Cheng Yunchuan put down his hand on the doorknob.
"Did you come here because you are a real brother?"
Jian Ruo's voice was very soft, trembling: "Yes."
Cheng Yunchuan: "What if not?"
Jian Ruo didn't understand for a moment: "What?"
Cheng Yunchuan: "What if it's not a real brother?"
Jane Ruo: "..."
"Family love..." Cheng Yunchuan put his hand on the back of Jian Ruo's, "Is it that important to you?"
He pulled away Jian Ruo's wrist, turned around, Jian Ruo was very close to him, his lips brushed against the tip of Jian Ruo's nose, Cheng Yunchuan took a step back without a trace.
"But to me, it's not very important." He said in a flat tone, "I am Wenxi's brother, not because of the blood relationship between me and him, but because of the brotherhood between me and him , but me and you, no, understand?"
"If you want a brother..." Cheng Yunchuan opened the corner of his mouth and laughed, "If you want, there will be many people willing to be your brother, if it's just because you think there is a blood relationship between me and you, so If you want a brother, there is no need."
Jian Ruo's eyes were disturbed. When he approached Cheng Yunchuan, at first he was reconciled that he could get his mother's warmth, and later he was reconciled that he was unwilling to accept his approach. Later, he saw through and saw the flawed side of his character, which made him feel embarrassed He was at a loss, and when Wenxi appeared, he also wanted Cheng Yunchuan to show him that kind of expression, a natural expression of ordinary brotherly feelings.
He was envious.
Jian Ruo has many "friends", but they all belong to the sunny and perfect Jian Ruo, not him.
He has no friends.
The author has something to say: Thank you Lazy Fu Meng for the mine~
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Chapter 118 I'm Pursuing You
Cheng Yunchuan pushed open the door of the living room, there was a sound of closing the door from the guest room, he took a look, did not pass, went into the living room, sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette.
With a "click", the flame of the lighter dangled and went out again. Cheng Yunchuan threw the lighter on the coffee table and nestled in the sofa.
Recalling the last time I saw Zhang Wenxi fighting, it was because when his grandfather passed away, the people on his grandfather’s side were not close to him, and they rarely interacted with each other. Zhang Wenxi also lived in his grandfather’s place for a while, and the two people It's a bit ripe.
In the beginning, this little boy was in need of a beating, and indeed he had been beating him before, and his mother knew about it, but his mother would not be able to take care of him. Later, Zhang Wenxi was terrified of being beaten, and with him One big brother called after another.
When his grandfather passed away, Zhang Wenxi was still a short man less than ten years old. I don’t know which relative’s child learned it from his parents. He secretly said that Cheng Yunchuan was not his family, but an outsider. Competing with them is very childish and likes to form cliques. If Zhang Wenxi doesn't join them in saying that Cheng Yunchuan is an outsider, then he is not with them.
Later, it developed into a fight. Zhang Wenxi still has a fingernail mark left from the fight on the bridge of Zhang Wenxi's nose.
As for his impulsive temperament, he really had it since he was a child, but it was also to protect his weaknesses. He would do something for Jian Ruo, which meant that he regarded Jian Ruo as his own.
Cheng Yunchuan held the cigarette between his fingertips and shook the ashes.
The door of the guest room behind him made a soft sound, and opened a crack. Zhang Wenxi poked his head out from the inside with a bruised nose, looked at the back of Cheng Yunchuan sitting in the living room, and tiptoed out of the room cautiously.
The person on the sofa didn't respond.
After a while, Zhang Wenxi served tea and poured water, squatted on the side of the tea table, and pushed the water cup to Cheng Yunchuan: "Brother, drink water."
Cheng Yunchuan gave him a sideways glance, then extinguished the cigarette: "I'm not thirsty."
Zhang Wenxi got up: "Brother, are you tired? Let me rub your shoulders."
Cheng Yunchuan: "No need."
Zhang Wenxi: "Then I..."
"I'll go home after two days when my face gets better." Cheng Yunchuan interrupted him.
"... Oh." Zhang Wenxi touched the tears that didn't exist in the corner of his eyes.
Late at night, a corner of the city fell into silent darkness, one after another windows, like a square box, and occasionally one or two windows still see light.
The darkness enveloped the room, the windows in the room were open, the curtains were blown by the wind, a figure was hidden in the darkness, the moonlight fell on his pale face, his clear eyes were filled with indifference, and he looked at the corner of the room absently.
Jian Ruo, with light-colored short hair in a mess, was sitting on the bay window, buttoning her pants unconsciously with her fingertips.
are you angry?
Maybe I'm angry.
Cheng Yunchuan said that blood relationship can't represent anything.
Jian Ruo lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on her knees.
——"We are your dearest people, the relationship between us is unbroken, you know?"
—— "Jian Ruo, you are the only child of mother, and mother can only rely on you, don't blame mother..."
——"You are my child, of course I love you, you and we are the closest people in the world..."
Cheng Yunchuan doesn't care about blood relationship. On the contrary, this is what Jian Ruo is most persistent in. He was instilled in him since he was a child that people with blood relationship will never betray him.
