My husband and I are rivals in love

"Haven't you ever wondered why she fell in love with you?!"

It was the same question as the previous life.Zhang Xu still remembered that he was like today, telling Qiu Xianyu the news of Yao Xiaoxue's kindness to him, as if showing off.At that time, Qiu Xianyu, like today, threw himself such a question.

It's just that Zhang Xu at the beginning seemed to have fallen into a honey pot, his heart was so sweet by this sudden confession, and his mind was filled with the pleasure of happiness.Although, he listened to Qiu Xianyu's question, but whocare?The next day after turning around, he immediately ran to Yao Xiaoxue and agreed to date.

However, when the same scene reappeared, there was no need for Qiu Xianyu to remind him, Zhang Xu himself was thinking: Yes!Why would a beautiful woman like Yao Xiaoxue fall in love with an ordinary person like him?

Although Yao Xiaoxue had answered this question during the short conversation outside the swimming pool today, but from Zhang Xu's ears, it was obviously perfunctory.Even a fool can tell that such an answer is actually the same as no answer.

For the answer to the question, Zhang Xu still did not get a positive answer.

But so what? !When everything in the past starts to come slowly one after another, people often have two choices, one is to accept it calmly, and the other is to try hard to change.

If time can be turned back to a month ago, when he was just reborn, and he had no intention of changing the status quo, Zhang Xu can be sure of one thing, that is, he will definitely choose the first path.However, Zhang Xu is not stupid. With the excitement of his previous life, how could he repeat the same mistakes?Therefore, Zhang Xu resolutely chose the second path, relying on changing himself to change the established destiny.

It's just that time will change a person's mind, even if it's just over a month.Zhang Xu had tasted the sweetness of changing his destiny, but the chain reaction involved in this sweetness was unexpected to Zhang Xu.

Therefore, after sorting out the current situation from beginning to end that time, after various speculations and analysis, Zhang Xu decided that he wanted to bring his fate back on track.And this introduction only stays on the surface.

Just like just now, he obviously didn't agree to date Yao Xiaoxue, but just tried to get in touch with her as a friend.But Zhang Xu was able to brag about this fact that hadn't been written off in front of Qiu Xianyu without blushing and heartbeat, as if it was true.After receiving Qiu Xianyu's reaction as in his previous life, Zhang Xu understood that his decision was not wrong.

The so-called chess misses one move, and the whole game is lost.In order to let himself live without any regrets in this life, Zhang Xu is now determined to not give up until he achieves his goal.

However, I thought it was right to think so, and I did it, but why did my heart twitch when I saw Qiu Xianyu's slightly lonely back, and I was even a little bit reluctant...

In the dormitory, since Zhang Xu announced his affection for Yao Xiaoxue just now, there has been a dead silence.In the darkness, there was only the desk lamp on the table, which was still emitting a dim yellow light.

Zhang Xu lay on the bed flipping through books and notes by the light, wanting to take advantage of this rare and peaceful night to review more.However, whenever his eyes inadvertently glanced at someone on the next bed, his brain began to freeze, and his thoughts were inexplicably lost following that familiar figure from behind.

However, on the other side that Zhang Xu couldn't see, Qiu Xianyu was lying on his side on the bed. In front of him was a white wall, but now there were many deep and shallow marks on the originally flat wall.

He is a person who is not good at expressing himself, let alone venting his feelings.When Zhang Xu said that he had a crush on that woman named Yao Xiaoxue, Qiu Xianyu felt that his heart was about to stop, and even his breathing hurt.Enduring all these discomforts, after listening to Zhang Xu's nagging, the one thing Qiu Xianyu wanted to do most was to shield himself.Block everything he hears, everything he sees, even the person who takes root in his heart.

This uncomfortable feeling was the first time Qiu Xianyu had tasted it since he was so old.In the past, even if he was beaten by his father with a whip, or ridiculed wantonly by his relatives, let alone sad or hurt, he didn't even blink his eyelids.But today, as a normal man, Zhang Xu uttered a very normal sentence, but it made Qiu Xianyu feel that life and death were not as good as life.

It's as if the soul has been forcibly pulled out of the body, but a little pain-aware residue is left behind.Is this feeling the so-called "distressed"?

Qiu Xianyu didn't know the answer, and he didn't want to know the answer either.Because it's useless to know, he has no power to reverse the status quo, or it should be said, he doesn't want to use force to snatch Zhang Xu over.At least, he, who still has reason, understands one truth, that is, twisted melons are not sweet.

However, he gave the other party time, and carefully expressed the feelings he could convey bit by bit.But in the end, what did I get?

