My husband and I are rivals in love

The entanglement in Zhang Xu's heart was all shown on his face, which made Qiu Xianyu, who was very used to reading Zhang Xu's mind, know what this little guy was thinking at a glance.

Maybe the passion just now is indeed a bit over...

Qiu Xianyu told himself this in his heart, and at the same time reflected on his excessive behavior just now.However, thinking about it, Qiu Xianyu's expression is still like that of a vagabond, and the eyes he looks at Zhang Xu are also very unscrupulous, but there is no overbearing sense of aggression.

Qiu Xianyu turned around, let himself sit firmly opposite Zhang Xu, stretched out his hand, and pulled out the pillow that Zhang Xu was holding in his arms.

Seeing in a daze that his only protective barrier was thrown to the ground with a "huh", Zhang Xu subconsciously touched his side with his hand, wanting to grab something to protect himself.

However, the boy's room is very monotonous, whether it is decoration, decoration or daily necessities, there are very few.Therefore, at a critical juncture, if you want to find something to protect yourself or attack others, you can't find it.

Seeing Zhang Xu's rabbit looking like he was going to bite someone in a hurry, Qiu Xianyu's heart started to itch again.However, Qiu Xianyu is also a person who knows how to measure. If Zhang Xu is pushed into a hurry now, let alone happiness, he will probably scare him away directly.

The person I waited for finally had some small responses to me, of course Qiu Xianyu had to take extra care of him.

So, seeing Zhang Xu's frightened eyes, Qiu Xianyu suddenly showed a bright smile.Yes, a bright smile!Not the kind of smile that only curls up at the corner of the mouth.

"I was too excited just now. I'm sorry if I scare you." Qiu Xianyu's tone was very gentle, and his eyes were doting. In order not to make Zhang Xu afraid, Qiu Xianyu simply sat beside Zhang Xu.He stretched out his hand and hugged him into his arms, "Don't be nervous, if you don't agree, I won't offend you again."

Qiu Xianyu's intimate actions and reassurance made Zhang Xu, who had just experienced ups and downs, finally calm down a lot.Although Zhang Xu felt that the current posture of the two was a bit awkward, or that they were next to each other like a couple.Zhang Xu wanted to get rid of Qiu Xianyuhuan's hand on his body, but he felt that the two of them had already done that kind of thing just now, and if they continued like this afterwards, it would be a bit hypocritical again.

The ideological struggle was finally completely unloaded under Zhang Xu's inner compromise.Leaning his head on Qiu Xianyu's shoulder naturally, Zhang Xu didn't say a word, just maintained this posture, calmly looking at the white wall directly opposite him.But Zhang Xu didn't speak, and Qiu Xianyu also didn't speak. Just like that, the room that was full of passion a moment ago completely changed the painting style. Although there were no words, the air was still filled with pink bubbles.

Time passed slowly in this harmony for almost half an hour, and finally, Zhang Xu withdrew his seemingly dazed eyes, and transferred them to Qiu Xianyu beside him.

"I said..." Zhang Xu raised his head at the same time as he opened his mouth, looking straight into Qiu Xianyu's deep and passionate eyes, Zhang Xu suddenly felt his cheeks turn red, "You... Did you do these things to me because you like me?"

Qiu Xianyu, who heard Zhang Xu's question, was very excited. He was always worried that someone might not accept it, but he never thought that happiness would come so quickly.Ever since, Qiu Xianyu didn't intend to make a detour, and replied: "If I say yes, will you accept it?"

"I..." Qiu Xianyu's blunt answers and questions made Zhang Xu feel like he was cheated by himself.Because he didn't even think about how to answer this question himself.When he said that he liked Qiu Xianyu, Zhang Xu felt that this was an irresponsible answer to the other party. After all, the two were friends before, and they were both men. How could they not love women immediately because of a few kisses or a small passion? , love a man?

But if you say you don't like it, you're lying to yourself.Qiu Xianyu, my most cherished friend in my previous life, talked about everything, and was always with him in times of joy, anger, sorrow and joy.After rebirth, this friendship also changed.Although he didn't want to admit it, Zhang Xu knew that he fell in love with Qiu Xianyu, but he didn't know how much he liked him.

Seeing Zhang Xu's hesitation and hesitation, Qiu Xianyu raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder and said, "If this bothers you, then don't think about it for now. When you feel bored, you can go to Consider this question. So don't be anxious, don't be nervous, and don't put pressure on yourself, I will wait for you, and I will wait forever, even if you will never find the answer."

As the saying goes, companionship is the longest confession of love. Qiu Xianyu not only uses his own words, but also uses his own actions to convey his feelings to Zhang Xu.