A subconscious that was deeply imprinted in his heart when he was a child.
But... does he think so too?
No, at some point, he was equally negative.
What he longed for was his parents' love and their affirmation.
"Brother Chuan, how are you doing?" The employee in overalls squatted beside an off-road vehicle.
Under the chassis, Cheng Yunchuan's upper body lay down, and he asked the man to pass him a tool.
"Brother Chuan, there's a young man looking for you outside." An employee came over, "I'm bringing you food."
Cheng Yunchuan got out from under the chassis and sat on the couch. He was wearing a black vest, the outside of his arms were dirty, his features were well-defined and tough, and he exuded a very aggressive wildness.
"I'll go take a look." He got up and said.
He washed his hands and went outside. Cheng Yunchuan walked to the door and swiped with his mobile phone. Zhang Wenxi said that he had arrived home. He replied to the received message, and a person appeared next to him.
"Brother Dachuan." Jian Ruo was carrying a backpack, wearing white short sleeves and khaki shorts, her slender figure exudes a youthful air, "Have you eaten yet?"
Cheng Yunchuan glanced at the lunch box in his hand: "Why are you here?"
"I'll bring you something to eat." Jian Ruo raised her hand, the sun slanted on his face, and he tilted his head to show a smile without haze, as if the events of that night had just passed away.
"No need." Cheng Yunchuan said.
"Brother Dachuan, are you still angry?" Jian Ruo asked, "I know I was wrong, I'm sorry."
He didn't appear in front of Cheng Yunchuan very much these two days, and Cheng Yunchuan thought he had given up, so he looked at Jian Ruo quietly for a while: "I don't want to say something a second time."
He told Jian Ruo not to waste time on him, but Jian Ruo didn't seem to listen.
He turned away.
Holding the lunch box in her arms, Jian Ruo raised her foot and tried to follow, but stopped, watching Cheng Yunchuan's figure disappear from his sight, and tightened her hand holding the bag.
For the next three days, Jian Ruo came to deliver lunch to Cheng Yunchuan regardless of the weather. Everyone in the auto repair shop knew him. Jian Ruo's appearance was considered pretty among men, but she was not too feminine and good-looking. Done just right, such a person makes an impression at a glance.
Others thought that he was pursuing Cheng Yunchuan, but Cheng Yunchuan rejected him every time, which was miserable, but the person concerned still persisted, coming for half an hour at noon every day and leaving.
He tentatively went inside, and found that Cheng Yunchuan didn't drive him away, and then he would stay inside for more than ten minutes, watching Cheng Yunchuan work.
On Friday, Cheng Yunchuan was fine. He was wearing a peaked cap, lowered the brim of the hat to block out the light, and sat in the rest area outside to rest. A black car was parked outside. Cheng Yunchuan took a second look and saw it clearly. License plate, squinting his eyes.
A woman got out of the car.
Cheng Yunchuan put the mobile phone on the table in his pocket, got up and walked out.
When the woman saw him, her eyes were soft: "Ah Run."
"My name is Cheng Yunchuan." This sentence is like the regular opening line every time I see a woman, "Are you okay?"
"Help me wash the car." She said.
Cheng Yunchuan looked around, waved and called someone to drive the car.
The woman came to him for those things, wanted to take him back, wanted to give him a home, Cheng Yunchuan actually felt quite baffled, he had lived for so many years, and he was fine alone, but the woman looked like him. After suffering so much, it seemed that I could hardly survive.
In the goofy novel he had read, the woman treated him very well at the beginning, but after he went back and got married, the balance in the woman's heart began to tilt slowly.
After a while, the two sat in the corner of the rest area. Today, there was no one and it was very quiet. There was a cup of coffee on the table, and a glass of water in front of Cheng Yunchuan.
Most of the women were talking, and he listened silently. When the women were saying that they missed him very much, but were afraid that they would disturb him if they came to see him, he inadvertently asked a word.
"Jane if you let him come?"
The water in the glass swirls.
"What?" The woman paused for a moment, then raised her head, "Did that child, Jian Ruo, say something to you?"
Before Cheng Yunchuan could speak, the woman put down the coffee cup in her hand and explained: "No, he was already there when we found out, did it cause you any trouble? If you don't like it, I will let him go when I go back, he may also want to get close to you, after all you are brothers."
She glanced at Cheng Yunchuan.
Cheng Yunchuan frowned: "I don't plan to go back."
"Is it because of Jian Ruo?" the woman subconsciously asked.
"No." Cheng Yunchuan said, "But you already have him, so there's no need to come here to make trouble with me."
"You are different from him!"
Cheng Yunchuan looked at the emotional woman.
"How can you be the same? He..." She stopped speaking abruptly and sat back.
There was a moment of silence in the air.
"As long as you come back, everything in the house is yours." She calmed down.
Cheng Yunchuan: "Why?"
Woman: "This is compensation..."
"Because he has no blood relationship with you?" He suddenly remembered Jian Ruo's obsession with "blood relationship" that night, and interrupted her.
She suddenly opened her eyes wide, and looked at Cheng Yunchuan in astonishment: "How do you know..."