Qiu Xianyu raised the corners of his lips silently, he laughed at his innocence and soft-heartedness, but what he waited for was such an ironic result.

However, while Qiu Xianyu laughed at himself in his heart, he didn't notice that the object behind him was watching him at this moment.If Qiu Xianyu could turn around at this time, even if he only took a glance, he would definitely notice Zhang Xu's affectionate eyes.

As the saying goes, the authorities are obsessed with each other. This night, the two parties were full of their own concerns and had a sleepless night.

When the second glaring sunlight fell on Zhang Xu's pillow through the window, the other person on the opposite bed had already left without a sound.

Getting up from the bed, Zhang Xu pinched the bridge of his nose wearily. He had no memory of when and how he fell asleep last night.I just remember that at the last moment of my twilight, it was Qiu Xianyu's back that was reflected in my eyes.

Do you regret it? !Are you uncomfortable? !Seeing Qiu Xianyu's return to the old attitude of not allowing strangers to enter, Zhang Xu couldn't help but clenched his fists.But how can it be redeemed?Words spoken are like water poured out, which cannot be taken back.If, on the premise of doing what he said, perhaps Zhang Xu would not have the entangled emotions he is now.

The problem is that he went against his will.He said some things he hadn't done yet, and Zhang Xu had an idea that he might never be with Yao Xiaoxue again in this life. As for the reason, Zhang Xu just wanted to hehe.

However, although things have happened and become rigid, life still has to go on.Patting his face heavily with both hands, Zhang Xu regained his energy and started to greet a new day.

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The days before each big exam are very difficult, especially for college students, such days are basically equivalent to purgatory.People who are habitually skipping classes and being lazy, if they really start to immerse themselves in their studies, it is like a mountain is crushed down hard, causing unspeakable suffering.

Such a day was also a kind of torment for Zhang Xu before, but because these have been experienced once, it seems a lot easier to live it again now.In class, when others were listening carefully and taking notes, Zhang Xu absent-mindedly used a pen to occasionally write and draw in his notebook, but most of the time, his eyes were always glued to the back of someone in front of him.

Until the bell rang for the end of get out of class, after two classes in the morning, many people rushed out of the classroom and rushed to the cafeteria the second the teacher walked out of the classroom.

Zhang Xu also packed his things quickly, and walked slowly to the seat in the front row as if nothing had happened. He looked at Qiu Xianyu who got up and was about to drive. Just when he was about to say something, he heard someone yelling. down yourself.

"Hey, Zhang Xu, someone is looking for you at the door!" The person who yelled was Zhang Xu's friend Hu Wei.

Zhang Xu was not at all curious about Hu Wei's reaction, because he had already seen clearly who was looking for him.Of course, Qiu Xianyu, who was standing next to Zhang Xu, also saw Yao Xiaoxue's presence for the first time, and knew that the other party was looking for Zhang Xu for dinner.

So, Qiu Xianyu made a move that surprised Zhang Xu.He picked up his bag, didn't even bother to lift his eyelids, and even said "get out of the way" too much, so he bumped into Zhang Xu's half of his body, and left without looking back.

Being bumped firmly by Qiu Xianyu, Zhang Xu didn't feel much pain, on the contrary, he felt very uncomfortable.Looking at the back of the man leaving, Zhang Xu really wanted to rush up to Qiu Xianyu to make a theory.

But when he saw Yao Xiaoxue who was still waiting for him at the door, he suppressed this impulse forcefully.

Wait until you get back and settle the bill!Zhang Xu thought so in his heart, swept away the haze on his face, and walked up to Yao Xiaoxue with a faint smile on his face.

However, before Zhang Xu could open his mouth, Hu Wei who was beside him hooked up with one hand, leaned into his ear and whispered: "Hey, brother, when did you hook up with Miss Yao? I don't even know." Let me know, it's too embarrassing!"

"I haven't written the horoscope yet!" Zhang Xu perfunctory Hu Wei in a low voice, and then asked Yao Xiaoxue, "What can I do for you?"

"Eat together, can you?!" Yao Xiaoxue looked at Zhang Xu expectantly.

"Okay!" Without hesitation, Zhang Xu readily agreed this time.Yao Xiaoxue, who got the permission, was immediately overjoyed, and happily stretched out her hand to hook Zhang Xu's arm, "Then let's go!"

Zhang Xu nodded, hooked up by the beautiful woman Yao, and under the envious and jealous eyes of everyone, many people around him walked towards the cafeteria talking and laughing.

However, at the corner in the opposite direction from where they left, Qiu Xianyu stared at their backs for a while, then left silently...