My husband and I are rivals in love

"I used to like her...but now, when I see her, I just feel so stupid..."

Zhang Xu raised his head slowly, those eyes that looked very lively on weekdays were full of melancholy at this moment.

"As a man, I have had countless fantasies about the other half. I hope that the other half is a great beauty, not only beautiful but also in good shape, S-shaped with lordosis and back curl, preferably a heartthrob, then It's even more perfect. Because, in this way, I will definitely be envied by many people for finding such a girlfriend. So, when Yao Xiaoxue came to confess to me, to be honest, my heart was moved, my heart was moved, do you understand? "

Zhang Xu was like a child immersed in his own memories, talking to himself what he always wanted to say.

"I never thought that a goddess like Yao Xiaoxue would fall in love with a boy with no characteristics like me. It's like winning a 500 million prize. How cool it is. You once asked me, Have you ever wondered what she is looking for in me? To be honest, who would care about this mentally handicapped problem! Since there are beautiful women posting them, there is no reason to refuse. Who wants to masturbate to those AV girlfriends on the computer every day? I don't want to really feel the soft figure.

Indeed, I was moved and acted.However, the truth is often really hard to accept..."

Speaking of this, Zhang Xu thought of the conversation between Yao Xiaoxue and her two little sisters at the basketball court that day.The words were harsh and disdainful, even with a hint of ridicule.

At that time, Zhang Xu really felt that his belly size was really good enough. If it were any other boy, he would have gone up and slapped him a long time ago.

However, fighting won't solve the problem, now that she knows that Yao Xiaoxue's ultimate goal is to hook up with Qiu Xianyu by herself.Then Zhang Xu has to figure out why the original motive turned out to be the result of the previous life in the end.

What was the reason that made Yao Xiaoxue give up the original approach and choose to be with her, and even this place has been in place for seven full years.

Zhang Xu looked at Qiu Xianyu, at this man who had been entangled with him since the last life.Zhang Xu still remembered that after the two graduated from T University, Qiu Xianyu personally told himself on the day of the graduation ceremony that he would go abroad for further studies, and this trip was estimated to be at least three years.And he also clearly remembered what he said at the time: "Isn't it just going abroad to study, and it's not like I won't come back, but three years have passed in the blink of an eye. Besides, you are the one who will inherit the family business, read more Ordering books is the right thing to do! However, remember to come back from your studies early, maybe then you will be able to drink my wedding wine!"

Zhang Xu remembered that at that time, he really just wanted to congratulate Qiu Xianyu for the opportunity to study abroad out of the mentality of a friend, and didn't think about anything else.However, the look in Qiu Xianyu's eyes that he had glimpsed at that time, thinking about it now, Zhang Xu felt that it was the same as the look in Qiu Xianyu's eyes looking at him now.

In fact, Qiu Xianyu's eyes are beautiful, not round and slippery like his own.Qiu Xianyu's eyes are narrow and long, his eyelids are not deep but very charming, those bright eyes are as deep and charming as the night sky.Sometimes just an involuntary glance may make people fall into it involuntarily.This is also one of the reasons why, although Qiu Xianyu is cold, many people like him.

However, at this very moment, there is an indecipherable meaning in those charming eyes. There may be disappointment, liking, confusion, or...

Zhang Xu didn't know what Qiu Xianyu was thinking at the moment, but he could see himself in those eyes, and his face was hurt.

Looking at it, Zhang Xu actually felt that his vision was a bit blurred, and before he realized what was going on, his eyes suddenly went dark.

Qiu Xianyu covered Zhang Xu's eyes with one hand, then wrapped his arms around Zhang Xu's waist with the other hand, and gently pulled him into his arms: "Cry out if you feel uncomfortable, no one will see ,including me."

Qiu Xianyu held Zhang Xu's head to his chest as if he was keeping his promise.Feeling the familiar body temperature around him and the generous chest, Zhang Xu really couldn't bear it now.Although I kept reminding myself not to cry, not to cry, the tears were still like a faucet being turned on, and I couldn't stop it.

"Do you think I'm stupid? Being played around by a woman like this. On the surface, I look proud, but I'm miserable in my heart..." Maybe it's because I have hidden too many things in my heart, once I have an outlet , Zhang Xu didn't care about anything anymore, he said everything he should and shouldn't say.However, what he said made him feel a lot better, but Qiu Xianyu was stunned when he heard it.

In Zhang Xu's nearly venting complaint just now, Qiu Xianyu captured a very obscure timeline.He keenly noticed that Zhang Xu had been using the word "before" just now, but Zhang Xu was not the kind of person who was so stupid that he didn't even know the time.