"boom"--
There was a muffled sound, and Cheng Yunchuan and the woman turned their heads to look at the place where the sound came from. The protagonist they were discussing was standing at the door in a daze. The muffled sound just now was the sound of the bag in his hand falling to the ground. .
"Why are you here?" The woman stood up holding the stool.
Jian Ruo looked at him at a loss, then at Cheng Yunchuan, and walked slowly in front of them.
"mom."
"I'll go first." Cheng Yunchuan said, although it was not intentional - he is not suitable to be present in such a scene.
He stood up, and even the sound of the stool moving became clear in the quiet rest area. Cheng Yunchuan walked past Jian Ruo, his arm brushed against the hem of his clothes, and touched Jian Ruo's cold arm. Mou glanced.
Jian Ruo's arms were shaking.
Before Cheng Yunchuan walked out of the door, he heard Jian Ruo and the woman whisper a few words, followed by crisp applause, he turned his head and saw Jian Ruo lowered her head and turned her head.
"Who told you to come here! You can't do anything. I told you to go to Han—" The woman's voice was sharp and exasperated, "Now that your wings are hardened, you still question me, right? What is there to ask?"
When she raised her arm high and was about to slap her for the second time, her arm was caught, and Cheng Yunchuan blocked half of her body in front of Jian Ruo.
Jian Ruo pulled away from the dazed state, looked up at his back, and saw his mother's disgusted expression over his shoulder, and her heart twitched for a moment.
He lowered his eyes, his ears were ringing, he couldn't hear what Cheng Yunchuan said, and when he recovered, Cheng Yunchuan had pulled him outside by the arm.
The sun is a bit harsh.
Jian Ruo struggled a bit, and let go of his hand.
Cheng Yunchuan brushed his chin with his fingertips, raised his head, and looked at Cheng Yunchuan with Jian Ruoqing's eyes, but there was not much emotion in his eyes, nor did he have the usual smile that pretended to be sunny, and he lost his obedient smile. The baby's temperament looks like an adult who can play in a bar.
Much more pleasing to the eye.
His cheeks were red and swollen, with fingerprints and a scratch, which may have been scratched by the woman's ring or fingernails. He stared straight at Cheng Yunchuan without hiding it.
"Did they all treat you like this?" Cheng Yunchuan asked him.
In the original text, about Jian Ruo getting along with his parents, most of them are comparing him and Cheng Yunchuan, and the parents give him a preference, so as to achieve a kind of gap in Cheng Yunchuan's heart.
Would a beloved child hit him just because he asked a word? Judging from the slap marks left behind, there was no mercy.
"Are you surprised?" Jian Ruo opened the corner of her mouth.
His body was still trembling slightly, an instinctive reaction of fear, but he didn't want Cheng Yunchuan to find out, and Cheng Yunchuan didn't expose him.
"If you don't obey, you will be taught a lesson." Jian Ruo's tone was light, as if she didn't care, he raised his hand to touch his cheek, and took a deep breath, "I'm going back."
He put his hands in his pockets, walked beside Cheng Yunchuan with his head down.
Cheng Yunchuan grabbed his arm, he turned his head sideways, and before he could see Cheng Yunchuan's face clearly, a hat was put on his head.
He froze for a moment, his back stiffened.
Cheng Yunchuan: "Go back and get some medicine."
Jian Ruo curled her hand in her pocket: "It's okay."
Cheng Yunchuan: "Masochistic?"
Jane Ruo: "..."
Cheng Yunchuan: "Whatever you want."
He walked away.
Jian Ruo's shadow stayed on the ground for a long time, he raised his head and looked in the direction Cheng Yunchuan left.
Missed.
Jian Ruo raised her hand and touched the brim of the hat. The hat was taken off Cheng Yunchuan's head, and it was still warm. His eyes suddenly became hazy. He raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, the corners of which turned red.
Jian Ruo took off her hat and stared at it like a fool.
After a long time, he put his hat back on, rolled his Adam's apple, and walked forward with his head down.
When Jian Ruo returned home, he took off his hat, and when he was about to put it down, he paused and put the hat on again. He put the medicine he bought on the living room table, and took a mirror to apply the medicine.
After taking the medicine, I don’t know what to do. Usually at this time, it’s time to finish the order he received, but today he didn’t want to move. He sat on the sofa, reluctant to take off his hat. The feeling of wearing a hat made him feel safer than ever feel.
Even thinking back to what happened in the rest area, the emotional impact of the depression seems to be less of a problem.
Cheng Yunchuan... is a gentle person.
In the evening, Cheng Yunchuan brought back the bag that Jian Ruo had left behind, and he carried it to ring his doorbell. After a while, someone came to open the door.
The sensor light at the door was on, and Jian Ruo stood behind the door, rubbing her red eyes, looking as if she hadn't woken up, or just cried miserably, half of her face was red and swollen, and her hair was still messy.
"Your bag." Cheng Yunchuan gave him the bag.
"Thank you." Jane Ruo took it.
Cheng Yunchuan took the key and turned around, but was stopped by Jian Ruo: "Brother."
Cheng Yunchuan turned his head sideways.
"Thank you," he said.
Cheng Yun Triton
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