after i found out my new wife was a man

Today's weather is very gloomy.

After returning home, saying goodbye to his father, Xie Linghe walked towards Ling'an Garden step by step. Every moment passed, he felt more and more heavy, boundless emptiness and tiredness.

Back in the garden, he sat for a long time, staring blankly in one direction, as if he had thought about a lot of things, but he didn't seem to think about anything, just stared in a daze.

After a while, Xie Linghe stood up and brought out several jars of wine from the side room.

Maybe I just want to numb myself for a while, want to use alcohol to drown my sorrows, and get drunk to the point of unconsciousness, but I really don't want to think about anything anymore.

So at Xu time, dusk had just fallen, and when He Yaoqing came back, the moment he opened the door, the smell of alcohol came to his face.

The man propped his forehead with one hand, and there were more than a dozen wine jars, large and small, beside him. He didn't know how much he drank, but he was still slowly pouring cups to his mouth.

Because of some things that happened in the palace, He Yaoqing was very depressed at first, but now when he walked into the door and saw this person in the room, he slowly calmed down the tyrannical anger in his chest.

He walked over, sat opposite Xie Ling, and poured himself a glass.

Xie Lingyu was really drunk to the point of unconsciousness, until now he seemed to have noticed the person in front of him, and said with the smell of alcohol, "Are you back?"

He Yaoqing responded: "Well, I'm back."

Xie Lingyu looked at him and frowned, and asked, "What happened in the palace? What's wrong with you?"

He Yaoqing really didn't want to spoil this person's ears with the dirty things that happened in the palace, so he replied: "It's nothing."

Xie Ling and Li are usually silent, keeping everything in their hearts, but when they are drunk, they seem to be two extremes.

"Every time I ask you, you always say that there is nothing wrong with you, and you lie to me about everything." Xie Lingyu drank a glass of wine again, but he spoke unceremoniously, "But later, you want to Blame me for not knowing these things.”

He spoke incoherently, but He Yaoqing knew that this person was blaming him for something he said in the ice room.

So he was a little stunned, he never thought that this person would look like this after drunk, he just thought it was funny.

In fact, when he said those words in the ice room and saw Xie Ling and his bloodless face, he already regretted it. Now, he has nothing bad to say to a drunken alcoholic, so he He opened his mouth and explained: "I didn't mean that at first."

Xie Ling and this just gave up, and they didn't take the initiative to speak anymore, they just kept pouring wine into their mouths.

He drank too quickly, a little of the wine flowed down the beautifully shaped jaw, passed through the neck and the faintly visible collarbone, and finally disappeared into the skirt of his clothes.

From He Yaoqing's angle, he could even see his Adam's apple rolling slightly when he swallowed.

So when he spoke again, his voice was a little hoarse: "Why did you drink so much today?"

Xie Linghe paused, and held the wine glass tightly in his hand: "Because Uncle Xu... No, it's General Xu, Yao Ling, and the Xu family."

He Yaoqing looked at him, guessing that this person was talking insanely, because he was really drunk, so he was so obedient today, answering whatever he asked.

"I don't want to do this," Xie Linghe paused, his voice was hoarse, and he repeated, "I don't want to do this."

He drank himself a few more glasses, and finally passed out on the table drunk, motionless.

He Yaoqing looked at him, and quietly clenched the hand holding the cup.

The man frowned and fell on the table, uttering ravings from time to time, looking defenseless.

With such an appearance, he was very obedient when he was drunk, as if no matter what he did, this person would not resist, and even if he waited until tomorrow, he might not remember it at all.

He Yaoqing's eyes were suffocated, and he slowly drank the wine in the glass, but in the end he just stretched out his hand and gently smoothed his frowning brows.

Then he walked over to pick him up, put him on the bed, took off his outer robe, tucked in the corner of the quilt, stood and watched for a while, then turned around and prepared to leave.

He Yaoqing didn't even bother to do things that took advantage of others' danger, he would wait until Xie Lingyu was willing.

This person has been sleeping in the study for a long time, and it's his turn today, He Yaoqing thought, but he didn't expect that his right hand was suddenly tightly grasped.

He was stunned for a moment, and then looked back - Xie Ling and Zui's eyes were foggy, and his voice was low, almost whispering. He Yaoqing could only hear what he was saying if he got close.

"...Even if you jump off the cliff, I will protect you and won't let anything happen to you."

He Yaoqing didn't know what he was talking about, but he could understand what he meant, so he froze there without moving.

Xie Lingyu was already so drunk that he was unconscious, and he wanted to fall asleep in a daze, but the hand was held back, and it became tighter and tighter, until it hurt him.

Opening his eyes dimly, he realized that he seemed to be lying on the bed. He Yaoqing was bent over, and was very close to him. Hair hanging down his cheeks made him feel a little itchy. The voice came over, but it was a little hard to hear through the smell of alcohol.

"Do you even know what you're doing?"

Xie Ling and Zuicheng looked like this, of course they didn't know what they said, they couldn't even see the face of the person in front of them clearly, they just felt that the hand holding him was getting heavier and heavier, and couldn't help frowning One voice: "It hurts."

But even if Xie Lingyu said this, He Yaoqing did not let go at all. He looked at him, and finally showed a bit of gnashing of teeth: "You are always like this, every time I want to let go, but you Always come to provoke me."

It was the same on that night a long time ago, I clearly didn't want you to do anything, even if I rotted there, bleeding out, it had nothing to do with you, but you insisted on walking towards me, with a little smell of wine With the cool night breeze and the overwhelming moonlight reflected in the window behind him, he stubbornly gave me the medicine, and told me solemnly and seriously, "I will treat you well."

There are many, many more, He Yaoqing counts the things this person has done in detail, since you provoked me, can you still run away?

Of course, Xie Lingyu didn't know what state He Yaoqing was in now. He drank so much that his consciousness was almost blurred. He couldn't hear clearly, and finally fell asleep.

"...Since this is the case, don't be angry tomorrow, and you can't blame me. You asked for it yourself."

He Yaoqing's voice was a little harsh, but his actual movements were very gentle.

He took off his outer robe, got on the bed, and gently hugged Xie Linghe into his arms, and then all around was the clear scent of wine from this person.

The author says:

Simply just kissing, cuddling and sleeping, what are you thinking? (stare)

Today's second update, there will be another update later.