Thinking back now, every day, every moment, and even every picture in my memory, every important time, every sad and sad, every happy and wild laughter with Qiu Xianyu in the previous life was accompanied by Qiu Xianyu.Even after graduation, when this man went abroad to study abroad and broke through the barrier of time difference, he would always choose to call Zhang Xu when he was free, or send him a text message, and even talk to Zhang Xu on weekends. Zhang Xu came to a video chat.

Whether it's phone calls, text messages or video chats, Zhang Xu always chatted with Qiu Xianyu as he did when the two were together in the past, and would tell him many things he had experienced recently, both happy and distressed.And Qiu Xianyu on the other end of the phone would listen quietly to Zhang Xu venting and complaining as he did in school.

Perhaps because of getting used to it, Zhang Xu would not hide himself from Qiu Xianyu.But it is also because I am used to it that I ignore the other party's many intentions and details.

Looking back now, Zhang Xu realized that the country where Qiu Xianyu studied at that time had a completely opposite life time than here.In other words, every time Zhang Xu received calls and messages from Qiu Xianyu, most of them were during his lunch break.If calculated in this way, the time at Qiu Xianyu's side should be late at night or even early in the morning.And such a relationship lasted for three full years...

Looking back on the past, Zhang Xu actually has a sore nose.Qiu Xianyu who was beside him saw Zhang Xu's eyes that turned red suddenly, and of course he also noticed the tears pouring out of his eyes. At this moment, Qiu Xianyu panicked.

"Why, why did you cry?! Did I say something wrong? Or are you uncomfortable?"

Seeing Qiu Xianyu, who has always been calm and calm, unexpectedly became nervous because of himself, and even lost his composure.But looking at him looking so helpless, Zhang Xu felt so cute.

So, before the tears fell, Zhang Xu laughed through his tears.The laughter was clear, free and easy, without inner haze, and there was a bright and innocent smile on his face.

Qiu Xianyu was also infected by Zhang Xu's whisper. Although he didn't know why Zhang Xu was happy, but as the saying goes, if you are with you, you must be prepared to share weal and woe.Since you are happy, I will also be happy with you.Of course, if you are sad, I will definitely be with you.But I will work harder to grow myself into a man who can protect you from wind and rain. I want to be your shield, and only let smiles and joy accompany you.

Qiu Xianyu has made up his mind for the next few decades, because he has a goal, so he has a direction to work hard.

People say that people who are in love always dislike time passing too fast and spending too little time together.Although Zhang Xu and Qiu Xianyu have not established a relationship now, they already have the answer in their hearts.Therefore, in the tacit and ambiguous chat between the two, time passed very quickly.Not long after, Zhang Rou, who had disturbed the two of them before, knocked on Zhang Xu's door again.

"Brother! Brother Xianyu! It's time to eat!" After knocking on the door twice, Zhang Rou went to the restaurant without waiting for their answer.And Zhang Xu and Qiu Xianyu in the room, also under Zhang Rou's reminder, found that the sky outside the window had already darkened.It was still sunny when I came back, but now the sky is full of stars.

"Let's go, let's eat!" Zhang Xu got out of bed first, sorted out his clothes by the way, then turned to Qiu Xianyu and said, "I think my mother must have cooked a lot of delicious food for you today. If you eat If you can't finish it, you can sleep on the floor today!"

Qiu Xianyu listened to Zhang Xu's words, and caught a small point in what Zhang Xu said just now.He didn't say that he would stay here overnight, but Zhang Xu blurted out that he would stay here at night.Since the little guy himself has decided on this matter, Qiu Xianyu has no reason to refuse.

The night is so quiet, but the dining table is extremely lively. Normally, because Xiaorou and Zhang Xu go to school, there are often only Zhang's father and Zhang's mother eating at home.Today, not only his two children returned to the dining table, but also Qiu Xianyu, who added a lot of vitality to the usually ordinary dining table.

Zhang's mother's craftsmanship is very good, and she can make people full of praise for any dish she cooks.Eating the big pot rice cooked by the aunts in the cafeteria every day at school, and tasting the taste of my mother, made the siblings not only busy eating, but also busy competing for food.

Watching Zhang's mother keep telling the two of them to be less talkative, watching Zhang Rou unceremoniously snatching the meat that Zhang Xu had just put into the bowl with chopsticks and stuffing it into her mouth, and seeing Zhang Xu seldom show anger because of dissatisfaction expression.This scene was imprinted in Qiu Xianyu's eyes, and at the same time fell into his heart, and made Qiu Xianyu feel the warmth of home for the first time.

How wonderful it would be if every day in the future could be like this...