I liked it before, but I don't like it now.How long ago was that?

After Zhang Xu entered the university, Qiu Xianyu couldn't say that he was inseparable from Zhang Xu for 360 days, but at least when he was in school, Qiu Xianyu was with Zhang Xu almost every day, because Zhang Xu was very homely, and except for studying, he basically stayed in the dormitory play games.

So, Zhang Xu didn't even have a girlfriend, let alone a girl he could chat with. It's not even an exaggeration to say that the Zhang Xu that Qiu Xianyu knew was still a boy who would blush when he saw a girl.

It was Zhang Xu who was able to remain calm when facing Yao Xiaoxue, and even knew how to use pretense to deal with that goddess-level beauty.

If all these abnormalities have something to do with the "before" that Zhang Xu has been emphasizing just now, then it might make sense.

However, what puzzled Qiu Xianyu was when did Zhang Xu hook up with Yao Xiaoxue, this semester, last semester, or earlier?

Qiu Xianyu was very puzzled in his mind, but on the surface he was still calm, and his gentle palms kept stroking Zhang Xu's back, as if to comfort the injured heart.

After venting and crying, Zhang Xu felt at ease now.Raising his head, he also peeled off Qiu Xianyu's hand covering his eyes.

"Thank you!" For the first time, Zhang Xu thanked Qiu Xianyu very sincerely.As for Qiu Xianyu, he did understand relief from Zhang Xu's eyes.However, what surprised Qiu Xianyu even more was Zhang Xu's red eyes, which were still brimming with wet tears, which looked extremely affectionate.

Of course, Qiu Xianyu is no longer the person who would let his love for Zhang Xu stay in his heart. When he saw Zhang Xu's cute and pitiful appearance, his body also acted instinctively.

Qiu Xianyu held Zhang Xu's arms around him, lowered his head, and put his lips firmly on Zhang Xu's.The moment the four petals touched, Qiu Xianyu's long-suppressed desire was completely out of control.As long as there is an opportunity for intimate contact, Qiu Xianyu will never give up.What's more, the two people's current seats are still on the bed, which is even easier to push down.

And Qiu Xianyu, whose physical reaction was always faster than his brain, pressed Zhang Xu under him in the next second.Instead of being cautious and vigilant like in the infirmary, in Zhang Xu's room, and knowing that no outsiders would disturb him, Qiu Xianyu basically let go this time.

It's not just as simple as pressing Zhang Xu under the body, even this kiss is a little more aggressive.When the lip kiss gradually developed into a tongue kiss, even his hands were not only content to trap Zhang Xu's head, but began to gently and gently caress and tease Zhang Xu's body from top to bottom.

And Zhang Xu, who was kissed, didn't seem to have the direct behavior of rejecting Qiu Xianyu like the previous few times.As the saying goes, there are only three things, but once a thing has passed three times, it is either to cut the mess quickly, or to accept it readily.Obviously, Zhang Xu chose the latter.

In fact, after being reborn, while Zhang Xu changed himself, he also noticed Qiu Xianyu's emotions.From the friend I was familiar with at the beginning, he gradually became a man who I couldn't take my eyes off.Gradually, Qiu Xianyu has a place in life, even life.When the two had the experience of kissing for the first time, Zhang Xu felt his heart was disturbed.However, at that time, I didn't feel that this "chaos" was due to heart palpitations, but simply thought that I was being tricked.

However, later on, there was the second, third, and even fourth time, each time Qiu Xianyu would use kisses to convey different emotions to Zhang Xu.There is sadness, joy, possession, and domineering.Every scene with Qiu Xianyu emerged in my mind, some happy and some unhappy, but the only thing I can figure out in these pictures is that there is Qiu Xianyu.

Perhaps, two people will get used to each other after being together for a long time; but because they are used to each other, they will feel that being together is a matter of course.In the past, Zhang Xu always felt that Qiu Xianyu stayed by his side, regarded him as a buddy, and always did things for him unconditionally, and often listened to his complaints patiently, and even acted as a mentor when he was upset .All of this, Zhang Xu once regarded it as a product of "friendship".

It's just that time has passed, and when I experienced it again and was reborn into my young self again, a mature soul knows how to look at everything from a different perspective, even including Qiu Xianyu's kiss and his feelings for himself.

Now that you know it, let's face it, I don't hate it anyway!Maybe I should like it a little bit.

Zhang Xu thought so in his heart, and also cooperated with Qiu Xianyu, actively wrapped his hands around Qiu Xianyu's neck, raised the back of his neck slightly, and carefully responded to Qiu Xianyu's almost domineering kiss.