after i found out my new wife was a man

Xie Lingyu had a dream.

Maybe it's because I've been too physically and mentally exhausted these past few days, but now I finally settled down, I sleep very soundly, and my dreams are also bizarre.

In the dream, he was standing on the cliff. The cliff was steep and extremely dangerous. When he looked up, all he could see was the abyss.

And the one standing on the edge of the cliff was He Yaoqing.

The man was only wearing a single shirt, with his back turned to himself, looking straight at the bottom of the cliff.The mountain wind was mighty, the rocks rolled down, and his clothes fluttered, making people afraid that he would just be blown down by the wind.

Xie Lingyu didn't have time to think about it, his first reaction was to rush up and pull him back.

But before he caught this person, He Yaoqing suddenly turned around, with a smile on his face, but he held his outstretched hand, and then led him down the cliff without hesitation .

Xie Lingyu wanted to grab the protruding rock on the cliff, but there was a warm body beside him. He Yaoqing tightly bound his hands and feet, so he couldn't move at all.

So he fell into the depths of the cloud and mist.

Time seemed to have stopped passing, Xie Lingyu could only feel the wind whistling past his ears, the surrounding was a vast expanse of whiteness, he could not see anything clearly, only the person beside him was real, and he seemed to be able to hear the heartbeat of this person .

Xie Linghe looked up, and bumped into the man's eyes. He Yaoqing's pupils were dark, and the depths seemed to be frozen with ice, but they were burning with flames. He opened his mouth, and his voice was mixed with the sound of the wind. In Xie Lingyu's ears.

"Even if I die, you can never live alone."

When Xie Linghe heard these words, he was not surprised at all. All he remembered in an instant were those days in the past.

He never said it, since a long time ago, when he learned about He Yaoqing's past from the Queen Mother, he did so many things, all of which were to let this person get rid of the past and grow up like an ordinary man appearance.

So at the moment when you know that you have been deceived, after the anger subsides, what comes up is that kind of subtle joy.

Xie Lingyu didn't know how much effort, and how much suffering and suffering this person had to endure in such an environment, to grow into what he is now.

But no matter what he looks like, such a painful experience is not fake after all.

Xie Lingyu just thought, this person has lived for 18 years and experienced almost all suffering, but there are so many beautiful things in this world that he has never seen before.

Even though the figure under the peach blossom tree that fascinated him was fake, Xie Lingyu still firmly believed that the hand that was scarred and tightly clutched the hem of his clothes, the one that didn't show his face, put the things he sent on the pillow The people below are all real.

Xie Linghe had thousands of thoughts in his head, and finally hugged the person who was holding him back tightly, changed his body shape, and put his body underneath.

The long wind was getting stronger and stronger, Xie Linghe looked at the man's eyes slightly widened because of his actions, and the thin red at the end of the eyes appeared, as if fascinated by ghosts, making the tenderness in his heart turn into a ball of water.

"...Then you will read all the scenery in the world for me and live a good life."

Xie Lingyu thought, even if he used up all his energy, and simply gave up his own life, he should be able to keep this person safe.

……

The moment he fell to the bottom of the cliff, Xie Lingyu woke up suddenly.

And as soon as he opened his eyes, the person very close to him was the person in the dream just now.

In a trance, Xie Ling and Jing suddenly couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream, and they stood there in a daze for a moment, not moving.

He Yaoqing didn't want to do anything, but after getting up, he found that Xie Lingyu hadn't woken up yet, so he wanted to go into the study.But he didn't expect that this person frowned tightly, with cold sweat dripping from his forehead, just when he wanted to go over to wake him up, this person suddenly woke up.

Seeing that Xie Lingyu was still staring at him without moving, He Yaoqing stretched out his hand and picked up a strand of hair on his cheek that was soaked in cold sweat, and asked, "What's wrong?"

After a long while, Xie Lingyu spoke, his voice was low and hoarse after waking up: "I had a dream."

He Yaoqing was quite interested: "What dream?"

Xie Ling sat up, tentatively, and said, "I dreamed that we fell off a cliff together, and you told me that even if you die, I will never live alone."

He Yaoqing was stunned for a moment, looked down at the sitting person, his expression was unclear, and he said after a long time: "Then you really have the foresight."

Xie Lingyu wanted to say something more, but paused and paused. Everything else in the dream was not said until the end. He just changed the subject and said, "You are going to enter the palace today, right?"

He Yaoqing didn't hold back any longer, and replied, "That's right, I'm leaving now."

Xie Lingyu was a little surprised: "So early?"

"It's getting late," He Yaoqing sighed, walked over to open the window of the study, and the sunlight came in, "It's almost past time."

Only then did Xie Lingyu realize that he had slept for such a long time, rubbed his temples, and asked, "When will you be back?"

He Yaoqing smiled, and for some reason, he felt a little happy when he heard this sentence: "It won't be Xu Shi at the latest."

That's really long enough.

Xie Lingyu wanted to explain a few words, but he didn't know how to say it. In the end, he only said: "Go early and come back early. Today I will go to Dali Temple with my father to see... General Xu."

He Yaoqing liked such an ordinary conversation very much, it made him feel that even if he had to enter the palace today, he would not feel so bored and uncomfortable.

"You should also understand, but I still have to say one more thing, everything I told you before must not be told to anyone," He Yaoqing confessed: "Because I don't believe anyone."

Then why did you tell me?

Xie Lingyu suppressed the unknown sourness in his heart, and replied, "I know."

"Then I'll go," He Yaoqing walked out of the study, opened the door of the bedroom, the maid standing quietly outside the door put on a cloak for him, stepped out of the door but looked back, and then walked away.

After He Yaoqing left, Xie Lingyu sat alone for a long while, and then sighed slowly.

After washing his mouth, cleansing his face, and changing his clothes, Xie Lingyu went straight out of the mansion. Before going to Dali Temple with his father, there was still a period of time for him to do something.

Only three miles away from the prime minister's mansion, there is a lotus pond, and a small pavilion is built in the center of the pond.

When Xie Linghe arrived, Si Yuming was already waiting on the pavilion. He was wearing a white robe, his brows were cold and indifferent, surrounded by dilapidated lotus flowers.

The two had only met each other a few days ago, but they already felt that things were different, and after a long confrontation, Xie Ling and asked, "When he broke into the mansion that day, were you helping him?"

Of course Si Yuming knew who the "he" he was talking about, he hesitated for a long time before speaking, his voice was a little difficult: "Yes, but even... But Yaoling will never, and never know those things."

Xie Ling and Hang Mou said in a dark tone, "I know."

Si Yuming looked up, and suddenly felt that this man seemed to have lost some of his glitz, and something he couldn't understand had settled out.

Xie Lingyu continued: "But what's the use of that? His surname is Xu, and my surname is Xie. Does this make any difference?"

Si Yuming's voice was urgent: "That's not the case! I know you're still angry—"

Xie Linghe looked at him, thinking that this person should not know the real truth yet, and he couldn't tell him.

But things have settled down, and there will be no change in the slightest.Xie Ling and Ruo Ruo completely abandon their own feelings and ask themselves, General Xu did not do anything wrong, he just made a choice that most people would make.

It's just that sometimes he wondered if Xu Yuanwu had fully informed the matter and the two families had discussed it together, would the situation of death and death be like this again.

Xie Lingyu interrupted the man: "Have you visited him?"

"Not yet," Si Yuming's usually indifferent eyes turned a little red, "I can't get in alone."

Xu Yuanwu has been imprisoned in Dali Temple, but after all, he has not been convicted yet. Everyone in the Xu family, including Xu Yaoling, was surrounded and guarded by heavy soldiers just like Xie's family back then.

Xie Linghe hid the emotion in his eyes, turned around and walked towards Xu's residence: "Let's go, I'll help you in."

Si Yuming was stunned for a moment, then quickly said: "No, it's you—"

Then a voice interrupted him again: "He doesn't want to see me, and don't tell him that I helped you in."

Xie Lingyu's voice sounded very light, as if he didn't care, and he didn't say a word anymore.

So the two remained silent all the way.

When it was almost time to arrive, Xie Lingyu had been thinking for a long time. He looked at the people beside him and pretended to ask casually, "What do you think about this matter?"

He actually wanted to ask a lot, but after hesitating for a long time, he just said this one sentence.

Si Yuming was a little surprised: "What are you looking at?"

Xie Lingyu looked at his expression, then smiled lightly, and stopped asking: "It's okay, just asking this way, let's go, I will cover you in."

As a good friend of his, he grew up reading the books of sages and sages. In his heart, he always thinks about "eating the emperor's reward and being loyal to the emperor". Isn't the answer already clear? What's the point of asking these things.

It's getting late, and he has to go back to the house quickly.